Oct. 14, 2025

Faith and the Shadows: Megan Leotta’s Battle with the Unseen

Faith and the Shadows: Megan Leotta’s Battle with the Unseen

In this engaging conversation, Megan Leotta shares her experiences with the supernatural, discussing her early encounters with strange phenomena, the influence of her religious background, and the impact of spiritual warfare on her life. She delves into personal stories of shadow figures, mysterious voices, and the role of prayer and faith in navigating these experiences. The discussion also touches on the nature of demons, the importance of spiritual protection, and the curiosity surrounding the existence of the supernatural.

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I've done that before. All right, everybody, welcome to Broadcasting Seeds.

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We've got Megan Liota with us today and she's gonna

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tell us who she is and what she does.

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Yeah, thanks, so right now, I'm a podcaster. I have

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a podcast called The Infernal Machine Podcast on the fund

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YouTube Spotify. Our routes, I typically focus on national security

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staff policy staff. I'm branching out a little bit more

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of a national security background. But I have a lot

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of weird experiences in my life. And since it's October,

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I've been trying to get someone, well, yes it is

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October today, I've been trying to get someone spooky on

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my podcast, but everybody's booked. So I'm glad to come

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on here and talk about spooky stuff and maybe that'll

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oh cure my itch for sure.

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So you you've said that you've got some So basically,

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I what what is your gateway into this world of

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high strangeness. I know you've talked about you know, you

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and I have had conversations offline, but I kind of

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start where this all started, I guess.

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So I've had experiences, I guess kind of my whole life.

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I know one of the one of the stories that

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my family tells, So I grew up in a really

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old house. It actually used to be a general store

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that was converted into a house in like the nineteen forties.

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I think it was moved to its current location, and

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my great great or great great great and uncle turned

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it into a house and my grandmother loved next door

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and she was visiting. She was talking to my mom

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in the living room and I was maybe who in

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a half and I came out of my bedroom and

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was like, oh, the man walks through the wall. And

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my parents, my mom and my grandmother were like, what man?

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And I was like, here's a man. He's in my

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living room and he's sitting or he's in my bedroom

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and he was talking to me and he just walked

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through the wall. He left, and I described him, and

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apparently I described my uncle the same was Uncle Dunk.

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Do you and see? But he died probably ten years

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before I was ever born, and he lived in the house.

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And it's just been weird, Like I would hear whistling

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a lot when I was a kid when there was

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nobody there and like.

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Whistling where like in the house or like no.

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So yeah, well so we lived. I lived on a

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like a two thousand acre cotton farm that my family

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has been sharecropping. They didn't own it, but they've been

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sharecropping it since they like inn to late eighteen hundreds

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and the house was moved to where an old house was,

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and I would just hear, like outside just walking around here, whistling,

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and it would always sound like it came from right

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near me, and it was. It was not wind. It

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was a tune, and I wish I could remember it,

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but I can't anymore. And I remember telling my parents

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about it, and my dad was like, good, that's that's

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where my uncle used to keep the mules for the

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plow and he would whistle that tune all the time.

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And I'd come from Welsh and Scottish and Irish ancestors,

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and so my family loved spooky staff in great storytellers.

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And so that's like Appalachia, but you're not an Appalachia,

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but you're not like, yeah, you're not that far from Appalachia.

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So that's what I was asking about the whistling, because

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sometimes you know, if you're do not go towards the whistling,

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or don't whistle back, but either way, really, yeah, so

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so this is a So this was a tune? Was

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it the same uncle or a different uncle?

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Same uncle? So I don't know what's up with him.

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He's got issues, I guess.

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I guess, right, Yeah.

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and it was late at night and I had my

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bedroom line on. I went into my bedroom and grabbed

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something and then turned the light off. And my dad

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had like a shop light hung outside in a tree

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behind the house. And you know, you turn the lights

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on and you can't see outside in the dark, and

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then you turn them off and you can. And there

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was a man standing like aut my window looking in.

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nobody there. It was just a black figure. And I

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would kind of see that at various points throughout my life,

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just like this black shadow man. And there was always

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weird stuff in my house. I would always hear knocks,

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like when we moved back from DC. We stayed in

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that house for a few months while we were waiting

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to buy one here, and at three o'clock in the

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night we'd wake up. But I would hear like three wraps,

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like a space a certain amount of parts. And I

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was in a shower one time and something flew across

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the wall. And I don't know why, but none of

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this ever scared me. It was even an inconvenience, it

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was it was nothing. It was just like, huh, the

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man outside the window. That freaked me out, She said,

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I thought that there was a man out time my window.

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just whatever.

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So was it like a shadow man, like a shadow

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figure like you hear about that, or was it like

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did you see like texture like face and.

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Oh? Well, I guess maybe in between.

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Because but you could tell it was a man.

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It was like solid, yes, but I couldn't. There was

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no softness, no blurrness, no whatever. But I could not

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see like any kind of clothing. I couldn't see any

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a hat face. No, I couldn't tell a hat. It

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was just a like literally what you see when you

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google shadow man. It was just at a person, but

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it looked solid. But also the light was behind him

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and the way that it was hung up. I don't

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know that I could have I don't know how much

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I could have seen either. But our backyard we had

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really big trees in it, big the countries, and so

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we didn't have a lot of grass, and it had

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been raining a lot, and there were no footprints, which

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there would have been. There was you know, it was muddy.

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There was nothing to indicate that anybody had ever been there.

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But I knew that I that I taught, so that

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was kind of I guess that's just kind of been

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in the background my whole life, and that I got

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married to my husband almost thirteen years ago. Now I

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was raised Southern Baptist and my husband is Catholic, and yes,

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like completely different worlds. So this whole thing of spiritual

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warfare and angels and demons and demonic influence and all

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of these other things that is not something that has

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talked about period in Baptist churches. And I thought my

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husband was kind of crazy during the longest time, right,

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and then we started to kind of good and bad

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things kind of started to happen, but specifically when I

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started to shift towards like more back towards religion, the

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bad things started to happen. It's creepy.

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Yeah, So so that was about what got married thirteen

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years ago. And then so do you still have any

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of the like like the man like, do you feel

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like anything has followed you? Kind of like a hitchhiker

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kind of?

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I used to. I used to a lot, especially when

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I was younger. I lived by myself and I lived

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in kind of a dangerous area. But it's always been

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I'm a very logical person, yep, and so it's always

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been you know, how much of this is paranoia calls

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by my environment or my surroundings versus how much of

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this is legitimate. I can remember I lived in this

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very horrible area in Georgia and it was a very

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high crime area. I was super stressed, and I started

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to kind of see this figure again, and sometimes I

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would hear things. But I was living by myself, and

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I was my sleep patterns, like I was sleeping during

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the day because it was so terrified to fall asleep

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at night that someone may break in. So, you know,

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it's kind of how much of this is real and

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how much of this is just high stress and lack

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of sleep. Yeah, but now we live in a house now,

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and now I have and so I have a I'm

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like Catholic light, I think, Yeah, I have a rosary

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that I wear every day. And I bought it because

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of the weird stuff that was going on. And this

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was maybe a year and a half ago that I

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bought it, and ever since then it has pretty much

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calmed down. I don't really have anything spooky or scary anymore.

