Feb. 19, 2026

Broadcasting Seeds| Jules Breaks Down the Evidence They're Hiding

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Broadcasting Seeds| Jules Breaks Down the Evidence They're Hiding
Broadcasting Seeds| Jules Breaks Down the Evidence They're Hiding
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In this episode of Broadcasting Seeds, host Bennett Tanton engages with Jules from the Greypilled podcast, exploring a wide range of topics including spirituality, ancient deities, personal experiences, and the impact of fear on society. Jules shares his journey into podcasting, the influences that shaped his beliefs, and the importance of questioning established narratives. The conversation delves into the complexities of esoteric knowledge, cultural references, and the significance of faith in navigating modern challenges. Ultimately, the episode encourages listeners to trust their instincts, question everything, and embrace a nuanced understanding of spirituality.

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What if the powers that be wanted you to worship,

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uh something that's not so much an angel but the

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actual fallen angels and then reject these emanations from the Creator,

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these uh, the gods that he sends to Earth to

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do his bidding. What gods are you know who has

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manifested or trying to manifest Heaven on Earth?

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Right now, That's all I have to say.

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Broadcast the Seeds plan Trouth in the Minds.

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Of the Beatle You. Hey, everybody, welcome back to another

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episode of Broadcasting Seeds. I am your host, Bennettanton. Today

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we have Jewels from the Grape Pilled Podcast. Jewels tell

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us who you are, what you do, and where people

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can find you.

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Well, thank you, Bennett. Uh. First off, I just want

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to say thank you for having me. It's been a

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while since we've seen each other. We met on a

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cult rejects, and now I'm like a part of them

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as as well as I'm sure you once like you know,

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you started to be and invited to their shows and

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then considered you kind of, uh, you know, a reject yourself.

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I'm a friend of of I'm gonna I'm an adjacent reject.

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There you go.

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Yeah, all the same. But man, thank you for uh

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for having me on. We we we had to reschedule

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a few weeks ago.

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Uh.

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You know, family comes first and I completely understand that.

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Very happy to be here today. Yeah, guys, what's going on.

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I'm Jelesh, the Mississippi Mystic. There's a lot of names,

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titles people, uh, that that they have bestowed upon me,

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the eloheem etymologist, sound scientist, Sir Julian, the gray and

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there's there's a couple during a couple that that that

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that we won't bring up. But I I am the

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humble host. I'd like to say of the Gray Pilled podcast,

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Gray Piled is my brand. It is a show I

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started almost two years ago. It'll be two years this February,

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so kind of still in its infancy, you know, but

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we're developing and it's it's it's it's come a long way. Uh.

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Started off doing a lot of stuff with The Reality

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is Ours. You know, shout out natean Thomas, those guys. Uh,

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they were the first podcast that I was featured on,

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and me and Nate we had a a degenerate news

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show that we ran on the weekends called Schizo News. Network.

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That's where I first met in Actually, we had Nick

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on and he was appalled, he was mortified, but he

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had a good time, and that's where we kind of connected.

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I did that show for a while as well as

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a show I started off doing with the Paranoid American

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called Sound Science, where he had me on as a guest,

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and me being a drummer in my background in music

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growing up playing in bands and my dad worked for

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a blues label. He actually came on for an episode.

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We'll have somebody on who's in the music world, more

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so in the conspiracy realm as well, and they'll come

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on and you'll give their top five favorite albums and

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why and like their influence behind it, if howis influenced

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them as a musician, or and so that. That's a

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show we do every now and then. I'd say every

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couple of months, will do one. It's always a banger.

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We had Shane Cashman come on Foundering. We had Nicholas Cage,

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just son Western Cage come on, So had a lot

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of banger guests on there. I also had a show

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that's on hiatus right now, but it's a a very

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popular show on Gray Pild called eloheem Etymology. And the

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first guest I ever had on the shows gentleman named

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Adrian West. He's a very good friend of mine. He's

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he's expecting a child right now, so he had to

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step back for a minute. But he's an author, actually

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wrote this book, and this we can talk about that.

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This was a where is Pantheon? I'm gonna try and

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not not everything over? Yeah, baby, Okay, Pantheon won the

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Golden Veins.

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Adrian West and Vincent C. Scilely, his co author from Botswana.

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It kind of gives their takes on these early stories

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of these uh, these sky beings right the Yeah, these

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ancient deities, these entities that had contact with all these

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cultures spread all over the world. None of them knew

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each other, none of them had any contact with each other,

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but yet they had all these similar origin stories and

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their stories of their gods and their ancient cultures and

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it all. You know, there's there's truth that and I

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think that's been hijacked with the ancient aliens thingy, you know,

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the cargo cults, all that stuff. But so Adrian came

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on for episode one and we started eloheim Etymology. We

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started talking It's basically, we picked one of the ancient

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Mesopotamian deities and we kind of dive into who they were,

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their story from a mythology angle. You know. We referenced

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the Lost Book of Inky in it, the Epic of Gilgamesh,

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Book of Enoch, all that stuff, and so some of

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it you got to take with a grain of salt.

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It is our opinion, and we were kind of we

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you know, since then, dude, I've interpreted these stories so differently.

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Now it's it's crazy, you know.

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And I know Adrian's excited to come back to that

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because he was already on a verry. He already was

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explaining the esoteric symbolism behind a lot of these and

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I didn't get it at the time, and now I

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get it, and even more so, I'm like, you know,

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I can't wait for him to come back to the show.

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But because we did thirteen episodes and then it kind

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of went went away, but it's it's coming back. So

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that's a couple of shows the Occult Rejects. Obviously, this

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last year I hopped on with with with those guys

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Shout shout out Nick and Headless and Ethan Jen all

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those people and let's see what other shows I produced

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for Already Dead for a year. I quit doing that

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back in August, but for a year I produced for

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a live call in parapolitical show every Tuesday, Already Dead.

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Austin Picard from the Underclass podcast. Yeah yeah, and Jose

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Gallison from No Way Jose. They have a live show

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that that they do It's Last Man, and uh that

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I did that for a year, ran the comments and

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you know, pulled up the videos and and uh, it

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taught me a lot.

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I met a lot of learning.

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Oh yeah, dude, met tons of people. I have some

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of my most faithful a like faithful audience members from

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their audience, and learned a lot about the para political

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as well. And and all these cults that people like

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to get into, but they they only like scratched the surface, dude,

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Like it goes it's so you know, it goes deep

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into the occult, like it has roots in the ancient occult. Uh.

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And they're all connected in some way, right And oh yeah,

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So that that show opened my eyes to that I

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I had the least knowledge of the para political before

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I produced for them. And so I had a show

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called Sunday Chaos I did with my buddy Conspiracy Extremists,

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one of the hosts of Horseshoes and hand Grenades. That's out, Connie.

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We did it. We ran that show for a while.

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It was an offshoot of a show I did called

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Cryptid Watch, where I would watch cryptid videos with my audience.

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And so so you see like a common theme here.

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You know, I have all these little shows that I do.

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If one doesn't work out and are it kind of

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didn't go anywhere, we'll do fifteen episodes of this show,

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and yeah, maybe we'll come back to that. But there

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is a Patreon show I do every Saturday morning. It's

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one of the reasons but we had to move the

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show to this afternoon with you and I appreciate that, brother.

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Yeah, no worries.

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It is one of the most I think the most

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important show that I do called Esotery book review. Gods

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of the Morning would is what we kind of named it. Yeah,

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a show called God of the Morning would, uh me

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Subliminal Messenger, Season of the Rat and then Nick and

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Headless from the Court Rejects hop on with us from

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time to time. We spent a wheel it lands on

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a book we spend it a second time it lands

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on another book. We figured it out. The first hour

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we do live uh to YouTube x and then uh

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the Disagree to Agree Rumble channel, which is my my

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two co hosts show, and then the private stream to mind.

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We cut in the middle and we go to the

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Patreon UH link for the second book, which we is

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usually a little deeper of a dive. Today we did

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uh Beelzebub's Tales to his Grandson by gert If. We

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started out with that, and then the second one was

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the Orlando book, right, like the area and creation story.

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So it's it's you know, it's it's a lot of

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different stuff that yeah, yeah, and uh, you know, to

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have a different kind of a non biased perspective on everything.

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We have a lot of opinions down there, right because

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I think the truth is somewhere in the middle, right,

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Like it's I don't think that even though we may

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believe that we're one hundred percent correct at times, I

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don't think it's it's always I.

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Mean, my my uh my motto is we don't know shit.

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Yeah. Well I say, once you say you know everything,

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you know nothing.

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Yeah, exactly right. So it's essentially the same thing. It's

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just yeah, I don't. I just really, as soon as

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people think they have it all figured out, it's like.

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Yeah, yeah that or you figure. Like usually in my case,

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you know, you get into these deeper esoteric topics and

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a lot of this ancient symbolism. Like they present to

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us a lot of these numbers and these symbols, and

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this is their definition, right, yep, this is what the

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powers that be or the elite class have given us

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and said, hey, these are what these symbols mean. Deal

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with it. No, if you go back and look, these

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symbols were beautiful, right, beautiful, Like they describe the nature

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of God in so many ways yep, you know. And

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and and it's ancient art and a lot of these

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ancient uh I you know, like carvings and these temples

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and stuff. They're beautiful depictions of you know, emanations of

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of God. I think. And so you know, first we

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came into the show like two years ago thinking that

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everything with angels and demons, fallen angels, you know, it's

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all right. Now I'm at a point, especially like in

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my spirituality, man, like I'm uh, you know, I don't

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view it all as that. I think that's what they

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want us to believe, and in doing so, these things manifest.

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If you have on a mass consciousness level everyone believing

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that all these angels are demons and all these demons

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are angels, what does that do to the spiritual realm? Dude?

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I mean that must turn it upside down? No pun intended, right, yeah,

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on the upside down. But very disappointed on how woke

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they made stranger things. I know, I get started off

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so cool and like the retro and like eighties vibe,

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and then it just got real gay.

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Like, I mean, there's some really agree there's some really

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good things though, like that they that they stayed. One

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of the things I was talking about with my daughters, Well,

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my youngest daughter who's seventeen, and I were watching We

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watched it all. I don't know my other kids. I

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don't think we're like, man, I can't do that. I

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have all I have all daughters.

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So wait, how many daughters do you have?

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Four?

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Oh? My god?

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Yeah, karma's avengeful basically.

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Sorry, but I bet you have a I bet you

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have a great time.

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Man, I have a great time.

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I have one daughter and that embrace and love.

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Yeah, it's a different being else.

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In the world. So I can't imagine four of those.

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And one of the things that would. You will never

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be homeless. I'll say that a lot, because one of

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them is going to still love me at some point.

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You'll always be taken care of her.

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Yeah, And I mean I have my wife too though, whatever.

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You love her wives, yeah, right, you love the wives too, Yeah, no, no, Yeah,

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I've been with my wife for both twelve years. Man,

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She's the she's the reason that I'm here to talk

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to you. Twelve years.

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Nice you we're at twenty one now, so wow.

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Yeah, versu of mine, that's kind of yeah, exactly, It's crazy. Yeah, dude.

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We met when we were teenagers and going to punk

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rock shows. I played drums in a hardcore band, and uh,

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I dated all her friends. She dated all my friends.

