March 17, 2026

Paul Stobbs | Conspiracy, Spiritual Awakening, the Little Season, AI, and What’s Coming Next.

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Paul Stobbs | Conspiracy, Spiritual Awakening, the Little Season, AI, and What’s Coming Next.
Paul Stobbs | Conspiracy, Spiritual Awakening, the Little Season, AI, and What’s Coming Next.
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What happens when a truth seeker follows the rabbit trail all the way back to Christ? In this episode of Broadcasting Seeds, I sit down with Paul Stobbs of Understanding Conspiracy for a deep conversation on conspiracy culture, spiritual warfare, the Little Season, AI deception, the occult, fear, discernment, and what may be coming next. Paul shares his story from psychedelics and New Age thought to becoming a born-again Christian, and how that journey shaped his work, his channel, and his research. We talk about why so many people spiral when they wake up to hard truths, how to handle that anxiety, why discernment matters more than panic, and why the real battle is spiritual whether people want to admit it or not.

We also get into: Paul’s testimony and how his channel began why conspiracy without Christ leads nowhere the Little Season and why he stepped back from being a leading voice in that space AI, nanotechnology, deception, and the coming confusion war, propaganda, and what people should actually be watching right now why hope still matters in the middle of all this This one goes deep, but it stays grounded. If you’ve ever felt the weight of waking up to the darkness in this world and wondered how to keep your peace without checking out, this conversation is for you.

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The War You Didn’t Know You Were In: Understanding and Winning the Spiritual Battle

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The idea is that everyone will be so sick of

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that that they'll turn to Lucifer and the Luciferia, the

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light bringer, the knowledge, the one that's gonna help man

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kind of send out of the darkness into this new age,

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this new revolutionary phoenix light of the new world order,

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where we we don't have borders anymore, we don't have

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money anymore. We're not all divided by our differences or

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our property anymore. We all come together as one collective

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humanity under the rainbow light of pride and connectivity, guided

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by the light guiding lights of Lucifers playing truth in

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the minds of the.

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All right, everybody, welcome back to another episode of Broadcasting Seeds.

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I am your host, Benetton, and today we have Paul Stobs.

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I love this guy, so I'm just saying, Paul, welcome

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to Broadcasting Seeds. Tell everybody who for those that don't know,

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tell them who you are, what you do, and where

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people can find you.

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Sure, thanks for having me. It's good to be here.

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Yeah.

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My name's Paul, and I run a YouTube channel called

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Understanding Conspiracy. There it is, you can't miss it. That's

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what the logo looks like, that's the image, and I've

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been doing this since twenty fourteen. I actually got a

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message today on my app saying your channel has been

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around for eleven years or something like this, and I'm like,

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I thought it was twelve. This is the twelfth year.

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Technically it's March twenty fourteen is when I started it.

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And yeah, I've kind of just been a scattershot conspiracy

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theorist pretty much all that time. I did take five

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years off from twenty eighteen to twenty twenty tree Read

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because my workplace at the time found my very controversial

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channel and decided I'm not Paul. You either want to

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either you're a manager at Aldi or your youtubeer. You

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can't be both because you're managing people now and if

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they find the channel, we're not going to be able

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to defend you when they get offended. I was like, Okay, well,

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you know, I have a lot of debt to pay

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off and student debt, and I've just got this gig,

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so I'm not going to lose it now. And in

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a moment of weakness, I did spend five years just

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pretending to be a supermarket manager. But I am a

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crazy theorist. That's what I am. That's who I am.

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I'm a Christian first and foremost, though, and I like

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to study out the occults and the truth wherever it leads.

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And that's what I came back to do in twenty

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twenty three and that's why I do full time Now.

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I do predominantly a lot of work. And this is

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what I'm known for is a book called The Nephelim

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Look Like Clowns, which is here. If you've never seen

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this before, that's what it looks like. And that is

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actually based on a YouTube series I started in twenty

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sixteen with the same name. And this is kind of

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my baby, my body of research, my magnum opus. This

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is the thing I've put my heart and soul into

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because it's something I believe I discovered and I've tried

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to expose ever since. And we can touch on that today.

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But that's something I'm quite well known for. But I

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also had a stint in about the twenty three to

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twenty five period where I was heavily involved with researching

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out and spreading and talking about and interviewing people and

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getting involved in the community of the Little Season, which

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is a working theory that's grown in popularity since then,

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which was started maybe a few years before I got

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involved by a few small channels in about twenty twenty,

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twenty nineteen period. And it's the idea that christ has

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already rained for a thousand years and we're actually living

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in the time after that called the Little season or

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the short season of Satan, or as we now like

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to say, the last season of Satan, and to give

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it more of a positive spin. And I know, I

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think you had JT on your channel to talk about that.

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I love JT's great guy.

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Yeah, yeah, so he's a good friend of mine as well.

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I'm in a group chat with him as well. We're

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always sharing things on there. So I'm still very much

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a part of that. My work is on my channel

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for you to find in the playlist based on that

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a year's worth of research. But I don't really I

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took a step back as like a leader. I wasn't

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really a leader, we know, as a forefront person pushing

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it because of yeah, well, it got to the point

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where my channel kind of lost its focus. I was

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too heavily involved in just that, to the point where

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I was The ethos of my channel is and always

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has been, and still is to this day. I want

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to see the content on YouTube that I didn't get

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to see in like the twenty twelve twenty eleven period,

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which was very over the top, over dramatic, poor quality,

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hard to share with loved ones, friends and family when

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you wanted to make wake them up because it's too sensationalized.

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I wanted to make more grounded, down to worth, chilled out,

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perhaps a little bit lighthearted, but still serious and grounded

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in the biblical perspective videos. And that's what I'd like

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to do. But when it comes to conspiracy theories, like,

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I'm not here to focus on just one. There's plenty

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of channels already doing that on many topics. My channel

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is more of a collective place they can go to

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get information on any idea or any theory. And I

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think when it comes to understanding the little season I

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did that, I've got my work. I love it, I

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believe it. It's there for you to find and understand

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if you want to understand it too, because that's what

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my channel is. Okay, So that's kind of I had

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one of those moments where I have to go back exactly,

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but so to all my brothers and sisters out there

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still on the Little Season thing. Good luck to you,

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keep going, godspeed, you know. But for me, I'm just

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not one of those leading members anymore. In a sense,

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I don't make a new content on it necessarily, but

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people ask me in podcasts. I talk about it, but

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I don't actively go out there to be the main

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guest to do the Little Season talk anymore. I did.

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I even talked to Ed about it. He even shared

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my clip with Joe Rogan Believer, and he very quickly

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parted me off and said, that's that's crazy, that's ridiculous.

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But I got there, my voice got there at least,

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you know, I touched the sun for a second. Yeah,

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I wasn't really I wasn't in for that. I wasn't

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going to.

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A moment, right, Yes, So, yeah, I don't really want

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to get melted here.

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It's well, it's not really that. I wasn't bothered necessarily

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saying it was more of a I need to shift

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my focus back from my channel's sake. And there was

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a weird element to it. I'm not going to lie.

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Things were getting a bit strange with the movement. Not

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the information, but the movement itself was getting more popular,

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and with that kind of attention and a surge of

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new members comes with it some bad actors, unfortunately, and

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things tend to get a little bit all over the place.

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And then next thing you know, I'm being accused of

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all sorts of things, which is are not true because

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people are actually paranoid in the content spiritic community. So

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you make one say one wrong thing, or make one

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wrong move, and suddenly you're satan himself and then factions

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get cause. And me and my family were watching this

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and we're like, we don't need this, we don't need this,

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you know it. It was one of those. It was

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one of those.

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Yeah.

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So that's that's my story in a way. I've kind

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of told my testimony many many times on many podcast formats.

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But I am a born again Christian as of twenty fourteen.

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I come from the New Age background, psychedelic tripping background predominantly.

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I wasn't like a New Age like dreadlocked, barefoot aligning

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my shaps with or go on pyramid energy crystals or

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anything type of new aga. But I was very much

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a consciousness psychedelic, exploring Youngian gnostic alchemical type, you know,

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something like that. Yeah, But I was always me as

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you see here, talking the way I'm talking, you know,

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and dressing the way I'm dressing. I was never into

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the colorful side of it, you know, and the silly

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side thing. I was sincerely looking for God, and I

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did find God through Jesus Christ, thank God, you know.

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And that's what I do today, and that's what I

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try and help people understand as well, because I think

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one of the biggest issues I've found is the conspiracy

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really is all about Jesus. It's about what he did.

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That's what the bottom of the conspiracy actually is. You know, people,

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you can talk for hours about what the evil people

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are doing, but if you want to know why, it's

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because of Jesus. It's because of what he did. It

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ruined everything, and they're trying to scramble to regain that

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power and establish their own order on top of his, okay,

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which they can't do, and they're going to fail mosably at.

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But that's why we have a conspiracy. And I think

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that I don't want people to waste time and get

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sucked into many lies and rabbit holes and belief systems

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which are going to not save them in the end

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and lead them nowhere and bear empty fruits. I want

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them to get to the points. So I always bring

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it back to Jesus with everything I do, all the time,

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and because I don't want them wasting time. It's kind

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of like, look, you've just started your truth to the journey.

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You just woke up like a week ago, or oh,

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you're just in. You've gone through COVID and you woke

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up a few years ago or something, you know what

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I mean. And now now that done in Kruger effects,

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you think you know it all, and you're an expert

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right now, and you're riding high telling everybody what to

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think and believe. And it's kind of like I've done that.

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I've crashed to the bottom, and I've slowly clawed my

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way back to being somewhat of a semi professional on

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this matter, you know. And I'm telling you now, as

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somebody who's done it, don't waste your time with all

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the gnostic, alchemical, New Age bullshit. It's Jesus goes straight

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to him. That's where the truth actually is, that's what

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really is going on, that's the reality we.

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Actually live in.

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And my job is to try and bridge that gap

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to a generation who cannot connect. They don't understand why

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Christianity matters anymore, and we're all living in a world

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where the disconnector is getting bigger because of technology and

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the rest of it. So that's kind of my battle.

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They're taking age to try and keep that going, you know,

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and get people to realize why it matters and how

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as a lot of people would phrase it, like, how

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do some middlely and you being nailed to a piece

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of wood two thousand years ago have anything to do

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with my life now, you know? And that's not what

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I believe. But that's literally how generations today view that

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kind of stuff. It's like, that's an outdated form of belief,

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primitive belief system that makes no sense, you know, And

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as you probably know and your audience might already know,

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that's not the case at all. That's actually just far

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so far from the truth. Is unbelievable, and it is

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unbelievable at first until you really hear it out and

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contextualize it within the conspiracy of the world and what's

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going on. I think that's a good bridge, that's a

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good way to get to them. In many ways. My

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own work on the Neffelin Clowns is really about spiritual

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warfare and demons and spiritual experiences. And again it's a

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gospel trap. It's something as novel as the clown is

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what this generation needs to get interested. So I can

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start talking about biblical history to them, you know, and

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it works. And people have told me, you know, the

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premise got their attention, but they stayed for the biblical

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history story and they stayed for the truth of spiritual warfare.

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So that's my game. That's what I try and do,

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find ways to bring people to Christ through the lens

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of conspiracy. And it's a mixed bag about some successes,

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a lot of failures, but it's a hell of a

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journey and I wouldn't trade it for anything. That's me

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There you go, awesome.

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Where where are you driving? People? Like? Where do you

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want them to go?

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Where do I want them to go?

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Yeah? To see you?

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Well in person?

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You, I'm just on YouTube. Yeah, I never really moved.

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I do have rumble, but I never I don't know.

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Blow. I know, I know is terrible.

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It's another thing you can do.

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conte if.

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You don't want to watch YouTube. I do everything I do,

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bar my interviews with other people. It's anything I create

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originally goes on to all podcasting formats as well. If

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you're on Spotify, you'll get the you'll get the video

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as well everywherel So just be audio only so you

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can get me on other platforms like that on the

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podcasting formats if if you prefer that format, I am

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there on Spotify and it might be worth mentioning. I

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do have a podcast called The Truth of Therapy Sessions,

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and that is every Sunday evening. I record it live

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on YouTube, but the audio gets edited and chopped down

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and uploaded to podcast format after the fact, and I've

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done about one hundred and eighteen episodes of that now.

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It's been going for as long as I've been going,

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and it really is about coping and dealing with learning

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the truth because it's a journey. It's a terrifying journey,

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and it's a family losing, depressing, terrifying journey where you

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lose all your friends and family for most people, and

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it's kind of how do you cope with this? How

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do you deal with this? How do you maybe avoid

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some pitfalls? What's the best methods to teach your loved ones,

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friends and family without losing them. Are then also dealing

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with the fact that some people are too far gone

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as well and they're just not going to want to

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listen to you, and how can we break through that

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if possible? And it's it's it's a long it's a

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long conversation to have you, But I feel like as

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somebody who went through it, I maybe I can help

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with the people deal with what they're going through as well,

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because it's a universal experience waking up, you know, realizing

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the truth of the reality where they've been and it's yeah,

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the experience is identical for everybody I've found, it's pretty

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much the same process. So that's what my podcast is about. Yeah, okay,

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so that's that's my podcast as well.

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Awesome, I love it. So before you went down this

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rabbit hole, what like growing up or even before, what

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was the what was the thing that got you into

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this world of like high strangeness and conspiracy, Like, what

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what was the catalyst to that?

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You know, I told this, I've told the story of

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the logical steps of how I got there when I

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really think about it, and this is just me thinking

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out loud. Really, I'm not fully hash this thought out,

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but I do feel like in a sense, I have

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always been this way, even as a child. It's not

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just something that suddenly happened to me one day. I've

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always been of a mind that didn't fit into the world,

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like and I didn't get it, it didn't make sense.

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There was always I always knew there was something wrong,

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even for as a child. I was while all the

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other kids were like forming the social groups and playing

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sports ball and whatever, you know, and and like you

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had like the girls watching them from the other from

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the sides of the tracks while they play. Then people

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worried about trivial things. You know. I wasn't. I really wasn't.

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I really was just doing my own thing and learning

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instruments and painting and drawing and very much. But I

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had my friends and everything. But I was always the

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weird one of the group, the creative one will co

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me or something like this. And I've always just had

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that kind of mind. I've always just been not interested

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in stuff that isn't interesting, Like I don't care about

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sports or drama of a personal kind or anything like this.

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want to know what is this stuff around me. I've

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always kind of been obsessed with the details, nature, in sects,

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things like this, you know, And just as a child,

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I've always been of that inquisitive, curious, explorative, self introspective

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person that I suppose is the perfect recipe to be

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who I am today as a conspiracy theorist kind of

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hashing out these big ideas, these philosophics. So and that's

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that's always been me growing up. But I did have

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my moments where, you know, I wrestled with the world.

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It's probably a good way to describe it. Where you

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go through these awkward stages, don't you from childhood into teens,

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and you're trying to figure out who you are and

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where do you fit in? And like I said, I

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had this realization like I don't. I don't fit in anyway,

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you know, I'm not. I'm not one of these people

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who's gonna I'm an artist. I've always been an artist.

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I've always painted and drawn things. I make music, you know,

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when I played like five different instruments, and I'm only

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inth happy when I'm making something. So I went down

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that route. I went down the art student route through

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college and university and through high school and in those

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early formative years, I was very much actually a staunch atheist.

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I wasn't raised religious. I didn't have a religious household.

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My dad was raised devout Catholic, but I think he

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kind of like just was sick of it when he

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was an adult and just never talked about it and

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didn't want to get involved with ever again. But my grandma,

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who did live a few doors down from me because

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it was a small, small village, you know, she wasn't

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about Catholic, and I guess I always watched that as

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a child with like curiosity, but as a teenager was kala,

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this is ridiculous what she's doing. Wanted to do this

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type of thing, thinking I'm cool and edgy, you know,

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on the idiots who are scared of death, believing some

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kind of sky daddy. Pretty much a cringey atheist type,

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you know, the stereotypical cringy atheist type. And it's because

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I was raised a religious It just wasn't a thought.