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I'm not really afraid anymore either.

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So what does your husband think?

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My husband, so I thought I was crazy. I was like,

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I think there may there may be like a demon

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or something, and he was like, yeah, those are real,

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They're like all around us all the time. Yeah, and

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that it was such a foreign and bizarre and insane

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concept to me that this could even be a thing

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that exists, because it's you know, Southern Baptist preachers are

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fire and brimstone, and that's that's exclusively what they focus

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on is you're going to go to hell, don't But

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nothing about really the present world is just follow God

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and you know you'll you'll be You're golden forever and

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ever you can get, you know, baptized in fourth grade

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like I did, and then completely fall to the wayside.

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But you know, baptized in fourth grade, so you're good,

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You're going to have any all say seemed kind of

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weird to me, and I never really understood that. But yeah,

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this is is a whole world that I kind of

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learned about, I guess a year and a half ago.

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Now, goodness, excuse me, So, so what what kind of

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started this whole thing? The the demon thing, like what,

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why why would you think that?

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Well, I will start first with the good story that

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I have that made me think that it's not always

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black and white. Right. So when we learned to Virginia,

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we lived in a super rich area called Great Falls.

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It's right outside of DC. We landed all old house

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from like nineteen forty. It was adorable little Tudor cottage.

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So it was the first Postmaster of Great Falls lived there,

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built the house, and weird stuff happened in that house,

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Like I caner. I was taking a shower one time

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and it was just me and my daughter, who was

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maybe a year and a half at the time, and

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the house was like sixteen hundred square feet. It was tiny,

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but it was spread across three floors. And then my

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husband was there and we had a German shepherd. And

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I was taken a shower one time and I I

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heard like noises banging around and I didn't think anything

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about it, and I thought it was my husband messing

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with me, and so I just ignored it and ignored it.

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And I literally heard something almost like jokingly go boo,

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and I was like And so I got out of

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the shower and my husband wasn't there. My daughter was

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in bed. My husband had gone to the grocery store

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and so he hadn't been there for you know, forty

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five minutes, and I was like, well, that's weird, and

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I just got back in the shower. But this house

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that we had lived in, all my neighbors houses were

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you know, ten fifteen to twenty million dollar massive estates,

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and everyone had a ritzy sports car. And I say

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all that because where we lived, we lived at the

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bottom of a hill and right past the turn. So

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we had to replace our mailbox like four times because

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somebody and a Lamborghini would just knocket over, you know,

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trying to test the car out because it was kind

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of a you know, empty road and right anyway. But

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I had gone to the store one time and my

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husband called me panic freaked out because he was watching

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something in the sink and he heard something over like

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in his ear he heard a woman yell Michael. And

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the only people that call my husband Michael is me.

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Sometimes he goes by Mike, but me and an aunt

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of his that passed away probably well we were in

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we just met so thirteen fourteen years ago now, and

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he looks up out of the window and the kitchen

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window kind of a little bit faced to the road,

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and my daughter who had gotten out of the house

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and was sprinting towards the road. So he gets out,

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runs out of the house, busts his butt on because

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he's like February, and he slips on a patch of bikes,

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busts his butt. She's almost it. He grabs her right

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out of the road and a car comes around the

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corner just as he pulled her out of it, and

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he was completely shaken, and he's like a woman yelled

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my name twice and like, I know it can't be

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you because you're not here. So I was a burger king.

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I was in this drive through and he was like,

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but I have to ask, anyway, was that you? And

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I was like, no, of course, of course it wasn't me.

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Of course I was getting a wall.

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And yeah, so that story is just I don't I

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mean that still, I don't know what that could have been.

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Yeah, that's that's a tough one.

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I don't know, right, Like you know Angel my aunt's aunt, Yeah, his.

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Aunt's It gets slippery with ghosts because some people will

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say that there are no that there aren't ghosts that

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they're what you would call familiars.

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Yeah, and that's kind of right to me.

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That's like, yeah, sounds a lot like a demon. That's

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just like watching your life, right, Yeah, they're like reporting.

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It's one of those things where some people think that

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and I have a tendency to agree on some aspects,

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that what their entire job is is to watch you.

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And like it's kind of like a courtroom and there's

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a court up in heaven. Just imagine it, right, a

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court up in heaven, and demons are the enemy, and

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I like to call it the enemy is basically looking

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for reasons to fuck with you, right, But they can't

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just fuck with you for no reason. They have to

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have permission. There's rules that this hole that they live in, right,

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And so they wait for you to sin, I guess

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is what you could call it, or do like sinful

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behavior or something like that, and then they'll run like

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a prosecutor and be like see see I caught you know,

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megan doing this or whatever. That's some people say that

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that that's kind of how they think it works, which

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to me is just bizarre. But it's as good as

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any other theory. I mean, So that like when you

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go see a psychic or whatever, you're not actually talking

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with your dead like the past. You know, people from

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from the past that you're talking that their familiar is

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coming through and they know everything about them because they

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followed them their whole life. That's that's a theory as well.

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That makes sense.

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But why would a demon care or something like that,

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or malevolent malevolent spirit care if your daughter's running in

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the road and screaming to your husband's heir and calling

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Michael of all things?

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Right, Yeah, I can't think that it was anything nefarious.

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I mean, I could have been the Holy Spirit for

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all we know. I mean, if you really want to

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think of it that way.

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Well, and doesn't you know the the Bible, supposedly, I've

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not read the whole thing, but that's fine, says that

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we will encounter angels in our.

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In our lives.

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Yeah, yeah, absolutely, I don't know it said, I can't.

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Some sort of in there right right.

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And and the fact that it was a female voice also, yeah, yeah, something.

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That's freaking cool though. It's a cool story.

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Yeah, I know it's I love to tell that story

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because you know, when you you hear so much of

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the dark side of whatever is on the other side

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of this, and you know the obvious of the opposite

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end of that is you know gone. But it seems

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like there's you know, one being and God, Jesus, you know,

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the Holy Spirit of the Trinity or whatever. But then

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you've got a legion of the opposite, which.

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You have angels too, so right, you know, there's just

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as many of them, and you hear.

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So much more of the scary stories than you do

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a positive one.

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Well, think about that in general though, that's life in general.

