June 10, 2025

Enlightenment Unknown: Life of a Spiritual Nomad with Wes Coons

Enlightenment Unknown: Life of a Spiritual Nomad with Wes Coons
Enlightenment Unknown: Life of a Spiritual Nomad with Wes Coons
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Enlightenment Unknown: Life of a Spiritual Nomad with Wes Coons
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"Enlightenment Unknown: Life of a Spiritual Nomad" with Wes Coons Join us on a journey through the unseen realms with Reiki Master, Quantum Healer, and Spiritual Nomad Wes Coons. In this deeply personal and powerful episode, Wes opens up about his path through fear, doubt, and awakening—leading to a life of healing, intuition, and profound spiritual insight. Through vivid storytelling and deep reflection, Wes shares how he bridges ancient wisdom and modern healing. From Reiki and Ho'oponopono to quantum energy and medical intuition, Wes’s unique abilities allow him to tune into what the body and soul truly need. His work transforms lives by clearing energy, relieving pain, and illuminating the path to spiritual growth. ✨ Whether you’re on your own journey or just beginning to ask the big questions—this episode will challenge, inspire, and empower you. 🔗 Explore more of Wes's work:

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Year Joe, straight from the broadcast studio and then the

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static this ain't no bet sound story, So as prophetic

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we ain't just streams safer with the prophets.

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So with you tune in better guards your mind as

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broadcasting seeds and were breaking the.

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Study study, straight.

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From the broadcast due straight from the broadcast.

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You're live, not live live recording.

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It's like fresh frozen right exactly.

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And I always say that because I always want to

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make sure that the guest knows I'm not actually live,

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because that has happened before we went live on YouTube,

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had no idea. People are like, what are you doing?

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So anyway, so wes Coons, welcome to broadcasting Seeds. So

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why don't you tell everybody who you are and what

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you do?

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Thank you well, first of all, thanks for having me

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on the show. And you know, it was a pleasant

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surprise to see another marine here. I like that Marine

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Corps flag in the background. I love them, Yes, sir,

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So you know, I guess I kind of do a

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lot of things. You know, I'd reached out to you.

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I've got a podcast Enlightened The Unknown Life of a

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Spiritual Nomad, and the first part of that, the first

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two seasons, is me going through this uh spirit this

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spiritual awakening I had that was unique in the fact

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that it was about a nine month plus paranormal haunting

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experience where dude, we had three exorcisms. I met this

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Native American medicine woman Lakota and Lakota one Heart's her name,

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and where I had literally dig a grave, lay in

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the grave for eighteen hours while this ceremony went on.

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And what that did is energetically I died then and

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was reborn and there was a demon that was inside

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of me, that had been placed in me from a child,

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you know, when I was molested as a little boy,

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and and so you know, we went through that and

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you know, things crawling on me. Uh you know, I

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can promise you when you lift your shirt you see

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the imprint of somebody's face pressing out from inside you,

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it will it will wake you up. Man, it will

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weigh show us.

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So imagine. Yeah.

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So, you know, surviving that and then you know, at

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the same time, these these spiritual gifts were turning on

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for me, you know, these psychic abilities, these healing abilities

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that I didn't realize I had. And you know when

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you fast forward after that, I when the house was fixed,

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the haunting was over, so to speak, I found myself

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taking a raiki class and I don't know why why

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I was there. Well, I do know why I was there.

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I was scared, you know, and in my mind, what

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if they come back? So the only thing I knew

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to do was take a raiki class and that just

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turned something on for me, and that you know, I

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had this ability to heal people at a very high level.

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So you fast forward, now I got a real estate company,

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but my passion what I do is people come to

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me and I do work on them, and I Jesus

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flows through me to heal them. And it's been a

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wild five years. It's been crazy.

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That's crazy. So I end up so actually I usually

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start with another question, but since we're on and I'm

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just gonna flow because this is something. I've got a

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buddy in one of my like podcast groups and he

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is under the impression that reiki, even though he's a practitioner,

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people have told him that reiki is evil and that

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it's satanic and all these things. Yeah, I've heard that,

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and what what are your thoughts on that?

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Well, I'm not trying to hurt people's feelings, but organized

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religion for thousands of years, if you don't believe what

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we believe, or say what we want you to say,

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or become what we want you to become, We're going

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to kill you. You know, it's based on guilt, shame,

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and manipulation. And you know, I think the aspect of

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you can't go to God and have a conversation with God,

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you have to come through me and the church and

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go to God. You know that cuts their you know,

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at basic level, I don't think. Don't think everybody's out

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there trying to manipulate. I don't think they're all out

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there bad people. However, if you listen to them talk,

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and some of the churches I've tried to go to,

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I just can't stay because you know, the guilt and

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the shame, and they judge you at such a high level. Right,

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you know, if you take them out of it, they

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don't get a paycheck and they're not in control. So

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I don't know how to pray to ask the Holy

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Sacred Spirit to flow through me to be a clear

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and present channel to heal this person. If I'm praying

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to God, how the devil shows up?