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We never dated until we got older, and we dated

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for a couple of years on and off, and we

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would just I mean, I was on we were both

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on pharmaceuticals, right, opiates. Right. I'm very open about my

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past past edition because it is a past life, right,

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you shed that shell, that seric shell, and people that's

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also a curse I've talked about before, like AA it's

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like this constant state of this cycle, keeping you in

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this bondage of like I am an attict. I am

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an addict. Like no, you're fucking not. Yeah, you know,

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I don't have to be you don't have to be right.

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You're giving consent to this entity, this AA entity, which

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is a culture in nature as well. If you look

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into I mean, who's Bob? Have you seen twin peaks?

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I have. I haven't been a long time, though, I've

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got to get back into it. I want to look

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at it. What was the Yeah.

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Comes from there. It comes from like the Discordian Church

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thing and all that, like the the Cult of Bob

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back in the early nineties, which was like the I

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think tied to the Illuminati card game and a lot

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of this other stuff.

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You're cameing off some memories cooled. Yeah, I write these

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things down to wait before we go. The one thing

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I wanted to point out with Stranger Things if you

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caught it at the very end, when when uh he,

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oh god, what's his name? Hop Hop proposed to when

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on a writer whatever her name was, on the show

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I don't remember Joyce and they were talking about moving

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the mystic or not mystic to mon talk. Did you

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catch that? And do you know the significance of mon talk?

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I know about the mon talk project, Yeah.

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The mon Talk project, and that's what a lot of

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stranger things is based on. I thought that was a

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very It was.

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A slippery, little nudge. It was like a little nudge

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to like the actual events that occurred.

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Absolutely, so I thought that was really slippery and fun.

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Yeah, what what only we catch stuff like that? No, exactly,

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it's not meant for the masses to kind of.

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No, it's not, it's not. It's not esoteric, right, it's

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not exoteric.

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Sorry, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's not exoteric.

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It's esoteric. So yes, one other thing, just to get

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this question out of the way, what got you into

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this whole world of high strangeness? This is the question

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I ask every guest that comes on. What got like

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what was the beginning, like the origin story of why

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Like some people it's bigfoot, some people it's alien, some

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people it's paranormal. What what was your entry into this

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whole wild world of high strangeness?

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Well, like I said, I had met my wife when

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I when I was young teen and we dated later on,

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I got her pregnant, secured that lock that in and basically, dude,

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she showed me Bohemian Grove the video. I thought it

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was fake.

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I think Alex Jones one or yes, yeah, nice, okay.

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This this was back in like twenty twelve. Maybe.

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I was a young adult and I really wasn't conspiracy minded.

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I was an atheist growing up, so I never really

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thought about it. And then you know, she shows me that.

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I start kind of looking into it, like I'm like, okay, well, okay,

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let me say this. I guess getting older, you start

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to pay more attention to politics, right. So then a

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few years later, when Trump gets elected in the Hillary

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Clinton stuff is happening, I'm like thrust into this world

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of just like what the fuck, Like what's going on

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right there? You know, they're talking about neffelhem giants being buried,

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yogamesh and like like frazzle drip, and I'm I'm like, dude,

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what you know? Q is a thing which we now

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know was a huge sigh o, you know, And and

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I just started doing research. Man. I was still like

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I you know, I was working in restaurants and still

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fucking around. Didn't have my head in the right place,

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and I paid the price for that and I ended

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up getting clean in twenty eighteen. And while I was

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in treatment well before that, I had a near death

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experience and uh, something saved me, right, I had a

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force saved me. Uh interpreted you know that as the

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Christ right, which I didn't know at the time. You know,

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when when you get into talking about spirituality, I didn't

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know how deep it got, right, And coming from being

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an atheist like that, it was so new to me,

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And so I have a completely new understanding and respect

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for that whole meaning now. You know, I refer to

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myself now as a Christian mystic lean more towards the

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mystic side. Because of how I came into knowing about

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spirituality and these ancient stories and a lot of the

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symbolism there there was. I kind of went right into it,

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you know. There there was no like me interpreted like

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reading the Bible and then having to like, of course,

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I've gone back and read over some other things, and

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I see it completely differently, you know, I see there's

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so many different ways to read a lot of these

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ancient texts. But like first starting to read it, I

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noticed these numbers here and there. I started underlining numbers

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and names and yelloheme, and I'm noticing these themes with

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these I'm reading Sitchen and I'm like, Okay, this may

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not be one hundred percent, but I'm seeing names in

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here that I've seen in the book be Na, that

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I've seen in the Bible. Like I've seen these these

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similar motifs and these stories. This like the symbolism yeah

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all rhymes right right, And so you start to get

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a little schitzo with it. You start to make campy

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on charts.

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It's a lot. It's like drinking throw fire hose man.

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You can't you can't handle all of it.

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Right right, Well I tried to, and uh, dude, I

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mean I start doing uh you know, then I started

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looking into the Rothschilds and the Venetian banking families and

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Alistair Crowley. You know, you start to open these new doors.

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And then like I you know, uh back in twenty

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I guess it was around twenty eighteen, started listening to

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Templeo Hat you know, and.

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That pesky that pesky guy. Oh yeah, he will he'll

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peel the he'll peel it all back off you before

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you know it, man.

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Big up, Sam Man yeah. He Actually they they brought

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me on their show this past year and.

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Yeah, I saw that. It was good. D did a

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great job, thank you.

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Yeah it was. It was a good time. We actually,

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I think, and he messaged me back and we're in

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the talks now about me coming back on the show

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now that we're in the new year, or him coming

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on my show. So uh, stay tuned for that, everybody.

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But but you know, listening to him and the Confessionals,

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those conspiracy guys, I started listening to Mark Steves one

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on one, you know, all these other different people, Isaac Wiseap,

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you know, and eventually.

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Get I got on the show finally, no shit, Yeah.

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He's dude, get him to talk Twin Peaks. I have

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to get him to come on to talk. He's the

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only other person in the occult symbolism podcasting world that

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is as privy to Twin Peaks as I am. Like,

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we watched season one to Firewalk with Me and then

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season three the return on Patreon.

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Nice.

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Yeah, dude, like took took them near six months, but

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we got through it. Oh my god, it's my favorite.

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It's my favorite show. It's my favorite. Either that or

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if you want to go to mainstream. The Sopranos, it's

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the best show ever created, hands down. That's undeniable at

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the time, that era, the aesthetic, the acting dude very much.

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Fucking uh Frank Vincent and uh you know all those

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mob guys that are gone now, you know, like that

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was just beautiful. Man's beautiful, and culture will like if

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you're if you're an Italian, like, that's that's just you

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should be proud of what David Chase did there. Yeah,

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for sure, I think that. Yeah, dude, Like I was

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getting surgery and they put me under with ketamine and

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I literally had I was watching The Sopranos and this

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like uh but and I come out of surgery talking

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about the Sopranos.

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I don't know that's wild, but uh, you know.

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So I start to go down these rabbit holes and

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probably annoying the ship out of my wife, you know,

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coming home every day being like look what I found,

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you know, like and she's what what's that meme where

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it's like I'm home, honey, here to tell you about

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the glow or here here, here to tell you about

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the Babylonian cults and how they're trying to enslave our

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minds and it hits her on the other side, just

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like this old woman, just like, yes, dear.

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My wife, My wife and I are at the point

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now where it's like, how was your podcast? They said

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it went great, and that's where we leave it because

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otherwise just like too many words, too many words.

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Yeah, I'll blow yeah, my my my wife will be like,

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all right, I don't know what any of that means,

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but I think sounds very cool and interesting, and I

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love you, and I'm like, I love I love you.

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But you know, like I said, if it wasn't for her,

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she she was like, hey, you should really start a podcast.

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She was like, you you know about this stuff. You're

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good at remembering what you read. Uh, you know, I'm

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good at talking to people. But then once you start podcasting,

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you're like uh and uh but you know the you

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know and uh, but it's like you don't even know

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how to talk. You lose all that and then you

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kind of have to learn, like, I don't know, it's weird. Uh,

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Like it's not. I don't know. You could say it's

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the same as interacting with people in person, but it's

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really not. No, yeah, yeah, it's completely different.

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There is a learning curve.

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There is there is, but you get it eventually. I

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think anyone can do it, you know. So I I

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just I message pair. I messaged the Paranoid American and

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I sent them my Pantheon charts and I was like, hey, dude,

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what do you think about this? He was like, I

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actually think you may have something here. This is this

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is crazy because it was like, yeah, I mean, dude,

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I was connecting these angels from Enoch with these these

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entities from ancient Sumeria and you know, and then coming

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into Egypt right through Babylon and uh A, Syria, the

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Acadian culture all that stuff, and you know, the Reality

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of Ours took a chance on me. And yeah, the

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next my second show I did after that was Parent

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was with paran North American and Donut. Yeah that was

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episode two of Grapefield Man. And so from then, from

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then on, you know, I was doing stuff with realities ours.

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I had Adrian on and we started doing stuff together,

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the stuff with my buddy Chef from Sunday Night Secret Society.

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I don't know, have you ever know Chef? I know, Chef,

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Chef's good people man Chef. And then my my buddy

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Cody from Odd fellows Brand, who uh, unfortunately I think

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has passed away. I don't haven't talked to him. And

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you know, it's one of those situations right where you

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know this guy is, he's brilliant, brilliant mind. He made

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great Like dude, my first couple of logos were made

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by him, like, oh, you know, he was great at

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what he did, but he had a lot of demons, right, yeah,

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you know a lot of stuff he was dealing with.

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Yeah.

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The mother of his daughter was also just just tear

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from what I saw, just awful person. But then again

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she maybe just saw you know what we didn't see, right, yeah.

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True.

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Eventually we never heard from him again. I did an

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episode called Balls Deep with him talking about Ballhamon and

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this and that, and then I tried to contact him

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to do another episode and he's like I can't and

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I'm like all right, well i'll talk to you later

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and he hung up, and uh yeah, man, that's kind

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of messed from me. Uh, Me and Nate from Reality's Ours,

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we'll talk about it here and there whenever we get

461
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on a show. We'll be like, well, loving Cody and

462
00:27:01.440 --> 00:27:04.920
I hope you're okay. It's it's it's actually very sad. Uh.

463
00:27:05.039 --> 00:27:06.880
There's a lot of people who start who watch my

464
00:27:06.920 --> 00:27:09.039
show early on who know what I'm talking about, and

465
00:27:09.079 --> 00:27:12.720
they're like, dude, yeah, that's like it. It is like

466
00:27:13.000 --> 00:27:14.799
I don't know, maybe somebody will make a video about

467
00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:19.119
it in twenty years. Well maybe he's good, right, maybe

468
00:27:19.279 --> 00:27:22.000
got shit together, like I I hope you never know, man,

469
00:27:22.119 --> 00:27:24.640
I hope, man, I hope he went back to his

470
00:27:24.680 --> 00:27:25.440
family and.

471
00:27:25.440 --> 00:27:28.599
Sometimes maybe like these are the things like some people like,

472
00:27:28.720 --> 00:27:31.000
I mean, we love doing this stuff and like it

473
00:27:31.240 --> 00:27:34.640
kind of like it just fuels me, right, But some

474
00:27:34.720 --> 00:27:37.960
people maybe it's the exact opposite, Like some people like

475
00:27:38.000 --> 00:27:40.359
it just opens up too many doors for them. They

476
00:27:40.359 --> 00:27:44.200
can't they can't manage it, and so they just need

477
00:27:44.599 --> 00:27:48.440
more simple or something. You never know. I mean, I

478
00:27:48.559 --> 00:27:50.480
know a guy that was like that, where him and

479
00:27:50.519 --> 00:27:56.039
I had a podcast. This was eight nine years ago.