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People don't talk about the good things. They talk about

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the bad usually, So that's just pretty cool. What what

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does he think?

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He I means kind of the same that I do.

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He's like, you hear my dog, Yeah, she's such an ass,

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kind of the same thing that I do. That it

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was either an angel or his aunt or he's even

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been like maybe it was some weird time slip or something.

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You know, this is yah, It's just all stuff that

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that just gets floated around because.

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Different things, so many different things that it could be.

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Yeah, I mean, I don't know how we explain it.

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Yeah, well that it's a good damn thing.

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Yeah, I mean he put like it was right before

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the cour I mean, she would have she got missed

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by inches, which.

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Is scary in itself.

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It's crazy, I know.

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Yeah.

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So anyway, that was my positive story, and then I

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have negative. I don't really I don't know that I

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see them. That's negative necessarily, but I guess they're scary.

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So it's started, like I guess, the spring of twenty

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twenty twenty four, twenty twenty four. We have eleven acres

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and I when I was younger, I love to dur

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bikes and four wheelers and cars and all this other stuff.

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We don't have any of those now. We have a

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zero turn lawnmower. That's so I love to cut the grass.

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That's the thrill now, right, That's.

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The closest thing I've got. So I'm always outside cutting grass.

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And I listened to music or podcasts or whatever, and

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I had gone down this rabbit hole listening to all

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these biblical podcasts, and specifically is the one with like

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the Catholic Priests and some of the ones with the Exorcists.

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And I was just so fascinated because again, this is

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not a world that I existed in up until I

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guess this point. And I had kind of grown away

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from you know, God steadily throughout my life, not out

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of I guess any reason. It's just it just stopped

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being a thing that I thought about. It stopped being

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something I was concerned with, and I just kind of

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led my life and did what I wanted. And listening

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to all these podcasts kind of made me start thinking, oh,

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we should go to church and you know, talking to

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my kids about God and reading the Bible and doing

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all these things. And I was cutting grass and my

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husband was off of work that day for whatever reason,

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and so he was taking a nap and whatever priests

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this was that I was listening to, said, you know,

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we're going to do a prayer, and it was just

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kind of a generic prayer for you know, to come

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closer to God, to you know, reveal yourself to them,

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to fill your heart with the Holy Spirit, all these

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very normal, mundane kind of prayers. But actually I did

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the prayer for the first time, and actually, you know,

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tried and to engage and listen and instead of just

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kind of blanking out during that part. And then I

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had to I got back inside because I happen to

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go pick up my kids and my husband came downstairs

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us his heart. He always he's not usually the scared

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all the time, but he came downstairs terrified, and I

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was like, what, what is wrong? What's going on? And

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he said that he had been having a sleep paralysis

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and he's describing this sleep paralysis nightmare and in his

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nightmare there's a demon. Then he's like, awake, you know,

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it looks the exact same. Everything's in the room and

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the light is the same. And a demon opens the door,

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this tall, gross, skinny thing and walks up to him

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and starts just tormenting him. And he's trying to get

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away from it. And he's like, well, in his dream,

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he is moving a little bit, but it's it seems

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like it's going on for forever. Like he said, the

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dream he took maybe a twenty minute, naw, I don't know,

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but in his dream it sounded like, you know, an

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hour two hours where he's slowly crawling and he's trying

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to yell from me, but I'm outside and a lot

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and like he can hear the lawnmower and everything, and

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he finally gets down the drags he's literally on his

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stomach crawling, drags himself down the stairs, and goes. As

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soon as he gets to the door, it regenerates and

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he's back in bed with the demon opening the door again.

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And this happens like three times, and the time that

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he had woken up, he finally somehow woke up and

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got out of it. And it was right when I

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was listening to this prayer and I was thinking, you know,

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about getting my family back in and I was like,

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that was just too convenient for me, I guess, especially

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given the I hadn't really talked it. We hadn't talked

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about demons or anything, you know, related to We talked

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about God just sits at the dinner table. Yeah, hey, kid,

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let me tell you about that.

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Let me tell you about some demons today, right over

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some chicken nuggets.

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Yeah. So that was a little bit too real, too real,

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too convenient. And then it got worse. So kind of

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weird stuff started happening in the house, but nothing crazy.

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By this point, I'm convinced that all this stuff is real.

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And I was talking to my sister about it. I

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talked to him about it a little bit. And at

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the time we were planning, we had just gotten this

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chicken coop, big fancy chicken coop and we are planning

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like a raised bed garden and it's chicken coop and

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there's going to be a chicken run. And I was

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my It was around it was last spring of twenty four,

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it was May, and she was right around the time

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for my daughter's birthday. So my in laws are visiting.

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So my husband's outside, you know, measuring and laying out

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the steaks for the chicken coop. And I was on

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the phone with my sister. We were about to go

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look at plants. And I am on one end of

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my bedroom and I hear something and I can't tell

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we have our bedroom is like this, and then our

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master bathroom is behind it, and we had an Alexa

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thing plugged in and I hear something and then I

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realized it's Alexa. But I'm nowhere near it. I haven't

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said anything to Alexa, so I now hate I. So

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why is this thing talking? And then a weird this

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is this is gonna sound insane and it's not. Well

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it is, but I'm not making it up. A weird distorted,

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demonic sounding version. If a nursery rhyme starts blasting, uh,

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this Alexa that's in the bathroom with the door shut,

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and I go in and turn it off, and my

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sister heard on the phone and she said, what the

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hell was that? And it was, what's it? Buckle my

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shoe was the nursery rhyme that was playing, and I

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thought my husband was messing with me, because before that,

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the door had slammed, and I thought, you know, the

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the front door opened and the bedroom door like a

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draft showed it. That's what I thought, and so I

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just ignored it. And then that starts playing. And my

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husband sometimes would, you know, mess with me and send

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things to Alexa to scare me. But it was usually

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Gummy Bear, the Gummy Bear song, which is horrible because

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my son was obsessed with it. And so I go

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downstairs and go outside and I'm like, why are you

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doing this to me? And he's like, what are you

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talking about? And I was like, that was creepy. He

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has no idea what I'm talking about. And then I

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tell him what's going on, and his again, he's very Catholic.

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His face just goes white and he's like ah, And

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so he goes upstairs and starts he's grilling me about it,

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asking me, so I know he didn't do it. Yeah,

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and then I go. I'm just like, well, I'm going

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to go. So I leave to go with my sister

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and she's I'm telling her about it, and she's like,

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what's even creepier is what you guys were doing when

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the nursery saw starts playing, and I was like, well,

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what do you mean? And I was getting ready when

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the song came on. It was one. I was putting

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my shoes on, so it's one. Two, buckle my shoes,

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three four shut the door. My doorhead just slammed, and

470
00:32:14.680 --> 00:32:17.279
then it was five six pick up sticks and he's

471
00:32:17.279 --> 00:32:20.960
outside with the garden stakes, hammering them in and measuring

472
00:32:21.000 --> 00:32:24.480
them and laying them out and seven eight laid them straight.