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Right? It's impossible. Actually it's impossible.

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Yeah, I mean, how can that person pray to God

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and God shows up? I pray to God and it's wrong.

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So you know what I tell people when they tell

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me that, I said, you know, reiki is the Japanese

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version of the Church's hands on healing. So Master Suey

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wanted to know how did Jesus heal people? And so

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the reality is, I tell them, he says, so kind

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of what you're saying, if it's not like the white

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Guy's way of doing it, it's wrong, right, And they

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kind of look at that a little bit and they stop.

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And you know, I think we're allowed to pray to

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God the way we want to pray to God.

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Yeah, you know, And I'm my firm belief. Is all

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these things right, it's it's I think it's only and

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I'll say wrong. I don't like that word though, but

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I'll say it's wrong. Bottom line is Jesus is the

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lynchpin to all this, right, So as long as Jesus

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is there and he's in your heart, how is it wrong?

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Right?

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So I mean in in a in a real sense.

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I mean I'm not saying, you know, people don't do

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horrible things in the name of Jesus all the time, right,

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But I think something like this it's a little different,

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you know, because it just is.

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It just is I think it is. I mean, you're

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in it. You're in a situation where your heart is open,

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you're praying to God, You're asking them to flow through

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you and and to help He'll somebody you know, my my,

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my God's sister and I had dinner a couple of

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years ago when they don't necessarily agree with reiki, but

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I had a headache, and she's like, would you like

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me to heal that for you? I'm like sure, And

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she took a second and said, Jesus, heal him. She

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touched my forehead and another headache went away. And I'm like, wow,

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that sure seems like reiki.

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To me, right, you know exactly?

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Yeah, So we just don't talk about it.

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I guess you just put your you know, whatever moniker

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you want to put on it. Yeah.

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I think it's a beautiful thing.

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You know.

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The lady who taught me reiki is a lady named

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Lady named Trenee, and she owns the Reiki Wellness Center

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in Virginia Beach. And you know when I when I

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showed up there, I was more than broken.

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You know.

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The Marine Corps did a lot to me. And you know,

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you joined the military, as you know, at least in

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my sake, you know, already a broken young man. And

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you go through that process and you come out and

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all of a sudden, you're inconvenience. You know, your military

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training doesn't count for anything. You're you know, my my

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willingness to be violent and aggressive does work in the

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regular world. And you know, right, I mean, I know, yeah.

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I wasn't even I wasn't even okay to be a

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cop really, So I mean I understand.

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So you know, life goes by and I'm struggling and

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this happens, and you know, I was divorced, just got

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divorced at the time. And you know, I believe a

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couple of things. One I believe I had to go

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through that horrible haunting because I didn't have a relationship

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with God. You know, if you mentioned the church or

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God to me, I'm just like, you know, whatever, dude.

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And so when I was seeing those demons and experience

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in that, that got my brain thinking. I was like, well,

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you know, if that's real, then I mean, is this

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guy real? So that got me there. But the so

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that's where I started to realize he was real. But

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then when I went to the Reiki Wellness Center, she said,

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you can take a class, you can become a reiki master,

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you know, or you could learn to live a Reiki

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blessed life. And I didn't know what that was, but

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I knew how broken I was, and I'm like, I

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want that. And that's learning how life happens for me

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and not to me, and taking responsibility for everything in

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my life and you know every you know, people say

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all the time, Hey, I want to be a master

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manifestor I'm like you already are, Yeah, but my life sucks.

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I was like, yeah, you manifested that. You're just thinking,

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You're thinking sucks. You know, that's the problem. And it

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took me a while to get past that. And going

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through this process helped me heal from being molested as

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a child, help me heal from the Marine Corps, helped

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me heal from so many things. I am just grateful

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for it. On my worst day now is better than

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my best day ever was before.

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Yeah. So so tell us how you got to this place?

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Like I usually ask, you know, what was your gateway

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to this world? And that's I guess the best way

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to put it. So what what was your gateway to

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this entire strange world of you know, high strangeness that

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we live in.

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Yeah, I mean, for me, was uh the haunted house.

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You know, I lived a normal, miserable life, working and

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doing the things I wanted to do, thinking that's what

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I'm supposed to do.