480
00:27:56.680 --> 00:27:58.200
Oh so you've been doing this for a while.

481
00:27:58.279 --> 00:28:02.000
Oh I've been, well, not this though, I had some

482
00:28:02.039 --> 00:28:06.720
other podcasts that were more veteran centric. I'm going all

483
00:28:06.759 --> 00:28:12.799
the way back to twenty fourteen. So yeah, man, that's

484
00:28:12.799 --> 00:28:16.839
been doing this for ten plus years now at this point. Yeah.

485
00:28:17.039 --> 00:28:22.279
So I mean, so we we do you talk about

486
00:28:22.279 --> 00:28:28.559
some serious like unconventional or under reported topics, right, what

487
00:28:28.559 --> 00:28:33.319
what how do you decide like what deserves a deep dive?

488
00:28:35.160 --> 00:28:37.000
Like do you have a process in that or do

489
00:28:37.079 --> 00:28:39.319
you just like, you know, well, it's.

490
00:28:39.319 --> 00:28:44.279
It's really, dude, anything presented to us at face value,

491
00:28:44.319 --> 00:28:48.039
I think deserves to be looked into. Yeah. When you

492
00:28:48.079 --> 00:28:50.640
look to the past, you know, it's like, you know,

493
00:28:52.160 --> 00:28:55.799
history has just seemed like it's it's doomed to repeat itself. Right,

494
00:28:55.880 --> 00:28:58.599
Oh my god, where are we going wrong? And it's like, well,

495
00:28:58.680 --> 00:29:02.640
people aren't people are just trusting what you know, we

496
00:29:02.759 --> 00:29:05.960
used to live in such a trusting society and antiquity

497
00:29:06.119 --> 00:29:10.839
or like that. And uh, there is a you could

498
00:29:10.880 --> 00:29:13.880
say the entities that I spent so long talk talking

499
00:29:13.920 --> 00:29:18.440
about are in control of a certain priests class. Uh

500
00:29:18.680 --> 00:29:20.599
you know, you could do. And some people call it

501
00:29:20.640 --> 00:29:25.200
the illuminati. Uh you know it's it's uh manifesting right

502
00:29:25.240 --> 00:29:27.880
now as a certain nation state. I'm sure you know

503
00:29:27.880 --> 00:29:28.720
what I'm talking about.

504
00:29:28.960 --> 00:29:31.799
Yeah, do you hear that? Yeah? That was a well

505
00:29:31.839 --> 00:29:34.759
I just had a sirens go by.

506
00:29:34.920 --> 00:29:40.079
But do you hear the interference or is that just.

507
00:29:40.079 --> 00:29:43.880
Me be you? I just had a I just had

508
00:29:43.920 --> 00:29:46.559
a cop car fly by my house. It had to

509
00:29:46.599 --> 00:29:51.440
have been by my house because that's weird. Anyway.

510
00:29:52.039 --> 00:29:53.839
Yeah, no, I just heard I heard some interference. I

511
00:29:53.880 --> 00:29:55.599
don't know if that is that that was in my phone.

512
00:29:55.599 --> 00:29:58.000
I put my phone inside. So yeah, I know what.

513
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.240
And we start till you start moving towards a certain topic.

514
00:30:02.359 --> 00:30:05.720
And yeah, man, I'm telling you. I I always say

515
00:30:05.759 --> 00:30:08.400
there's a prayer that I always say before I podcast.

516
00:30:09.319 --> 00:30:12.640
That's cool and it and it usually does a It

517
00:30:12.720 --> 00:30:16.119
usually does the trick usually. I mean sometimes it doesn't.

518
00:30:16.200 --> 00:30:20.680
Like I've had I've had some wild shit happen. Well,

519
00:30:20.759 --> 00:30:23.880
and I know you have to, but like my my

520
00:30:24.039 --> 00:30:27.880
door would just open for no reason, you know, yeah

521
00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:32.160
to my studio or uh, you know, glitches and all

522
00:30:32.240 --> 00:30:34.359
kinds of stuff. So it does happen.

523
00:30:34.519 --> 00:30:37.359
I went on Nephelm Dev Squad to talk about and

524
00:30:37.400 --> 00:30:40.279
shout out nds. They they were a very big part

525
00:30:40.519 --> 00:30:46.039
of Gray Pilled, uh the the uh getting my name

526
00:30:46.039 --> 00:30:49.359
out there, getting my audience where it is today. I

527
00:30:49.920 --> 00:30:50.839
love Top and Raven.

528
00:30:51.079 --> 00:30:52.599
I've been on there twice now.

529
00:30:52.960 --> 00:30:56.279
They're awesome dudes, and they are awesome. They they supported

530
00:30:56.279 --> 00:30:59.720
Gray Pilled a bunch of those guys and they're they're

531
00:31:00.039 --> 00:31:02.759
doing their own thing right now, and and they're crushing it, dude.

532
00:31:02.759 --> 00:31:07.920
And I was just telling so that's pretty cool.

533
00:31:08.079 --> 00:31:11.880
Oh yeah, man, you should tell it's it's given this

534
00:31:12.000 --> 00:31:15.279
new life to the show and to see where it

535
00:31:15.319 --> 00:31:18.200
came from. Man, it just makes me very happy to

536
00:31:18.200 --> 00:31:19.960
be a part of that, you know, and and to

537
00:31:20.039 --> 00:31:23.119
have roots in that. But I went on to talk

538
00:31:23.119 --> 00:31:29.359
about lamashe To, uh, the ancient Sumerian demon of destruction

539
00:31:30.599 --> 00:31:34.599
and disease and uh, because they were summoning it on SNL.

540
00:31:35.680 --> 00:31:38.279
They had Lady Gaga on SNL and they were doing

541
00:31:38.319 --> 00:31:41.680
this ritual to lamashe To and then tried to throw

542
00:31:41.680 --> 00:31:44.160
in some Indiana Jones Lord to make it seem like

543
00:31:44.240 --> 00:31:47.440
all pop culturey, and it's just like, no, we see

544
00:31:47.480 --> 00:31:50.160
what you are doing here lamashe Too. I saw it immediately,

545
00:31:50.200 --> 00:31:53.079
and I said, what the hell is going on? They're

546
00:31:53.119 --> 00:31:56.480
doing ancient Sumerian invocations on SNL now, and it's a

547
00:31:56.519 --> 00:32:01.279
fucking bit. I don't think so, I don't think so man,

548
00:32:01.400 --> 00:32:03.839
I just won't say anything else. So I went on

549
00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:08.319
NDS to talk about this Lamastu deity, and they're like

550
00:32:08.400 --> 00:32:11.960
half the chat ended up believing they were like, dude,

551
00:32:12.079 --> 00:32:16.680
something's going on. There's a weird energy here. Yeah, uh

552
00:32:17.160 --> 00:32:19.160
gotta got it.

553
00:32:19.680 --> 00:32:20.039
Got it.

554
00:32:20.279 --> 00:32:23.839
We were just like, all right, well let's let's let's

555
00:32:23.880 --> 00:32:26.680
move on to a different subject. Like but you could

556
00:32:26.720 --> 00:32:31.079
feel like, you know, bringing up that entity's name did something.

557
00:32:31.440 --> 00:32:37.200
So I think prayer is important, dude, absolutely. And you know,

558
00:32:37.319 --> 00:32:41.039
if if people you know, this is one thing that

559
00:32:41.119 --> 00:32:45.160
I have talked about lately, is who's writing our history

560
00:32:46.319 --> 00:32:49.759
and who's telling us what is what? You know, the

561
00:32:50.279 --> 00:32:54.680
the name of God? Right, like, because when you go

562
00:32:54.799 --> 00:32:59.880
into some of these alternative text in these stories, you

563
00:33:00.119 --> 00:33:04.000
kind of see like this whole other thing happening, right,

564
00:33:05.640 --> 00:33:09.599
and uh, the story of humanity I I. And this

565
00:33:09.720 --> 00:33:11.880
is just a theory. Is It's like, is it being

566
00:33:12.039 --> 00:33:15.640
subverted by this ancient priests class to fit their narrative

567
00:33:16.119 --> 00:33:20.240
and so in doing so, all this stuff plays out

568
00:33:20.240 --> 00:33:25.440
in their favor, you know, I do. And it could

569
00:33:25.440 --> 00:33:28.519
be like I said the other day, like the Battle

570
00:33:28.559 --> 00:33:33.000
of the Aggrigor, right, the the idea behind a certain

571
00:33:33.039 --> 00:33:38.440
culture or a certain people that does the battles in

572
00:33:38.480 --> 00:33:42.680
the celestial realm, because in ancient times we would battle here, right,

573
00:33:42.960 --> 00:33:48.480
we we would you know, fight and fields and stuff,

574
00:33:48.839 --> 00:33:54.599
and that was all attributed to the the ancient gods.

575
00:33:54.880 --> 00:33:55.079
Right.

576
00:33:55.839 --> 00:33:59.839
Oh, I even think now I'm a veteran. I was

577
00:33:59.880 --> 00:34:02.599
a the military for ten years and then in the

578
00:34:03.720 --> 00:34:04.960
I'm still technically.

579
00:34:05.160 --> 00:34:08.880
Another common theme in the conspiracy world, man, people who

580
00:34:08.960 --> 00:34:12.840
used to be on opiates, or people who you who

581
00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:17.800
are ex military yep, yeah, or both, or comedians yeah shit.

582
00:34:18.199 --> 00:34:22.320
For some reason though, it just my eyes were open

583
00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:28.360
to certain things and saw things that I couldn't unsee.

584
00:34:28.559 --> 00:34:31.960
And it just sends you down rabbit holes and rabbit

585
00:34:32.000 --> 00:34:37.360
trails and whatnot, and you can't you just can't see

586
00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:37.920
that stuff.

587
00:34:38.119 --> 00:34:39.679
And that's the thing, dude. And when you look to

588
00:34:39.719 --> 00:34:41.840
the past, you're like, wait a minute, there's a pattern here.

589
00:34:42.840 --> 00:34:45.119
We need to pay attention to this. What they want

590
00:34:45.159 --> 00:34:49.719
you to do is to you know, watch the you know,

591
00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:54.280
watch the football. Pay bread and circus man, Yeah, all

592
00:34:54.280 --> 00:34:56.639
the bread and circus and all that. That's what they're

593
00:34:56.679 --> 00:35:00.320
doing with all these new shiny technological things. Are like, oh,

594
00:35:00.440 --> 00:35:03.440
go buy this thing. That doesn't it's not worth a shit.

595
00:35:03.880 --> 00:35:06.599
And that's I think a side off in itself. I

596
00:35:06.639 --> 00:35:09.400
think they're presenting these things to us, but they're making

597
00:35:09.440 --> 00:35:11.880
the actual it's the same phone from ten years ago.

598
00:35:12.239 --> 00:35:13.639
Yeah, they're just regranting it.

599
00:35:13.599 --> 00:35:16.119
To something different. It's the same they're doing with these entities.