473
00:32:24.599 --> 00:32:26.759
What does it? Nine? Ten do it again or whatever.

474
00:32:26.839 --> 00:32:31.359
I don't know the rest, but we were doing exactly

475
00:32:31.440 --> 00:32:39.039
what this nursery rhyme. Yes, scary freaky. I've not been

476
00:32:39.079 --> 00:32:41.359
able to find any version of it that even sounds

477
00:32:41.440 --> 00:32:46.680
like that. And my husband found a way. You can

478
00:32:46.720 --> 00:32:51.680
go into Alexa and probably google and see what triggers it,

479
00:32:52.240 --> 00:32:55.119
you know, because sometimes it'll just pop up and it'll

480
00:32:55.160 --> 00:32:58.000
say sorry, I can't do second such, nobody's talking to you.

481
00:32:59.519 --> 00:33:01.359
And so he was able to go in and see

482
00:33:02.680 --> 00:33:05.519
what triggered it, and there was just like a string

483
00:33:05.559 --> 00:33:10.279
of words that it was not me that made it

484
00:33:10.480 --> 00:33:14.799
say that. So anyway, that's when I bought my my

485
00:33:14.920 --> 00:33:19.799
rosary that I wear every day and honestly, and I

486
00:33:19.839 --> 00:33:23.240
started praying the rosary and I went to math, which

487
00:33:25.240 --> 00:33:31.599
I don't understand really, Yes, as a baptism, but ever

488
00:33:31.640 --> 00:33:35.640
since all of that, it's kind of it's kind of

489
00:33:35.720 --> 00:33:42.720
died down. But so it's it was just so strange.

490
00:33:43.599 --> 00:33:46.160
Yeah, have you ever seen the show called Evil?

491
00:33:47.400 --> 00:33:48.319
I love that show.

492
00:33:49.240 --> 00:33:51.880
Yes, that's got like the crazy nursery.

493
00:33:51.559 --> 00:34:00.200
Ryand yes, yeah, we watched that one and I was like, huh, yeah.

494
00:33:58.839 --> 00:34:01.720
That's what it reminds me. And they were having those

495
00:34:01.759 --> 00:34:05.480
issues in their bathroom and it's like, oh shit, yeah,

496
00:34:05.519 --> 00:34:08.039
that that shows wild it is.

497
00:34:08.119 --> 00:34:09.639
I love that show. I hated how it ended.

498
00:34:10.199 --> 00:34:19.000
Yeah, man, So like, have you guys ever like you

499
00:34:19.119 --> 00:34:21.320
just have the rosary and you'll pray every once in

500
00:34:21.360 --> 00:34:24.719
a while, right, have you guys ever like anointed the

501
00:34:24.760 --> 00:34:25.840
house or anything?

502
00:34:27.880 --> 00:34:35.480
No, So, living in the South especially, I live in

503
00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:39.960
a very rural community and very agricultural community, and so

504
00:34:40.280 --> 00:34:44.360
we have like one Catholic church, and it is very

505
00:34:45.800 --> 00:34:49.480
Latino focused. It's yeah, the priest speaks Spanish and so

506
00:34:49.840 --> 00:34:52.320
there's not I don't have like these large dioceses to

507
00:34:52.400 --> 00:34:55.480
reach out to you. Yeah, I have been. Ever since

508
00:34:55.519 --> 00:34:59.840
I started the podcast, I've been trying to get Father Dan.

509
00:35:00.159 --> 00:35:01.599
He loves like an hour.

510
00:35:01.519 --> 00:35:06.320
Oh yeah in Tennessee there right, Yeah.

511
00:35:06.519 --> 00:35:09.360
On Columbia he's not even five minutes.

512
00:35:09.480 --> 00:35:12.559
Yeah, the Exorcists. He's a badass. He's been on a

513
00:35:12.639 --> 00:35:15.199
lot of podcasts. I'm going to reach out to him.

514
00:35:15.199 --> 00:35:17.760
I've never tried to get him on my podcast, but

515
00:35:17.880 --> 00:35:18.360
he does.

516
00:35:18.320 --> 00:35:20.840
Podcasts, so yeah, he had and he's got like the

517
00:35:20.920 --> 00:35:22.880
Exorcist files that that he does. I don't know if

518
00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:26.079
it's every day, every week or what, but I've reached

519
00:35:26.119 --> 00:35:29.159
out to him a few times, and uh so I

520
00:35:29.239 --> 00:35:30.440
want to talk to him about this and be like,

521
00:35:30.480 --> 00:35:33.480
while you're here, okay, you can.

522
00:35:33.760 --> 00:35:37.440
You can anoint things on your own. So here's here's

523
00:35:37.480 --> 00:35:40.920
the crazy thing that's going on with me is I'm

524
00:35:40.960 --> 00:35:42.800
the only one that does any of this stuff in

525
00:35:42.880 --> 00:35:46.840
my house, right, So I have I have a bottle

526
00:35:47.039 --> 00:35:53.519
of it's olive oil, but it's it's blessed, it's anointing oil,

527
00:35:53.599 --> 00:35:56.639
and I got it, actually I had it. I bought

528
00:35:56.679 --> 00:36:00.519
the oil in Egypt, and then I had it blessed

529
00:36:00.599 --> 00:36:05.039
by at Saint Catherine's Monastery, which is at the base

530
00:36:05.280 --> 00:36:11.199
of Mount Sinai by the and there's a there's a

531
00:36:13.639 --> 00:36:19.840
in the monastery. It's the longest occupied Christian monastery in

532
00:36:19.920 --> 00:36:24.679
the world, and it's been since like like three hundred

533
00:36:25.199 --> 00:36:33.519
a d. And it's been uh continuously held by the

534
00:36:33.639 --> 00:36:37.920
Christians for that long. So this guy, these these these monks,

535
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:40.920
they basically make a living like baking bread and doing

536
00:36:41.079 --> 00:36:45.280
like tourist stuff, but they I had this anointing oil

537
00:36:45.400 --> 00:36:48.400
and and everything I've ever used it for. It's like,

538
00:36:48.559 --> 00:36:52.719
I feel like it's very powerful whatever it is, and

539
00:36:52.840 --> 00:36:56.400
I can I'll put it like usually I put it

540
00:36:56.480 --> 00:37:00.320
right up here because I also have holy water that's

541
00:37:00.480 --> 00:37:04.199
literally out of the Jordan River and it's blood right.