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And and.

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Yeah I bought I bought this house and I was

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dating this girl, and you know, I think we were

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we were going to try to adopt her nephew, and

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you know, we're gonna have this life. We moved in

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there and something started changing with her, and she had

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schizophrenia on her father's side of the family that had

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turned on. So, you know, the woman I was dating

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in love with just wasn't there anymore. And she basically

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moved out of the house and you know, went down

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a different journey, for a hard journey for her. But

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you know, when we would fight in the home, there

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was an energy in the house that I did not comprehend.

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You know.

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It's kind of like, uh, what's that movie where the

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guys standing in the hallway and the courtor. It's really really.

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Long the matrix. No, it's like back that one. Yeah,

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I know what you're saying, though, it kind of yeah,

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So the house would do that.

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I'm like, this is so. I didn't understand what it was,

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but I knew it was wrong. So, you know, fast forward,

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she's out of the house and starting to hear I

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would hear music in the walls, and so I put

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my ear to the wall and you couldn't there's no music.

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Then you're staying off the wall. You could hear it.

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And just all this bizarre stuff was going on, and

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I started to notice things in the backyard. So I

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would look out there and I'd see these eyes staring

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at me, and I turn on a flashlight and it

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wasn't there. And then I guess kind of fast forward

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a couple of weeks and I went out the back

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door because I thought it was people messing with me, right,

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and I couldn't find anything. As I came in, I

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heard a door slam upstairs, and that really struggled with me.

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And just.

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You know, when I checked the house, nobody was there,

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but I just felt like I had let something in.

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And about a week later, laid in bed eating a

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nice stream sandwich and I had a German shepherd a

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Yorky at the time, and we heard this that well

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that me and the dogs heard this, lions roar downstairs.

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I mean, this god awful, just war. And it wouldn't

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be something that you or I could recreate. It was substantial,

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so of course the dogs weren't going to go be dogs.

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And I go down there with my with my weapon.

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And as you go down the stairs, you know, you

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can look at the windows to this to the one side,

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to see the reflection on the other side of the

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wall and there's nothing there. And as I came around

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the corner, you know, there was this demon standing. There

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was like somebody took fifty pounds of shock and shaved

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it and threw it up in the air and it

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created this demon. The horns, the eyes, the face that snow,

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and I think it was a shocked to see me

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as I was to see it. I mean, its face

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looked shocked and it was running towards me and I

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started backing up and it ran up the stairs. The

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Yorky scene that she bared Sugar did Kennedy did not,

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And yeah, Yorky was dude. That Yorkie would fight anybody, anytime, anywhere.

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I mean I had to pull her off a pit

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bulls on my girl. You can't do that.

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But she was wild.

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And you know, from from that day forward, I believe

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what happened is a portal. A portal was created in

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the dining room.

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So so the dining rooms where you saw the damon

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the first time cut.

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Yeah, just coming out of that room, and we had

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I had these Edison lights, you know, little Edison light

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bulb drap forty watch, you know, I mean, with them

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all the way on, you and I could have dinner

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and be kind of dim in the room. After that day,

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they would turn those lights on and it was so

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bright you couldn't even see in the living room. I

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mean it was like looking in the headlight of a

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mac truck. And uh. I remember I went down there

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one evening. I was kind of pissed, and I said,

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this is an effing house of God, you know, f

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off and I turned the light switch off. Dude, I

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knew instantly I'd made a mistake. I could feel an

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anger in that house I've never experienced before. So I

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went back upstairs in my room, and my bedroom it

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was a large house, and I had double doors going

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out into this open area. Then there's a loft that

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looks down and you know, it had been so bizarre.

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I had installed security cameras, and I had a security

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camera on the other side of the door facing the

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bedroom door, because at night I would see people walking

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past underneath the doorlight. But nobody was there. So in

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the bedroom and I was kind of scared, so I

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tied the doors shut with a string, and all of

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a sudden, you can just hear music like nineteen twenties music.

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I mean clearly here you can hear, like, there's a

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whole party outside of my bedroom door. People walking up

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and down the stairs, stairwell. You can hear them clearly

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walking up down the stairwell. But what was startling is

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there was something coming down hall the other way, and

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the hallways about eight foot wide. It was a pretty

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big hallway. Whatever it was was big enough when it

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stepped the entire upstairs vibrated and yeah, I'm two thirty.

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And afterwards later I tried to duplicate that amount of

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stomping or whatever. I couldn't do it. And as it

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was coming down the hallway, you could tell it stopped

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and turned and looked at the UH, looked at UH

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basically turned and looked at the bedroom door. And it

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was funny. When you would look at the bedroom door,

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you could see the light around the edges of the

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door jam except for where whatever that was it was standing.

