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Alright, we're here with Karen Wilkerson Wilkinson. Sorry Wilkinson. So Karen,
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introduce yourself and tell us what you do and where
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we can find you.
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Well, well, thank you so much, Bennette. It's just such
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an honor to be here with you today. Love your show,
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big fan. I am the author of a book, Stolen Seed,
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Evil Harvest. Not something I ever thought I would do,
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not something I expected or intended to do, you know,
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and God laughs as they say, and that's what happened
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in this case. You know, I'm an ex tech person
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and mom, grandma, that kind of stuff, just your everyday
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average go next door and who happens to have been
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interacting taken by had experiences with non human alien entities
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my whole life, and it sounds really crazy to some people,
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but it is something that has happened to more people
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than you can imagine. And probably you're a person, your
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neighbor next door, if not you, was what I'm finding
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out having done this. So I started this journey working
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with La Marzouli a couple of years ago, was a
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part of his documentary on the abduction phenomenon, and from
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there realized so many people wanted to talk to me
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about it after that, and it was really scary. I
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didn't I didn't expect that so many people would want
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to talk about this. I really thought it was such
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a taboo subject. There's so much stigma out out there
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about this, but so many people wanted to talk about it,
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and he encouraged me to write this book, which I
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wrote very quickly. It's very easy to write the truth.
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It's very easy when you're just writing what happened and
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so and I really felt like I had a lot
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of guidance from God on this, and I thought to
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speakiritual guidance and just put this book out there. And
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since then, I've just been able to work with talk
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to meet with so many people, people who've had similar experiences,
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hearing from people who've said, I just read my life story,
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or people who say I finally feel like I'm not alone,
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or it's so refreshing that someone has written about the
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UAPs UFOs non human alien entities from a biblical perspective,
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because there's so much out there and so much has
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been written, and the market is just flooded with this
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kind of information, but not from a biblical perspective, not
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explaining who and what these things are their origins. You know,
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people like Vicky Joy Anderson and myself will dig into
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some of the ancient origins of things, and we'll dig
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into the not you know, just that, but into the
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biblical origins, because that's where everything always leads back and
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what the explanations are and where it's from. And that's
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what was really lacking in this field, was someone to explain,
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these are the things they don't want to teach you
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in church, you know. And if someone had taught me
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these things when I first was found my faith and
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born again at about eighteen, I might have been able
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to stop this from happening to me. But nobody taught
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these things to me in the churches I went to.
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So this has really been an exciting journey, an interesting journey,
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sometimes scary. There are a lot of people who don't
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want to talk about this. It's not always a popular topic.
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There is still a lot of stigma out there, but
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it's been fascinating. And sorry, that is a very long
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winded the introduction of who I am, But in a nutshell,
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I'm just your everyday, average person who had some extraordinary
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experiences and lived to tell about them.
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Yeah, now amazing. Sorry, yeah, so basically ever since. So
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just to talk about stigma, Yeah, I get it, being
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a veteran, being a child, product of childhood abuse and trauma,
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there's so much of this stuff you just can't you
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couldn't really talk about and now even just it's so
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much better now than it used to be. The stigma is.
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It's not gone by any stretch of imagination, but it's
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way better. And that's something that I've seen that's super
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therapeutic to folks is just being able to have or
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having places like this to tell their story.
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Right, Yes, exactly.
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It's a game changer, it is.
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And I'm not a therapist. I'm not in any way,
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shape or form, but people want to share their experiences
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with me because they have never been able to share
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those in a safe and ironment before, because it can't
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go to a therapist.
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With it because of their zero judgment.
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Yeah, no judgment. And yeah, I'm not here to say
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I believe someone or not. I'm here to listen with
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an open mind and an open heart, knowing that what
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happened to me is extraordinary and hard for some to believe.
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And I don't want anyone else to feel that kind
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of judgment and the pain that goes along with that
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when you know what's happened to you, you know, and
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there's no benefit in telling this story except to help others,
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because most people just there still is so much stigma
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out there. As a matter of fact, they wrote last
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month for La Mar's Police newsletter. Vicki Joy Anderson and
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I both write for that and so many other wonderful authors.
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So if anyone out there wants a great inexpensive newsletter,
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I think it's like two dollars a month and we
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get tons of amazing authors in there. I wrote about stigma.
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What is stigma, you know, and what are the definitions
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of it? And where does it come from? And how
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does it affect people, because it really does hurt people,
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and whether it's the UAP or the military, or abuse
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or so many different things where the stigma just is
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out there and it causes people to make snap judgments
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instead of really looking at the person and what they've
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been through and the healing and the love that they need.
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It's really unfortunate, and so I thought it was important
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to write about that and how we can help kind
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of remove some of the stigmas out there, not just
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about this, but about all kinds of things.
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Absolutely, So, I mean I know your background, but I
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don't know if my audience does so. But you've given
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your your your bio. But I'm just going to give
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you just a couple of questions. It's kind of starting
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from the beginning a little bit. Is I know that
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this has been going on like your entire life, right, so,
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but what was like, what was the first moment that
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you realized something unusual was happening in your life?
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Yeah? You know, it's so hard to say, because it
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was happening from my very earliest memories. And for me,
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I don't even know if I knew it was unusual.