542
00:37:05.760 --> 00:37:10.039
But I cannot find my anointing oil. And it's like

543
00:37:10.119 --> 00:37:12.760
I'll find it every once in a while and I'll

544
00:37:12.840 --> 00:37:14.800
like annoying things, but then when I want to go

545
00:37:14.960 --> 00:37:19.519
find it, I can't find it. It's so bizarre. So

546
00:37:19.679 --> 00:37:22.840
I don't know if that's I'm not saying it's supernatural.

547
00:37:22.920 --> 00:37:26.840
But something something's weird because I always put it either

548
00:37:26.960 --> 00:37:29.519
right up here on this shelf or right there on

549
00:37:29.639 --> 00:37:32.639
that shelf, and whenever I need it and I want

550
00:37:32.719 --> 00:37:35.719
to show somebody or I want to find it, it's gone.

551
00:37:36.960 --> 00:37:41.920
So it's really weird. So but anointing oil is just

552
00:37:42.360 --> 00:37:47.360
it's simple, I mean, and you just bless your home essentially.

553
00:37:48.519 --> 00:37:49.280
Maybe I should do that.

554
00:37:50.039 --> 00:37:52.239
Yeah, there's all kinds of things you can do. I

555
00:37:52.320 --> 00:37:55.639
can send to you all kinds of stuff. Yeah, yeah,

556
00:37:57.800 --> 00:38:04.079
a lot fun prayers. And people should take it more seriously.

557
00:38:04.840 --> 00:38:09.199
They really should, because you know, but part of the

558
00:38:09.320 --> 00:38:16.920
issue is, too is sometimes ignorance is bliss. Yeah, because

559
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:19.239
I have a fan. I feel like the enemy leaves

560
00:38:19.280 --> 00:38:22.719
you alone until you start getting So once I started

561
00:38:22.800 --> 00:38:29.119
getting really back into this, I've been dealing with some

562
00:38:29.360 --> 00:38:38.239
sort of Lilith type entity for decades, about a twelve

563
00:38:38.320 --> 00:38:42.719
years or so, and probably longer than that. It's just

564
00:38:42.880 --> 00:38:46.800
that that's as long as I had known, right, And

565
00:38:47.119 --> 00:38:50.320
then when I started getting into this, like I had

566
00:38:50.559 --> 00:38:54.280
not had an incident in years, and when I started

567
00:38:54.280 --> 00:38:57.480
getting back into this stuff, it like came back on

568
00:38:57.639 --> 00:39:02.159
full force, like puret attacks unbelievable.

569
00:39:03.719 --> 00:39:04.360
What does that mean?

570
00:39:05.320 --> 00:39:09.280
So I would get I'd have dreams, I would have

571
00:39:09.800 --> 00:39:13.480
uh and they were like I'd be like sexually assaulted

572
00:39:13.559 --> 00:39:18.960
by this thing. Yeah. And and it took a couple

573
00:39:19.000 --> 00:39:21.719
of different types of forms. One was like an like

574
00:39:21.800 --> 00:39:26.880
an old hag kind of entity. Another one is very

575
00:39:27.000 --> 00:39:30.639
much like the girl from the Ring. Do you ever

576
00:39:30.719 --> 00:39:38.360
see that? Yeah? Just scary, so scary, so scary.

577
00:39:40.440 --> 00:39:44.639
Talk about evil. There's the lady, there's the thing in evil.

578
00:39:45.440 --> 00:39:50.280
Do you remember that? Yeah, demon lady. She's always smoldering

579
00:39:50.320 --> 00:39:51.400
and she always comes at night.

580
00:39:52.119 --> 00:39:56.239
Yep, same kind of entity. It's it's a you know,

581
00:39:56.360 --> 00:39:58.760
you've got you've got two separate ones though. You've got

582
00:39:59.400 --> 00:40:01.840
one that's like a Lilla type entity, more like a

583
00:40:01.960 --> 00:40:07.320
succubus type entity, and then you have like the Jezebel

584
00:40:07.760 --> 00:40:15.119
entities that are more Jezebel like, I guess you could say,

585
00:40:16.440 --> 00:40:23.360
but they're they're they're different. But I had a an

586
00:40:23.440 --> 00:40:26.440
incident over about a two weeks about a week long

587
00:40:26.559 --> 00:40:32.119
period where it Ith was coming after me, like literally

588
00:40:32.280 --> 00:40:35.760
like it at night. It was so bizarre, and and

589
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:41.519
I finally did a couple prayers and figured out how

590
00:40:41.559 --> 00:40:43.679
to get rid of this thing, and since then it's

591
00:40:43.760 --> 00:40:48.280
been gone. So the stuff works.

592
00:40:49.199 --> 00:40:51.199
Why do you think You're like.

593
00:40:52.199 --> 00:40:55.920
Oh, I was abused as a kid and and just

594
00:40:56.119 --> 00:40:59.079
all kinds of doors had been opened in my life.

595
00:41:00.800 --> 00:41:08.800
Bad relationships, you know, promiscuous activity as a kid. I think,

596
00:41:09.039 --> 00:41:12.079
just bad, just all kinds of not good stuff, right

597
00:41:12.840 --> 00:41:16.679
m hm. And what you what you do sometimes is

598
00:41:16.840 --> 00:41:20.559
leave there's it opens doors and things will attach to you.

599
00:41:22.559 --> 00:41:29.559
So yeah, yeah, I've I've heard that that one healed's

600
00:41:29.800 --> 00:41:33.760
trauma allows things to to kind of fester.

601
00:41:34.920 --> 00:41:37.400
Yeah. There's a really good podcast if you want to

602
00:41:37.440 --> 00:41:43.800
listen to some podcasts about stuff like this. It's Tyler.

603
00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:48.199
Tyler Welsh I think does them. It's called The Deep End.

604
00:41:49.400 --> 00:41:51.559
Oh yeah, I like that one.

605
00:41:52.159 --> 00:41:54.440
If you get deep into his stuff. He talks a

606
00:41:54.519 --> 00:41:58.000
lot about stuff like this, and Dan Duval, who's been

607
00:41:58.039 --> 00:42:02.280
on his show a few times. You know, some people

608
00:42:02.360 --> 00:42:04.840
don't believe in this discernment stuff at all though, Like

609
00:42:05.000 --> 00:42:10.159
I mean, not discernment per se, but the the uh

610
00:42:10.559 --> 00:42:12.880
you know, spiritual warfare the way that it is. I

611
00:42:13.079 --> 00:42:19.920
totally do because I've experienced it. I've also had instances

612
00:42:20.000 --> 00:42:24.599
where you know, I've totally rebuked things in the name

613
00:42:24.679 --> 00:42:30.639
of Jesus and they just go away, you know. And

614
00:42:30.960 --> 00:42:35.880
there's story after story after story from people like Scott Carpenter,

615
00:42:35.920 --> 00:42:41.840
who was a bigfoot researcher in Tennessee that he would

616
00:42:42.840 --> 00:42:46.840
he'd have sasquatch come at him and he would rebuke

617
00:42:47.000 --> 00:42:51.159
them in Jesus' name and they would leave them alone.