600
00:35:17.400 --> 00:35:20.159
And so when you start to realize that, hey, wait

601
00:35:20.159 --> 00:35:24.719
a minute, this isn't the complete truth, and in fact,

602
00:35:25.000 --> 00:35:31.440
it's the subversion and it's actually everything that you know

603
00:35:31.880 --> 00:35:34.880
these one people are doing, They're they're putting on everyone else,

604
00:35:35.199 --> 00:35:38.559
right yep, and uh, and then they're getting us to

605
00:35:38.559 --> 00:35:42.039
fight each other right through more subversive means.

606
00:35:42.960 --> 00:35:46.039
I mean, it's just with everything that's happening right now.

607
00:35:46.480 --> 00:35:50.280
Yeah, they're browbeating people their spirituality absolutely wild.

608
00:35:51.480 --> 00:35:55.079
I just did the so I do a Sunday episode

609
00:35:55.280 --> 00:35:59.519
that I mean, it's recorded obviously, but it's I've gone

610
00:35:59.519 --> 00:36:03.800
through every I'm going through every book. Well, I'm going

611
00:36:03.800 --> 00:36:07.119
through the Bible in a supernatural sense, right absolutely, and

612
00:36:07.239 --> 00:36:11.199
that side so uh right now. So the episode I

613
00:36:11.360 --> 00:36:16.119
just recorded it earlier today, it'll be out tomorrow is

614
00:36:16.360 --> 00:36:23.920
uh on Daniel, mainly Daniel and the and other minor prophets, right,

615
00:36:24.000 --> 00:36:27.639
and the story in Daniel obviously with the I mean

616
00:36:27.800 --> 00:36:33.000
that is uh, that's the Prince of Persia. That's Michael

617
00:36:33.079 --> 00:36:36.280
having to intercede. And then you also talk about Gabriel

618
00:36:36.960 --> 00:36:40.920
coming down and giving him, you know, prophecy in essence

619
00:36:41.119 --> 00:36:47.239
or giving him vision. And you know, I I totally

620
00:36:47.280 --> 00:36:51.280
believe that that stuff is happening, no, no doubt in

621
00:36:51.280 --> 00:36:54.760
my mind. The what do they call it, the principalities

622
00:36:54.800 --> 00:36:59.639
and powers? Right, and that's who that's who controls what's

623
00:36:59.679 --> 00:37:02.000
going on. I mean, I feel like there's more to it.

624
00:37:02.119 --> 00:37:04.960
I don't think it's that simplistic. Well, they have.

625
00:37:05.039 --> 00:37:10.320
To use physical vessels to do their bidding, right, yeah, correct.

626
00:37:10.400 --> 00:37:11.400
Yeah.

627
00:37:11.440 --> 00:37:13.440
So when you're talking about reading the Bible, when I

628
00:37:13.480 --> 00:37:15.840
went back and read it, this was what I was

629
00:37:15.840 --> 00:37:17.639
talking about earlier that I was kind of like, wait

630
00:37:17.679 --> 00:37:20.599
a minute, I started to notice these things Genesis thirty

631
00:37:20.599 --> 00:37:24.360
two and I'm going to read this. Then the man said,

632
00:37:24.440 --> 00:37:27.159
let me go for it as daybreak, but Jacob replied,

633
00:37:27.280 --> 00:37:29.480
I will not let you go unless you bless me.

634
00:37:29.559 --> 00:37:32.159
And he's talking to God here, right, he's wrestling with

635
00:37:32.199 --> 00:37:35.440
this guy and this could be interpreted as physical. I

636
00:37:35.519 --> 00:37:39.119
think this is something he's spiritual that he's going through

637
00:37:39.519 --> 00:37:44.079
and initiation because this is Genesis thirty two, right. So

638
00:37:45.559 --> 00:37:48.039
the man asked him, what is your name, Jacob? He answered.

639
00:37:48.159 --> 00:37:50.159
Then the man said, your name will no longer be Jacob,

640
00:37:50.199 --> 00:37:52.599
but Israel because you have struggle with God and with

641
00:37:52.679 --> 00:37:55.719
humans and have overcome. So he's reborn into this new name.

642
00:37:55.840 --> 00:37:56.000
Right.

643
00:37:56.280 --> 00:37:59.519
He goes through this this you could say ancient free

644
00:37:59.519 --> 00:38:06.199
Masonic ritual. Right, and then he says, you have struggle

645
00:38:06.239 --> 00:38:08.960
with God and with humans and have and have overcome.

646
00:38:09.280 --> 00:38:11.239
Jacob said, please tell me your name. But he but

647
00:38:11.320 --> 00:38:13.639
he but he replied, why do you ask my name?

648
00:38:13.800 --> 00:38:17.079
Then he blessed him. There nothing else? Right, then he said,

649
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:20.039
So Jacob called the place pennial.

650
00:38:22.239 --> 00:38:22.599
Lovely.

651
00:38:23.679 --> 00:38:25.400
What what word did I just say?

652
00:38:25.639 --> 00:38:28.440
Yeah? Panil, Panil peniel?

653
00:38:29.119 --> 00:38:30.320
Where did that come from?

654
00:38:30.800 --> 00:38:31.800
Yeah?

655
00:38:31.880 --> 00:38:35.360
And and so and then it goes right into thirty

656
00:38:35.440 --> 00:38:38.599
three Genesis.

657
00:38:38.159 --> 00:38:39.480
Thirty thirty three.

658
00:38:39.719 --> 00:38:46.039
So Jacob just went through an initiation and was reborn

659
00:38:46.079 --> 00:38:51.320
as Israel. Uh, and he accessed his panial gland. So

660
00:38:51.400 --> 00:38:54.000
Jacob called the place panil, saying it is because I

661
00:38:54.079 --> 00:38:59.280
saw God face to face. So he saw God. Right,

662
00:39:00.679 --> 00:39:04.400
you could interpret this is him wrestling within leo some

663
00:39:04.480 --> 00:39:09.320
Ananaki or because the Ananaki love their wrestling matches. You

664
00:39:09.440 --> 00:39:15.480
go back into UH primordial times on Nibiru Anu and Uh,

665
00:39:15.519 --> 00:39:20.000
the exiled king Alailu, who uh the face on Mars

666
00:39:20.119 --> 00:39:24.400
is attributed to. They have this ancient wrestling match and

667
00:39:24.440 --> 00:39:27.800
then uh, I can't say his name to too many

668
00:39:28.079 --> 00:39:32.400
a's a Lailu is exiled and goes to Earth. He

669
00:39:32.480 --> 00:39:35.400
steals all these nuclear weapons and comes to Earth with them,

670
00:39:35.440 --> 00:39:38.719
and then later on they have another wrestling match on Earth.

671
00:39:39.159 --> 00:39:41.599
They get naked and they wrestle. You know, it's it's uh.

672
00:39:41.599 --> 00:39:43.599
And you see the same thing in the ancient Norse

673
00:39:43.599 --> 00:39:47.639
stories with the with the Jotan, the ice giants, yep,

674
00:39:47.840 --> 00:39:50.760
and and and dude, uh.

675
00:39:52.000 --> 00:39:56.800
And there's some hind stuff too, some Hindu stories that

676
00:39:57.039 --> 00:39:58.440
cross reference as well.

677
00:39:58.559 --> 00:40:01.320
So yep, you could say every culture. And so Au

678
00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:05.039
gets his manhood bitten off, which I think is symbolic, right,

679
00:40:06.800 --> 00:40:09.119
And so dude, I mean it's just so. I mean

680
00:40:09.119 --> 00:40:11.559
you see that. You see he's in this ancient wrestling

681
00:40:11.599 --> 00:40:19.519
match and then he is initiated. That's my interpretation of it. Yeah,

682
00:40:19.559 --> 00:40:22.639
And a lot of people disagree with me. Yeah, of course,

683
00:40:23.360 --> 00:40:28.239
And that's okay, you know, it's fine, absolutely, But stuff

684
00:40:28.280 --> 00:40:32.360
like that you find all throughout the Bible. You know, yeah,

685
00:40:32.480 --> 00:40:35.239
Christ saying and dude, this is something I've got a

686
00:40:35.280 --> 00:40:38.599
lot of push back lately. But you know, if if

687
00:40:39.199 --> 00:40:43.920
if it's truth, then we should at least consider it, right,

688
00:40:44.079 --> 00:40:48.760
I mean, the three Days in the Tomb is an

689
00:40:48.800 --> 00:40:52.400
ancient Ossyrian initiation that goes all the way back to

690
00:40:52.440 --> 00:40:57.119
the first mystery schools, to the Illucinian mystery schools. The

691
00:40:57.159 --> 00:40:59.960
three days in the tomb and him telling his disciple

692
00:41:00.199 --> 00:41:03.199
to be whyse as serpents the initiates of a certain

693
00:41:03.239 --> 00:41:07.760
priesthood used to be called serpents yep, And so like,

694
00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:12.079
there's all these things that refer to practices in the

695
00:41:12.119 --> 00:41:14.960
ancient past. And you know they they want to say

696
00:41:14.960 --> 00:41:18.880
that the earth is this many years old, right, Well,

697
00:41:19.039 --> 00:41:23.920
automatically we know that's not true. These cultures date back

698
00:41:24.000 --> 00:41:26.199
thousands and thousands of years yep.

699
00:41:26.519 --> 00:41:30.360
This and in what it doesn't even matter, right, not

700
00:41:30.559 --> 00:41:33.320
really right at this point, this is what I try

701
00:41:33.360 --> 00:41:37.199
to talk to people about. Well, I'm starting two more right,

702
00:41:37.360 --> 00:41:40.280
opening up, So it doesn't even matter. It doesn't matter

703
00:41:40.320 --> 00:41:43.960
for a six thousand or six million, It doesn't matter,

704
00:41:44.480 --> 00:41:48.320
the fact is is that it happened, right, right.

705
00:41:48.400 --> 00:41:52.199
And so when you look at some of these esoteric

706
00:41:52.360 --> 00:41:56.679
undertones and all like dude, it's just like people reject

707
00:41:56.719 --> 00:42:01.719
them because they're taught anything have to do with the

708
00:42:01.760 --> 00:42:08.960
word ac cult is the money, it's deception, and it's

709
00:42:08.960 --> 00:42:13.840
from Satan. Literally, these people know that Satan is not

710
00:42:14.039 --> 00:42:17.960
even an entity. Satan is a title. It's it's it's

711
00:42:18.039 --> 00:42:22.800
a job title. Yeah, you are Satan to this certain deity.

712
00:42:23.840 --> 00:42:29.159
Pollock not a deity. It's a type of sacrifice. It's

713
00:42:29.239 --> 00:42:32.840
called a mulk sacrifice. And they would do mult sacrifices

714
00:42:32.880 --> 00:42:35.239
to ball Yep particularly.

715
00:42:35.920 --> 00:42:37.960
Yeah, I mean they even talk about that in the

716
00:42:37.960 --> 00:42:39.679
Bible too. It's like people miss.