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I just knew it was scary because it was always happening,
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and I didn't have any basis for comparison for it
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not happening. So when it's always there, while it may
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seem normal, it is still traumatizing and scary and and difficult.
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And so I remember being a very young child, two
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three years old and being terrified of, you know, certain
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family members because they had they were tall and fair
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skinned and fair haired and fair eyed, and they looked
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like these Nordic entities that I had already been encountering
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as a very small child. And when you're a little kid,
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you don't make those differences that, oh, that's a human
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and that's not. They just look similar. So when a
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little kid's scared of a clown, they're going to be
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scared of all clowns. Like my daughter was scared of
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anything in costume, you know, and no matter what kind
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of costume it could have been, the grocery store guy
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dressed as a grocery bag or a bunny or whatever.
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We had to get out of there if she saw that.
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And for me, it was the same kind of thing,
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you know, anything that was similar scared me as a
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little little child. And then, you know, when I was
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old enough to know, around five or six years old,
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that I didn't want to be there, but I didn't
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have a choice, and I was scared and I didn't
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want them to take me, and I started trying to
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find places to hide and realizing at that point that
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I couldn't get away from them. That's when I realized
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this is unusual. Because I started trying to talk to people,
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anyone who would listen. I was drawing pictures as a
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matter of fact, I don't have it up here with me.
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I found a picture I drew the other day when
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I was probably four or five years old, showing what
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was happening to me, drawing their eyes, drawing the spirals
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going in and out, and this one says too, and
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this one says from and I'm trying to show what's
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happening is best I can as a five year old,
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not knowing what I'm experiencing. I looked at that picture
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the other day, I'm like, oh my gosh, I actually
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drew out what was happening. But and they didn't want
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me to talk, and then they threatened me with her
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harming my family and my loved ones if I talked.
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And that's when I knew that it was not normal,
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when it wasn't okay, And then I was stuck in
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something really difficult. And that's when I kind of created
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this kind of two personalities. It wasn't a split personality.
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It's just that I, you know, created a protective part
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of me that did that was there when these things happened,
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you know it, and then the part of me that
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just was there for everyday life, and you know, and
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it's called dissociative personality disorder, I think, and it was
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a great way for protecting I think God blesses us
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with things like that to protect our hearts, protect our minds.
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And in doing so, I was able to so completely
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just kind of detach from them when they would take me,
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which is why I think I have as many memories
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as I do, because when I wasn't emotionally interacting with them,
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they weren't having to block my memories because I was
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just not even there. But I was there, and I
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was remembering, and I was, you know, keeping track of
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some of what happened. I don't remember everything, but I
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do remember quite a bit of what happened. And what
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I've learned from talking with other former abductees and experiencers
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is that those of us who dissociated early in life
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do have more memories than those who didn't because we
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were able to separate, and I think that that affected
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their ability to wipe our memories somehow.
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Yeah, I don't know how any questions.
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Yeah, Yeah, And I got that a lot, and it
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took a lot of research on my part talking to
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other abductee is transfigre what's different about us? Why do
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we remember? And the one thing that kept coming up
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was that we associated very early in life. And when
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you think about that, if you're just not present, how
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can somebody you know affect you emotionally mentally and kind
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of wipe your memory if you're not even present for that,
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even though you're still there. And so, and that's something
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I'll write about more in the next book that I'm
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working on now. I don't want to give too much
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away on that either.
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Yeah, but that makes this pretty interesting that the earlier
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you are able to dissociate and compartmentalize this, right, yea,
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the more you can.
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Remember exactly exactly. And so that affected it quite a bit.
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And but yeah, so at that point I knew, you know,
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this wasn't right, and it was terrifying, you know, I
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would I was taken against my will. I mean, I
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would wake up in the middle of the night and
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just feel evil, like an evil presence in the room.
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I could feel it before I would see it. Some
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times there'd be lights and coming through windows. Sometimes I'd
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notice something outside a window. Sometimes i'd see one of
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the typical grays outside a window, or they would be
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in the room with me, A typical what people typically
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talk about seeing it's the big bulbous head with the
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big black screen eyes. And these grays are different from
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the other ones that I encountered. These grays that would
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show up to get me, their eyes didn't move, they
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looked like it's just a big black screen, and their
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necks were really thin. They were shorter, like four feet tall.
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Sometimes I didn't smell anything, but sometimes I would notice
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a very bad odor, like sulfur, dead animal excrement. You're
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in kind of just different, you know, it's hard to
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pinpoint it. It was a really awful smell, and I
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have a lot of theories behind that too. I write
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a little bit about that, and I will be writing
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more about that too, and I've written about it in
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LA's newsletter. But I think that you know what these
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things are, and I can talk about that more later
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because I don't want to get too far off track
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from what I was talking about now. But they would
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show up in my room at least two sometimes more
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and put me into a state of waking paralysis, so
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I was wide awake. I would if I tried to scream,
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no one would hear me. Anyone else there if there's
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someone else in the room or the house would be
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in just a state of just passed out, kind of
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like you couldn't rouse them and couldn't wake them if
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it was a sibling or at the you know, later
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in life, if I was with a husband or something,
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and they would levitate me off the bed and through