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Broadcast Stacy, Broadcast stay.
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In the minds of the.
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All right, everyone, welcome back to another episode of Broadcasting Seeds.
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Today we have a guest. Her name is Natalie S. Mearman,
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and I would like her to tell us who she is,
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what she does, and where we can find her.
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I could do that. Well, Hello everyone, My name is
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Natalie Smearman. I am a crypted and paranormal investigator. You
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can find me on Facebook, Instagram, TikTok and YouTube under
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Natalie Smearman. You could also so find me under Relic
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Films Media. That is who I film with. We have
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two documentaries under our belt with me in them. The
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first one is called The Vanished that is going to
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be released and premiered January thirty first of twenty twenty six.
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And then we have returned to the LBL Making Contact,
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which we just filmed last month. That'll be coming out
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later in twenty twenty six. I also co host a
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podcast Paranormal among Us and also co host with My
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Blondes and Booze Gals, so that is a ton of fun.
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We have a ton of fun, so that's where you
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can find me. And also we are filming a talk
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show through Relic called Beyond the Ordinary that is on YouTube.
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So we have three shows out and they're really cool.
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We interview some great people, have some great experiences, and
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have a ton of laughs because we never take anything seriously.
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Wow. So the guy at Relic is Greg Ogels, right, Yes,
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that's right, and shout out to him because he seems
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like he's the hardest working guy in he is documentary films.
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He's he's insane. He's I don't even know what how
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he does what he does with producing, directing, editing, you know, releasing,
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the whole nine yards. So we have a good group
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of people and we all support each other.
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So it's awesome. It's awesome. Give everybody some love, folks. So, Natalie,
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the question I like to ask everyone first is what
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got you into this world of high strangeness. You know,
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some people it's cryptied stuff that they've had bigfoot sightings
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or paranormal you know, experiences, whatever. What got you into
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this whole I mean, because it's crazy.
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It is, it's very strange. But my journey started when
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I was three years old, and it started with paranormal
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experiences and I started my very first sighting was my
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great grandmother, who I had never met. I only saw
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pictures and that was when I was three. I experienced spirits,
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not seeing them, but feeling them throughout my childhood. When
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I was about thirteen years old, I was going through
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a really tough time and then I saw my great
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grandmother standing at the foot of my bed just watching
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over me. So that was profound. That's when I really
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really knew that there was another side to everything, that
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there was a whole ancestors are watching over me. And
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then it progressed from there with feelings of spirits around
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me or coldness when they were standing next to me.
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I grew up in West Virginia and during that time,
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you know, I'm experiencing these paranormal things. But there was
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always this joke about bigfoot, you know, don't go into
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the woods or whatever, and we all laughed and we're like,
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that's just you know, parents trying to scare kids so
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they don't go into the woods.
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So did you live in the area where they call
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them the wood booger and stuff?
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No, I didn't. It was always bigfoot where I was.
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Because it's a small zone. But I was like, wood
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bog when are we coming?
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Yeah, So no, it's okay, it's okay, it's a legit question.
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So then I dismissed it, didn't think anything of it.
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Moved to Florida and there were bigfoot sightings reported on
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the news, and I'm going, I think there's more to this.
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So I started to do my own research because whenever
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I am interested in something and something is somewhat profound,
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I want to learn more. I want to read about it.
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I want to learn about it. You know, who's investigating,
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what are they finding? How are they finding this? So
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over a course of about fourteen years, I have just
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been that was just a hobby, is just to learn
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as much as I could. Meanwhile, during me researching living
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in Florida, I had I lived in a haunted house.
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Spirits moved through. The neighborhood we lived in was very,
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very paranormal. Everybody had some sort of paranormal activity happening
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in their house. It was never mean, never vicious. It
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was just like I'm going to move a vase, or
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I'm going to hear something and you know, I'm hearing
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a cat meow, but there's no cat in my house.
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I mean things of that nature. Yeah, just suppressing yeah,
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just a presence, and it wasn't a big deal. However,
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when we moved into the house, I had just gotten
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married and my husband at the time, I'm retired Army
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of twenty years, retired green beret. He had, you know,
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he was moving from his military career to his regular career,
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civilian career. And we're unpacking boxes.
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When was this This.
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Was twenty fifteen, gotcha, And so we're unpacking boxes and
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I unpacked this one little box and it had a
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cute little bracelet in there. And I said, oh, I said,
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did one of your kids make this? This is adorable?
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He goes, no, that's a souvenir off my first kill.
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I went, what, I'm like, you brought this into the
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house and I kind of caused a ruckus. He's like,
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that's my souvenir. It ended up having we had an
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argument about it, and I was just like, fine, just
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you know, if something happens, I'm gonna tell you.
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About three months later, a shadow figure appears. This shadow
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figure appeared in and around the master bedroom, master bath,
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guest bathroom, launder room, right where the garage was, where
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this box was. And I told him about it, and
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he was like, now you're fine, just completely dismissed, denied everything.
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This little shadow figure kept peeking around corners, just trying
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to figure things out, never did anything bad. But I
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knew it wasn't going to go away. I'm not going
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to have my husband convince him to get rid of it.
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So I laid down some ground rules and I talked
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to the to the I called him shadow dude, and
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so I said, here are the ground rules for the house.
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This is what you're not allowed to do. If you
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cross the line, you're gonna deal with me. So eight
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years went by. Shadow Dude followed the rules, was very respectful.