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That whole side was pitch black, and the camera on

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the other side of it showed nothing there, but that

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whole area had filled up with this fall and it

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was really really thick fog.

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You know.

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I'm texting my friends and talking to them, They're like,

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call the cops. I'm like, oh yeah, hey, nine one one.

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You know I got a ghost or you know, I

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didn't know what it was, right, Yeah, I was pretty panicked,

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and so I grabbed I said, I said, f this,

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I'm a marine. I'm going to take care of myself.

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And I grabbed my firearm. The second I touched it,

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it kicked the door. And if the door wasn't tied shot,

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it would have flown open. Dude. I sat out for

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a few minutes. I'm like, I'm gonna kick your ass.

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At about ten minutes, all right, I was a little shaken,

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and but you know, my human brain convinced me that

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it was that white stuff had to be smoked, so

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excuse me. I opened the door and I stepped into

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that fog, and I made a mistake doing that, and

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it was instantly freezing. I mean instantly, it was like

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negative twenty degrees. I'd never experienced that before. I don't

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get cold, and I was I was shivering, and I'm like, well,

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this is not smoke. So I closed the door and

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I tied it. Well, I let something in the bedroom

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when I did that, and it was you know, my

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hair is pretty short, but it was like it was

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screaming at me. It was so hard my hair was

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moving right, and you know, looking around the room, there's

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a little box fan on the other side of the room,

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but clearly was not it. And I remember saying, you know,

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f off, and I took it, took a step back

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in that and raged it even more, and it came

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at me again, and it's just it was just like this.

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I just remember being panicked at the time because you know, yeah,

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in the Marine Corps, we go to combat, we see

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the enemy, right, you know, I'm not afraid of that.

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This you can't even see it. No, And I remember

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when when I moved into that house, I could feel

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my mom. My mom had passed away a few years

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before that. I just felt her in the house all

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the time, and I never felt anywhere else but in

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that house. And I remember I just started to cry

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and I asked my mom. I said, you know, you

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got mom. I know you're scared, but you need to

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help me. Because as that house got darker, I felt

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her laning farther away, like she's going in this cubby

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hole or something. And the second I said that, it

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was almost like you feel the energy of the room shifts,

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So I don't know what she did, but it was gone.

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And you know that that room, for the most part,

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if I was in it, I felt is like they

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couldn't come in the room at some level. And I

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don't understand that, but my mom would always come up

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and just rub your shoulder and give you a kiss

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right on the temple, especially if you're you know something's

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going on, and tell you that she loved you. And

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so I went over and I sat on my bed,

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and I remember that cold air came in again, and

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I jumped back a little bit and I realized it

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was just right there. Then I felt the coldness of

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my forehead, so I knew it was her giving me

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a kiss. And so at this point, the Yorky had

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gone to live with my ex girlfriend. It was her dog,

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so it was Kennedy and I and I made the

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decision I was going to go downstairs and turn off

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that turn that light back on, because that's what started it.

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You know, that's a pretty weird feeling making that decision,

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not knowing what you're going to experience outside that door,

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right And I mean, the dude, the fog was so thick.

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I couldn't see an arm linked in front of me.

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So I'm you know, I decided to leave the dog there.

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I'm not going to bring her into it. And you know,

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when I went into the hallway, I moved quick. You know,

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I was like, I don't know what I'm going to

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run into. And one of the things I could never

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figure out. Whenever it was really bad in that house,

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the kitchen light would turn blue, and the strangest thing

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you ever heard, The light would be blue. And I

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walked into the kitchen and the light was blue. I'm like,

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that was the first time I'd seen that. And I

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turned the light switch on and instantly that light went

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as bright as I've ever seen it. And so I

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ran upstairs and almost immediately the fog started to disappear.

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So within like ten minutes, I'm like, I grabbed my weapon,

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my dog, three ice cream sandwiches in the keys of

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the camper, and hauled ass. So and that started my

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in short order, living in that camper for almost seven

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months straight because I just couldn't have got to a

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point real quick. I couldn't go own a house. It

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was dangerous to go in the house.

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Man, Oh have you ever heard of a gentleman named

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Jerry Marzenski. So, Jerry Marzenski. First some I ever heard

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him was on a podcast called Nephelin deafk Squad. It's

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actually the only podcast I've ever heard him on. But

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he is a I'm not sure if he's a clinical

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psychologist or he's a he's a therapist of some sort, right,

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and he's got letters behind his name there exactly. He's

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coming on this podcast soon. Nice, But carry has worked

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in and out of psychiatric hospitals for the better part

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of fifty years, right, and dealt with a lot of schizophrenics.