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It really wasn't a thought. I was very much of

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the world and quite worldly in my philosophy worldview at

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that time because I did and again again I had

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this underlying current though, like something's wrong and I don't

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understand it, but the science will explain it or something.

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You kind of have this you're looking for methods to

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explain existence, and science was my method at the time.

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And scientifically speaking, it's implausible for there to be a

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supernatural deity, you know, you go went down that route.

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And I had friends who kind of encouraged that attitude

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as well, and I think you are the some of

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the people you hang around with in many ways, and

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that kind of was my influences. And at the same time,

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I acquiere a hedonistic party group, so we were drinking

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on the weekends, and then we got into smoking and

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smoking weed at a young age fifteen sixteen, and I

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did become a weed smoker for a good eight years

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of my life from sixteen to like twenty before. And

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you know that that's a gateway drug in a way.

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It is kind of italy to me exploring other things,

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you know, in many ways. And but I I while

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they were doing that for fun, I started to think, no,

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I want to. I want to what is going on,

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you know, like, what are these things doing to me?

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What is changing exactly? How does this work? And then

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a YouTube kind of was in its infancy at this stage,

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and there was many videos online of people doing salvia

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this this psychedelic plants Salvia divinorum, and you watch these videos,

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these people like howling like hyenas after they take this

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bond hit of some weird plant and they would just

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lose their minds and people were recording it, and I

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was like, what is that? What are they doing? You know,

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how what are they seeing? It got me, That curiosity

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got me. I'm not one of those people that can

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like not know do you know what I mean? I know,

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and I can only know through doing it. So we did,

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you know, I managed to get some. And the scary

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thing is, at the time it was legal. You could

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get this stuff like what we call a head shop

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in the UK, which is a place that sells like

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bonds and pipes and ash trays and rave paraphernalia and

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stuff like that sheesh pipes, you knowor whatever like, and

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they had them there just behind the counter, were like

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a bag the Salvia divinora and forty time strength and

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I was like, yeah, that's good enough for me, that's

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strong enough. Let's go for it. You know, that's ridiculously strong.

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And we did it, you know, me and my friend,

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and I saw I saw it.

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I went to someplace that I woulds failed to articulate,

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you know, but I went through some kind of chrysanthemum

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flower type psychedelic portal into a place that made no

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sense to my worldview.

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It's kind of this shouldn't exist. And I think, if

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I remember correctly, the only thing I managed to do

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was say no, oh really loud, and then I went

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white and I was staring off into the void for

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ten minutes and then I just covered my face like this,

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and that was in me for ten minutes, trying to

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get back. I was terrified. But I was locked in

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this place for ten minutes, you know. And when I

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came back. When I came back, I was like, what

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was that. That doesn't make sense, That shouldn't be there,

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That does not fit into my little atheistic teenage worldview.

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You know.

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This is kind of this is this is a spiritual situation.

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I came here and I don't have the means to

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articulate or understand this right now. I don't get it,

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you know. So I sat on it for a while

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and just kind of went through live thinking about it

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for a few years. I did it again a couple

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of times and kept interacting. I kept seeing things like

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this is this paradigm shifting stuff, you know. So I

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was no longer an atheist after that point. I'll say

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that I don't know what I was a by that point,

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but I was definitely wasn't an atheist. I was like, no,

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something's happening, something's going on, and we don't always see it.

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There's something else as sit dimension, you know. So I

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really went on a serious like journey of self discovery

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then from like the age of seventeen onwards up until

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again being born again in twenty twenty twenty fourteen after university.

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So after leaving college and going to university, I was

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experimenting with psychedelics, LSD, anything to get my hands on

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you and dimethyl trip to mean as well, which is

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just as powerful, if not equal to salvia, you know.

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And I didn't realize this when doing salvage at the time,

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but it's just as powerful as a dimethyl trip to me,

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it's actually the same level, and I didn't know that.

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So it was a hell of a first psychedelic to

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do without realizing it. You know. And now I'm not

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saying the psychedelics made me or saved me. They didn't.

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They don't teach you anything or are They're not involved

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or have any any interest or impact on kind of

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like understanding the truth of spiritualism. They just show you

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some stuff and you've got to figure it out for yourself,

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you know. So that's all it can really do in itself.

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It teaches you nothing, you know, and it's kind of

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you later onto these experiences, often your own biases, which

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I didn't want to do. I was really trying to

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understand these experiences like clinically psychologically through a young in perspective.

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I was applying different methods to understand what is it?

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What my looking guy is it's am I clearly just

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looking at the design of the universe here, the geometric forms,

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the patterns in all things when you do these drugs. Now,

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as an artist, I drew these things like things like geometry,

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you know, and try to capture it and try to

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capture that vision in drawing form, and you just can't.

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You know, you just can't do it. It's impossible because

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it's it's way more than us in terms of our

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basic two dimensional ability to make flat images on screens

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and paper. It can't be translated, you know, Like we

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are you know, I think people don't realize this is

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a good way of saying it, but like we are

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multi dimensional beings, but we're living in the third I

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mentioned the fourth dimension, shall we say, but we have

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this third dimensional property to us, which is length, width,

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and depth. But you don't realize this. You can only

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see in the two dimensions. You can't see in three dimensions.

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You can only ever see a flat thing in front

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of you at any moment. Our brain fills in the

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rest and makes it look like there's depth, but really

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it's a flat image. Everything's a flat image from your perspective.

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00:23:22.519 --> 00:23:24.759
And it's kind of you realize this multi dimensional perspective

460
00:23:24.759 --> 00:23:27.599
only because you do things like psychedelics. You sort to

461
00:23:27.599 --> 00:23:30.200
see this stuff and it's kind of wow, you know.

462
00:23:30.599 --> 00:23:32.960
And I made my art work about it for many

463
00:23:33.039 --> 00:23:37.200
years at university while doing these drugs and also exploring

464
00:23:38.559 --> 00:23:41.559
the New Age perspective Taoism as well, and Buddhism and

465
00:23:41.599 --> 00:23:44.000
Eastern philosophies because I was looking for God. By this point,

466
00:23:44.000 --> 00:23:47.160
I was like, there's clearly a creator. I can't deny it,

467
00:23:47.400 --> 00:23:52.039
But who what, what's making this how? And I fell

468
00:23:52.079 --> 00:23:54.960
into the first thing people without a Christian background fall into,

469
00:23:55.000 --> 00:23:58.039
and that's you look to the east for answers. You know,

470
00:23:58.519 --> 00:24:01.720
it can't be Christianity, can't be that, you know, it

471
00:24:01.839 --> 00:24:04.799
has to be somewhere else. You just have this. It's

472
00:24:04.839 --> 00:24:08.200
crazy told to think it's you know, So I just didn't.

473
00:24:07.960 --> 00:24:11.079
Look there spooky father figure in the sky, and.

474
00:24:13.079 --> 00:24:16.079
It's the last place you look, you know. So I went.

475
00:24:16.559 --> 00:24:18.640
I went the other way, and I started going on

476
00:24:18.720 --> 00:24:22.039
these ideas that well, maybe we're all God collectively or something,

477
00:24:22.079 --> 00:24:25.960
and we're all like consciousness and God has just put

478
00:24:26.039 --> 00:24:29.640
himself into loads of vessels who have forgotten that they're God,

479
00:24:29.880 --> 00:24:31.720
so he can experience what it's like to not be

480
00:24:31.759 --> 00:24:33.640
God for a little bit or something like this. You know,

481
00:24:33.920 --> 00:24:36.200
but when you die, you go back to the source

482
00:24:36.240 --> 00:24:39.039
of all consciousness, which is God. So we're all God collectively.

483
00:24:39.440 --> 00:24:42.920
And I was like, okay, maybe you know. And I've

484
00:24:43.000 --> 00:24:45.400
rolled with it for a while, but he never quite

485
00:24:46.160 --> 00:24:48.240
I never I never quite got it, you know. I

486
00:24:48.279 --> 00:24:52.119
was like, I'm a God. I'm got you serious, you

487
00:24:52.160 --> 00:24:57.440
know what I mean? I don't think I have that

488
00:24:57.599 --> 00:24:59.880
God Yeah, there's that. There's that too, Yeah, you know,

489
00:25:00.519 --> 00:25:03.559
and I understood that. I understood the philosophy and the

490
00:25:03.599 --> 00:25:06.319
reasonings behind it, but I was like, I don't think

491
00:25:06.359 --> 00:25:09.920
it actually, practically speaking, is useful or even true, because

492
00:25:10.000 --> 00:25:12.160
it doesn't actually make your life any better knowing that

493
00:25:12.279 --> 00:25:14.359
kind of angle, believe in that kind of stuff. In fact,

494
00:25:14.359 --> 00:25:18.559
it tangibly makes it worse. So what happened in about

495
00:25:18.559 --> 00:25:22.759
twenty eleven twenty twelve, I was just start of my

496
00:25:22.880 --> 00:25:26.599
university degree and I fell into conspiracy theories because the

497
00:25:26.680 --> 00:25:28.400
end of the world was about to happen with the

498
00:25:28.400 --> 00:25:30.480
twenty twelve Mind calendar coming to an end. If you

499
00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:33.119
remember that time period, everyone thought, oh, the end of

500
00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:34.839
the end of this calendar means there's going to be

501
00:25:34.880 --> 00:25:37.799
a great reset or we're entering the age of Aquarius.

502
00:25:37.839 --> 00:25:41.079
So there's going to be a fifth dimensional evolutionary process

503
00:25:41.119 --> 00:25:43.400
where everyone's third eye is going to open, or something

504
00:25:43.519 --> 00:25:46.079
called the polls are going to shift, and there's going

505
00:25:46.160 --> 00:25:48.319
to be an energy shift in it, and all the

506
00:25:48.359 --> 00:25:48.960
power is going to go.

507
00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:52.960
That wonderful movie that John Cusack made twenty twelve and.

508
00:25:53.240 --> 00:25:57.240
Twenty twelve, Yeah, yeah, the day after Tomorrow, as well,

509
00:25:57.240 --> 00:26:02.240
which you know, they were really pushing it in the Yeah,

510
00:26:02.319 --> 00:26:04.440
in the programming, they were really pushing it, you know,

511
00:26:04.799 --> 00:26:07.920
and he sucked me in. I was like, oh, right, then,

512
00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:11.279
what are these people seeing that's making them think this

513
00:26:11.319 --> 00:26:14.559
is going to happen? Here we go, you know. And

514
00:26:14.920 --> 00:26:18.079
I went into it and I was like one thing

515
00:26:18.119 --> 00:26:21.000
after another. Then I was just one rabbit hole after another,

516
00:26:21.039 --> 00:26:24.359
and I fell into the secret site is the occult, Luciferinism,

517
00:26:24.400 --> 00:26:29.160
the Satanism, the banking cartels, you know, everything you can imagine.

518
00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:32.160
I went into it hard, deep, you know, and I

519
00:26:32.319 --> 00:26:35.039
really just started absorbing everything over like a three month

520
00:26:35.119 --> 00:26:39.279
period without seeing the world. And as an artist doing

521
00:26:39.279 --> 00:26:42.440
an art degree, that's what my work came about, Like

522
00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:45.400
it was my subject matter. I started making artwork about this,

523
00:26:45.519 --> 00:26:47.920
but I was also blending it with this psychedelic stuff

524
00:26:47.960 --> 00:26:51.240
I was doing and this search for meaning, and and

525
00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:54.119
I realized, you know, throughout all this, I tried to

526
00:26:54.160 --> 00:26:57.680
explain it all the psychological at first, and why why

527
00:26:57.680 --> 00:27:00.000
do people believe in conspiracy theories? You know, And it's

528
00:27:00.119 --> 00:27:01.839
kind of like they have a lot of good information,

529
00:27:02.079 --> 00:27:05.359
but the way they present it is just so fantastical

530
00:27:05.400 --> 00:27:09.640
and it's kind of what's really and I couldn't. I

531
00:27:09.680 --> 00:27:14.039
was trying to explain like it to myself, like is

532
00:27:14.079 --> 00:27:16.599
this real? Is this really happening? Where these people crazy?

533
00:27:16.599 --> 00:27:18.960
And I realized all these people aren't crazy, they're actually true,

534
00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:22.559
Like they give me real information, like this is actually happening.

535
00:27:22.759 --> 00:27:25.480
The secret societies are even hiding it in their writings

536
00:27:25.480 --> 00:27:27.960
that they're doing this to us. It's blatantly out in

537
00:27:28.000 --> 00:27:31.000
the open if you pay attention. They really are programming

538
00:27:31.039 --> 00:27:34.200
thus through television before events happen. They really did put

539
00:27:34.279 --> 00:27:36.359
nine to eleven in everything before it happened, up to

540
00:27:36.480 --> 00:27:40.559
many many years beforehand, like showing planes destroying the towers

541
00:27:40.640 --> 00:27:42.319
with nine to eleven a lot of the place. You know,

542
00:27:42.400 --> 00:27:46.720
like this is a real thing, but the people making

543
00:27:46.720 --> 00:27:50.279
the videos are just not believable. It can't be real

544
00:27:50.319 --> 00:27:53.000
because the people presenting it are crazy, you know what

545
00:27:53.039 --> 00:27:54.960
I mean. And that's when I got into the whole

546
00:27:54.960 --> 00:27:57.839
controlled opposition idea, looking at people like David Ike and

547
00:27:57.839 --> 00:28:00.279
Alex Jones, and it's kind of like if if the

548
00:28:00.319 --> 00:28:02.920
truth is real, they are not doing it any service.

549
00:28:03.880 --> 00:28:07.200
They are definitely turning people and again into this like

550
00:28:07.240 --> 00:28:10.480
the psychology of conspiracy and like the methods they use,

551
00:28:10.559 --> 00:28:13.960
and psychology was always a fascination of mine, so it's

552
00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:16.799
kind of explaining like the psychological warfare aspect of it all.

553
00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:19.880
I could really understand how it was working. But at

554
00:28:19.920 --> 00:28:21.119
the same time I was trying to grapple with this

555
00:28:21.160 --> 00:28:23.559
spiritual angle as well, like trying to figure it out, like,

556
00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:26.279
I know, there's a spiritual element to existence, and it

557
00:28:26.359 --> 00:28:28.960
seems like the people are controlling us do too, and

558
00:28:28.960 --> 00:28:31.640
they're using it against us. And then a lot of

559
00:28:31.680 --> 00:28:33.759
new ages had their answers for this. It's like the

560
00:28:33.920 --> 00:28:36.880
archons using us as an energetic battery or something like this.

561
00:28:36.920 --> 00:28:39.559
So it' said end the soul cycle of death and

562
00:28:39.680 --> 00:28:44.039
reincarnation for the demiurge and all these ideas, and I

563
00:28:44.119 --> 00:28:46.400
kind of I was like, okay, maybe, but then you

564
00:28:46.400 --> 00:28:48.680
believe that kind of stuff, you become a nihilist. It's useless.

565
00:28:48.880 --> 00:28:50.680
It makes you're weaker in the long run to believe

566
00:28:50.680 --> 00:28:51.160
such a thing.

567
00:28:51.880 --> 00:28:55.079
So much of that is just like maybe, and then

568
00:28:55.200 --> 00:28:58.400
me like, ah, yeah, it's all distraction.

569
00:28:59.559 --> 00:29:04.160
Yeah, well yeah, it's like the Gnostics didn't have a solution.