618
00:42:52.360 --> 00:42:57.559
So who knows, but you know, I mean, there's just

619
00:42:58.159 --> 00:42:59.800
it's wild. It gets deep deep.

620
00:43:03.519 --> 00:43:10.400
Yeah, there's if you actually start looking into everything and

621
00:43:10.880 --> 00:43:18.920
you know, reading information, listening to various shows and speakers

622
00:43:19.159 --> 00:43:23.639
and whatever. I mean, it's it seems never ending.

623
00:43:25.280 --> 00:43:27.559
Yeah, and that's one of the things that you can

624
00:43:28.519 --> 00:43:32.119
you get confirmation biased maybe and everything. You know, you

625
00:43:32.199 --> 00:43:35.519
become a hammer and everything that's like a nail. So

626
00:43:35.960 --> 00:43:38.679
you've got to work hard not to get pulled into

627
00:43:38.719 --> 00:43:43.360
it like that, in my opinion, because then you're just

628
00:43:43.719 --> 00:43:47.039
running around and everything's you know, a demon or everything's

629
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:51.119
this or everything's that, and it's I just don't think

630
00:43:51.199 --> 00:43:56.880
that's true, but I think it exists for sure.

631
00:43:58.440 --> 00:44:04.400
Yeah, absolutely, I mean it seems to be that. If

632
00:44:04.480 --> 00:44:08.519
you're curious about whether or not it exists, just just

633
00:44:08.639 --> 00:44:11.280
look into it. For like five minutes and then something

634
00:44:11.320 --> 00:44:14.480
will happen and you'll be you'll be verified because like

635
00:44:15.920 --> 00:44:19.440
I mean, I don't for a lot of people. You know,

636
00:44:19.559 --> 00:44:22.679
it's it's like you said, it's just you ignore it,

637
00:44:22.840 --> 00:44:25.440
you pretend that it's not real, and then you're kind

638
00:44:25.480 --> 00:44:28.039
of just left alone. And I remember when all this

639
00:44:28.119 --> 00:44:33.760
stuff was happening a year and a half ago, I

640
00:44:33.880 --> 00:44:38.079
was talking to my husband and I was like, because

641
00:44:38.239 --> 00:44:42.559
it just seemed so obvious, you know, and when you

642
00:44:44.039 --> 00:44:47.000
when you read about things or hear about demonic things

643
00:44:47.079 --> 00:44:50.000
and whatever, it's usually like something shifted on the wall,

644
00:44:50.440 --> 00:44:53.360
you know, something kind of subtle. And I was like,

645
00:44:53.440 --> 00:44:57.079
it played like one two, but like it was so obvious.

646
00:44:57.280 --> 00:44:58.679
Yeah, right, And.

647
00:45:00.199 --> 00:45:05.800
You know, like number one, how bad was I? If

648
00:45:06.159 --> 00:45:08.400
if it's trying to scare me? Because the way that

649
00:45:08.440 --> 00:45:14.599
I perceived it was I'm being scared into not you know,

650
00:45:14.960 --> 00:45:21.039
going more into not getting So if it's trying to

651
00:45:21.119 --> 00:45:23.960
prevent me from doing that, like how lost was I?

652
00:45:25.039 --> 00:45:27.840
If it's trying to keep me and my family here,

653
00:45:29.559 --> 00:45:33.440
or you know, on the flip side of that, what

654
00:45:33.719 --> 00:45:36.239
is it that like myself or someone in this house

655
00:45:36.360 --> 00:45:40.280
is supposed to do that it's trying to prevent from

656
00:45:40.400 --> 00:45:48.480
happening because it just it seems so overt that I

657
00:45:48.559 --> 00:45:52.239
couldn't I couldn't reason that, am I. That's That's what

658
00:45:52.360 --> 00:45:54.239
I think shocked me the most about it. It's not

659
00:45:54.360 --> 00:45:56.400
that it's like, oh, and you know this dis base

660
00:45:56.480 --> 00:45:59.760
fell off the wall or off the counter, or you

661
00:45:59.880 --> 00:46:03.239
know a picture fell or whatever. It's super obvious night

662
00:46:03.400 --> 00:46:10.559
terrors and stuff moving and music playing like mirroring songs

663
00:46:10.599 --> 00:46:14.960
of current activities, which is creepy.

664
00:46:15.760 --> 00:46:20.000
It is creepy. The sleep proalyssis thing with your husband's

665
00:46:20.119 --> 00:46:25.599
wild I know. Yeah, I mean people get that type

666
00:46:25.639 --> 00:46:28.039
of stuff all the time, like they live with that

667
00:46:28.840 --> 00:46:35.320
almost daily. Maybe not daily, but yeah. And I can't

668
00:46:35.440 --> 00:46:39.199
say I've ever had the paralysis part, but I've definitely

669
00:46:39.440 --> 00:46:43.360
had the attack in my sleep part. And there's just

670
00:46:43.519 --> 00:46:46.960
like nothing you can do about it until you actually

671
00:46:47.039 --> 00:46:48.920
fight back in the physical.

672
00:46:49.480 --> 00:46:50.119
I didn't move.

673
00:46:50.719 --> 00:46:54.880
Yeah, yeah, I mean, my you know, I won't bore

674
00:46:54.960 --> 00:46:57.559
you with the story because what it's boring my audience.

675
00:46:57.639 --> 00:47:00.920
It's more like because they've heard it giant times. But

676
00:47:03.440 --> 00:47:10.519
you know, one of Lilli's manifestations is is an owl, right,

677
00:47:11.320 --> 00:47:16.199
And I've never had owls in my backyard ever. Ever,

678
00:47:16.519 --> 00:47:20.199
I've never had one before and I've never had one since.

679
00:47:21.280 --> 00:47:26.320
And in a two day period, I had owls hooting

680
00:47:26.440 --> 00:47:30.599
it just times that they shouldn't be hooting, right, and

681
00:47:30.840 --> 00:47:35.119
and basically like here here, here I am, and I'll

682
00:47:35.159 --> 00:47:38.159
have to tell you the whole story sometimes, but man, yeah,

683
00:47:38.480 --> 00:47:48.559
just wild, just wild. So yeah, stuff exists, and you know,

684
00:47:54.119 --> 00:47:58.639
it's just it gets crazy. It can yet. So it's

685
00:47:58.639 --> 00:48:00.559
one of those things like you don't want to It's

686
00:48:00.639 --> 00:48:02.280
like you want to go down a rabbit hole, but

687
00:48:04.400 --> 00:48:04.719
do ye?