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And he's convinced that schizophrenics are maybe not all of them,

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but a lot of them are actually possessed by demons.

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I believe that, and I think he also throws some

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of the bipolar and dissociative I actually agree as well.

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So I worked for the VA for years as a

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peer support specialist and you know, not a therapist. I

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did a lot of therapy, like light therapy right with folks,

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and I had some pretty crazy things happen with folks

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that were, you know, schizophrenic, some of the most serious

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mental illnesses that I've ever seen that literally would not

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come in my office if I had my crosses and

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Bible and stuff in there, I believe. So I was wondering, Yeah,

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if you thought, maybe, you know, your girlfriend had that

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in her family, But if that maybe is what made

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her susceptible, or if she you know what I'm saying.

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Yeah, I think it's part of it.

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You know.

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At one point she moved out and I invited her

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in the house. I gave her all the furniture in

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the house, and I made a rite for her so

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she could move. And so I gave her all the

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furniture and paid for some things, and we would talk

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like we're talking now, and she'd turn her head away

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and she'd turned back and literally her eyes would change

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color and she would just like she kind of hunt

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her head down and start grunting, and.

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Dude, that it literally wasn't her.

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Yeah, it wasn't her. So you fast forward a little

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bit and I invited her to the house and she

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walked through. And one of the things we did in

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that house was when you come out of the bedroom,

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there was like the hallway went down to this this

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like a sitting area upstairs, and I had converted that

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into a custom closet for her. When we were walking

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down the hallway, she stopped and she looked at the

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closet and she just had she just stopped at mid

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step and her head was tilted. I mean for like

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forty five seconds, like she was listening to something. Have

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a conversation with her. It was bizarre. And finally I said,

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are you okay? And she just kind of jumped back

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and said, oh, yeah, yea, yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine, up, fine,

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And she left and that was the last time she

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was in the house. But you know, I'm convinced that,

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you know, I think there's a combination of things going

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on there. One she had something. I don't know if

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she got something inside of her from that house. You know,

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later I found out she was doing cocaine in the

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last couple of months we were together, which you know,

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that opened you up to just some kinds of stuff, yeah, things,

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So you know, I think there's a lot of moving

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parts of that for her. But they ended up diagnosing

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her with eight different personalities. And I seen the last

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time I seen her seeing her, she gave me back

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the Yorkie. It was like eight months later. It's funny,

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is like the Yorkie. Her name was Sugar. She left

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literally five to seven days before it got really bad,

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and she came back five to seven days after it

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was fixed. It was interesting how that worked. But when

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00:23:57.680 --> 00:24:01.200
she handed me the dog, you know, I had spiritual

467
00:24:01.240 --> 00:24:03.880
gifts then. And have you ever seen that movie Friday,

468
00:24:04.799 --> 00:24:06.559
the comedy, you.

469
00:24:06.599 --> 00:24:10.160
Know, Devovo.

470
00:24:11.160 --> 00:24:14.440
I seen an entity inside of her that was that

471
00:24:14.799 --> 00:24:16.920
size of a man of a black and wow. And

472
00:24:17.319 --> 00:24:22.759
it was interesting because you know, she was wearing, you know,

473
00:24:22.960 --> 00:24:26.119
clothes like the guy on the movie Debo was wearing

474
00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:27.400
with the golden necklace and the.

475
00:24:27.400 --> 00:24:30.559
White shirt the what we call it the wife beater.

476
00:24:31.079 --> 00:24:34.519
Yeah, and and she talked with this slang and this

477
00:24:34.680 --> 00:24:38.759
lingo that you know, just wasn't who she is. So

478
00:24:38.880 --> 00:24:41.359
I don't know, you know, it's you know, I believe

479
00:24:41.440 --> 00:24:43.559
that's I believe there's a lot of movement parts there,

480
00:24:43.640 --> 00:24:44.839
but I believe that stuff's real.

481
00:24:45.519 --> 00:24:46.240
Yeah, agreed.