570
00:29:04.799 --> 00:29:06.720
It's just you're going to die, and it's misery and

571
00:29:06.759 --> 00:29:08.640
hell and deal with it, and it's kind of okay

572
00:29:08.720 --> 00:29:13.480
or whatever. You've got to unlock your own christ consciousness

573
00:29:13.519 --> 00:29:16.400
and become God to free yourself from the god trap,

574
00:29:16.480 --> 00:29:18.799
you know, and it's kind of okay. No, that's just

575
00:29:18.960 --> 00:29:22.039
that's just Buddhism or Taoism with extra steps. It's the

576
00:29:22.079 --> 00:29:23.519
same thing, you know what I mean, You've got to

577
00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:26.480
reach this form of being an enlightened God like being

578
00:29:26.559 --> 00:29:29.119
or else trapped here forever, you know. And it's like, no,

579
00:29:29.200 --> 00:29:31.160
I don't think that's the case. I really don't. And

580
00:29:31.200 --> 00:29:33.680
if these people are ruling the world believe in Satan,

581
00:29:33.759 --> 00:29:37.279
I better start taking seriously the opposite, you know. He

582
00:29:37.400 --> 00:29:39.640
got to me like that, Like that was really the

583
00:29:39.640 --> 00:29:42.359
methodology that got me to start really thinking about Christianity

584
00:29:42.359 --> 00:29:44.279
in any serious way, because I could see in the

585
00:29:44.279 --> 00:29:47.480
Truth of movement there was the New Age side, and

586
00:29:47.519 --> 00:29:50.480
then there was the Christian side. There's factions within even

587
00:29:50.480 --> 00:29:53.319
the conspiracy culture, you know, and then then you had

588
00:29:53.319 --> 00:29:57.559
like the a religious conspiracy theorists who really fell into

589
00:29:57.599 --> 00:30:02.720
the liberal anonomo, swee all legion types against the alt

590
00:30:02.799 --> 00:30:05.799
rights libertarian don't tread on me types, you know, and

591
00:30:06.119 --> 00:30:08.400
they're kind of out of the religious debate. But then

592
00:30:08.960 --> 00:30:11.200
within that you had the Christians versus the New Age,

593
00:30:11.200 --> 00:30:13.039
you know, and they were all kind of not really

594
00:30:13.039 --> 00:30:15.759
communicating with each other in their own echo chambers, and

595
00:30:15.839 --> 00:30:18.640
they were all sharing the same information but had their

596
00:30:18.680 --> 00:30:22.000
own spin on it all, you know. And I kept

597
00:30:22.000 --> 00:30:24.920
bumping into the Christian perspective, and I didn't want to

598
00:30:24.920 --> 00:30:27.160
believe it, you know, I was like, no, no, no, no,

599
00:30:27.400 --> 00:30:30.599
But they kept giving really solid answers. You kept coming

600
00:30:30.640 --> 00:30:33.279
back to this idea like this is why the evil

601
00:30:33.279 --> 00:30:36.160
people are doing this, like because of Christ. Like this

602
00:30:36.319 --> 00:30:38.039
this is why they are anti Christ. This is the

603
00:30:38.039 --> 00:30:40.119
way everything they do is is a spit in the

604
00:30:40.119 --> 00:30:42.759
face of God, specifically with a method behind it, you know.

605
00:30:43.599 --> 00:30:46.039
And it's like the reason they want you is because

606
00:30:46.079 --> 00:30:48.039
you're made in the image of God. It's that simple.

607
00:30:48.079 --> 00:30:50.680
And then when you bring in the demon aspect and

608
00:30:50.720 --> 00:30:53.759
the parasite within the machine that's also affecting us, and

609
00:30:53.920 --> 00:30:57.359
the hierarchy of the system against us, and the spiritual

610
00:30:57.400 --> 00:31:00.279
side of the warfare, which the Bible starts explaining things

611
00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:02.920
like the Book of Enoch, and even in like just

612
00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:05.799
the Bible itself, Christ tells you about it, you know,

613
00:31:06.039 --> 00:31:08.359
like when he's casting demons out of people, and you

614
00:31:08.440 --> 00:31:11.119
start to realize, oh, there's another battle here that we're

615
00:31:11.160 --> 00:31:14.640
not talking about, which is not human. It's beyond the

616
00:31:14.680 --> 00:31:17.480
physical realm, and it is something spiritual. There's some kind

617
00:31:17.519 --> 00:31:20.880
of enemy that we are contending with regularly wants to

618
00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:23.440
kill us that we can't see. Like, this is really bad,

619
00:31:23.559 --> 00:31:27.160
you know. And eventually it clicks. And I was sitting

620
00:31:27.200 --> 00:31:29.119
with it all for a while and I kind of

621
00:31:29.119 --> 00:31:32.759
came to the end of my degree and I had

622
00:31:32.799 --> 00:31:35.519
all this knowledge, all this information. I had this YouTube

623
00:31:35.599 --> 00:31:38.319
channel as a result, because that's what my work came about,

624
00:31:38.359 --> 00:31:40.480
you know, And I try to tell people about the

625
00:31:40.519 --> 00:31:42.799
conspiracy at the end of my degree, you know. And

626
00:31:42.839 --> 00:31:46.720
i'd made thesiss on it, my dissertation on Symbolic occult

627
00:31:46.759 --> 00:31:49.279
symbolism in twenty first century Media and the rest of it,

628
00:31:49.359 --> 00:31:52.640
you know. And I sat there for like three hours

629
00:31:52.640 --> 00:31:55.119
in the gallery talking about conspiracies with people, trying to

630
00:31:55.119 --> 00:31:57.000
communicate it to them and get them to believe it,

631
00:31:57.480 --> 00:31:59.680
testing ways to speak to people, you know, And I

632
00:31:59.680 --> 00:32:02.079
have this channel as a result, and I just didn't

633
00:32:02.079 --> 00:32:03.160
know what to do in my life. I was like,

634
00:32:03.160 --> 00:32:05.759
what am I doing? Now? What am I supposed to do?

635
00:32:06.039 --> 00:32:10.599
Like really, you know? And I kind of got down

636
00:32:11.039 --> 00:32:14.119
on my knees, broken and kind of burnt out from

637
00:32:14.160 --> 00:32:16.640
all the experimentation I'd put my body through, you know,

638
00:32:16.720 --> 00:32:20.480
and with no direction, no purpose, no meaning, no answers lost,

639
00:32:20.759 --> 00:32:22.720
and I kind of just asked, God, Okay, God, if

640
00:32:22.759 --> 00:32:26.079
you're real, if this is what's going on, then fine,

641
00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:30.519
help me. I'm yours. If that's the case, you know,

642
00:32:31.119 --> 00:32:32.519
help me because I don't know what I'm doing. I

643
00:32:32.519 --> 00:32:36.759
don't know what I'm doing next. And from that day forward,

644
00:32:36.799 --> 00:32:40.640
things were very different, very very different for me. If

645
00:32:40.680 --> 00:32:44.039
I had a bath and I shot about the bath

646
00:32:44.279 --> 00:32:47.480
after going under the water because I had this feeling happened.

647
00:32:47.519 --> 00:32:50.359
So I think I accidentally baptized myself. I didn't realize

648
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:52.440
I was doing that. There was no intention, you know,

649
00:32:52.599 --> 00:32:55.000
but I think something about the water definitely did something.

650
00:32:55.440 --> 00:32:57.440
So I do believe in baptism. I think it's an

651
00:32:57.440 --> 00:33:00.839
important part of the process. I don't know why I exactly,

652
00:33:01.359 --> 00:33:03.160
but I think it's something to do with the cleansing.

653
00:33:03.799 --> 00:33:06.079
Spiritually speaking, I think it has effects in the spiritual

654
00:33:06.119 --> 00:33:07.720
world as well as the physical I don't think it's

655
00:33:07.720 --> 00:33:11.519
simply just a just a symbolic gesture. I think there's

656
00:33:11.559 --> 00:33:16.000
power behind it. Clearly the only through personal experience. Am

657
00:33:16.000 --> 00:33:17.400
I saying that as well, because I know some people

658
00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:18.920
would say that's just not the case. But I think

659
00:33:18.920 --> 00:33:21.440
it is the case. I think it's a necessary part

660
00:33:21.440 --> 00:33:24.799
of the method to being born again, only because after

661
00:33:24.880 --> 00:33:28.319
my experience that day, I did have a different desire

662
00:33:28.599 --> 00:33:31.279
within my heart to do things differently. I didn't want

663
00:33:31.319 --> 00:33:33.759
to smoke anymore. I didn't want to do cannabis anymore.

664
00:33:33.759 --> 00:33:36.240
I didn't want to drink or chase after the things

665
00:33:36.279 --> 00:33:38.599
anymore that I used to chase after. I was quite

666
00:33:38.640 --> 00:33:42.039
literally a born again new creature. I wouldn't even recognize,

667
00:33:42.160 --> 00:33:45.200
you know, Like I would smoke a cigarette and I'd

668
00:33:45.240 --> 00:33:48.240
have this guilt I've never felt before, and this voice

669
00:33:48.279 --> 00:33:52.000
telling me, like, what are you doing? Stop it? This

670
00:33:52.119 --> 00:33:53.880
is not what I want for you. You know, this

671
00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:56.279
is not what I have in store for you, This

672
00:33:56.359 --> 00:33:59.200
is not this is not you, this is what the

673
00:33:59.200 --> 00:34:01.720
world told you were are. And I started to realize

674
00:34:01.759 --> 00:34:03.880
it's kind of like, who am I if I'm not

675
00:34:03.880 --> 00:34:06.400
the guy who smokes weed every day? Everyone knows me

676
00:34:06.440 --> 00:34:09.840
as that person. That's my identity is wrapped in that person.

677
00:34:10.760 --> 00:34:13.880
If I let all these things go, I have to

678
00:34:13.920 --> 00:34:16.719
start again. I don't know who I am. I need

679
00:34:16.760 --> 00:34:18.840
to find out who I am. I need to build something.

680
00:34:19.119 --> 00:34:21.199
And I had to go through that process for years,

681
00:34:21.280 --> 00:34:24.159
you know, and dropping away all these old habits and

682
00:34:24.599 --> 00:34:28.400
really isolating myself, getting into the world and really understanding

683
00:34:28.480 --> 00:34:30.239
like who am I in the image of God? Who

684
00:34:30.280 --> 00:34:32.599
did he make me to be? Who am I really?

685
00:34:32.719 --> 00:34:34.719
You know? Not who is the world told me I am?

686
00:34:34.800 --> 00:34:37.280
And who I've conformed to being. But who am I really?

687
00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:39.840
And I've been through I've been still going through that

688
00:34:39.920 --> 00:34:42.039
journey today. It's been ten years, you know, more so

689
00:34:42.079 --> 00:34:45.760
it's been twelve years, and I'm still every day learning

690
00:34:45.800 --> 00:34:47.960
something new. But who I was then who I am

691
00:34:48.039 --> 00:34:50.519
now is not the same person. It's a completely it's

692
00:34:50.559 --> 00:34:52.960
a different entity. It's a different human, you know, it's

693
00:34:53.000 --> 00:34:56.719
it's something else. And that's been my journey ever since.

694
00:34:56.840 --> 00:34:58.480
And like I said, I explained it. Between what I

695
00:34:58.480 --> 00:35:00.880
did then, I started this channel, started my Nepho Look

696
00:35:00.880 --> 00:35:03.159
Like Clown series. I got big for that, and I

697
00:35:03.239 --> 00:35:06.000
reached bigger audiences and networked with the Truth of Community

698
00:35:06.320 --> 00:35:08.639
made the content I want to see. I wrote the book,

699
00:35:08.679 --> 00:35:11.920
and I got involved and spearheaded a brand new movement

700
00:35:12.000 --> 00:35:14.320
into the Little Season. And I've come out of that

701
00:35:14.440 --> 00:35:16.920
back to the second book now and I'm still I'm

702
00:35:17.039 --> 00:35:20.599
now known in the Truth of Community, and I really

703
00:35:20.599 --> 00:35:23.480
did manifest what I set out to do in the beginning,

704
00:35:23.480 --> 00:35:26.800
which was understand the conspiracy and communicate it effectively to

705
00:35:26.880 --> 00:35:31.719
people who need to hear it, but also become a

706
00:35:31.760 --> 00:35:34.159
part of the movement, a known face in that movement.

707
00:35:34.159 --> 00:35:36.519
And it's kind of it's I guess God did have

708
00:35:36.559 --> 00:35:38.400
a plan, and I think he's used me ever since

709
00:35:38.440 --> 00:35:41.719
to spread the Gospel in a way that's relatable to people.

710
00:35:41.719 --> 00:35:44.719
And even I can't believe that's my job today. This

711
00:35:44.800 --> 00:35:46.679
is what I do for a living, quite literally.

712
00:35:46.800 --> 00:35:50.639
You know, people really need to understand they and too

713
00:35:50.719 --> 00:35:55.280
many people don't that you're participating in the spiritual system,

714
00:35:55.960 --> 00:36:01.199
whether you like it or not. That's just that's just

715
00:36:01.280 --> 00:36:05.440
how it is. Sorry, guys. I mean, you don't have

716
00:36:05.519 --> 00:36:11.639
to participate, but you're gun it's going to affect you regardless, right. Oh,

717
00:36:12.360 --> 00:36:18.480
And so many people, uh wake up to this stuff

718
00:36:18.639 --> 00:36:23.519
and frankly spiral under anxiety. So what what do you

719
00:36:23.639 --> 00:36:24.400
tell those.

720
00:36:24.199 --> 00:36:28.000
People people who do wake up in spiral?

721
00:36:28.440 --> 00:36:31.599
Yeah, in spiral into anxiety, because it's a lot like

722
00:36:31.639 --> 00:36:34.039
this to deal with.

723
00:36:34.199 --> 00:36:37.079
First thing, yeah, you're right, it is. I get it.

724
00:36:37.239 --> 00:36:39.920
First thing I say is I understand I do. You

725
00:36:40.000 --> 00:36:44.039
have every right to be scared and angry and you

726
00:36:44.079 --> 00:36:45.639
want to do something. I get it. You want to

727
00:36:45.639 --> 00:36:50.119
save the world, you know, and you have justifiably You

728
00:36:50.159 --> 00:36:54.480
are not insane, you're justifiably angry. Okay. And then the

729
00:36:54.519 --> 00:36:58.480
next thing I'd say is, but calm down. You're not

730
00:36:58.519 --> 00:37:02.199
going to save the world. Calm down, Okay. It's not

731
00:37:02.320 --> 00:37:06.039
on you to save the world. It's not on you.

732
00:37:06.639 --> 00:37:09.840
Christ has already done that. Okay, it's already done. The

733
00:37:09.920 --> 00:37:13.559
work is done. Okay. You can waste your time now

734
00:37:13.559 --> 00:37:16.760
if you are obsessing over the manucial details of the conspiracy.

735
00:37:16.840 --> 00:37:19.320
And it's handy to know that stuff, but knowing that

736
00:37:19.320 --> 00:37:21.920
stuff alone is not what's really important. And what's really

737
00:37:21.920 --> 00:37:24.119
important is getting to grips with the spiritual war that

738
00:37:24.159 --> 00:37:27.239
we're actually under and the solutions to that spiritual war.

739
00:37:27.639 --> 00:37:30.039
And it comes with getting right with God and getting

740
00:37:30.079 --> 00:37:31.840
to know Jesus. So that's the first thing I would

741
00:37:31.840 --> 00:37:33.760
say to them, Just get it out of the way.

742
00:37:33.880 --> 00:37:36.119
And then they say, absolutely not, that's ridiculous. I'm going

743
00:37:36.199 --> 00:37:38.360
to fight and they'll push back, but that doesn't matter.

744
00:37:38.400 --> 00:37:40.559
All I did was plant a seed. That's the first

745
00:37:40.599 --> 00:37:43.239
thing I would do. Plant that seed. So when they

746
00:37:43.280 --> 00:37:46.119
do hit a brick wall and inevitably reach the dead

747
00:37:46.199 --> 00:37:49.119
end that they're going to hit fighting, yeah, they can

748
00:37:49.159 --> 00:37:51.440
remember what was said to them and come back. Okay.

749
00:37:51.639 --> 00:37:53.280
So that's the first thing I would do. That's the

750
00:37:53.280 --> 00:37:56.079
first thing I would say. Calm down. And then I

751
00:37:56.199 --> 00:37:57.960
have a whole Tips for Truth a series if you

752
00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:01.159
want to go any further, which dedicated to kind of

753
00:38:01.679 --> 00:38:05.000
giving hints and tips to all of this. If I

754
00:38:05.000 --> 00:38:06.400
could probably tell you a few of them now I've

755
00:38:06.559 --> 00:38:09.760
to get it up on my phone. Like one of

756
00:38:09.800 --> 00:38:11.719
the first things I would say is, okay, be careful

757
00:38:11.719 --> 00:38:15.199
who you tell. You know some stuff now, right, you

758
00:38:15.280 --> 00:38:17.360
figure some stuff out, you've sinned through the veil, you

759
00:38:17.480 --> 00:38:20.360
finally see in reality for what it really is. Okay,

760
00:38:21.039 --> 00:38:24.320
and I need to shut your mouth. You need to

761
00:38:24.320 --> 00:38:26.639
be careful now who you are going to choose to

762
00:38:26.800 --> 00:38:29.480
tell who you know? Like what you know what you know.