688
00:48:05.559 --> 00:48:09.480
Do? Lee so well? And the way that I kind

689
00:48:09.559 --> 00:48:14.039
of looked at it after that was if there was

690
00:48:14.159 --> 00:48:21.679
anything that I could perceive to be, you know, creepy

691
00:48:21.880 --> 00:48:29.000
or whatever, I just recognize the fact that there is

692
00:48:29.400 --> 00:48:34.719
nothing that they can do without God's permission. And so

693
00:48:34.880 --> 00:48:39.159
I just I realized there's nothing really that they can

694
00:48:39.239 --> 00:48:41.840
do to me other than try to incite fear, and

695
00:48:42.039 --> 00:48:44.559
the fear part of it is up to me, not

696
00:48:44.760 --> 00:48:46.599
up to them much pretty much.

697
00:48:47.079 --> 00:48:54.519
And so I just was like, yeah, yeah, I mean, wait,

698
00:48:54.679 --> 00:48:58.039
wait until sometime. It'll happen at some point. If you

699
00:48:58.199 --> 00:49:01.679
start talking about stuff like this on podcast, you're going

700
00:49:01.760 --> 00:49:07.679
to find that things go wrong with your equipment. But

701
00:49:07.760 --> 00:49:10.559
you know what I'm saying, like I've had I've had

702
00:49:10.599 --> 00:49:14.639
some crazy experiences. Now before I do every episode, I

703
00:49:14.719 --> 00:49:19.519
actually say, I actually say a prayer, and they started

704
00:49:19.599 --> 00:49:27.119
doing that. I haven't really had any issues. I haven't

705
00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:31.320
at all, actually, but if I don't, the few times

706
00:49:31.360 --> 00:49:34.880
and it really depends on who I'm talking to, But

707
00:49:35.000 --> 00:49:36.880
there's been two or three times where I did not

708
00:49:37.480 --> 00:49:39.320
say the prayer and I was talking to a certain

709
00:49:39.400 --> 00:49:45.679
person and we would either have to and I remember

710
00:49:45.800 --> 00:49:49.480
one time having to. We started praying. We were on

711
00:49:49.599 --> 00:49:53.239
the phone together because the phone actually worked, but we're

712
00:49:53.320 --> 00:49:56.400
looking at each other through here on the phone, and

713
00:49:56.559 --> 00:50:01.760
we started. He started praying and then like asking for

714
00:50:01.920 --> 00:50:05.880
like assistance from like Michael Dark Angel. And as soon

715
00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:08.159
as he said that and we finished the prayer in

716
00:50:08.280 --> 00:50:12.719
Jesus Name, Amen, I could hear him say Amen through

717
00:50:12.760 --> 00:50:17.840
the mic, through through his mic into my ear. At

718
00:50:17.880 --> 00:50:20.400
the end of the prayer, I was like, is this coincidence?

719
00:50:20.679 --> 00:50:25.760
I think so just wild because he did. You know,

720
00:50:25.920 --> 00:50:28.880
there's there's things out there. This is this is stuff

721
00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:34.679
that certain entities or whatever they don't want it to

722
00:50:34.760 --> 00:50:38.079
be talked about or you to educate people about it.

723
00:50:39.239 --> 00:50:40.760
Have you seen the movie Nefarious?

724
00:50:44.159 --> 00:50:46.480
I don't think so. I think I know about it,

725
00:50:46.559 --> 00:50:47.480
but I haven't seen it.

726
00:50:48.280 --> 00:50:52.320
So there was what is it, The The Pope's Exorcist

727
00:50:52.559 --> 00:50:55.000
or whatever that movie is. It has Russell Crowen and

728
00:50:55.119 --> 00:50:59.719
I think that came out I guess See Your Last

729
00:50:59.800 --> 00:51:06.320
Year or something. And I was listening to this podcast

730
00:51:06.360 --> 00:51:09.400
and it was one of the priests, one of the exorcists,

731
00:51:09.519 --> 00:51:12.519
was on a podcast and they were asking him about

732
00:51:12.519 --> 00:51:14.079
this movie because the movie had just come out and

733
00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:15.920
had he watched it? And you know what was his

734
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:20.559
opinion on it as an exorcist. And it's based on

735
00:51:20.719 --> 00:51:28.760
like a true doctor, not darget father amor I'm probably

736
00:51:28.800 --> 00:51:32.239
getting it wrong, but he is like the most famous

737
00:51:32.280 --> 00:51:37.239
exorcists ever and he died I think the nineties, early

738
00:51:37.280 --> 00:51:40.199
two thousands, but he did like thousands of exorcisms in

739
00:51:40.320 --> 00:51:44.480
his lifetime. He started in like the forties or something.

740
00:51:44.679 --> 00:51:50.400
But so it's based on him. But anyway, this is

741
00:51:50.440 --> 00:51:53.719
what the movie is based on. The I forget which

742
00:51:55.280 --> 00:51:57.440
exorcists it was that was talking about it, but he said,

743
00:51:57.480 --> 00:52:01.000
the most realistic extra is a movie that he's ever

744
00:52:01.079 --> 00:52:04.199
seen is this movie called nefarious. I've never heard of

745
00:52:04.239 --> 00:52:06.840
it up to this point. Apparently it's based on a book,

746
00:52:07.559 --> 00:52:10.360
but nothing really happens in the movie. It's not you know,

747
00:52:10.519 --> 00:52:14.480
there's not this crazy plot line. It's they're just sitting

748
00:52:14.559 --> 00:52:17.360
in one room the whole time and what it's supposed

749
00:52:17.360 --> 00:52:18.119
to be a prison cell.

750
00:52:18.920 --> 00:52:20.719
Yeah, I'm looking at the thing right now.

751
00:52:21.400 --> 00:52:21.639
Yeah.

752
00:52:22.280 --> 00:52:27.559
And he said that it's the closest thing that he's

753
00:52:27.599 --> 00:52:31.800
ever seen to the demonic mind, the way the demonic

754
00:52:31.920 --> 00:52:36.039
mind works, and watching it, it is the way that

755
00:52:36.199 --> 00:52:38.519
the guy that suzzs Withess, the way that he talks

756
00:52:38.760 --> 00:52:41.960
is just so creepy. But so anyway, watch the movie.