482
00:24:46.599 --> 00:24:50.640
Yeah, And but you know, on another note, she did

483
00:24:50.759 --> 00:24:53.359
text me the other day and he talked to Reline

484
00:24:53.359 --> 00:24:55.839
in five years and she said she's been on medication,

485
00:24:56.119 --> 00:24:59.160
she's got connected with the church, and she got married

486
00:24:59.200 --> 00:25:01.119
and she just wanted text me and say she was

487
00:25:01.160 --> 00:25:04.160
sorry for some things. It was really nice. Yeah, wow,

488
00:25:04.920 --> 00:25:07.799
we ain't gonna be seeing Kumbayan hanging out. But I

489
00:25:08.000 --> 00:25:15.000
appreciated the text, and after that I hit yeah, yeah,

490
00:25:15.200 --> 00:25:18.440
So okay, So when did you realize.

491
00:25:20.559 --> 00:25:23.039
Your story is very similar to mine? I'm just gonna

492
00:25:23.079 --> 00:25:27.240
say that. Yeah, childhood trauma, all the stuff, you know,

493
00:25:27.440 --> 00:25:34.960
military trauma, just wide open to you know, everything, not

494
00:25:35.279 --> 00:25:41.680
not necessarily giving consent, but you were something's probably fragmented

495
00:25:41.759 --> 00:25:45.880
your soul already at this point, right, at least that's

496
00:25:45.920 --> 00:25:49.200
how I look at it. So how did you realize

497
00:25:49.359 --> 00:25:52.880
first that you had a problem? Right, Like, it wasn't

498
00:25:53.119 --> 00:25:56.240
just the house or whatever, but now now there was

499
00:25:56.519 --> 00:26:01.160
it was you like you had an issue and thank

500
00:26:01.279 --> 00:26:06.960
your current abilities. All right, Actually, let's just go with

501
00:26:07.039 --> 00:26:09.359
the first question. I'll come back. They'll start calling back

502
00:26:09.400 --> 00:26:09.720
to the other.

503
00:26:09.799 --> 00:26:12.559
Yeah, no, no problem. I didn't think I had anything

504
00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:14.119
to do with it for a long time. Yeah. I

505
00:26:14.200 --> 00:26:16.480
just figured it was a house thing. And so I

506
00:26:16.799 --> 00:26:21.519
was on this quest, basic daily, trying to find somebody

507
00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:23.440
to do. You know, the best word I could come

508
00:26:23.519 --> 00:26:25.599
up with was an exorcism on the house.

509
00:26:25.680 --> 00:26:27.039
You know, know all of that stuff.

510
00:26:27.119 --> 00:26:30.160
So, dude, I'm calling all over the country and literally

511
00:26:30.240 --> 00:26:33.039
the world at some point. It's a weird conversation. Hey,

512
00:26:33.200 --> 00:26:36.000
this is a little weird, but and so it was funny.

513
00:26:36.039 --> 00:26:37.720
One morning I was laying there and I got a

514
00:26:37.799 --> 00:26:40.599
call from this young man, a friend of mine named Danny,

515
00:26:40.880 --> 00:26:43.240
checking on me. He knews things are not right for me.

516
00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:46.440
And I said, Danny, I said, you know, if you

517
00:26:46.519 --> 00:26:48.960
know anybody that could do an exorcism, you let me know.

518
00:26:49.880 --> 00:26:52.519
And he's like, you got to be kidding me. I said,

519
00:26:52.680 --> 00:26:56.039
I had a guy in my driveway this morning. They

520
00:26:56.119 --> 00:26:57.839
looked at me and he said, hey, if you know

521
00:26:57.920 --> 00:27:01.559
anybody that needs an exorcism, give him my number. Tell

522
00:27:01.640 --> 00:27:02.759
me God didn't set that up.

523
00:27:03.079 --> 00:27:05.559
Oh yeah, that's like divine promise, right.

524
00:27:05.640 --> 00:27:08.559
Yeah, So you know, I ended up talking to this

525
00:27:08.720 --> 00:27:11.400
guy and he was a minister at this little church

526
00:27:11.480 --> 00:27:13.960
he had out in the next city over Chesapeake. And

527
00:27:14.480 --> 00:27:16.480
I mean he's a little church in an industrial area

528
00:27:16.559 --> 00:27:19.680
type dealing. Yeah, I did.

529
00:27:20.359 --> 00:27:22.440
We talked a little bit and I don't know, maybe

530
00:27:22.559 --> 00:27:23.759
three weeks or so, go bye.

531
00:27:23.799 --> 00:27:26.319
And he calls me on a Thursday evening I think

532
00:27:26.359 --> 00:27:30.160
it was, and he said, son, why don't you come

533
00:27:30.279 --> 00:27:33.440
over tonight. We're gonna fix this for you. I didn't

534
00:27:33.440 --> 00:27:36.799
know what he was talking about. My best friend Ty,

535
00:27:37.319 --> 00:27:40.039
I'd met him just right when this all started happening,

536
00:27:40.039 --> 00:27:43.279
and we became instant friends, and you know, he kind

537
00:27:43.319 --> 00:27:45.480
of went through everything with me. So I called him

538
00:27:45.519 --> 00:27:49.319
up and said, hey, dude, this this minister guy wants

539
00:27:49.400 --> 00:27:52.319
us to come. And he says he's gonna fix things.