763
00:38:29.719 --> 00:38:32.199
You need to be very selective. You can't just go

764
00:38:32.280 --> 00:38:34.199
around saying it to anybody and everybody.

765
00:38:34.239 --> 00:38:36.119
It's just verbal diarrhea everywhere.

766
00:38:36.159 --> 00:38:40.079
You can't have that no, and it's not going to help.

767
00:38:40.320 --> 00:38:43.800
It's not going to wake people up. It's actually going

768
00:38:43.800 --> 00:38:46.079
to do you a huge disservice in the long run,

769
00:38:46.440 --> 00:38:49.159
like a massive disservice, because what you're going to do

770
00:38:49.239 --> 00:38:50.840
is you're going to create a public image of who

771
00:38:50.840 --> 00:38:55.480
you are and that will follow you everywhere. You might

772
00:38:55.480 --> 00:38:57.199
not be able to even get a job, or you

773
00:38:57.280 --> 00:39:00.000
might get fired from your work if you're not careful

774
00:39:00.039 --> 00:39:02.079
about who and when you're going to say these things too.

775
00:39:02.559 --> 00:39:04.519
And that's why my first advice is, you're not going

776
00:39:04.559 --> 00:39:08.280
to save the world. Calm down, Calm down. You might

777
00:39:10.679 --> 00:39:12.960
no longer see yourself a part of the world, but

778
00:39:13.000 --> 00:39:16.199
you're still in the world. So what Paul was telling people, Okay,

779
00:39:17.360 --> 00:39:19.079
you're in the world, but you're not of the world,

780
00:39:19.079 --> 00:39:21.199
but you're still in it. You still have a life

781
00:39:21.239 --> 00:39:23.440
to live here, you still have bills to pay, you've

782
00:39:23.480 --> 00:39:25.679
got a family to look after, you've got people relying

783
00:39:25.760 --> 00:39:28.559
on you, and you you God gave you to have

784
00:39:28.599 --> 00:39:31.440
a life not to waste it, okay, And if you

785
00:39:31.480 --> 00:39:34.760
live in fear and you go out there screaming things

786
00:39:34.800 --> 00:39:37.639
from the rooftop which are completely pointless and devoid of

787
00:39:37.679 --> 00:39:40.599
meaning and irrelevant in the long run anyway, Like I

788
00:39:40.639 --> 00:39:43.960
don't know the illuminati of did nine to eleven are

789
00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:46.199
so sing or whenever you've come across you know what

790
00:39:46.239 --> 00:39:49.159
I mean, mon Santo's poisoning the food, Like whatever it is,

791
00:39:49.199 --> 00:39:52.239
whatever your thing is, look at the lines in the sky, Okay,

792
00:39:52.400 --> 00:39:56.719
whatever your your point is. It's kind of okay, yes,

793
00:39:57.960 --> 00:40:01.320
but this is always this b to it. Okay, it's

794
00:40:01.400 --> 00:40:04.079
kind of screaming that out loud right now is not

795
00:40:04.119 --> 00:40:05.679
going to change it. And it's actually going to make

796
00:40:05.719 --> 00:40:08.199
your life objectively worse because the people around you are

797
00:40:08.199 --> 00:40:10.000
going to react to what you just did, and it

798
00:40:10.079 --> 00:40:12.119
will not have a good effect in the long term.

799
00:40:12.119 --> 00:40:13.679
In fact, what you're gonna do is burn so many

800
00:40:13.679 --> 00:40:16.199
bridges and people are gonna leave you so fast. You'll

801
00:40:16.239 --> 00:40:19.320
be weaker for it in the world because you were

802
00:40:19.320 --> 00:40:21.920
only it's not what you know is who you know, unfortunately.

803
00:40:21.960 --> 00:40:23.719
So that's why you have to start to be careful

804
00:40:23.760 --> 00:40:26.079
now about who you tell them. When there's a time

805
00:40:26.119 --> 00:40:28.280
and a place and the work the work break from

806
00:40:28.360 --> 00:40:32.079
is not that place all the time. That's my warning

807
00:40:32.119 --> 00:40:37.239
to people. And also, not everybody is your friend. Okay.

808
00:40:37.440 --> 00:40:40.000
There may be people in your workplace and this is

809
00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:44.639
the thing they were waiting for to use against you. Okay.

810
00:40:45.440 --> 00:40:48.199
Not everybody is your friend. In fact, in this world

811
00:40:48.559 --> 00:40:51.880
you do have an enemy, a real, tangible, spiritual enemy

812
00:40:51.880 --> 00:40:56.880
who works through people. Okay. And if don't give them

813
00:40:56.880 --> 00:40:59.239
the ammunition to shoot yourselves, to shoot you in the head,

814
00:40:59.480 --> 00:41:01.559
don't give them the means to that end, okay, because

815
00:41:01.599 --> 00:41:03.960
they will take it. There are bad people in this world,

816
00:41:04.079 --> 00:41:08.199
narcissist psychopaths in this world, and the world is not

817
00:41:08.519 --> 00:41:12.960
kind to truthers. Okay, So shut up. That's the first

818
00:41:13.039 --> 00:41:15.639
bit of advice. You know some things, keep it to

819
00:41:15.679 --> 00:41:18.719
yourself and now, okay, what you need to start doing,

820
00:41:18.719 --> 00:41:20.760
thing is building a life where you can create for

821
00:41:20.800 --> 00:41:24.519
yourself the freedom to say those things. And you're not

822
00:41:24.559 --> 00:41:26.880
gonna be able to get there so easily. Yeah, if

823
00:41:26.920 --> 00:41:30.280
you burn to any bridges too quickly, okay. So now

824
00:41:30.320 --> 00:41:33.719
you need to find a way out of the system quietly.

825
00:41:34.079 --> 00:41:38.480
Never tell the devil your plans, okay, never tell. Never

826
00:41:38.559 --> 00:41:41.159
let them know what your next step is, because there

827
00:41:41.159 --> 00:41:43.639
will be people who will work against you to prevent

828
00:41:43.679 --> 00:41:46.320
you from getting to those goals. If your vision of

829
00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:49.000
freedom comes with having land to grow your own food

830
00:41:49.079 --> 00:41:52.440
and raise livestock and disconnect from the grid, then start

831
00:41:52.440 --> 00:41:55.000
doing it now. Start saving the money you're earning within

832
00:41:55.039 --> 00:41:57.400
the world to build that world that you see yourself

833
00:41:57.440 --> 00:41:59.960
where you're free and can say what you want without

834
00:42:00.800 --> 00:42:06.000
people cutting off your food supply or which is money. Basically,

835
00:42:06.400 --> 00:42:08.960
you know your job, you know whatever that is like,

836
00:42:09.159 --> 00:42:12.480
just don't be cared, be careful, be so careful. This

837
00:42:12.519 --> 00:42:16.159
is what But I understand and I'm empathetic with the

838
00:42:16.239 --> 00:42:19.000
desire to screen from the rooftops to your loved ones,

839
00:42:19.039 --> 00:42:23.320
friends and family what's going on. You want to help them.

840
00:42:23.800 --> 00:42:26.599
This is where the big problem comes in. The truth

841
00:42:26.760 --> 00:42:32.719
is actually a weapon. Okay, it's dangerously powerful. It's a

842
00:42:32.840 --> 00:42:39.599
very sharp sword. It's a heavily high ballistic ammunition rifle. Okay,

843
00:42:40.159 --> 00:42:43.480
it's not just like a twenty two plinker or something

844
00:42:43.559 --> 00:42:46.840
like this, or like a throwing acts. It can destroy

845
00:42:47.559 --> 00:42:50.599
obliterate people very easily. Okay. It's one of these type

846
00:42:50.639 --> 00:42:53.400
of things, and people don't like it. When you brandish

847
00:42:53.480 --> 00:42:56.480
weapons in their face, the first thing they do is

848
00:42:56.480 --> 00:43:02.159
get defensive or even shoot back. You have to treat

849
00:43:02.159 --> 00:43:06.039
the truth like that. You are holding and brandishing the

850
00:43:06.360 --> 00:43:10.800
sword of truth, okay, a weapon. Do not just go

851
00:43:10.920 --> 00:43:15.039
throwing it around, okay, because people will see it as

852
00:43:15.039 --> 00:43:19.039
a threat to their preconceived notions about reality. And they're

853
00:43:19.039 --> 00:43:21.719
not gonna be thankful you've kicked down their door and

854
00:43:21.760 --> 00:43:24.760
you're waving a rifle in their face. Okay. They're not

855
00:43:24.800 --> 00:43:27.559
gonna be happy that you've burst the bubble with your

856
00:43:27.599 --> 00:43:30.920
high caliber Browns. Okay. They're gonna see it as an

857
00:43:30.920 --> 00:43:33.400
act of aggression, an act of war, and they are

858
00:43:33.559 --> 00:43:36.239
people are not afraid to bring the full force of

859
00:43:36.280 --> 00:43:40.239
the system against you to prevent that happening. Okay, because

860
00:43:40.280 --> 00:43:42.960
you're you might now you're arist to other people as well. Yeah,

861
00:43:43.000 --> 00:43:45.440
it's up to them to bring you down before it's

862
00:43:45.440 --> 00:43:47.519
too late. And that's how you get section to put

863
00:43:47.559 --> 00:43:51.719
in insane asylums or locked away or something or again, ostracized,

864
00:43:51.719 --> 00:43:54.199
those your friends and family isolated, and the rest of it.

865
00:43:54.760 --> 00:43:57.920
Treat the truth like an extremely delicate word of C

866
00:43:58.159 --> 00:44:02.719
four all right, don't or tea of really old TNT.

867
00:44:03.000 --> 00:44:07.280
Don't just be extremely delicate with that thing or right.

868
00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:10.840
It's not something to play around with. It really isn't.

869
00:44:11.119 --> 00:44:13.320
And because people are too in it, people are too

870
00:44:13.360 --> 00:44:18.039
far in and they are actually happy believing the lie,

871
00:44:19.480 --> 00:44:24.639
and you are ruining their illusions that they're comfortable in. Okay,

872
00:44:24.639 --> 00:44:27.360
and do people do not like their comforts being taken

873
00:44:27.360 --> 00:44:30.760
away from them. It's and this is why you have

874
00:44:30.840 --> 00:44:33.679
to be careful who you tell and time and place,

875
00:44:34.920 --> 00:44:39.239
time and place, I'm serious, choose it extremely wisely because

876
00:44:39.239 --> 00:44:42.519
this is the other side truth. You can't wake people up.

877
00:44:43.239 --> 00:44:47.440
Jesus does that not you? Okay, You're actually not waking

878
00:44:47.480 --> 00:44:50.119
people up. This is why my channel is like, it's

879
00:44:50.119 --> 00:44:52.119
the truth of therapy. Percessions of people are already walking

880
00:44:52.199 --> 00:44:54.880
up because I had nothing to do with it, you know,

881
00:44:55.199 --> 00:44:57.360
And I'm not. I'm not in the game of waking

882
00:44:57.400 --> 00:44:59.320
people up. I'm in the game of helping people who

883
00:44:59.320 --> 00:45:01.760
have woken up come to terms with it. There's a difference,

884
00:45:01.840 --> 00:45:04.440
you know. And this is this is what I want

885
00:45:04.440 --> 00:45:06.079
to bring people to Christ. All I can do is

886
00:45:06.119 --> 00:45:09.519
tell them about him. I can't make them believe. I

887
00:45:09.559 --> 00:45:13.639
don't make people believe that God does that in their

888
00:45:13.800 --> 00:45:16.519
time after the experience is necessary in their life happen

889
00:45:16.800 --> 00:45:19.440
for them to actually understand what it is and why

890
00:45:19.480 --> 00:45:22.440
itlies to them. And maybe they have to hit rock bottom,

891
00:45:22.440 --> 00:45:24.400
maybe they have to go through some horrible trials and

892
00:45:24.480 --> 00:45:27.960
tribulations first to get it, and that's on their journey

893
00:45:27.960 --> 00:45:30.000
between them and God. But all we can do is

894
00:45:30.000 --> 00:45:31.480
tell them. And it's the same thing with the truth

895
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:34.719
as well. You are not saving people or telling them

896
00:45:34.719 --> 00:45:38.079
the truth. Nobody wants to know this stuff unless they

897
00:45:38.159 --> 00:45:40.519
want to know it. You can tell them as much

898
00:45:40.559 --> 00:45:42.280
as you want, and it will always go on deaf

899
00:45:42.400 --> 00:45:45.920
ears unless they have made the conscious choice in their

900
00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:49.719
own minds and souls and hearts to say I want

901
00:45:49.800 --> 00:45:53.519
to know. If they haven't done that, it's a waste

902
00:45:53.519 --> 00:45:56.159
of time. It's not getting in, which is why I'm

903
00:45:56.199 --> 00:46:01.559
saying shut up, to shut your mouth, be very careful

904
00:46:01.679 --> 00:46:04.400
who you're going to talk to, Be very careful, because

905
00:46:04.800 --> 00:46:08.679
not everyone's your friend. The world is you open doors.

906
00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:13.440
It just happens like there's you're you're highlighting yourself, especially

907
00:46:13.480 --> 00:46:17.559
like with stuff like what we do, you you're just

908
00:46:17.559 --> 00:46:19.760
putting a bull's eye if you're not ready for it.

909
00:46:19.880 --> 00:46:23.079
You just will fail. It's it's just one of those things.

910
00:46:23.119 --> 00:46:26.119
I don't think people understand getting into this type of

911
00:46:26.760 --> 00:46:29.440
disclosure to an extent, and that's what I'll call it.

912
00:46:31.280 --> 00:46:37.159
And waking people up makes you a target for sure,

913
00:46:37.920 --> 00:46:38.119
you know.

914
00:46:38.320 --> 00:46:41.760
Yah, So tuns down, hauns down. It's honestly, it's it's dangerous.

915
00:46:41.760 --> 00:46:45.960
It's really dangerous. Some advice I've got for people like,

916
00:46:46.079 --> 00:46:49.519
just calm down, keep it to yourself, and start working

917
00:46:49.559 --> 00:46:53.280
on finding a way to get out quietly. And then

918
00:46:53.360 --> 00:46:55.679
once you get yourself in a comfort, get self employed.

919
00:46:56.360 --> 00:46:58.440
Find a way to make money independent of other people.

920
00:46:58.599 --> 00:47:01.719
First of all, it's but you need money in this world,

921
00:47:01.719 --> 00:47:03.599
whether you like it or not. Yes, rendering to Caesar

922
00:47:03.639 --> 00:47:07.159
what Caesars, But at the same time, feature family. Okay,

923
00:47:07.440 --> 00:47:11.320
I sort that out for priorities, all right, yeah, priorities,

924
00:47:11.360 --> 00:47:13.000
get a roof over your head. But find a way

925
00:47:13.000 --> 00:47:16.519
to be self sufficient at least, you know, I said,

926
00:47:16.519 --> 00:47:19.079
I had to quit my job as a supermarket manager

927
00:47:19.119 --> 00:47:22.079
because I couldn't pretend anymore, and I asked God to

928
00:47:22.119 --> 00:47:25.559
help me, you know, and my wife played a huge

929
00:47:25.639 --> 00:47:27.199
role and helped me have the courage to do that.

930
00:47:27.320 --> 00:47:29.039
She even said just quit your job, Let's do this,

931
00:47:29.280 --> 00:47:32.599
let's we'll be fine. It will all work out, you know.

932
00:47:32.760 --> 00:47:36.559
And we became photographers, wedding photographers. We had the we

933
00:47:36.599 --> 00:47:38.719
had the equipment, so we just did it. And guess what,

934
00:47:38.840 --> 00:47:41.599
we got gigs that supported us for a year. And

935
00:47:41.639 --> 00:47:44.719
then by that point the gigs stopped coming, but the

936
00:47:44.840 --> 00:47:48.400
channel set off again, and the ad revenue came in.