717
00:42:39.480 --> 00:42:42.440
It right right, and then they talk about hell, hell's

718
00:42:42.480 --> 00:42:45.159
not even in the Bible. Get h or the value

719
00:42:45.159 --> 00:42:46.920
of Hanome And I just put this short out shout

720
00:42:46.960 --> 00:42:51.000
out esoteric. Eddy one of a big influences on me

721
00:42:51.119 --> 00:42:55.719
starting the show as well. You know, he uh he taught,

722
00:42:55.760 --> 00:42:58.239
He came on, talked about the value of Hanome. This

723
00:42:58.360 --> 00:43:01.400
place where people would go and this was referred to

724
00:43:01.400 --> 00:43:04.360
in the Bible as Gehenna, where they would go and

725
00:43:04.400 --> 00:43:08.440
their soul would be forever destroyed. Right now, I think

726
00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:10.239
it would be destroyed because they would go and they

727
00:43:10.239 --> 00:43:13.679
would do ritual child sacrifices there. This was a place

728
00:43:13.679 --> 00:43:16.639
where people dump their trash exactly.

729
00:43:17.599 --> 00:43:18.920
Yet and like.

730
00:43:19.199 --> 00:43:22.199
Now it's a beautiful valley, but this used to be

731
00:43:22.400 --> 00:43:29.039
used for ritual sacrifices to alpire balhamon to Yahweh. Yep,

732
00:43:29.519 --> 00:43:32.639
people don't. People are presented with an idea and they go, well,

733
00:43:32.679 --> 00:43:35.039
I'm they told me this, so this must be true.

734
00:43:35.320 --> 00:43:39.559
Go look into who Yahweh really is. Go look into

735
00:43:39.599 --> 00:43:43.719
the ancient Canaanite Phoenician pantheon, the son of El, brother

736
00:43:43.800 --> 00:43:46.760
of Ball, and look at who this guy really is.

737
00:43:48.639 --> 00:43:53.440
And then if you go and you research the god

738
00:43:53.639 --> 00:43:59.760
set from Egypt, he was the only adversarial deity in Egypt.

739
00:44:00.159 --> 00:44:02.719
Was this set with the head of a donkey?

740
00:44:03.400 --> 00:44:03.679
Yep?

741
00:44:03.920 --> 00:44:07.239
Right, and and so Yahweh was once described as having

742
00:44:07.280 --> 00:44:10.079
a head of a donkey, I believe in some of

743
00:44:10.159 --> 00:44:15.079
the Eugarritic texts. Yeah, yep, yeah, and and and so

744
00:44:15.679 --> 00:44:19.159
who else would be the adversary to Egypt to bring

745
00:44:19.519 --> 00:44:22.960
these people out of slavery or whatever? Is this other?

746
00:44:23.199 --> 00:44:27.679
This opposing god to Osyrius, even the pharaoh being drowned

747
00:44:28.400 --> 00:44:32.760
was a like a slight against them, saying Haha, we

748
00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:38.480
drowned your god o Cyrus. Yeah. Yeah, it's all like, dude,

749
00:44:38.519 --> 00:44:43.199
it's it's the story we are presented, is not. It

750
00:44:43.239 --> 00:44:47.199
is so it is such a small part of a

751
00:44:47.320 --> 00:44:49.079
much bigger and.

752
00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:51.360
I think it's very sanitized.

753
00:44:52.639 --> 00:44:57.000
Oh dude, it's so it's coded for people to just

754
00:44:57.159 --> 00:45:02.159
it's literally this one way and anything outside veering in

755
00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:07.199
any direction is is a heresy. It is and people

756
00:45:07.360 --> 00:45:10.639
buy into it. I think people even feel that they

757
00:45:10.679 --> 00:45:13.400
shouldn't buy into it, and they do it anyway out

758
00:45:13.400 --> 00:45:13.920
of fear.

759
00:45:14.519 --> 00:45:20.599
Yeah, which to me, it's it's a red flag if

760
00:45:20.639 --> 00:45:23.599
I'm if I'm being told that this is the way

761
00:45:23.599 --> 00:45:25.519
it is and this is the only way it is,

762
00:45:25.559 --> 00:45:27.920
and that it's not. It's not even that this is

763
00:45:28.000 --> 00:45:30.039
the only way it is. It's like this is the

764
00:45:30.119 --> 00:45:34.239
story and there's no other way to interpret it with

765
00:45:34.239 --> 00:45:41.239
with any any other inputs. I I just have a

766
00:45:41.280 --> 00:45:43.559
problem with that in my gut, you know what I mean,

767
00:45:43.639 --> 00:45:46.480
in my in my heart, I feel.

768
00:45:46.159 --> 00:45:49.320
It like yea, you feel like spiritually.

769
00:45:49.440 --> 00:45:53.320
Like something's off here and like things that they tell

770
00:45:53.360 --> 00:45:56.880
me are satanic. I just can't I can't believe. I

771
00:45:56.920 --> 00:46:01.599
don't believe you because I know how I feel. I

772
00:46:01.639 --> 00:46:04.320
know how I feel when I'm when I'm performing or

773
00:46:04.440 --> 00:46:08.400
doing so. I I've done reiki. I'm a reki and

774
00:46:08.440 --> 00:46:10.800
I don't like to use the term reiki master because

775
00:46:10.800 --> 00:46:13.599
I don't. I don't use reiki. It's not reiki.

776
00:46:13.840 --> 00:46:16.880
It's just that they present in the New Age as Yeah.

777
00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:20.039
Yeah, I don't use the symbols. I don't do any

778
00:46:20.039 --> 00:46:22.679
of that. It's all from my heart. It's all from

779
00:46:23.079 --> 00:46:28.000
the my surroundings. It's all that, it's all energy, it's all.

780
00:46:27.840 --> 00:46:32.360
People don't want to accept. When you encounter the Holy Spirit, the.

781
00:46:32.639 --> 00:46:36.719
I literally, I literally asked the Holy Spirit to to

782
00:46:36.800 --> 00:46:39.000
assist me and help me, and and I.

783
00:46:39.039 --> 00:46:41.880
Ask the Holy Spirit to give me discernment on this path,

784
00:46:41.920 --> 00:46:44.199
and he's led me to where I am now looking

785
00:46:44.239 --> 00:46:46.039
into my ancestral faith.

786
00:46:46.760 --> 00:46:49.920
So and I am not deceived. I know I'm not.

787
00:46:50.280 --> 00:46:51.039
I just feel it.

788
00:46:51.159 --> 00:46:55.000
Bit They if someone tells you you're deceived, and you

789
00:46:55.079 --> 00:46:59.639
believe that, you have just consented to the deception, and

790
00:46:59.679 --> 00:47:02.679
you will fall into even more deception by doing that,

791
00:47:02.719 --> 00:47:03.400
I think yes.

792
00:47:03.599 --> 00:47:05.039
And I love the word consent.

793
00:47:05.760 --> 00:47:09.320
Oh dude, it's so it's so important, and you know

794
00:47:09.760 --> 00:47:12.159
it's easier to trick a man than convince him he

795
00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:12.880
has been tricked.

796
00:47:13.960 --> 00:47:19.199
Yeah, And we talked about like cleansing our podcasts to

797
00:47:19.280 --> 00:47:23.000
an extent, right, I'm telling you whenever, there's plenty of

798
00:47:23.000 --> 00:47:24.800
times when I haven't thought about it in a while.

799
00:47:25.800 --> 00:47:29.000
I can't it would something, won't even let the word

800
00:47:29.159 --> 00:47:32.480
consent come into my head, like to remember how to

801
00:47:32.519 --> 00:47:35.119
tell people that, you know what I'm saying.

802
00:47:35.840 --> 00:47:38.239
Well, I'm at a point now, Bennett where I don't

803
00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:40.039
know if I can have people come on and just

804
00:47:40.119 --> 00:47:40.760
fear monger.

805
00:47:41.360 --> 00:47:43.239
No, I can't. It's hard, dude.

806
00:47:43.440 --> 00:47:46.719
It's it's this echo chamber, stuck in this cycle of

807
00:47:46.840 --> 00:47:50.320
just like we're we're scared. We're scared, we're scared, and

808
00:47:50.360 --> 00:47:52.719
we have nothing to do about you know, but you

809
00:47:52.719 --> 00:47:56.800
know we'll be provided with a savior or a hero

810
00:47:57.400 --> 00:48:01.840
or a solution. No, they tell you that in order

811
00:48:01.880 --> 00:48:07.480
to keep you asleep, Yeah, from going into these deeper truths. Man,

812
00:48:07.559 --> 00:48:10.639
I mean, and the thing is they do it themselves.

813
00:48:11.960 --> 00:48:13.599
Yeah, these these.

814
00:48:13.400 --> 00:48:17.159
People who are controlling most of you know, the bad

815
00:48:17.199 --> 00:48:21.039
shit happening in the world right now. They still worship

816
00:48:21.159 --> 00:48:26.679
multiple deities. Yeah, and both male and female, both masculine, antheminine.

817
00:48:26.679 --> 00:48:30.840
They held on to their ancestral gods. Yeah, but they

818
00:48:30.880 --> 00:48:33.280
present to us, you know, And I'm not. And people

819
00:48:33.519 --> 00:48:35.280
you're trying to take Christ the way, No, there's a

820
00:48:35.320 --> 00:48:39.679
deeper meaning to Christ. There is that when you experience it,

821
00:48:39.719 --> 00:48:43.599
you'll understand. This meaning was found in all the mystery schools.

822
00:48:43.639 --> 00:48:46.119
So I'm not. If you want to follow Christ, follow Christ,

823
00:48:46.199 --> 00:48:49.199
find find that you can find it on that path,

824
00:48:49.519 --> 00:48:52.199
but don't fall into all the doctrine and dogmud that

825
00:48:52.199 --> 00:48:55.639
they'll try to browbeat you with along the way, you know,

826
00:48:55.960 --> 00:49:01.119
to keep your to keep you in that box. Absolutely, Yeah, dude,

827
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:06.719
and God, even the Ananaki, these fallen deities referred to

828
00:49:07.920 --> 00:49:09.079
a creator of all.

829
00:49:10.159 --> 00:49:12.639
Yes, I completely.

830
00:49:13.079 --> 00:49:17.000
I think I've connected with that more than anything, you know.

831
00:49:17.079 --> 00:49:20.159
And he sends me signs, he sends he sent me

832
00:49:20.159 --> 00:49:24.480
messages and dreams. And if we're receiving these messages from

833
00:49:25.000 --> 00:49:28.719
a blonde lady with flowers on her head, just because

834
00:49:28.760 --> 00:49:33.280
we're taught, oh that's pagan, that's a demon. Absolutely not,

835
00:49:33.480 --> 00:49:37.920
that's someone that looks like someone in my lineage. Right,

836
00:49:38.239 --> 00:49:40.960
That's that's the way that I look at it. But

837
00:49:41.000 --> 00:49:43.280
they want to present to you that the only angel

838
00:49:43.400 --> 00:49:48.280
is this wheels within wheels with eyes all on it. Like, bro,

839
00:49:48.480 --> 00:49:51.960
let's let's be honest, Bennett. A lot of the descriptions

840
00:49:51.960 --> 00:49:55.719
of the angels that you see presented or grotesque. Yeah,

841
00:49:55.800 --> 00:49:59.159
now what if the powers that be wanted you to

842
00:49:59.320 --> 00:50:03.880
worship uh something that's not so much an angel, yep,

843
00:50:04.760 --> 00:50:10.000
but the actual fallen angels and then reject uh these

844
00:50:10.239 --> 00:50:15.079
emanations from the Creator, these these uh, the gods that

845
00:50:15.119 --> 00:50:18.079
he sends to earth to do his bidding.