540
00:27:52.359 --> 00:27:54.440
He's like, what's he gonna do. I'm like, I don't know,

541
00:27:54.720 --> 00:27:57.079
but I ain't got no them to lose, and we

542
00:27:57.119 --> 00:27:59.559
ain't gonna doing nothing tonight. So me and him and

543
00:27:59.599 --> 00:28:02.519
the German shepherd getting I got this lifted diesel truck.

544
00:28:02.559 --> 00:28:05.880
We're driving out there and you know, it's a twenty

545
00:28:05.920 --> 00:28:09.599
minute drive right and like an hour into it, almost

546
00:28:09.880 --> 00:28:11.119
Ty go says, dude.

547
00:28:11.079 --> 00:28:12.079
How far is this?

548
00:28:12.319 --> 00:28:14.119
I'm like, oh, we just you know, we turn off

549
00:28:14.200 --> 00:28:17.920
right before the twin bridges and he's like, we passed that,

550
00:28:18.079 --> 00:28:20.359
and I'm like, no, we haven't. You know, in my

551
00:28:20.680 --> 00:28:25.400
mind I'm seeing the energies were so powerful that I

552
00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:29.680
could I've seen the scene the same ten fifteen seconds

553
00:28:29.720 --> 00:28:31.680
of the road over and over and over in my mind,

554
00:28:32.279 --> 00:28:35.039
and it was almost like I was intoxicated. It was really,

555
00:28:35.279 --> 00:28:39.319
really bizarre, and it was difficult to drive. So we

556
00:28:39.440 --> 00:28:42.920
turn around and we get there and Ty and I

557
00:28:43.039 --> 00:28:44.680
come in. The dogs stay in the truck with air

558
00:28:44.720 --> 00:28:48.599
conditioning on. And you know, at that time, I would

559
00:28:48.640 --> 00:28:50.680
take pictures of stuff all the time with my camera

560
00:28:50.799 --> 00:28:53.440
because you see the demons and stuff. And I remember

561
00:28:53.480 --> 00:28:56.680
walking into his office and man, it was like walking

562
00:28:56.799 --> 00:28:59.279
through like mud or something. It was bizarre.

563
00:29:00.359 --> 00:29:00.599
Ie.

564
00:29:00.799 --> 00:29:03.039
There was rats running up the wall. There were snakes

565
00:29:03.039 --> 00:29:05.799
shooting across the floor, and clearly there wasn't rats and

566
00:29:05.880 --> 00:29:08.759
snake's there. And the minister looks at me and he goes,

567
00:29:09.839 --> 00:29:11.640
you know, he was being at church. He's like, what

568
00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:13.680
are you doing? Why are you taking pictures? And I

569
00:29:13.839 --> 00:29:18.000
just remember being confused on why he was being aggressive.

570
00:29:18.079 --> 00:29:20.640
But I was so out of it at that point

571
00:29:20.720 --> 00:29:21.960
and didn't understand that either.

572
00:29:23.119 --> 00:29:24.200
So we sit down.

573
00:29:24.279 --> 00:29:27.799
There's a minister and his friend and me and Ty

574
00:29:27.920 --> 00:29:31.119
and we're sitting in this chair. And I didn't realize

575
00:29:31.200 --> 00:29:34.400
I was there for an exorcism, you know, I didn't

576
00:29:34.440 --> 00:29:37.920
realize I had a problem. And he starts doing what

577
00:29:38.039 --> 00:29:41.799
he's doing and within short order, man, my hand, my

578
00:29:41.960 --> 00:29:44.119
left arm was just I was like, you've seen the movie.

579
00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:46.519
It was just going nuts all over the place. And

580
00:29:46.960 --> 00:29:50.000
you know, there was this pain in my body I've

581
00:29:50.119 --> 00:29:55.000
never experienced before, you know, at least for me, I'm

582
00:29:55.000 --> 00:29:57.119
sure you and a lot of us. You know, in

583
00:29:57.160 --> 00:29:59.279
the Marine Corps, you think about if we're in combat,

584
00:29:59.319 --> 00:30:02.240
if we get captured, how are we going to react

585
00:30:02.279 --> 00:30:05.480
and being tortured, right, I mean, that was a real opportunity,

586
00:30:06.000 --> 00:30:07.480
and you know, that's the work that we were in.