937
00:47:48.639 --> 00:47:50.480
And then I wrote the book, and the book sales

938
00:47:50.480 --> 00:47:54.239
came in, and now I'm self sufficient and I can

939
00:47:54.320 --> 00:47:57.119
I'm free because I took that leap of faith to

940
00:47:57.199 --> 00:47:58.840
do that, you know, but everyone can just take a

941
00:47:58.920 --> 00:48:01.480
leap of faith. I got that. I think look is

942
00:48:01.519 --> 00:48:03.400
the wrong works. I think God's in control. But at

943
00:48:03.440 --> 00:48:06.239
the same time, my story is not indicative of how

944
00:48:06.320 --> 00:48:07.880
yours is going to go. So don't take me as

945
00:48:07.880 --> 00:48:09.719
an example of what to do, you know. But what

946
00:48:09.760 --> 00:48:12.400
I'm saying is it can be done. It can be done,

947
00:48:12.559 --> 00:48:15.199
but your method might not be becoming a formed on

948
00:48:15.360 --> 00:48:20.920
Internet conspiracy theorist, you know, or whatever. Maybe other things

949
00:48:20.920 --> 00:48:24.960
you can for everyone, for sure. But what I did

950
00:48:25.039 --> 00:48:27.440
is I had a set of skills I needed to apply.

951
00:48:27.679 --> 00:48:30.920
Who are intrinsically a part of me I'm an artist,

952
00:48:31.320 --> 00:48:34.320
I'm a creative person, I'm a speaker, I'm a writer,

953
00:48:34.559 --> 00:48:38.039
you know, So I apply that when I'm good at

954
00:48:38.320 --> 00:48:41.000
how God the gifts God gave me, and I use

955
00:48:41.079 --> 00:48:43.960
them and it works. So if you have a skill,

956
00:48:44.079 --> 00:48:49.159
there's something you're passionate about, pursue it independently. Okay, you

957
00:48:49.239 --> 00:48:51.639
might have to work with somebody in that field for

958
00:48:51.679 --> 00:48:53.800
a while to get references. But then at the same time,

959
00:48:53.840 --> 00:48:55.440
once you get the knowledge and you can go on

960
00:48:55.480 --> 00:48:59.199
your own, go on your own, become self employed. It's

961
00:48:59.199 --> 00:49:01.400
the only real way in this world you want to

962
00:49:01.440 --> 00:49:04.280
be truly free enough to be who you want to be,

963
00:49:04.360 --> 00:49:07.239
or not live that kind of lie where you're kind

964
00:49:07.239 --> 00:49:09.159
of pretending to be something you're not, which I know

965
00:49:09.280 --> 00:49:11.280
is a horrible feeling. I've done it, and I know

966
00:49:11.320 --> 00:49:14.400
it's what everyone craves to be, you know. But again,

967
00:49:14.440 --> 00:49:16.360
this is just the best I can give in terms

968
00:49:16.400 --> 00:49:19.000
of advice to get there. Just have a target and

969
00:49:19.039 --> 00:49:22.519
aim for it and go because life is short as well,

970
00:49:22.719 --> 00:49:25.559
like you've only got so long, and realistically, what have

971
00:49:25.719 --> 00:49:28.880
we what have you got to lose? As long as

972
00:49:28.880 --> 00:49:30.840
you kept your mouth shut, you can always go back

973
00:49:30.880 --> 00:49:32.360
to finding a job with somebody else. As long as

974
00:49:32.400 --> 00:49:34.519
you burning the bridges untilt, anybody know what your really

975
00:49:34.559 --> 00:49:37.400
thoughts are. It's kind of which is why I'm saying,

976
00:49:37.440 --> 00:49:39.679
don't burn bridges. Don't do that, you know, because you

977
00:49:39.760 --> 00:49:41.800
need to find You need to be set in a

978
00:49:41.840 --> 00:49:44.599
place where you can be the one saying these things before.

979
00:49:44.880 --> 00:49:49.199
So while you're in between, go on forums, go to

980
00:49:49.239 --> 00:49:52.280
the comment sections on channels like mine, Join my telegram

981
00:49:52.320 --> 00:49:54.679
where role there is a community sharing stuff with each other,

982
00:49:55.000 --> 00:49:57.960
stay clued in, get a fellowship in private, behind closed

983
00:49:58.000 --> 00:50:00.559
doors with other believers, but don't bring get into your

984
00:50:00.599 --> 00:50:03.199
day to day life. I'm serious. Like that again, if

985
00:50:03.199 --> 00:50:04.840
people don't want to hear this, they think I'm trying

986
00:50:04.840 --> 00:50:07.480
to like silence the truth or something, and I'm like, look,

987
00:50:07.840 --> 00:50:10.920
a profit is not welcomed in his own home, bike,

988
00:50:11.119 --> 00:50:14.719
it's not. There's no point. It's a waste of time.

989
00:50:15.519 --> 00:50:18.079
It is like in person, they're not going to listen

990
00:50:18.159 --> 00:50:20.280
to it from you, the guy they've grown up with.

991
00:50:20.480 --> 00:50:23.199
They're not going to listen to it. Okay, you need

992
00:50:23.280 --> 00:50:25.440
to if they're going to know, they're going to find

993
00:50:25.440 --> 00:50:28.000
out on their own, okay, And that's when you can

994
00:50:28.039 --> 00:50:30.239
start talking to them and having a friendship in real

995
00:50:30.280 --> 00:50:34.079
life and the rest of it. But you just it's

996
00:50:34.159 --> 00:50:37.159
just don't just don't do it. I know it sounds

997
00:50:37.239 --> 00:50:39.599
counter intuitive. I know what it sounds like. What I'm saying,

998
00:50:39.639 --> 00:50:41.800
when I'm serious, it's the best advice I can give

999
00:50:41.800 --> 00:50:43.920
you if somebody who's done all the mistakes and gone

1000
00:50:43.920 --> 00:50:46.360
through the process, like, yeah, you have to be.

1001
00:50:47.039 --> 00:50:49.599
Just with with it and who you talk to about it,

1002
00:50:49.639 --> 00:50:53.239
and yeah, because otherwise you're just spewing it all over

1003
00:50:53.960 --> 00:50:57.599
and it's just not it's not good. It's just not. No.

1004
00:50:58.440 --> 00:51:01.519
But with so with every thing that all the research

1005
00:51:01.559 --> 00:51:04.719
that you've done over the past twelve years, the little season,

1006
00:51:04.840 --> 00:51:09.880
the clowns and the Nephilim and the occult and symbolism

1007
00:51:09.960 --> 00:51:14.719
and all the things. Right like right now, what do

1008
00:51:14.760 --> 00:51:18.480
you think is coming next? Like what what should people

1009
00:51:18.519 --> 00:51:19.280
be watching for?

1010
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:25.079
There's there's a few things that are on my radar

1011
00:51:25.199 --> 00:51:29.079
now which I've are culminating into like a big deal,

1012
00:51:29.280 --> 00:51:31.880
I would say, But again, I am always hesitan to

1013
00:51:31.920 --> 00:51:35.039
make predictions. Yeah, because I've been wrong about many things

1014
00:51:35.039 --> 00:51:38.119
in the past, you know, and I've never like put

1015
00:51:38.159 --> 00:51:41.119
my whole weight in one thinging and say this is

1016
00:51:41.159 --> 00:51:42.519
definitely gonna happen this way.

1017
00:51:43.599 --> 00:51:44.239
What's going on?

1018
00:51:44.360 --> 00:51:49.039
Yeah, because last time I did that, I was I thought.

1019
00:51:50.039 --> 00:51:51.760
I thought, there's no way they're gonna let Trump win.

1020
00:51:51.800 --> 00:51:53.880
It's gonna be the status go, everything's going to continue.

1021
00:51:53.880 --> 00:51:55.920
I was wrong, because I was blatantly wrong, you know,

1022
00:51:57.119 --> 00:52:00.840
because it seems like it's too perfect, the first female president.

1023
00:52:00.880 --> 00:52:02.400
Of course they're going to let her win. That's exactly

1024
00:52:02.480 --> 00:52:05.159
what they want for their agenda. But that's not what happened.

1025
00:52:05.199 --> 00:52:07.440
But then as time has gone on, you know, I've

1026
00:52:07.440 --> 00:52:10.880
realized there's been a long con here, and I think

1027
00:52:10.920 --> 00:52:13.440
this is what it's culminated into. It's the trying to

1028
00:52:13.480 --> 00:52:17.039
for mental war right now, a big one, a really

1029
00:52:17.119 --> 00:52:19.719
big war. We'll call it World War three. I know

1030
00:52:19.800 --> 00:52:21.920
it sounds a bit like old hat to say this,

1031
00:52:22.039 --> 00:52:23.599
but on me explaining it to you a bit in

1032
00:52:23.599 --> 00:52:26.440
a way you might have really thought about before. This

1033
00:52:26.599 --> 00:52:29.480
was written in Albert Pike's letter to Mazini in about

1034
00:52:29.840 --> 00:52:32.440
the eighteen hundreds, late eighteen hundreds, and it was only

1035
00:52:32.480 --> 00:52:35.440
really discovered in like nineteen twelve, and it's disappeared now

1036
00:52:35.480 --> 00:52:37.360
and now everyone says it never existed. It was a

1037
00:52:37.400 --> 00:52:39.199
fordune it was a fake, but I don't think so,

1038
00:52:39.280 --> 00:52:42.440
because it's playing out exactly as written in that letter.

1039
00:52:42.559 --> 00:52:45.519
I'm sorry, word for word it is. It's playing exactly

1040
00:52:45.719 --> 00:52:48.199
like a script, and so I think it's real. I

1041
00:52:48.199 --> 00:52:50.719
think it did happen. Said what you want about it.

1042
00:52:50.719 --> 00:52:52.679
It's still playing out that way, so let's pay attention

1043
00:52:52.719 --> 00:52:55.199
to it, okay. And they make it clear they're going

1044
00:52:55.280 --> 00:52:58.880
to use the agent tour of the Illuminati, the secret

1045
00:52:58.880 --> 00:53:03.880
Society network, to ferment a third World War by basically

1046
00:53:03.960 --> 00:53:10.320
agitating the Christians of the West into submission, by browbeating

1047
00:53:10.360 --> 00:53:12.840
them and suppressing them with the communists and the nihilists

1048
00:53:12.880 --> 00:53:15.880
and the atheists in the Western world. Okay, this is

1049
00:53:15.920 --> 00:53:17.440
what they say they're going to do, and they're going

1050
00:53:17.480 --> 00:53:20.719
to suppress Christianity under the thumb of what we call

1051
00:53:20.800 --> 00:53:24.599
today social justice. That's the a culmination of all those

1052
00:53:24.639 --> 00:53:31.480
things atheism, nihilism, liberalism, communism, socialism, all that type of stuff,

1053
00:53:31.519 --> 00:53:33.280
Marxism and the rest of it, you know, coming under

1054
00:53:33.320 --> 00:53:36.159
this liberal banner of love, light, peace and pride. That's

1055
00:53:36.199 --> 00:53:40.679
what he was talking about. And Christianity has been called bigoted, hatred, traditionalist,

1056
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:47.320
old fashioned, useless, evil, you know, oppressive patriarchy, all that

1057
00:53:47.400 --> 00:53:49.639
kind of stuff. So we've been suppressed by that, and

1058
00:53:49.679 --> 00:53:52.960
that's that happened. Now while that's happening, what we're going

1059
00:53:53.000 --> 00:53:57.920
to do is use the Muslim world and the Zionist

1060
00:53:58.000 --> 00:54:01.679
world as they call it, to fight each other in

1061
00:54:01.679 --> 00:54:05.320
the Middle East beyond exhaustion. But at the same time,

1062
00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:08.960
we're gonna pit the Muslims against everybody as well on

1063
00:54:09.039 --> 00:54:12.079
all fronts to create a battle on all fronts. And

1064
00:54:12.400 --> 00:54:14.079
along with they don't say it, but along with this

1065
00:54:14.119 --> 00:54:16.800
comes obviously with fermenting division on every front. So every

1066
00:54:16.800 --> 00:54:20.559
border gets blended, every law gets turned on its head.

1067
00:54:20.679 --> 00:54:24.000
All traditional tradition is seen as all fashioned and gets removed.

1068
00:54:24.800 --> 00:54:27.840
Money becomes worthless. Generations hate each other, men and women

1069
00:54:27.880 --> 00:54:30.840
hate each other, mothers and parents, and children hate each other.

1070
00:54:31.039 --> 00:54:33.280
It's just one division after another. And they've definitely done

1071
00:54:33.280 --> 00:54:35.239
that through social media. They've been working on that for

1072
00:54:35.239 --> 00:54:37.960
a while. All the races hate each other, black versus white,

1073
00:54:38.000 --> 00:54:41.760
whatever it is. You know, it's kind of the one

1074
00:54:41.840 --> 00:54:45.400
giant division on every single front. But the real thing

1075
00:54:45.440 --> 00:54:46.920
that we need to look out for is it's Middle

1076
00:54:46.920 --> 00:54:50.679
Eastern situation. So what and I say this not believing,

1077
00:54:51.320 --> 00:54:52.760
you know, I think about the Little Season. I don't

1078
00:54:52.800 --> 00:54:54.559
think that is even the real place, to be honest.

1079
00:54:54.599 --> 00:54:56.679
I think it's a place that was created in the

1080
00:54:56.679 --> 00:54:59.480
modern world to ferment and lay down the foundations for

1081
00:54:59.519 --> 00:55:02.119
this warm talking about here. But the idea is you

1082
00:55:02.280 --> 00:55:07.639
have political Zionism and Islam mutually destroy each other. That's

1083
00:55:07.679 --> 00:55:11.559
the aim. But at the same time, Christianity will also

1084
00:55:11.599 --> 00:55:13.920
fight in this war as well. So while they're mutually

1085
00:55:13.920 --> 00:55:17.239
destroying each other, it says we're going to release the

1086
00:55:17.280 --> 00:55:21.039
suppressed Christians. This is this is what the letters say.

1087
00:55:21.360 --> 00:55:25.719
Christianity will be unrestrained from the nihilists and the atheists,

1088
00:55:26.280 --> 00:55:29.199
and they are going to be emboldened to rise up

1089
00:55:29.440 --> 00:55:35.480
and join the war between Islam, the Zionists, and Christianity.

1090
00:55:35.760 --> 00:55:39.199
So basically, all the Abrahamic faith, as they like to

1091
00:55:39.199 --> 00:55:41.320
call them as all they're all equal, which they're not,

1092
00:55:41.519 --> 00:55:43.400
you know, but that's what they're gonna do. They're gonna

1093
00:55:44.280 --> 00:55:46.840
they're gonna basically get them all to kill each other

1094
00:55:47.239 --> 00:55:50.599
in a horrible, brutal, bloody battle on every single front

1095
00:55:51.119 --> 00:55:55.000
in Europe, in the Middle East, in America, and even

1096
00:55:55.039 --> 00:55:57.079
in the African nations. There is a huge divide down

1097
00:55:57.119 --> 00:55:59.480
there as well in South Africa between the bores as

1098
00:55:59.519 --> 00:56:01.760
they call them, you know what I mean. And Islam

1099
00:56:01.840 --> 00:56:03.960
has quite a footholding a lot of Africa too, So

1100
00:56:04.039 --> 00:56:07.079
this this front's on every front. But at the same time,

1101
00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:10.519
it seems like not in Russia, not in China, not

1102
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:13.400
in Japan or all these places, maybe in Australia, the

1103
00:56:13.480 --> 00:56:15.679
anglosphere is what's really going to be attacked the most,

1104
00:56:15.679 --> 00:56:17.880
it seems because that's where the Christian nations are. So

1105
00:56:17.920 --> 00:56:22.000
that's where this unfettered, incompatible migration has taken place on

1106
00:56:22.039 --> 00:56:25.760
purpose to ferment this situation which will cause this bloody

1107
00:56:25.800 --> 00:56:31.880
battle between these ideological face of Abrahamic religion. Okay, but

1108
00:56:31.960 --> 00:56:33.519
this is the again, this is all in the letter.