846
00:50:18.519 --> 00:50:18.719
Yep.

847
00:50:19.800 --> 00:50:25.119
Now what gods are uh you know who has manifested

848
00:50:25.960 --> 00:50:28.559
or trying to manifest heaven on earth? Right now? That's

849
00:50:28.599 --> 00:50:30.760
all I have to say. And we talked about it

850
00:50:30.800 --> 00:50:33.679
earlier with like the red Heifer rituals and all that stuff. Dude,

851
00:50:33.719 --> 00:50:36.679
like this is even it goes to like people put in.

852
00:50:36.840 --> 00:50:38.559
You know, I don't want to talk about it too

853
00:50:38.639 --> 00:50:41.639
much because there are people who get into talking about

854
00:50:41.679 --> 00:50:45.280
the Jews and then they'll spurg out and spiral out

855
00:50:45.360 --> 00:50:48.760
of control and and get into like no, you gotta

856
00:50:48.920 --> 00:50:52.239
you gotta stay. And when you look into the ancient

857
00:50:52.320 --> 00:50:55.800
priesthood thing of it, it's it's it's not saying the

858
00:50:55.840 --> 00:50:58.639
population as as a whole. I'm not. I don't want

859
00:50:58.679 --> 00:51:03.480
to try and do that, you know, but there there

860
00:51:03.639 --> 00:51:06.280
was that, there was a thing since October seventh with

861
00:51:06.400 --> 00:51:12.320
what Israel is doing, you know, judge them by their fruits, right,

862
00:51:12.639 --> 00:51:15.039
And you have Christians that will turn a blind eye

863
00:51:15.039 --> 00:51:17.719
to that because they'll be browbeat at church or like

864
00:51:18.159 --> 00:51:18.639
I look.

865
00:51:18.519 --> 00:51:20.519
At it as it's like, why are so many Christians

866
00:51:20.559 --> 00:51:24.960
invested in this whole red heifer deception.

867
00:51:24.880 --> 00:51:27.800
The times and the world.

868
00:51:28.519 --> 00:51:31.119
And it's all fine and dandy, that's great. But if

869
00:51:31.159 --> 00:51:35.960
you're if you're a Christian and you have been saved

870
00:51:36.639 --> 00:51:41.440
and you believe in Jesus and all that, you don't

871
00:51:41.559 --> 00:51:45.519
need anything to do with this red heifer because Jesus

872
00:51:45.599 --> 00:51:50.840
is already sacrificed for you period end the story. You

873
00:51:50.880 --> 00:51:55.239
don't need to. And I understand some people want it's

874
00:51:55.320 --> 00:52:00.480
like this prophecy porn that they want. They want, they

875
00:52:00.480 --> 00:52:02.960
want the end times to happen. And I understand, I

876
00:52:03.400 --> 00:52:06.320
understand it, like the rapture and all, they want to.

877
00:52:06.239 --> 00:52:09.199
Die so they can meet Christ. You can meet Christ

878
00:52:09.239 --> 00:52:10.880
in your in your daily life.

879
00:52:11.280 --> 00:52:16.119
Right. I feel like I have a relationship with him.

880
00:52:16.559 --> 00:52:19.119
That's all I know. I I know I do.

881
00:52:19.840 --> 00:52:23.280
That's your relationship, and no one can come tell you, hey,

882
00:52:23.280 --> 00:52:26.760
that's wrong exactly, that's not Christ you're connecting with. That's

883
00:52:26.920 --> 00:52:30.239
that's saying. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be harsh. No,

884
00:52:31.239 --> 00:52:34.159
they you know, funk off to a corner somewhere.

885
00:52:36.679 --> 00:52:40.239
I mean, absolutely, it's just it's.

886
00:52:40.119 --> 00:52:45.320
Just exactly more than anything. Sorry, it frustrates me. Uh.

887
00:52:45.480 --> 00:52:47.400
I try not to get mad at certain people. But

888
00:52:47.519 --> 00:52:50.079
like I've had people quit watching my show because of

889
00:52:50.159 --> 00:52:51.239
some of these takes.

890
00:52:51.039 --> 00:52:54.159
And that's and that's fine, and I know that it's

891
00:52:54.199 --> 00:52:56.119
going to happen. I have the same thing happened on

892
00:52:56.159 --> 00:52:59.320
my show, and that's fine. But I'm trying to give

893
00:53:00.239 --> 00:53:03.840
people all sides of this so you can make your

894
00:53:03.880 --> 00:53:06.880
own decisions instead of what you're told.

895
00:53:06.400 --> 00:53:09.639
I was never a Christian podcast, you know. I have

896
00:53:09.679 --> 00:53:12.000
a lot of my audience is Christian, and I love

897
00:53:12.039 --> 00:53:14.360
and respect that. I'm a follower of the ways and

898
00:53:14.400 --> 00:53:18.800
teachings of the Christ right. But like I said, when

899
00:53:18.880 --> 00:53:22.360
when when when you dive further into the esoterica and

900
00:53:22.360 --> 00:53:27.320
and this ancient knowledge, it it's so much older and

901
00:53:27.400 --> 00:53:29.199
we know so much more divine.

902
00:53:29.599 --> 00:53:33.320
And that's one of those things like I always hit that,

903
00:53:33.440 --> 00:53:36.800
and I'm like, just but it can. It's just so

904
00:53:36.960 --> 00:53:41.280
much deeper than that. I guess older is not even

905
00:53:41.320 --> 00:53:46.400
the right word. It's deeper. It's so much more nuanced.

906
00:53:46.480 --> 00:53:51.000
And because we are just who we are, we can't

907
00:53:52.039 --> 00:53:59.760
you can't. I don't think we're capable of understanding how

908
00:54:02.079 --> 00:54:04.679
we can try. And that's cool and it's fun.

909
00:54:05.199 --> 00:54:07.519
But and then you have people say like, well, why

910
00:54:07.599 --> 00:54:11.480
why would you try? You're you're gonna lose yourself trying.

911
00:54:13.000 --> 00:54:16.639
You know, it goes to show courage and bravery and sacrifice,

912
00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:21.599
right Like, yeah, I'm I'm risking some things, maybe putting

913
00:54:21.599 --> 00:54:25.639
myself out there to do this research and to you know,

914
00:54:25.800 --> 00:54:29.159
gain some of this insight so I can maybe help

915
00:54:29.480 --> 00:54:32.679
other people out spiritually if they're stuck or if they

916
00:54:32.719 --> 00:54:34.960
feel like how I feel and they can't reach out

917
00:54:35.000 --> 00:54:38.440
to O they're Christians, because they'll be you know, they're

918
00:54:38.480 --> 00:54:41.400
afraid that they'll get shunned from their community. You know,

919
00:54:41.920 --> 00:54:45.880
you come send me a message, man, like it. It's

920
00:54:45.960 --> 00:54:51.280
so much more than we're told. I agree, and we

921
00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:54.159
will never be given that. And when you look at

922
00:54:54.159 --> 00:54:58.599
the people who started all these churches, King James Martin Luther.

923
00:54:58.840 --> 00:55:02.000
Martin Luther was a Rosa. You can't convince me any differently.

924
00:55:02.440 --> 00:55:07.960
The Lutheran cross and rose is the same design as

925
00:55:08.000 --> 00:55:12.239
the Rosicrucians. It's the same one. They copy pasted it.

926
00:55:12.239 --> 00:55:15.480
It means he is of the Rosicrucian order. So they

927
00:55:16.000 --> 00:55:20.079
are aware of all this deeper esoteric knowledge you know,

928
00:55:20.280 --> 00:55:24.239
that you could learn through you know, mysticism, even through

929
00:55:24.239 --> 00:55:28.440
the Christian mysticism. But they chose to hide it. And

930
00:55:28.519 --> 00:55:30.199
maybe they did it because they're like, yeah, I don't

931
00:55:30.199 --> 00:55:33.159
know if these people can, you know, would be able

932
00:55:33.199 --> 00:55:38.519
to even understand this much less like explain like these

933
00:55:38.559 --> 00:55:42.679
deeper meanings of it to them, right, And some people,

934
00:55:43.000 --> 00:55:46.119
who knows if you could even trust them with this knowledge? Right?

935
00:55:46.280 --> 00:55:48.360
There are evil people out there, and I don't want

936
00:55:48.360 --> 00:55:51.079
people to get what I'm saying messed up. I believe

937
00:55:51.159 --> 00:55:55.880
that there are dark there's dark energy out there that

938
00:55:55.920 --> 00:55:59.760
will manifest into what I think more. I think demons

939
00:55:59.760 --> 00:56:08.320
are more were created and the energy manifest into forms

940
00:56:08.679 --> 00:56:13.400
out of consciousness. Right, Yeah, Because we know that energy exists,

941
00:56:13.559 --> 00:56:17.639
it's recycled, it never goes away, so that builds up

942
00:56:17.880 --> 00:56:21.400
over time, and unfortunately, we're in a very dark age

943
00:56:21.440 --> 00:56:23.760
right now, but it doesn't have to remain that way.

944
00:56:25.039 --> 00:56:26.159
Yeah, And I don't.

945
00:56:25.960 --> 00:56:28.719
Think it will. I don't think it will. I think, uh,

946
00:56:29.480 --> 00:56:33.320
you know, the more people can free themselves from these

947
00:56:33.360 --> 00:56:39.559
spiritual restraints but you know, keep your faith, right. I

948
00:56:39.599 --> 00:56:42.880
think it'll help more people in their day to day

949
00:56:42.920 --> 00:56:49.679
lives not be so worn down and you know by

950
00:56:50.079 --> 00:56:54.079
society or by you know, just the day to day

951
00:56:54.119 --> 00:56:56.880
struggles of going to work, having to go get gassed,

952
00:56:57.159 --> 00:56:59.039
your kids late for school, you got to go in

953
00:56:59.079 --> 00:57:01.199
and sign them in, like all this stuff. You know,

954
00:57:01.280 --> 00:57:04.000
it's it's it's hard to stay on the straight and

955
00:57:04.079 --> 00:57:06.719
narrow right while having to deal with day to day life.

956
00:57:06.760 --> 00:57:11.199
But acknowledging this stuff is the first step to doing it.

957
00:57:11.239 --> 00:57:14.400
You know. Uh, we live in a society right now

958
00:57:14.559 --> 00:57:17.360
or no one takes accountability. We need to bring that back.

959
00:57:19.199 --> 00:57:23.280
People don't think of consequences anymore. Right. For sure, there's

960
00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:29.880
there's so much that we've lost as as a humanity,

961
00:57:31.000 --> 00:57:33.840
you know, that's been taken from us that we've allowed

962
00:57:34.920 --> 00:57:39.679
them to take from us and people, so who's then

963
00:57:39.920 --> 00:57:42.119
fuck off? You know, you know who? Then it is

964
00:57:42.320 --> 00:57:46.400
like we don't have to we're past We're past that point.

965
00:57:46.800 --> 00:57:50.639
If you aren't, like dude, if if you're not awake

966
00:57:50.920 --> 00:57:54.559
at this level you are, you are under indoctrination. You

967
00:57:54.599 --> 00:57:55.440
are brainwashed.

968
00:57:55.679 --> 00:57:57.840
I just I just find it funny that they want

969
00:57:58.280 --> 00:58:04.880
us to have pronouns that are they them. Oh dude,

970
00:58:05.039 --> 00:58:07.079
I think it's a sign. I'm just saying.