757
00:52:41.960 --> 00:52:46.400
It is. It's really good. But when they were talking

758
00:52:46.440 --> 00:52:51.000
about this movie, the number of problems that they had

759
00:52:51.119 --> 00:52:54.960
during filming was insane. And then when they were trying

760
00:52:55.000 --> 00:52:57.079
to release it, and when they were trying to get

761
00:52:57.360 --> 00:53:03.320
you know, like a journalist or something was interviewing and

762
00:53:03.480 --> 00:53:06.320
was going to publish about it, and they had to

763
00:53:06.400 --> 00:53:09.280
redo the interview like four times because the equipment kept

764
00:53:09.320 --> 00:53:12.920
messing up. And actually during filming it looks like it's

765
00:53:12.960 --> 00:53:15.679
in a prison in the middle of a desert, and

766
00:53:16.119 --> 00:53:20.480
it's actually was filmed in like a basketball stadium or something,

767
00:53:22.280 --> 00:53:25.320
and there's this one part I can't remember what the

768
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:26.920
part of it is. It's towards the end of it,

769
00:53:27.159 --> 00:53:31.840
kind of the culmination of everything, and a storm picks up.

770
00:53:31.920 --> 00:53:34.400
There's no tropes up until this point, but you know,

771
00:53:34.800 --> 00:53:37.280
the movie started to kind of pick up, and then

772
00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:40.800
all of a sudden, there's this big scary thunderstorm that happens,

773
00:53:41.679 --> 00:53:43.719
and it seems unnecessary, but you're like, Okay, I get it.

774
00:53:43.760 --> 00:53:46.639
You're adding to the atmosphere. Apparently they had to do that.

775
00:53:47.159 --> 00:53:50.800
They had to create this thunderstorm because whenever it got

776
00:53:50.840 --> 00:53:54.519
to this part of the movie, all these sounds kept

777
00:53:54.559 --> 00:53:58.280
coming from everywhere around them, like the ceiling and the

778
00:53:58.360 --> 00:54:01.639
walls and whatever, and they kept having to redo this

779
00:54:01.800 --> 00:54:04.239
part of the movie and they could not get it

780
00:54:05.039 --> 00:54:08.679
quiet without these weird ambient background sounds. So they were like,

781
00:54:09.239 --> 00:54:12.119
we're just going to add a storm and that's that's it.

782
00:54:12.280 --> 00:54:17.360
And then like a tornado hit their studio and almost

783
00:54:17.480 --> 00:54:20.519
messed everything up. And then there's going to be an

784
00:54:20.599 --> 00:54:23.719
Exorcist at the release because it's going to be released

785
00:54:23.760 --> 00:54:28.199
at this Exorcists like hometown of like Iowa or something. Yeah,

786
00:54:28.760 --> 00:54:33.119
and he almost like died the night before. It was

787
00:54:33.159 --> 00:54:38.760
like an emergency surgery deal and dead people. Yes, almost

788
00:54:38.760 --> 00:54:40.320
like car crashes. Crazy.

789
00:54:41.239 --> 00:54:45.079
I see the guy who played the looks like maybe

790
00:54:45.159 --> 00:54:51.679
the demon character is Sean Patrick Flair Flannery who was

791
00:54:52.000 --> 00:54:54.199
in the movie The Boondock Saints.

792
00:54:54.679 --> 00:54:57.679
Yeah, he's really good in it.

793
00:54:58.119 --> 00:54:59.920
Yeah, he is a good actor.

794
00:55:00.159 --> 00:55:02.480
So I don't think he's done anything in a while

795
00:55:02.599 --> 00:55:03.599
that he just popped up.

796
00:55:03.519 --> 00:55:10.840
Into Wow, crazy man.

797
00:55:13.320 --> 00:55:19.199
All right, Oh this a departure, this demon talk. That

798
00:55:19.360 --> 00:55:22.079
a departure from your youth.

799
00:55:23.679 --> 00:55:28.800
Yeah, no, it's this. I mean we talk about stuff constantly.

800
00:55:30.840 --> 00:55:34.960
So the name of the show is broadcasting seeds. And

801
00:55:35.079 --> 00:55:39.679
what I'd like you to do to close is a

802
00:55:40.760 --> 00:55:45.159
plant seeds in the audience's mind about something, either whether

803
00:55:45.280 --> 00:55:50.719
it's advice or you know, things to do or whatever,

804
00:55:51.039 --> 00:55:51.400
plan a.

805
00:55:51.440 --> 00:56:03.199
Seed mm hmm, just anything, Yeah, life, lessons, parenting, whatever.

806
00:56:04.840 --> 00:56:14.920
Okay, turned to God, reach Bible, check your sources.

807
00:56:15.559 --> 00:56:17.039
Check your source. It's a good one.

808
00:56:19.239 --> 00:56:22.880
Get facts, you know, facts ever feelings, Get facts before

809
00:56:22.920 --> 00:56:28.880
you rush to judgment, Like those are the most important things.

810
00:56:30.079 --> 00:56:32.880
Those are really kind of like foundations for for everything else.

811
00:56:33.679 --> 00:56:39.480
Don't act off of impulse. And emotion that age, right, yeah, yeah,

812
00:56:39.679 --> 00:56:47.440
especially today. So that's those are my four seeds, your seeds.

813
00:56:48.480 --> 00:56:50.719
So tell everyone again where they can find you.

814
00:56:52.000 --> 00:56:57.519
So I'm on YouTube, that's the Infernal Machine Podcast. I'm small,

815
00:56:57.760 --> 00:56:59.480
so you have to scroll a little bit because there's

816
00:56:59.480 --> 00:57:06.440
a movie. I'm not the movie. An'm on uh Instagram,

817
00:57:06.679 --> 00:57:15.280
Infernal Machine podcast on TikTok, next, Facebook, pretty much, Spotify,

818
00:57:16.400 --> 00:57:19.519
all the social media. So I'll give you the links

819
00:57:19.639 --> 00:57:21.280
so that you can put them in the handle. But

820
00:57:21.360 --> 00:57:25.440
it's all Infernal Machine podcasts or Megan a Machine.

821
00:57:27.039 --> 00:57:30.719
Awesome, all right, Megan, thanks for coming on.

822
00:57:31.400 --> 00:57:31.719
Thank you.

823
00:57:32.679 --> 00:57:33.639
Yeah, you're welcome.

824
00:57:34.599 --> 00:57:35.159
Just fun.

825
00:57:54.440 --> 00:58:02.840
Up the sun, spread, Demons in the holly hats day,

826
00:58:04.840 --> 00:58:14.599
Prayer is awayd faything shadow figures run from Holy life.

827
00:58:18.079 --> 00:58:24.079
You can't hold me in the dog, my son, My

828
00:58:24.440 --> 00:58:29.760
mind is bottle.

829
00:58:30.280 --> 00:58:33.920
You crush the night our cat.

830
00:58:35.239 --> 00:58:36.280
Out did.

831
00:58:40.920 --> 00:58:45.360
The battles real bird. So is Grace.

832
00:58:46.360 --> 00:58:48.440
He's with you in the head.