1109
00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:38.000
The outcome of this war would be that every single

1110
00:56:38.119 --> 00:56:41.719
nation gets dragged in because there are a treaties defense

1111
00:56:41.800 --> 00:56:44.719
and everything, like ideologically too, or the Christian nations gon

1112
00:56:44.840 --> 00:56:47.519
defend each other and you know, and it's kind of

1113
00:56:48.199 --> 00:56:50.719
the political ideologue, come and defend the Holy Lands and

1114
00:56:50.719 --> 00:56:53.760
the Zionists from the invader invading Muslim hordes and the

1115
00:56:53.760 --> 00:56:55.239
rest of it, you know. But then all of Islam

1116
00:56:55.280 --> 00:56:57.920
will collective the gun together as well with this massive

1117
00:56:57.960 --> 00:57:01.840
battle that culminates in a ridiculous, bloody loss of life

1118
00:57:01.960 --> 00:57:05.800
extensively in the most brutal, heinous ways we can imagine.

1119
00:57:06.679 --> 00:57:09.639
And they've done They've made this happen on purpose. So

1120
00:57:09.679 --> 00:57:14.400
then everybody at the end of this war, completely disillusioned

1121
00:57:14.400 --> 00:57:19.519
and exhausted beyond all the capacities, resources, and mental faculties,

1122
00:57:20.239 --> 00:57:23.599
will basically have to look at themselves and say, what

1123
00:57:23.639 --> 00:57:27.440
have we done? And look at what religion has caused.

1124
00:57:28.159 --> 00:57:33.000
Look at what these religions have caused. Look at the mess,

1125
00:57:33.000 --> 00:57:38.199
destruction and bloody warfare for millennia this Abrahamic faith belief

1126
00:57:38.280 --> 00:57:40.719
system has done to us. And this is what it's

1127
00:57:40.760 --> 00:57:44.079
a culminated into the most meaningless, senseless loss of life

1128
00:57:44.199 --> 00:57:47.360
ever seen on the earth. And that is when we

1129
00:57:47.440 --> 00:57:53.400
will reintroduce to mankinds now lost deistic spirits to the

1130
00:57:53.519 --> 00:57:58.000
true Luciferian doctrine. Okay, this is what Albert Pike says, like,

1131
00:57:58.079 --> 00:58:00.360
this is his words, this is what he's right in

1132
00:58:00.360 --> 00:58:02.960
that letter. So Mazenil, this is how we're going to

1133
00:58:03.000 --> 00:58:04.360
do it, and this is what the result will be.

1134
00:58:04.400 --> 00:58:07.119
Will make them so exasperated with with Ad and I

1135
00:58:07.360 --> 00:58:10.119
and his stupid religion. Okay, guess what they because they

1136
00:58:10.239 --> 00:58:12.360
think they're equal with Satan and Lucifer, and they call

1137
00:58:12.400 --> 00:58:14.719
them Ad and I versus Lucifer both our God and

1138
00:58:14.719 --> 00:58:18.360
all this type of thing that this whole freemasonic nonsense worldview,

1139
00:58:20.000 --> 00:58:22.039
and the idea is that everyone will be so sick

1140
00:58:22.079 --> 00:58:26.000
of that that they'll turn to Lucifer and the Luciferian,

1141
00:58:26.199 --> 00:58:30.119
the light bringer, the knowledge, the one that's gonna help

1142
00:58:30.159 --> 00:58:33.440
mankind of send out of the darkness into this new age,

1143
00:58:33.519 --> 00:58:37.239
this new revolutionary phoenix light of the new world order,

1144
00:58:37.280 --> 00:58:40.719
where we don't have borders anymore, we don't have money anymore,

1145
00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:43.719
we're not all divided by our differences or our property anymore.

1146
00:58:43.880 --> 00:58:47.199
We all come together as one collective humanity under the

1147
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:52.199
rainbow light of pride and connectivity, guided by the light

1148
00:58:52.280 --> 00:58:55.920
guiding lights of Lucifer, you know, and find that the

1149
00:58:55.960 --> 00:58:59.360
only way we can get people there first war, and

1150
00:58:59.440 --> 00:59:02.119
it's light. The war, this is my speculation, will be

1151
00:59:02.360 --> 00:59:06.360
ended by aliens suddenly turning up. Yeah, and it's gonna

1152
00:59:06.400 --> 00:59:08.760
make us all drop our guns and look up and go, my,

1153
00:59:09.079 --> 00:59:11.719
how small our differences seem in light of this new

1154
00:59:11.800 --> 00:59:14.159
common threat, this new enemy, you know, and it's kind

1155
00:59:14.159 --> 00:59:16.000
of like the Aliens saying, no, we're not your enemy.

1156
00:59:16.320 --> 00:59:19.639
We're here to help mankind, not destroy you themselves, because

1157
00:59:19.679 --> 00:59:22.519
we want you to join our galactic federation or something

1158
00:59:22.599 --> 00:59:24.920
like that. But before you get there, you need to

1159
00:59:24.960 --> 00:59:27.760
know the truth. All the religions kind of had it

1160
00:59:27.800 --> 00:59:30.440
a little bit right, but really you're all worshiping the

1161
00:59:30.440 --> 00:59:32.760
wrong god. It was this one guy. It's just kind

1162
00:59:32.760 --> 00:59:35.760
of like this is where the new, the universalist, one

1163
00:59:35.800 --> 00:59:39.400
world religion starts being spread by these intergalactic brothers and

1164
00:59:39.440 --> 00:59:42.519
sisters from another galaxy or something. But really this is

1165
00:59:42.639 --> 00:59:45.920
just Satan playing out his last plan here. This is

1166
00:59:45.960 --> 00:59:48.440
his last final ditch effort, you know, to establish his

1167
00:59:48.719 --> 00:59:53.320
own order, his own kingdom, his own millennial reign. And

1168
00:59:53.519 --> 00:59:56.239
I imagine so, and I also imagine there will be

1169
00:59:56.679 --> 00:59:59.840
a common enemy that suddenly appears, Aliens. Bad aliens will

1170
00:59:59.840 --> 01:00:02.920
so on the appear, and the good aliens will say,

1171
01:00:03.119 --> 01:00:06.159
we need to get you advanced enough to defend yourself

1172
01:00:06.280 --> 01:00:09.239
against this invading enemy that's coming. And when the invading

1173
01:00:09.360 --> 01:00:17.239
enemy finally comes, we'll be ready, you know, comes to aliens.

1174
01:00:17.480 --> 01:00:20.239
Actually, Jesus and angels.

1175
01:00:20.280 --> 01:00:23.239
Well, I think the only thing we have a close

1176
01:00:23.280 --> 01:00:26.599
to a mothership descending from heaven is New Jerusalem coming.

1177
01:00:26.599 --> 01:00:27.719
It's New Jerusalem.

1178
01:00:28.119 --> 01:00:30.519
It's a great point. No, it's it's a great it's

1179
01:00:30.559 --> 01:00:37.239
an amazing theory, right or whatever. Actually it's a theory,

1180
01:00:37.280 --> 01:00:41.519
but it's got it has basis to it. It's not

1181
01:00:41.599 --> 01:00:42.199
like it's just.

1182
01:00:43.760 --> 01:00:46.760
Yeah, that letter is a road map and we're about

1183
01:00:47.039 --> 01:00:49.760
three quarters of the way through it.

1184
01:00:50.079 --> 01:00:53.079
Throughout all of history, they tell us exactly what they're

1185
01:00:53.079 --> 01:00:58.760
going to do. It's like they have to, right, So

1186
01:00:58.760 --> 01:01:00.920
why wouldn't this be any different? Duh.

1187
01:01:01.280 --> 01:01:04.719
Yeah. But then on another front, on another front, there

1188
01:01:04.800 --> 01:01:07.639
is the AI nanotechnology situation that we have to deal

1189
01:01:07.679 --> 01:01:10.960
with too. So while while that's happening, there's going to

1190
01:01:11.000 --> 01:01:14.119
be these huge developments technological leaps happening in the next

1191
01:01:14.239 --> 01:01:16.920
five years alone, probably even a decade. The world's not

1192
01:01:16.960 --> 01:01:19.480
going to be the same. Something's going to change drastically.

1193
01:01:19.760 --> 01:01:22.280
People will fundamentally the same, but the world will not.

1194
01:01:22.440 --> 01:01:25.440
The way it functions won't be the same anymore because

1195
01:01:25.599 --> 01:01:29.960
automation and advancements to technology are going to possibly tear

1196
01:01:30.000 --> 01:01:32.440
apart of the very fabric and reality yourself. From this,

1197
01:01:32.760 --> 01:01:36.000
from the from the seams, from what they're doing with nanotechnology,

1198
01:01:36.280 --> 01:01:40.440
we might have pro programmable matter in our lifetime very soon,

1199
01:01:40.840 --> 01:01:43.079
which is a game changer because it basically means anything

1200
01:01:43.079 --> 01:01:45.760
can morph into anything, will have shape shifters in a

1201
01:01:45.840 --> 01:01:49.840
very physical sense, will have It's going to get weird.

1202
01:01:50.199 --> 01:01:52.400
It's going to get really weird, is what I'm trying

1203
01:01:52.400 --> 01:01:52.679
to say.

1204
01:01:52.880 --> 01:01:58.159
And very go ahead, and you've finished, go ahead.

1205
01:01:58.000 --> 01:01:59.360
I'm just gonna say it's going to get to a

1206
01:01:59.360 --> 01:02:02.320
point which we're already seeing with AI. What isn't isn't real?

1207
01:02:03.360 --> 01:02:06.519
Oh yeah, confusion at its highest form, and that sets

1208
01:02:06.519 --> 01:02:10.519
the perfect foundation for faking an alien invasion or projecting

1209
01:02:10.559 --> 01:02:13.440
anything in the sky, especially through nanoparticle dusts that could

1210
01:02:13.440 --> 01:02:16.000
form to make any shape once and this type of thing.

1211
01:02:16.079 --> 01:02:18.719
You know, it's going to get a very like we

1212
01:02:18.800 --> 01:02:22.679
can't trust our senses type of situation, which leads to confusion,

1213
01:02:22.719 --> 01:02:26.320
which leads to deception, which leads to control. And I

1214
01:02:26.360 --> 01:02:28.519
do think nanotechnology is something we need to keep our

1215
01:02:28.559 --> 01:02:34.000
eyes on. A worried about AI look over there, you know, yeah.

1216
01:02:33.800 --> 01:02:35.920
Some crazy stuff. I just did an interview with the

1217
01:02:35.960 --> 01:02:41.559
guy yesterday who and they've they've dubbed this stuff as

1218
01:02:41.639 --> 01:02:46.519
what they call soul tech and it's a it's actually

1219
01:02:46.559 --> 01:02:51.400
a program uh where it's a it's a real AI

1220
01:02:51.679 --> 01:02:57.039
program and it's called Reflector H And you can actually

1221
01:02:58.960 --> 01:03:04.079
set it up and tie to your ancestors, like people

1222
01:03:04.079 --> 01:03:07.559
that have passed away, like you. You basically loaded up

1223
01:03:07.599 --> 01:03:12.800
with your uh parameters and like love letters and all

1224
01:03:12.880 --> 01:03:15.880
the things, all the things that you have, pictures and

1225
01:03:16.039 --> 01:03:19.119
memories and all these things, and they have a biographer

1226
01:03:19.199 --> 01:03:21.760
go through it with you and this and then the

1227
01:03:21.760 --> 01:03:27.400
other thing, and then you can literally have conversations with your.

1228
01:03:28.880 --> 01:03:32.480
Looking at it now. Yeah, that's I mean, what they're

1229
01:03:32.519 --> 01:03:36.199
doing with their eye is actually that's scary enough. First

1230
01:03:36.239 --> 01:03:38.280
of all, resurrecting the dead so Coolah.

1231
01:03:38.320 --> 01:03:41.679
Yeah, I'm just saying like that's it's it's it's it's

1232
01:03:41.840 --> 01:03:46.559
a that's a huge that's like some uncanny valley ship

1233
01:03:46.840 --> 01:03:49.840
to me, Like it just makes people very uncomfortable.

1234
01:03:50.559 --> 01:03:53.440
I agree, cross the line, isn't it's crossing a line.

1235
01:03:53.639 --> 01:03:58.800
I mean it could relationships as well. You'll find people

1236
01:03:58.800 --> 01:04:01.320
are relying on things like chat GBT to be the

1237
01:04:01.320 --> 01:04:04.719
boyfriends of kilfun and to be their therapists and the

1238
01:04:04.760 --> 01:04:08.719
rest of it. Yeah, that really that's that's scary, you know,

1239
01:04:08.800 --> 01:04:10.360
And this is the same thing. It's kind of like

1240
01:04:10.360 --> 01:04:13.840
you we kind of already had that in Jesus.

1241
01:04:15.079 --> 01:04:17.480
And the Holy Spirit. I mean, he's my counsel. Yeah,

1242
01:04:17.519 --> 01:04:21.159
I'm just saying that's that Frankly, that's kind of the purpose.

1243
01:04:21.440 --> 01:04:24.679
So I'm just you know, it's a council that won't

1244
01:04:24.679 --> 01:04:29.760
stroke your ego as well. Yeah, actually does so Yeah, sorry,

1245
01:04:29.760 --> 01:04:30.119
go ahead.

1246
01:04:30.639 --> 01:04:34.199
I was just going to say, where, like, what what

1247
01:04:34.400 --> 01:04:37.239
gives you hope right now? Like beyond because we've got

1248
01:04:37.280 --> 01:04:39.679
to wrap things up a little bit here, So I

1249
01:04:40.000 --> 01:04:42.199
want to get to a point where it's what gives

1250
01:04:42.239 --> 01:04:45.920
you hope right now, even like even with everything you've researched,

1251
01:04:46.519 --> 01:04:48.400
where where's where's your hope?

1252
01:04:50.079 --> 01:04:52.079
Well, and my hope is in that God is in

1253
01:04:52.159 --> 01:04:56.159
control fundamentally, Like and for as much as these people

1254
01:04:56.199 --> 01:05:01.400
have plans, they're just men, and you know man makes plans,

1255
01:05:01.400 --> 01:05:06.159
but God laughs. So I'm not like it's totally worried

1256
01:05:06.199 --> 01:05:08.280
about it in the sense of that they're going to succeed,

1257
01:05:08.320 --> 01:05:10.840
because I think they've already lost. Yeah, I think they

1258
01:05:10.840 --> 01:05:13.079
have a lot of ideas. Got a lot of scary

1259
01:05:13.119 --> 01:05:15.400
stuff in the works. Of course, whether any of it

1260
01:05:15.400 --> 01:05:17.920
will actually come to fruition is completely up and yeah,

1261
01:05:19.079 --> 01:05:21.239
and it's up to us as well from the men's

1262
01:05:21.280 --> 01:05:22.840
day whether we accept it or not, because a lot

1263
01:05:22.840 --> 01:05:25.039
of their power is smoke and mirrors. A lot of

1264
01:05:25.039 --> 01:05:27.360
it is us believing in it or listening to them.

1265
01:05:27.800 --> 01:05:30.000
That's the problem. Like the only thing they can only

1266
01:05:30.039 --> 01:05:31.800
control us in as much as we believe the thing

1267
01:05:31.840 --> 01:05:33.920
they showed us on that screen, if you just turn

1268
01:05:34.000 --> 01:05:36.199
it off, they've got nothing. They have a means to

1269
01:05:36.239 --> 01:05:36.719
get to you.

1270
01:05:36.719 --> 01:05:39.280
You know, they only have the power that God has

1271
01:05:39.320 --> 01:05:41.639
given them. So at the end of that day.

1272
01:05:42.159 --> 01:05:45.239
Yeah, yeah, if the look of job explains that to you,

1273
01:05:45.239 --> 01:05:47.880
you know, and like Satan as much as much poul

1274
01:05:47.960 --> 01:05:49.760
as God has given to him in his leash, you know,

1275
01:05:50.440 --> 01:05:52.800
he's completely within his control and his boundaries.