971
00:58:07.920 --> 00:58:10.119
When I when I saw that start, you know, I

972
00:58:10.480 --> 00:58:13.199
never thought it would become what it has been. I

973
00:58:13.239 --> 00:58:16.800
never thought it would ruin no, many lives of young children.

974
00:58:18.159 --> 00:58:21.480
Wow, yeah, you know, but anyway, this is the fervial

975
00:58:21.599 --> 00:58:24.360
day of them. I just left.

976
00:58:24.800 --> 00:58:29.239
Oh no, no, yeah, no, yeah, you see pronouns you

977
00:58:29.280 --> 00:58:32.719
walk the other way now, right, Yeah, I want you

978
00:58:32.760 --> 00:58:34.480
to call me by my pronouns. I'm not going to

979
00:58:34.519 --> 00:58:35.199
talk to you at all.

980
00:58:36.079 --> 00:58:39.880
I'm sorry. I you know, bless you, but I'm out.

981
00:58:40.159 --> 00:58:40.519
I'm out.

982
00:58:40.599 --> 00:58:44.400
Yeah, absolutely, And I don't have to. If you don't

983
00:58:44.400 --> 00:58:47.039
have to, I don't have to. So have fun.

984
00:58:47.639 --> 00:58:52.239
Yeah yeah, but yeah, man, so like Gray Pill, you

985
00:58:52.239 --> 00:58:56.079
know it for the people who watch my show, they've

986
00:58:56.480 --> 00:58:58.920
some some of them have taken this journey with me

987
00:58:59.000 --> 00:59:00.320
and they're learning things with me.

988
00:59:00.440 --> 00:59:05.760
And well, it's definitely it definitely eludes and suggests. I

989
00:59:05.800 --> 00:59:10.880
love the name because it suggests complexity and nuance and

990
00:59:10.920 --> 00:59:14.840
that's what frankly we need. Some people can't handle it,

991
00:59:14.880 --> 00:59:18.360
and that's fine, but I am one of the people

992
00:59:18.360 --> 00:59:23.239
that needs the complexity and nuance right And and the

993
00:59:23.320 --> 00:59:26.280
fact that I think that you get on and define that,

994
00:59:27.639 --> 00:59:31.840
you define that personally is great. I think it's amazing.

995
00:59:33.519 --> 00:59:35.639
It's an amazing thing that you do on your show.

996
00:59:35.760 --> 00:59:36.480
I think it's great.

997
00:59:37.159 --> 00:59:40.760
That means a lot. Man, Thank you. Yeah, sometimes I

998
00:59:40.760 --> 00:59:43.440
feel like hanging it up. And I know, I know,

999
00:59:43.800 --> 00:59:46.679
And like I said, I'm not even too about almost

1000
00:59:47.079 --> 00:59:51.000
two years into this, so I'm still am I in

1001
00:59:51.400 --> 00:59:55.880
the show is still in its infancy. But I see

1002
00:59:55.880 --> 00:59:57.519
a lot of good things happening this year. You know,

1003
00:59:57.679 --> 00:59:59.679
I turned thirty three back in July. I think that

1004
00:59:59.760 --> 01:00:03.639
has a lot to do with where I am right now. Yeah,

1005
01:00:04.119 --> 01:00:09.199
where where I am mentally and spiritually. I have uh,

1006
01:00:09.239 --> 01:00:12.559
you know, I quit drinking for eight months and something

1007
01:00:12.559 --> 01:00:14.559
that I needed to do, and now I'm back. You know,

1008
01:00:14.599 --> 01:00:15.960
I'm back to the point where now I can have

1009
01:00:16.000 --> 01:00:19.960
a few beers and uh enjoy myself. I don't drink,

1010
01:00:20.280 --> 01:00:24.239
not drink again for a week, you know, but if

1011
01:00:24.280 --> 01:00:27.159
I need and I guess this is where I've caught myself,

1012
01:00:27.199 --> 01:00:29.440
if I've gone down rabbit holes that have led to

1013
01:00:29.679 --> 01:00:35.400
more darker corridor right where it's like, Okay, I'm reading

1014
01:00:35.440 --> 01:00:39.480
the Acronomicon, Like do I need to keep this book afterwards?

1015
01:00:40.039 --> 01:00:42.760
You probably not, but yeah, I know what you're saying.

1016
01:00:43.440 --> 01:00:47.400
And to have that discernment, it's just good to always

1017
01:00:47.440 --> 01:00:54.920
have that uh in life. And so yeah, I like

1018
01:00:54.960 --> 01:00:57.039
I was saying earlier, if if there's anyone out there

1019
01:00:57.039 --> 01:01:01.199
who's feeling lost or you know, just come on over.

1020
01:01:01.440 --> 01:01:04.079
I mean, you can come to one of the live streams,

1021
01:01:04.159 --> 01:01:07.400
or you can, you know, come and join the Patreon.

1022
01:01:07.440 --> 01:01:11.000
That's always a great way. And there's a whole list

1023
01:01:11.079 --> 01:01:17.199
of our lists. There's a whole uh yeah section of

1024
01:01:18.039 --> 01:01:21.880
content over there that's not available to the public. So

1025
01:01:21.920 --> 01:01:24.079
that's really where we get into a lot of uh.

1026
01:01:24.840 --> 01:01:28.480
You know these topics is on the Esoterett book review.

1027
01:01:29.079 --> 01:01:33.320
Absolutely, So I like everyone to end the episode with

1028
01:01:33.679 --> 01:01:38.920
planting a seed. Since the name of the UH podcast

1029
01:01:39.079 --> 01:01:44.599
is broadcasting seeds. I like guests too broadcast their own

1030
01:01:44.639 --> 01:01:50.400
seed and plant it in the viewers and or listeners minds.

1031
01:01:53.679 --> 01:01:55.639
Well, I guess I'll say this, and I know I

1032
01:01:55.719 --> 01:01:58.159
jump around a lot, guys. I'm still working on that

1033
01:01:58.280 --> 01:02:04.000
as well. No, no, I don't think anyone can podcast perfectly.

1034
01:02:04.760 --> 01:02:07.079
Maybe been it since he's been doing it for so long.

1035
01:02:07.639 --> 01:02:11.199
I wouldn't say that, but I think.

1036
01:02:13.360 --> 01:02:16.320
What goes back to what you were saying earlier, dude,

1037
01:02:16.480 --> 01:02:20.000
And and I'll add on, you know, trust in your gut,

1038
01:02:20.280 --> 01:02:25.519
trust in yourself, right you you have been embedded with

1039
01:02:25.599 --> 01:02:31.559
a divine spark and there is a reason that you

1040
01:02:31.599 --> 01:02:34.679
were on the path you were on. It's it's not

1041
01:02:34.960 --> 01:02:38.119
I don't believe. We don't believe in any kind of coincidence, right,

1042
01:02:41.639 --> 01:02:46.559
don't fear so much. I think it's it's in. This

1043
01:02:46.639 --> 01:02:52.719
has been pushed through culture, uh, through theology, through everything.

1044
01:02:52.800 --> 01:02:58.320
You know, people are in such fear of absolutely everything,

1045
01:02:59.719 --> 01:03:06.559
and fear being one of the strongest emotions. That does

1046
01:03:06.599 --> 01:03:10.199
a lot, especially when you look at a lot of

1047
01:03:10.239 --> 01:03:14.760
these metaphysical planes. The mental plane is the highest. So

1048
01:03:15.119 --> 01:03:18.400
I you know, I know, mind over matter sounds real cliche,

1049
01:03:18.760 --> 01:03:21.519
and you know, there's nothing to fear but fear itself.

1050
01:03:21.599 --> 01:03:26.960
But like it's it's it's real, man, it's it's the

1051
01:03:27.000 --> 01:03:32.800
fear indoctrination that we have been embedded, that's been embedded

1052
01:03:33.519 --> 01:03:36.159
in us, I think from a very young age. And

1053
01:03:36.199 --> 01:03:39.960
so I think, uh, you know, it's it's good for

1054
01:03:40.079 --> 01:03:44.599
people to, you know, trust yourself. A lot of what

1055
01:03:44.639 --> 01:03:47.760
we talk about on Gray Pild is the lower and

1056
01:03:47.840 --> 01:03:51.320
higher self. You. You you have both. This is the

1057
01:03:51.360 --> 01:03:56.800
angel and devil on your shoulder, right, and you know

1058
01:03:56.880 --> 01:04:00.760
you have one pulling you each way, one more toward

1059
01:04:01.280 --> 01:04:08.519
towards uh, greater things and then the other towards more materialistic,

1060
01:04:09.559 --> 01:04:11.400
lower nature.

1061
01:04:11.199 --> 01:04:12.280
Things, lower vibration.

1062
01:04:12.639 --> 01:04:15.559
Yeah, yeah, And so you know, trust your higher nature,

1063
01:04:17.440 --> 01:04:22.800
trust your discernment, trust yourself. And uh, I know people,

1064
01:04:23.159 --> 01:04:27.719
well you just no fear nothing, look everything in the

1065
01:04:27.719 --> 01:04:32.880
face with courage, and uh I think, I think it'll

1066
01:04:32.880 --> 01:04:37.320
work out for you. But one thing, but there's there's

1067
01:04:37.360 --> 01:04:41.000
one thing. We need to go back to the roots

1068
01:04:41.039 --> 01:04:44.519
of everything and relearn a lot of this knowledge if

1069
01:04:44.559 --> 01:04:46.480
we can find it, because you know, who knows if

1070
01:04:46.480 --> 01:04:50.559
we'll ever be able to find the the the actual

1071
01:04:50.679 --> 01:04:54.480
origin right stuff has been so uh, it's been real.

1072
01:04:54.599 --> 01:04:58.480
It's been translated over and over again, h to where

1073
01:04:58.519 --> 01:05:00.440
who knows it If it's even the same story. It's

1074
01:05:00.440 --> 01:05:02.239
the it's the game of telephone.

1075
01:05:01.840 --> 01:05:02.719
Right absolutely.

1076
01:05:04.920 --> 01:05:06.880
But no, man, what I can tell your audience is,

1077
01:05:07.079 --> 01:05:13.400
you know, just stay stay questioning everything, guys, and uh yeah,

1078
01:05:13.519 --> 01:05:16.679
fear nothing. That's that's something that I I say on

1079
01:05:16.760 --> 01:05:20.360
my show. Uh, fear nothing, question everything, and stay gray pilled.

1080
01:05:21.320 --> 01:05:26.800
Absolutely. Yeah, fear is the ultimate enemy.

1081
01:05:27.079 --> 01:05:29.840
It's the absolute strongest emotion that we have and it

1082
01:05:29.880 --> 01:05:35.199
can it can overtake all other senses. Yeah, absolutely, Yeah,

1083
01:05:35.239 --> 01:05:38.320
that's what and I we've been kind of diving deeper

1084
01:05:38.400 --> 01:05:41.880
into that and that, I mean, you see it even

1085
01:05:41.920 --> 01:05:44.679
more so with what's pushed on the mainstream with in

1086
01:05:44.760 --> 01:05:51.119
politics and uh in MK ultra mind control. Right, that's

1087
01:05:51.159 --> 01:05:56.719
all your fear based trauma, right, Like it all stems

1088
01:05:56.719 --> 01:05:59.719
from fear. That's why they know that it's the greatest

1089
01:05:59.719 --> 01:06:08.039
email ocean. They do, so they prefer the proverbial they Yeah, see, guys,

1090
01:06:08.079 --> 01:06:12.400
do your own research and uh trust you know, trust

1091
01:06:12.400 --> 01:06:13.039
your discernment.