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I'm like, it's okay if you want to be curious,
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it's okay. We can live harmoniously, but you know, just
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follow the rules. Well, once the marriage started to dissolve
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and there was a lot of hostility in the home,
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Shadow Dude started crossing the line. And I saw him
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go from this little being and he started to grow,
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just feeding, just feeding off of the negative energy, feeding
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off of it. And I caught him hovering over me,
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watching me sleep at night. I caught him, Oh my god, yeah,
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and it's like and I, of course, I screamed, you know,
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and I just it startled me. Things started moving towards me,
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like I would be in the bathroom, the scale would
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come right towards me, and I'm like, this is this
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is crazy. I'm like, now you're crossing a line. And
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I set the boundaries again. I'm like, you don't do it.
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And I got really angry and I'm like, you know.
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So then it turned towards my son. My son, he
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went to the to the guest bathroom just to use
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the bathroom and walked out and the shadow dude was
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in the master bedroom growling at him. And so now
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I'm like we had haven this. So I walked in
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the bedroom and I was very vicious, very angry, and
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I told him, I said, I will drag you to
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the depths of Hell myself. So then around Thanksgiving that year,
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the kids and I left and then my ex was
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still there trying to find a place we come back
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from Thanksgiving vacation. Walk in the house and shadow dude
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was probably, I mean standing there, really really tall watching
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me walk in. I said, is this how you want
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to start this day? And he disappeared. My ex moved out,
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took the boxes with him, shadow dude was gone, So
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shadow dude is residing wherever my ex is right now.
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So that is some of the stuff that I've don't
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with from the paranormal side. I mean, I do paranormal investigations,
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and you know, and I can feel. I'm very sensitive
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to spirit. I don't see them, but sometimes I can
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hear them. They can make me feel their emotions, feel
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their anxiety. Sometimes if they died in a very tragic way,
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I could feel how they died. So you know, there
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are sometimes I have to walk away from a situation
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just to ground myself, to get back to prepare myself,
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because sometimes how they passed was very in a violent,
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violent way. So like, for instance, we walked into the
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Ray County Museum in Missouri to do an investigation, and
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each room has a different theme beautiful, beautiful, museum, fantastic,
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And I walked into the black History room and immediately
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I was overwhelmed with spirit.
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It was.
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So profound, and all of a sudden, I felt my
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throat burning, I was having a hard time breathing, I
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was tasting smoke. I was just like my stomach was
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in knots. I felt like there was a ton of
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bricks on my shoulders and I am gasping for air
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and I had to leave and then compose myself get
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grounded to go back in. We had a medium come
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back with us in that room, and it was the
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spirit of a young girl that was burned alive to
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send a message to other families like this is don't
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cross this line. And that's what it was. And her
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name was Becky because when she when we came back,
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she whispered her name in my ear and it was
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just and she was when I was looking at her
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with my mind's eye, she had this beautiful little white
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dress on with little flowers and her best Sunday best
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shoes and with her little braids, and she was like,
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look at me, look at my dress. And she was
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so excited about her dress and so but it was
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just so sad and just so just profound. So yeah,
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I do. I can feel a lot of things when
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I enter this paranormal arena. But of course, you know,
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once you enter the paranormal arena or the cryptid arena,
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they cross over. There's a lot of overlap. And I
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learned that after I got into investigating the cryptids, and
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that started in the spring of twenty twenty four, I
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attended my first Bigfoot conference because it was in Okalla,
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and I'm like, well, that's pretty darn close to me.
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I want to learn more. You know, I've done all
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I can with the books and documentaries and you know,
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learning what I can. I want to go talk to
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people that have witnessed it. So I ended up going
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there meeting a ton of wonderful people in and around Florida. Also,
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one of the most profound people that I've met was
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Adam Davis, and we all kind of stayed in touch,
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and I started with after that conference, Boots on the
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Ground investigating in Florida.
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What is this?
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I actually went solo camping and the Everglades down at
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the Skunk Ape headquarters. Behind there, there's a there's a
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campground back there, and I was there solo camping just
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to see what I can draw in. I didn't draw
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in any any skunk apes or Bigfoot, but I did
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draw in a male panther in heat. So those Florida
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panthers are pretty profound, and they're all over South Florida.
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Especially when they start screaming because they scared wrap out
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of you.
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Yeah, and they all so chirp like birds. Yeah, I
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was like, what is that? And then it started making
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this weird childlike sound and I'm like what I mean,
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this was right beside my tent.
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Yeah, you're dying, just like what And I'm like, I'm alone.
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I've got bear spray because I'm like, okay, I'm a
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huge bear spray fan. I don't want to hurt anything,
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but I just want to stop it, you know, whatever
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it is, so I have time to get away. So
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that was that was pretty cool. The next time I
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went down there, I actually about one thirty in the morning,
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I was woken up to an owl and I'm going,
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that's odd. You know, there's owls down there. Don't get
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me wrong, but this sounded a little weird. And then
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I heard chatter in the swamp, talking back and forth nice.
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It was back and forth, back and forth, back and forth,
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and I was like, holy cow. And you know, I
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think as a as a novice at that time, I
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didn't think to hit record. I was just so overwhelmed
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by like what is this And.
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I'm actually, yeah, I get it.
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Yeah, and I'm like okay, all right. So that was cool.
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And then we found this structure after we went investigating
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the following night and we found this odd structure in
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the in the swamp. So it was way out there,
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and this was not natural. It was a tree that
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was broken off and then it was moved, and it