1276
01:05:52.800 --> 01:05:55.880
People need to understand their authority and if they don't

1277
01:05:55.920 --> 01:05:58.079
absolutely then they're going to struggle.

1278
01:05:59.239 --> 01:06:01.320
A good for a good phrase which is popular in

1279
01:06:01.360 --> 01:06:06.159
my group is know your authority or no authority? Simple,

1280
01:06:07.320 --> 01:06:10.519
and it's true. It's true because as Christians, you know,

1281
01:06:10.599 --> 01:06:13.480
we are not called to be fearful of the ways

1282
01:06:13.519 --> 01:06:15.239
of the world and the kings of the world and

1283
01:06:15.280 --> 01:06:17.440
what they can do to us in this world, because

1284
01:06:17.480 --> 01:06:19.480
our kingdom is not of this world. Our kingdom is

1285
01:06:19.519 --> 01:06:21.840
of Heaven. You know, we are we are subject to

1286
01:06:21.920 --> 01:06:24.800
the King of Heaven. We are not citizens of Babylon

1287
01:06:24.880 --> 01:06:27.840
on earth. And if we can walk as kings and

1288
01:06:27.880 --> 01:06:30.320
as subjects to the King on earth here right now,

1289
01:06:30.400 --> 01:06:34.159
we can we are members of that kingdom and act

1290
01:06:34.239 --> 01:06:36.800
like it. Acts like it, you know, stand up and

1291
01:06:36.800 --> 01:06:39.199
tell the truth and call out nonsense when it's there

1292
01:06:39.199 --> 01:06:42.360
in prison, and do don't do nothing when bad people

1293
01:06:42.400 --> 01:06:45.519
do bad things around you, stand apart from the world.

1294
01:06:46.440 --> 01:06:49.840
Love people. That's radical in this world, like I mean,

1295
01:06:50.159 --> 01:06:52.719
ablity long enough to realize now that everybody's out for

1296
01:06:52.760 --> 01:06:56.599
themselves and nobody really loves each other, okay, But Christians

1297
01:06:56.599 --> 01:06:58.599
are called to actually love people. And you know what

1298
01:06:58.639 --> 01:07:00.239
that means. I means loving the people you don't want

1299
01:07:00.280 --> 01:07:04.760
to yeah, even your right in the Bible exactly. And

1300
01:07:04.760 --> 01:07:09.280
that's radical. That's radical. I mean God so loved the world,

1301
01:07:09.360 --> 01:07:11.320
and by that it means us, the sinners, the people

1302
01:07:11.360 --> 01:07:12.880
who have wronged him, the ones who are spat in

1303
01:07:12.920 --> 01:07:15.639
his face, rejected, and laughed at him, killed his son

1304
01:07:16.400 --> 01:07:20.519
still loves them. Okay, we have to do the same.

1305
01:07:21.159 --> 01:07:23.360
We have to do the same, because if we don't,

1306
01:07:24.039 --> 01:07:27.320
it will get worse here on earth, it will get far,

1307
01:07:27.760 --> 01:07:33.880
far worse. Because if a wretched cinneconn no forgiveness, they

1308
01:07:33.920 --> 01:07:37.559
can change. And we are here as vessels to show

1309
01:07:37.639 --> 01:07:40.159
them forgiveness and what that means and what that feels like.

1310
01:07:40.719 --> 01:07:45.880
And with forgiveness can come repentance. It's simple, like, with

1311
01:07:46.000 --> 01:07:51.000
repentance comes to save soul. No, no, I never said

1312
01:07:51.000 --> 01:07:56.920
it was easy. No, it's scary, but have no fear.

1313
01:07:56.920 --> 01:07:59.719
I mean that this is the other sad thing like look,

1314
01:08:00.840 --> 01:08:04.800
Jesus never said you wouldn't die. And a lot of Christians,

1315
01:08:04.840 --> 01:08:06.840
I don't think I really understand already for that. A

1316
01:08:06.840 --> 01:08:08.360
lot of them are banking on the whole wine, and

1317
01:08:08.360 --> 01:08:10.400
it whipped into the clouds. I'd have to deal with

1318
01:08:10.440 --> 01:08:14.079
all the But I'm out of that kind of world.

1319
01:08:14.119 --> 01:08:15.840
I was. I was never even into the rapture stuff.

1320
01:08:15.840 --> 01:08:17.520
I'm still up today and I'm not banking and I

1321
01:08:17.520 --> 01:08:19.760
don't think it's even real. I think it's again. It's

1322
01:08:19.760 --> 01:08:21.920
a whole thing about that, and I haven't known my channel.

1323
01:08:21.920 --> 01:08:26.520
But you know, my belief and my faith is in

1324
01:08:26.640 --> 01:08:30.800
that I'm going to suffer here the Thank God I

1325
01:08:30.840 --> 01:08:32.359
have got up with me while I'm doing it.

1326
01:08:34.560 --> 01:08:37.840
Ay, I think it's your last time to choose. I

1327
01:08:37.880 --> 01:08:41.600
think it's your last test. You either choose him or

1328
01:08:41.680 --> 01:08:46.239
you choose the altar, you know exactly. And and I

1329
01:08:46.279 --> 01:08:49.279
don't think that you get to just you know, play

1330
01:08:49.319 --> 01:08:52.079
along and then you'll get wisped up in away from

1331
01:08:52.119 --> 01:08:55.960
all the trouble. I think this is that's your last

1332
01:08:56.279 --> 01:08:59.880
decision that you have to make. That's just my exactly

1333
01:09:00.279 --> 01:09:00.479
it is.

1334
01:09:01.199 --> 01:09:02.840
I think it is. I think this is our chance,

1335
01:09:02.920 --> 01:09:05.479
this is this is it? Really? I think after this

1336
01:09:05.560 --> 01:09:07.760
comes a great White Throne judgment and if you're not

1337
01:09:07.800 --> 01:09:10.640
written in the Land's Book of life, you're going to

1338
01:09:10.680 --> 01:09:15.359
be judged on your works. Yeah, and sure it's not

1339
01:09:15.399 --> 01:09:16.920
going to be good. And then who used to be

1340
01:09:16.960 --> 01:09:18.880
said what happens after that with the Lake of fire

1341
01:09:19.000 --> 01:09:21.239
or the refining fire or what God's got in store

1342
01:09:21.279 --> 01:09:23.760
for those people. But I think he sent his son

1343
01:09:23.800 --> 01:09:26.359
so that all men should live. And I don't know

1344
01:09:26.359 --> 01:09:28.079
how that works or what that looks like, and it's

1345
01:09:28.079 --> 01:09:30.840
a mystery to me, but all I know is my

1346
01:09:30.880 --> 01:09:33.079
commission is to make disciples of men. While I can't

1347
01:09:33.560 --> 01:09:35.319
as much as I possibly can, then the rest is

1348
01:09:35.399 --> 01:09:37.319
up to God. So I'm going to leave it at that.

1349
01:09:37.359 --> 01:09:39.479
You know, I don't have any means in my way

1350
01:09:39.479 --> 01:09:41.640
to save people, but I can certainly be a signpost

1351
01:09:41.680 --> 01:09:43.399
to say it's over there, you need to go over there.

1352
01:09:43.920 --> 01:09:47.279
That's where the answer is. You know, Yeah, as much

1353
01:09:47.279 --> 01:09:49.720
as I can, so my hope. I guess I'm a

1354
01:09:49.760 --> 01:09:51.920
weird creature of the fact that it doesn't get to

1355
01:09:51.920 --> 01:09:53.560
me like he does a lot of other people, like

1356
01:09:54.399 --> 01:09:57.199
the fear, that aspect that people feel when learning these things.

1357
01:09:57.479 --> 01:09:59.600
I kind of got over it, like a decade ago.

1358
01:10:00.439 --> 01:10:02.560
I mean, we had nebulous point. Now is kind of

1359
01:10:02.560 --> 01:10:05.119
I've given it over. Yeah, and I've come full circle

1360
01:10:05.119 --> 01:10:07.920
and I'm back to who I was before the fear.

1361
01:10:07.960 --> 01:10:10.359
You know, I'm back to my normal, joke, your happy self,

1362
01:10:10.479 --> 01:10:13.039
just with a peace that it took a while to

1363
01:10:13.079 --> 01:10:16.199
get from going through the whole process. And I would say,

1364
01:10:16.239 --> 01:10:18.560
trust the process as long as you've got on your side,

1365
01:10:18.720 --> 01:10:20.319
like he'll get you through it, and he'll get you

1366
01:10:20.359 --> 01:10:22.359
to a state where you'll have peace in this world.

1367
01:10:22.439 --> 01:10:24.880
While you suffer, and he never said you won't suffer.

1368
01:10:24.960 --> 01:10:27.640
He can't stop that, unfortunately, because we live in sin,

1369
01:10:28.319 --> 01:10:30.840
and as long as the sin in the world, suffering

1370
01:10:30.840 --> 01:10:35.199
will be in the world. And that's inescapable. The real

1371
01:10:35.640 --> 01:10:37.640
question is what are you going to do in spite

1372
01:10:37.640 --> 01:10:39.840
of the suffering? What are you going to do to

1373
01:10:39.880 --> 01:10:42.720
alleviate other people suffering while you're here and have that chance,

1374
01:10:43.880 --> 01:10:48.560
because that's all there is worth doing. That's it, that's all,

1375
01:10:48.600 --> 01:10:51.439
that's what. That's a lot in life as fallen people

1376
01:10:51.439 --> 01:10:53.600
from Eden, you know, since then, like this is what

1377
01:10:53.640 --> 01:10:56.079
we've got to deal with. Yes, we're redeemed in Christ,

1378
01:10:56.079 --> 01:10:58.800
where we still live in a sinful world and we're

1379
01:10:58.840 --> 01:11:00.720
called to be the salt of the earth set apart,

1380
01:11:00.800 --> 01:11:03.079
do the best we can to lead people to the

1381
01:11:03.119 --> 01:11:05.079
lie of Christ and to spread the Gospel and the

1382
01:11:05.079 --> 01:11:08.439
truth and find our peace and solace in knowing that

1383
01:11:08.880 --> 01:11:11.399
they may burn you, they may hang you, they may

1384
01:11:11.439 --> 01:11:13.119
do anything. You look at the stories of the saints

1385
01:11:13.119 --> 01:11:15.880
and what they did to them. You know, they hated

1386
01:11:15.960 --> 01:11:18.079
him before they hated you. But at the same time,

1387
01:11:18.520 --> 01:11:20.159
even in this world, you don't even have to be

1388
01:11:20.159 --> 01:11:22.960
a Christian to suffer and die a horrible death. This

1389
01:11:23.079 --> 01:11:25.960
world is just like that, you know, this is the

1390
01:11:26.039 --> 01:11:28.960
way it is like, and it's all we can do

1391
01:11:29.079 --> 01:11:31.239
is help other people through it while we have a chance.

1392
01:11:32.960 --> 01:11:36.159
So that's that's it, really, and that's a hopeful message necessarily,

1393
01:11:37.560 --> 01:11:39.479
yet you know it's real though.

1394
01:11:40.079 --> 01:11:42.560
Yeah. So what what have you got that you're working

1395
01:11:42.600 --> 01:11:44.840
on next? That you're working on now?

1396
01:11:45.760 --> 01:11:48.760
Yeah, I'm writing the second book to the Nephelin look

1397
01:11:48.840 --> 01:11:52.359
Like Clowns. This is volume one, the history and you

1398
01:11:52.359 --> 01:11:56.199
can see here, and volume two. I'm about one hundred

1399
01:11:56.239 --> 01:11:58.000
pages into it now. I think it's gonna be a

1400
01:11:58.000 --> 01:11:59.880
bit a little bit shorter than this one from what

1401
01:12:00.039 --> 01:12:03.880
I'm guessing right now. But the end this is already

1402
01:12:03.880 --> 01:12:05.960
three hundred and thirty pages. But the end goal is

1403
01:12:06.000 --> 01:12:09.800
to have them in one book, just one solid bood. Yeah.

1404
01:12:10.439 --> 01:12:13.279
So that's going to come with some formatting problems, imagine

1405
01:12:13.279 --> 01:12:15.039
the writing a lot smaller to gates to fit into

1406
01:12:15.039 --> 01:12:20.239
a focus something like this. But that's that's coming hopefully

1407
01:12:20.319 --> 01:12:22.439
the middle of the year. Then that'll be my work

1408
01:12:22.479 --> 01:12:24.880
on the Neflin Clowns kind of boxed off because I

1409
01:12:24.880 --> 01:12:28.000
couldn't cover everything in one book, like I realized I

1410
01:12:28.039 --> 01:12:30.079
was like twenty chapters in, I've got so much more

1411
01:12:30.079 --> 01:12:31.600
to say, and it's kind of I'm just going to

1412
01:12:31.600 --> 01:12:35.600
release this now. I was like one book and then another, Yeah,

1413
01:12:35.640 --> 01:12:37.680
then another, then another one afterwards. Yeah, you know, But

1414
01:12:37.720 --> 01:12:39.680
this is three hundred pages. It's three hundred and like

1415
01:12:39.840 --> 01:12:42.560
eighty seven pages long, and I'm going to end up

1416
01:12:42.600 --> 01:12:44.680
writing another two hundred and something at this rate, So

1417
01:12:44.720 --> 01:12:46.359
it's going to be a big one when it's finished.

1418
01:12:46.439 --> 01:12:49.479
But that's what I'm doing. But on the channel, I

1419
01:12:49.520 --> 01:12:52.359
am pumping out videos every other day. I do two

1420
01:12:52.439 --> 01:12:54.239
live shows a week on a Wednesday and a Sunday

1421
01:12:54.439 --> 01:12:56.600
live Q and A, and then my podcast on a Sunday.

1422
01:12:57.119 --> 01:13:01.479
And I collaborate with people like yourself, interviews, podcasts with people.

1423
01:13:01.520 --> 01:13:03.800
So I'm always busy. I'm always doing something. I'm always

1424
01:13:03.800 --> 01:13:07.279
having these conversations. Right now, my focus really is on

1425
01:13:07.399 --> 01:13:11.439
tech AI, the war that's coming, the rise of Christian

1426
01:13:11.520 --> 01:13:15.359
nationalism as a counter to the extreme liberalism that we've

1427
01:13:15.359 --> 01:13:18.479
been seeing recently, these cultural shifts, keeping an eye on

1428
01:13:18.520 --> 01:13:21.279
them and what they're truly all about. And I think, again,

1429
01:13:21.359 --> 01:13:24.279
like I mentioned earlier, Like I mentioned earlier, I think

1430
01:13:24.279 --> 01:13:27.119
a lot of this rise of Christian nationalism is actually

1431
01:13:27.199 --> 01:13:31.520
the Christianity unrestrained from that letter I was telling you about.

1432
01:13:31.960 --> 01:13:36.319
And this sudden swing we're seeing too like Christianity again

1433
01:13:36.359 --> 01:13:39.600
and traditionalism in the Western world is not organic. It

1434
01:13:39.640 --> 01:13:41.720
was actually meant to be. Like this is actually and

1435
01:13:41.800 --> 01:13:44.319
it's what they're trying to create is like a a

1436
01:13:44.720 --> 01:13:47.920
war like Christianity, now a deis vault, let's go to

1437
01:13:47.960 --> 01:13:50.600
reclaim the Holy Land type of Christianity, you know, And

1438
01:13:50.640 --> 01:13:53.039
that's what we're getting. And it's it's for that war

1439
01:13:53.079 --> 01:13:53.920
I mentioned earlier.

1440
01:13:54.960 --> 01:13:59.439
It makes me, It makes me actually, so it's funny

1441
01:13:59.520 --> 01:14:02.439
that you bring up, but it makes me question my

1442
01:14:03.960 --> 01:14:07.800
the way I look at this stuff and if I am,

1443
01:14:08.039 --> 01:14:10.720
if I am doing it, I mean, I feel like

1444
01:14:10.760 --> 01:14:13.079
I'm doing it for my heart. But I'm a warrior.