1092
01:06:13.639 --> 01:06:16.519
Absolutely. What is the best place again to find you?

1093
01:06:17.800 --> 01:06:22.800
I'm on x at grap pel Pod, I'm on Instagram

1094
01:06:22.960 --> 01:06:28.039
at grape Peeled, Underscore podcast, Rumble, YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts.

1095
01:06:28.719 --> 01:06:31.800
The best place to support the show Patreon dot com

1096
01:06:31.840 --> 01:06:36.840
slash grape Pill Podcast. If you're a Rumble person, you

1097
01:06:36.880 --> 01:06:39.800
can go to the locals, but I always forget the

1098
01:06:39.800 --> 01:06:42.800
postal link. I gotta start.

1099
01:06:43.079 --> 01:06:46.440
I'm so sporatic on Rumble. It's it's just like another thing,

1100
01:06:47.000 --> 01:06:47.639
and it's like.

1101
01:06:48.400 --> 01:06:54.119
Yeah, Rumble, it's it's its own animal. But uh, I

1102
01:06:54.199 --> 01:06:56.440
actually that's where I You know, a lot of my

1103
01:06:56.639 --> 01:07:00.559
audience came from is Rumble. Now now it's more so YouTube.

1104
01:07:00.719 --> 01:07:02.800
I still have my I still have my Rumble audience,

1105
01:07:02.800 --> 01:07:06.599
but my YouTube, my YouTube audiences. I think I'm at

1106
01:07:06.679 --> 01:07:09.480
I'm right there at like nine hundred subscribers on each

1107
01:07:10.039 --> 01:07:11.639
trying to get to a thousand so I can get

1108
01:07:11.679 --> 01:07:15.400
super chats guys, So please uh help help me get there.

1109
01:07:15.440 --> 01:07:20.920
And you subscribe to the Patreon get at the higher

1110
01:07:20.960 --> 01:07:24.000
tiers ten ten dollars and up. You get a free

1111
01:07:24.039 --> 01:07:27.800
exclusive sticker pack over like ten designs in there, maybe

1112
01:07:27.840 --> 01:07:32.639
in a curt reject sticker, maybe a paranoid pamphlet. You

1113
01:07:32.679 --> 01:07:39.599
get esoteric book review exclusives eloheem Etymology. When that comes back,

1114
01:07:39.760 --> 01:07:42.199
they drop to Patreon for the first couple of weeks

1115
01:07:42.199 --> 01:07:43.760
before they go to the public.

1116
01:07:43.679 --> 01:07:45.079
Some of these pamphlets.

1117
01:07:45.440 --> 01:07:48.639
Yeah there you go, baby, Yeah we got we got

1118
01:07:48.719 --> 01:07:53.440
stacks of them. Uh. And then uh also uh, you

1119
01:07:53.480 --> 01:07:56.880
get links to the discord, the group chats you. Uh

1120
01:07:57.000 --> 01:08:00.360
you know, you earned you you buy your way into

1121
01:08:00.400 --> 01:08:04.159
the great build enter circle. But I mean it's I'm

1122
01:08:04.199 --> 01:08:08.639
there every day. I consider all my audience friends of mine,

1123
01:08:08.719 --> 01:08:10.800
you know. So we have a good time and we

1124
01:08:10.880 --> 01:08:14.400
learned together. I think that's important. Uh. You know, if

1125
01:08:14.440 --> 01:08:17.800
you can find a group of people who you can

1126
01:08:17.880 --> 01:08:20.159
learn with and you can all come at things from

1127
01:08:20.159 --> 01:08:25.840
an unbiased perspective, I think it makes these conversations worth having,

1128
01:08:26.079 --> 01:08:30.520
and you know, it gives gives people hope for the future.

1129
01:08:30.800 --> 01:08:35.920
So agreed, Jules Man, appreciate you coming on. I think

1130
01:08:35.920 --> 01:08:37.119
it'll be the first of many.

1131
01:08:37.720 --> 01:08:39.960
So absolutely, I got to get you on the show.

1132
01:08:40.159 --> 01:08:44.960
Got to have Friday night or something. Those are always fun.

1133
01:08:45.000 --> 01:08:49.000
We can have a good time, all right.

1134
01:08:48.920 --> 01:08:53.000
Brother, take care and again I appreciate it.

1135
01:08:53.800 --> 01:08:54.319
Thank you, Benny.

1136
01:08:54.399 --> 01:09:03.279
Podcast in a lot of world, Let it bring. I

1137
01:09:03.319 --> 01:09:05.279
got a pocket full of question it's not a pocket

1138
01:09:05.319 --> 01:09:05.960
full of beats.

1139
01:09:06.039 --> 01:09:07.279
Everybody tells the story.

1140
01:09:07.359 --> 01:09:09.880
Everybody didn't want to see. They say, big good side.

1141
01:09:09.960 --> 01:09:11.159
I said no, I'm good.

1142
01:09:11.479 --> 01:09:12.760
Tr don't need a hype man.

1143
01:09:12.840 --> 01:09:13.800
It's misunderstood.

1144
01:09:13.800 --> 01:09:16.439
I heard the storms in the distance like a metronome beat.

1145
01:09:16.800 --> 01:09:19.359
They'm a vicim Painton walking up the street. They want

1146
01:09:19.399 --> 01:09:21.840
your minds on the least, want your faith in a page, bro,

1147
01:09:21.920 --> 01:09:24.399
I'm telling out the page where they rolling too believing.

1148
01:09:24.479 --> 01:09:27.800
If your concess way, man, you matter, pump the brakes,

1149
01:09:27.920 --> 01:09:30.359
decer man ain't bad, right, no ya, it's a must

1150
01:09:30.600 --> 01:09:38.279
at you train, don't get played, don't get.

1151
01:09:37.960 --> 01:09:42.119
Full by the strange spears. Time on the door.

1152
01:09:42.520 --> 01:09:45.279
But your spirit godawens, keep your.

1153
01:09:45.239 --> 01:09:47.960
Heart falking around, keep your heart real.

1154
01:09:47.800 --> 01:09:49.960
Clean, question and everything your path, keeping.

1155
01:09:49.720 --> 01:09:52.720
It in between, stay gray, stay great, and we walk

1156
01:09:52.840 --> 01:09:53.359
that line.

1157
01:09:53.479 --> 01:09:54.079
I'm crying.

1158
01:09:54.119 --> 01:09:56.039
I'm gontous, awake in time.

1159
01:09:56.600 --> 01:10:01.399
Sh the work is time.

1160
01:10:02.760 --> 01:10:06.439
Okay, you're like, oh yeah, they.

1161
01:10:06.279 --> 01:10:09.079
Sanitized the sacred paces A little on the truth. Tell you,

1162
01:10:09.119 --> 01:10:10.960
I don't know people like you said a little. You

1163
01:10:11.319 --> 01:10:12.279
Besember's got.

1164
01:10:12.319 --> 01:10:15.039
History and history, gods, gods and the same old priest

1165
01:10:15.119 --> 01:10:17.319
Castle read him from the car. I mean people take

1166
01:10:17.399 --> 01:10:17.880
some times.

1167
01:10:17.920 --> 01:10:19.760
I can turn that on the freet but you don't

1168
01:10:19.800 --> 01:10:22.840
need to spingle, nor the plant of saint soda.

1169
01:10:23.159 --> 01:10:25.319
It ain't always in the sky. Sometimes it's on the

1170
01:10:25.399 --> 01:10:27.359
line when you horse I want to die.

1171
01:10:27.399 --> 01:10:29.159
And then I tell you you're deceived.

1172
01:10:29.960 --> 01:10:32.479
Yeah, but you know what you believe, don't.

1173
01:10:32.319 --> 01:10:34.439
I consent you a lie and become.

1174
01:10:34.239 --> 01:10:40.600
It time like O stegree, you don't get play, Do

1175
01:10:40.880 --> 01:10:49.640
get whom? The strange baby away, don't keep God a lie?

1176
01:10:49.760 --> 01:10:52.199
No, keep you on real clean what and every man

1177
01:10:52.239 --> 01:10:56.600
your bad? Keep it in between sagra stage. We want deadline,

1178
01:10:56.720 --> 01:10:59.279
not not justus awaken time.

1179
01:11:00.079 --> 01:11:02.840
You're not that question everything if.

1180
01:11:02.720 --> 01:11:05.640
It's true with somebody's the light your brain, We're not

1181
01:11:05.880 --> 01:11:09.720
that question everything if it's really, don't planic when you

1182
01:11:09.960 --> 01:11:11.880
say you don't know where tho. That's the point that

1183
01:11:12.039 --> 01:11:13.840
the freedom you melody is the compass.

1184
01:11:13.880 --> 01:11:15.680
When the whole world screaming.

1185
01:11:15.279 --> 01:11:17.640
They sell certainty like it's something you can wear.

1186
01:11:17.760 --> 01:11:19.359
But the loudest in the room, the.

1187
01:11:19.399 --> 01:11:21.560
Deepest in the press or I'm not in the day,

1188
01:11:21.680 --> 01:11:22.279
even when the.

1189
01:11:22.319 --> 01:11:25.600
Signals week, even when the timeline makes a strong feel me,

1190
01:11:25.800 --> 01:11:26.880
I'm not here to scare.

1191
01:11:26.960 --> 01:11:29.680
You want me to take you away? Passed and he

1192
01:11:29.920 --> 01:11:34.159
let it off up this play say don't get play,

1193
01:11:34.560 --> 01:11:35.199
don't get.

1194
01:11:35.199 --> 01:11:36.880
Play feels a chain.

1195
01:11:37.199 --> 01:11:38.039
He's virtain.

1196
01:11:38.479 --> 01:11:40.640
We'll go away, We'll go away.

1197
01:11:41.159 --> 01:11:44.039
I lit the ball hard, bode hard.

1198
01:11:44.439 --> 01:11:48.439
Keep it in between, truth, don't de permission, let him

1199
01:11:48.479 --> 01:11:49.760
bring got his screams.

1200
01:11:49.399 --> 01:11:52.520
Bag grace that gray and we walk God lightege.

1201
01:11:53.039 --> 01:11:56.359
Don't get played. I don't get bull by the stress.

1202
01:11:56.960 --> 01:12:01.840
Here's a lot of the door, A spirit godwy gonna

1203
01:12:01.880 --> 01:12:04.199
keep you d lie on bo, keep.

1204
01:12:04.039 --> 01:12:06.720
You hard, real clean, quistion and everything in bed. Keep

1205
01:12:06.760 --> 01:12:09.039
it in between the stay gray, stay gray.

1206
01:12:09.119 --> 01:12:10.399
Yeah, we want that line.

1207
01:12:10.520 --> 01:12:11.960
I'm dying, not baut us.

1208
01:12:12.000 --> 01:12:16.800
Awake and die. There's no think question everything. There's no

1209
01:12:17.039 --> 01:12:21.159
thing question ten everything. There's no think question turn everything

1210
01:12:22.119 --> 01:12:23.680
and keep going downst