1445
01:14:13.680 --> 01:14:19.039
I spent my entire double life in the military and

1446
01:14:20.920 --> 01:14:25.079
in professions like that, right, so I approach everything from

1447
01:14:25.159 --> 01:14:30.600
a from a warrior's perspective. So it's a really good point,

1448
01:14:30.840 --> 01:14:32.199
just kind of pique.

1449
01:14:32.359 --> 01:14:36.239
But I get that drive to yours, you know, of course.

1450
01:14:36.119 --> 01:14:39.159
Absolutely, but does it need to be so damn militant?

1451
01:14:39.520 --> 01:14:41.800
And I'm not saying I'm militant because I'm not. I'm

1452
01:14:41.840 --> 01:14:43.680
coming from a place of love. But at the end

1453
01:14:43.760 --> 01:14:49.920
of the day, yeah, it's just good. Thank you.

1454
01:14:50.680 --> 01:14:53.960
Put it this way, there's a difference. Look, I empathize

1455
01:14:53.960 --> 01:14:55.680
with the people who want to go to war with

1456
01:14:55.800 --> 01:15:03.199
Islam because currently in the West, extreme dream extreme Islam,

1457
01:15:03.239 --> 01:15:05.439
you know, is doing a horrible thing in our country

1458
01:15:05.439 --> 01:15:08.840
and our countries in many ways. And which again is

1459
01:15:09.079 --> 01:15:11.319
this this version of Islam we have in these countries

1460
01:15:11.520 --> 01:15:14.119
was also created through the devastation in the Middle East

1461
01:15:14.159 --> 01:15:17.079
caused by the Western nations. It's all being what and

1462
01:15:17.199 --> 01:15:19.680
the aggression from the Zionists as well, So it's all

1463
01:15:19.760 --> 01:15:22.800
kind of yeah, it's all becomes full circle. But at

1464
01:15:22.800 --> 01:15:24.600
the same time, that doesn't mean that the ones that

1465
01:15:24.680 --> 01:15:28.279
are being flooded into our countries aren't doing disgusting, horrible

1466
01:15:28.279 --> 01:15:30.079
things to our children and the rest of it, you know.

1467
01:15:30.279 --> 01:15:32.960
So yeah, justifiably, we're angry and we want to do

1468
01:15:33.000 --> 01:15:35.279
something about it, and we want to fight. So I

1469
01:15:35.319 --> 01:15:38.279
get that. I empathize with that, and I think, yeah,

1470
01:15:38.279 --> 01:15:41.399
it's completely justifiable. But bigger picture stuff, you're being played

1471
01:15:42.039 --> 01:15:44.520
massively and we have to be wary of that. Our

1472
01:15:44.520 --> 01:15:46.159
battle is not with flesh and blood at the end

1473
01:15:46.159 --> 01:15:48.560
of the day. It's Sophesian six twelve. Stuff like we're

1474
01:15:48.600 --> 01:15:51.359
being played on a mass scale here with the long

1475
01:15:51.439 --> 01:15:54.760
term agenders. And as soon as Christianity does get bloody

1476
01:15:54.800 --> 01:15:57.079
and fight, they've got us. They've got us. They've got

1477
01:15:57.119 --> 01:16:01.239
an example to point to why Christianity is evil and bad.

1478
01:16:01.279 --> 01:16:04.000
And look at what these evil white Christians are done.

1479
01:16:04.079 --> 01:16:05.239
You know, it's kind.

1480
01:16:05.039 --> 01:16:08.079
Of they want to kill everybody and kill off.

1481
01:16:10.319 --> 01:16:12.119
God is doing. Yeah, you're just like back in the

1482
01:16:12.159 --> 01:16:14.640
Old Testament again, you know what I mean, God hasn't changed,

1483
01:16:14.640 --> 01:16:17.239
and it's they got you as an example then, and

1484
01:16:17.279 --> 01:16:17.800
it's kind of.

1485
01:16:18.560 --> 01:16:21.680
All you're talking about because nobody reads anymore.

1486
01:16:21.760 --> 01:16:24.399
Yeah, but imagine if we if we did do as

1487
01:16:24.479 --> 01:16:26.680
Christ did, and it's kind of like Peter, put your

1488
01:16:26.680 --> 01:16:30.239
sword away, you know, like chill out, don't cut off

1489
01:16:30.239 --> 01:16:32.680
the ear. You know, you just relaxed for a second.

1490
01:16:32.800 --> 01:16:35.840
You know. It's it's I think that would have more

1491
01:16:35.840 --> 01:16:38.640
of an impact on our enemies than shooting them. You

1492
01:16:38.680 --> 01:16:42.680
can't save somebody you just shot. You can't make a

1493
01:16:42.680 --> 01:16:44.840
disciple of a man, you just shine the face, you know.

1494
01:16:45.399 --> 01:16:47.800
Is that that's the problem. This is the problem Christians

1495
01:16:47.800 --> 01:16:49.840
have to really content with. If you're really genuinely a

1496
01:16:49.920 --> 01:16:52.319
Christian and you want to be a follower of Christ,

1497
01:16:52.319 --> 01:16:54.520
and you have to do what he did. And in

1498
01:16:54.560 --> 01:16:56.199
a way, that's not picking up your gun and going

1499
01:16:56.239 --> 01:16:59.399
to fire, unfortunately, it's laying down your life and sacrificing

1500
01:16:59.439 --> 01:17:01.319
it for others, even those who want to kill you.

1501
01:17:01.720 --> 01:17:06.359
So that's actually, you know, and from a worldly perspective,

1502
01:17:06.399 --> 01:17:10.159
it sounds weak. So I get it. I get it.

1503
01:17:10.239 --> 01:17:12.000
But we are not of this world. We know this

1504
01:17:12.079 --> 01:17:14.560
is what we have to say, and we would have

1505
01:17:14.800 --> 01:17:17.840
more of an impact letting our enemies do this to

1506
01:17:18.039 --> 01:17:20.319
us and taking our lives while staying true to our

1507
01:17:20.359 --> 01:17:23.960
fatal the end as martyrs, than we would killing other people.

1508
01:17:24.359 --> 01:17:26.680
And but then it's kind of like, well, I don't

1509
01:17:26.680 --> 01:17:29.199
get to see the fruits of my aby. I don't

1510
01:17:29.199 --> 01:17:31.479
get to see them. It's kind of this whole idea

1511
01:17:31.520 --> 01:17:33.640
that I want to live longer in the world, which

1512
01:17:33.680 --> 01:17:36.399
is kind of an antithesis to what being a Christian

1513
01:17:36.479 --> 01:17:39.199
is as well. So it's complicated. It's really it's a

1514
01:17:39.239 --> 01:17:43.159
head thing, it's a psychological thing, and I'm sorry to

1515
01:17:43.199 --> 01:17:45.520
be the ones have to say this and remind people.

1516
01:17:45.560 --> 01:17:47.239
But this is kind of what it comes down to,

1517
01:17:47.439 --> 01:17:51.520
a horrible, scary against the flesh in every way type

1518
01:17:51.520 --> 01:17:54.279
of thing. The flesh wants to fight. I get it,

1519
01:17:54.720 --> 01:17:57.880
I really get it, you know, and justifiably so. But

1520
01:17:58.720 --> 01:18:01.920
we are being so he played here like in a

1521
01:18:01.960 --> 01:18:03.880
big way. And it's kind of a lot of these

1522
01:18:03.960 --> 01:18:05.920
Christians today who are going to go and fight in

1523
01:18:05.960 --> 01:18:08.479
the name of Christ, I wouldn't say really have a Christians.

1524
01:18:08.520 --> 01:18:12.720
They're just cultural Christians. This is a Christian country, so

1525
01:18:12.760 --> 01:18:15.359
I'm going to defend it in that name, but they

1526
01:18:15.359 --> 01:18:17.640
don't actually know christ. Do you get what I mean?

1527
01:18:17.640 --> 01:18:18.920
I think a lot of it's going to be nice.

1528
01:18:18.960 --> 01:18:20.000
I totally understand.

1529
01:18:20.199 --> 01:18:23.000
It's different, you know, Yeah, for sure.

1530
01:18:23.159 --> 01:18:28.560
I see. I totally see it. So I could talk

1531
01:18:28.600 --> 01:18:32.640
to you all night and I can't so tell everyone

1532
01:18:32.680 --> 01:18:33.880
where they can find you. Again.

1533
01:18:34.720 --> 01:18:37.600
Sure, so just go to YouTube understanding Conspiracy and I

1534
01:18:37.600 --> 01:18:40.279
should come up by now after one hundred and seventeen

1535
01:18:40.319 --> 01:18:43.119
thousand subscribers. I would hope I come up by now.

1536
01:18:43.720 --> 01:18:46.399
But sometimes when you type in understanding conspiracy, you get

1537
01:18:46.439 --> 01:18:50.119
loads of videos saying understanding the mind of a conspiracy theorist,

1538
01:18:50.199 --> 01:18:52.880
how to talk to your friends and family who have

1539
01:18:52.920 --> 01:18:56.680
gone into conspiracies. So it's all the anti conspiracy propaganda usually,

1540
01:18:56.720 --> 01:18:59.279
but I think I've broke through now and I finally

1541
01:18:59.319 --> 01:19:02.159
appear when you search for me, So give that a go.

1542
01:19:05.800 --> 01:19:08.319
Exactly if if you're on the book Starro, you can

1543
01:19:08.359 --> 01:19:10.680
go to Amazon just typing the nephlim look like clowns.

1544
01:19:10.720 --> 01:19:13.439
You shouldn't be able to miss that one, hopefully, And

1545
01:19:13.479 --> 01:19:15.720
if you want to contact me in anyway, it's just

1546
01:19:15.920 --> 01:19:19.760
Understanding Conspiracy at gmail dot com. And I do actually

1547
01:19:19.760 --> 01:19:21.600
have another channel you can kind of see his logo

1548
01:19:21.720 --> 01:19:25.760
down here, called Understanding Creativity, where I get into the

1549
01:19:25.840 --> 01:19:28.720
art side of corruption and getting a bit of our history,

1550
01:19:28.800 --> 01:19:31.079
something a bit different. It's like a sister channel, a

1551
01:19:31.159 --> 01:19:33.199
bit a lot smaller, but it's fun and it's different,

1552
01:19:33.239 --> 01:19:36.119
and there's some good presentations on there as well. And

1553
01:19:36.159 --> 01:19:38.720
that's it. Really, that's it. So come to YouTube. Oh yeah,

1554
01:19:38.720 --> 01:19:41.640
and wherever you get your podcasts, you can find me.

1555
01:19:42.960 --> 01:19:47.479
Listen to your podcast, right, yeah, I so appreciate you

1556
01:19:47.560 --> 01:19:51.239
coming on, especially it's late. It's late there in the UK, so.

1557
01:19:52.319 --> 01:19:54.600
It's not bad. Actually it's only half ten. I usually

1558
01:19:54.600 --> 01:19:54.840
go to.

1559
01:19:56.319 --> 01:20:00.159
Your it's okay for me, and I appreciate you and

1560
01:20:00.279 --> 01:20:02.239
I didn't uh, I'm sure we'll talk again.

1561
01:20:03.399 --> 01:20:05.399
Absolutely enough, thank you, thanks for having me. I really

1562
01:20:05.439 --> 01:20:06.199
appreciates you that.

1563
01:20:08.199 --> 01:20:09.560
I saw the headlines.

1564
01:20:10.079 --> 01:20:11.039
I heard the noise.

1565
01:20:11.600 --> 01:20:14.159
A thousand shadows wearing human voice.

1566
01:20:14.359 --> 01:20:18.680
Is everybody selling beer like gets gold, everybody talking a

1567
01:20:18.680 --> 01:20:20.479
loud Nobody knows.

1568
01:20:20.760 --> 01:20:24.439
How the back rows the town and smoke chased every

1569
01:20:24.560 --> 01:20:28.000
sign said on a scary broke. Found out quick what

1570
01:20:28.159 --> 01:20:31.319
the dark world is. Don't mind ja pain, it just

1571
01:20:31.399 --> 01:20:39.319
beeds on it. A true thing, panic, true thing, pride, sue.

1572
01:20:39.359 --> 01:20:46.119
There's a fire that survival when the field gets in,

1573
01:20:46.359 --> 01:20:48.039
when I'm born, when.

1574
01:20:47.880 --> 01:20:51.680
The world goes out and your face work, pan hold,

1575
01:20:52.439 --> 01:20:56.319
don't let the darkness done, the kids stilling, And on

1576
01:20:56.439 --> 01:20:59.640
the other time, when the bear comes.

1577
01:20:59.439 --> 01:21:00.680
Back and life go.

1578
01:21:00.960 --> 01:21:05.199
Dimn I wan't bow down on give it. I've seen

1579
01:21:05.520 --> 01:21:07.560
enough to know who wins.

1580
01:21:08.119 --> 01:21:10.279
When the veil in the veil gets there.

1581
01:21:14.199 --> 01:21:17.600
When the veil the veil gets there.

1582
01:21:21.399 --> 01:21:24.680
They go now sis out of code and glass, now

1583
01:21:24.880 --> 01:21:29.199
false prophets talking way too fast, promises glowing in him.

1584
01:21:29.439 --> 01:21:32.159
She made face, but none of that noise can.

1585
01:21:32.159 --> 01:21:33.359
Replace his grace.

1586
01:21:33.600 --> 01:21:36.920
Forms in the distance four us in the home people

1587
01:21:37.000 --> 01:21:39.279
so lost, but they still call it growth.

1588
01:21:39.560 --> 01:21:41.279
Everybody's searching for it.

1589
01:21:41.359 --> 01:21:42.239
God they can tend.

1590
01:21:42.479 --> 01:21:45.920
The shrews has a name, and it won't bread said no,

1591
01:21:46.319 --> 01:21:49.119
big Sadna.

1592
01:21:52.000 --> 01:21:53.680
Over is a nail scar.

1593
01:21:54.159 --> 01:21:59.239
And when the veil gets there in.

1594
01:21:59.239 --> 01:22:02.760
The life man, when the west goes loud in your faith,

1595
01:22:02.840 --> 01:22:04.720
westing over.

1596
01:22:04.560 --> 01:22:07.279
The time, don't hit the targets.

1597
01:22:06.960 --> 01:22:11.319
Sus a treat stilling and on the other So when

1598
01:22:11.359 --> 01:22:15.239
the street comes fast and the life goes in about

1599
01:22:15.399 --> 01:22:21.199
down on again, I've seen enough to no poins. When

1600
01:22:21.239 --> 01:22:24.840
the veil and the vegel gets thin, not every voice

1601
01:22:25.000 --> 01:22:28.920
to sell shut us, and not every sign is come up,

1602
01:22:29.680 --> 01:22:34.439
not every tart made too open. Not every world meets

1603
01:22:34.520 --> 01:22:34.920
you up.

1604
01:22:35.079 --> 01:22:35.359
Frock.

1605
01:22:35.439 --> 01:22:38.840
You stand in the start and tell big Sharman to

1606
01:22:38.960 --> 01:22:43.439
speak the truth. But tone o lod love your enemies,

1607
01:22:43.640 --> 01:22:47.560
bear noise. The mare room bar has never since.

1608
01:22:52.119 --> 01:22:54.680
When the veil gets thick, and the nast.

1609
01:22:54.479 --> 01:22:57.359
Boy, and when the worst goes loud in your faith,

1610
01:22:57.479 --> 01:23:01.159
west end all the time on the head the dark

1611
01:23:01.319 --> 01:23:05.319
that side is a case still raining. On the other side,

1612
01:23:05.760 --> 01:23:08.720
when the fiend comes fast and the lights got down,

1613
01:23:09.079 --> 01:23:10.279
I won't about down.

1614
01:23:10.600 --> 01:23:11.600
I won't give in.

1615
01:23:12.119 --> 01:23:16.359
I've seen enough to know who wins when the veil

1616
01:23:16.479 --> 01:23:22.800
in the veil gets bent, When the veil in the

1617
01:23:22.920 --> 01:23:29.680
bell gets SI can the veil gets

1618
01:23:29.760 --> 01:23:36.039
Bad When my ho stands still