587
00:30:08.119 --> 00:30:11.880
And I remember thinking about that and because I wasn't

588
00:30:12.240 --> 00:30:16.240
expecting to have ever felt the level of pain that

589
00:30:16.319 --> 00:30:18.960
I was feeling at that point. It was you know,

590
00:30:19.039 --> 00:30:21.519
I feel like if somebody's like cutting your arm off

591
00:30:21.680 --> 00:30:25.279
you that pain is like isolated, it's it's just it's

592
00:30:25.519 --> 00:30:28.680
more of this earth and this this was something that

593
00:30:28.839 --> 00:30:34.400
I couldn't mind around, right, And that's when I realized

594
00:30:34.440 --> 00:30:36.319
it was there was something going with me.

595
00:30:37.160 --> 00:30:37.720
I was just like.

596
00:30:39.359 --> 00:30:43.000
And he kept asking for it to say its name.

597
00:30:43.599 --> 00:30:45.960
And there's lots of the time we were at the

598
00:30:47.000 --> 00:30:49.640
we were there that I don't remember, and at one

599
00:30:49.720 --> 00:30:52.640
point I heard the name like John or something. I said, yeah,

600
00:30:52.680 --> 00:30:54.240
he said his name is John. He's like, that's not

601
00:30:54.400 --> 00:30:57.160
his name, and he said, Jesus, you know, torture this being.

602
00:30:57.279 --> 00:31:00.680
And when he would say that, dude, I mean, I

603
00:31:00.839 --> 00:31:03.279
just remember just leaning back in my mouth open and

604
00:31:03.400 --> 00:31:06.119
just screaming at the top of my lungs like I've

605
00:31:06.359 --> 00:31:10.160
never experienced that. And to me, I felt like we

606
00:31:10.240 --> 00:31:12.319
were there for hours and hours and hours. You know,

607
00:31:12.519 --> 00:31:16.279
Ty said we weren't there very long, but man, I

608
00:31:16.400 --> 00:31:18.400
swore we were. I was in that chair for three

609
00:31:18.480 --> 00:31:21.799
to three or four hours, but it's not crystal clear

610
00:31:21.839 --> 00:31:24.960
to me. At one point, I remember being somewhat coherent

611
00:31:25.119 --> 00:31:27.480
and I was looking around, looking around the chair, and

612
00:31:27.599 --> 00:31:31.079
then the minister goes, what are you looking for? I

613
00:31:31.160 --> 00:31:33.759
said a pair of scissors, and he's like, why, because

614
00:31:33.759 --> 00:31:35.960
I'm going to kill every freaking one of you. I

615
00:31:36.079 --> 00:31:38.359
just remember being so embarrassed. I'm like, you know, that's

616
00:31:38.480 --> 00:31:41.240
not something I would say. And you know, you know

617
00:31:41.359 --> 00:31:44.799
everybody stepped there, but everybody skewed their chairs back about

618
00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:47.200
a foot. I mean, I'm not little and they weren't

619
00:31:47.240 --> 00:31:49.319
that big, and I'm just like, you know, I clearly

620
00:31:49.480 --> 00:31:52.400
was not myself, and but you know, at one point

621
00:31:52.559 --> 00:31:54.200
it gave its name and I'm not going to say

622
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:57.160
its name. So in my mind, I'm like, oh, okay,

623
00:31:57.240 --> 00:31:58.400
it's got the name. It's over.

624
00:31:58.720 --> 00:31:58.960
Man.

625
00:32:00.039 --> 00:32:01.759
It was fifty times worse at that point.

626
00:32:02.039 --> 00:32:04.559
Yeah, it's a whole other level.

627
00:32:04.920 --> 00:32:08.440
Yeah. And I don't remember when it left. It was

628
00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:13.039
like somebody had taken and peeled the skin off my back.

629
00:32:13.279 --> 00:32:15.519
It just I mean, I just remember just the pain

630
00:32:15.599 --> 00:32:17.920
of it. Just ripping the skin off is what it

631
00:32:18.000 --> 00:32:21.759
felt like. And I knew there was more there, and

632
00:32:21.880 --> 00:32:23.720
he asked me if there was, and I just couldn't

633
00:32:23.720 --> 00:32:26.000
do it anymore. I said, no, man, we're good, we're good,

634
00:32:26.039 --> 00:32:29.000
We're good. And we got out of there. And you know,

635
00:32:29.079 --> 00:32:31.119
I had two more of those. I ended up going

636
00:32:31.160 --> 00:32:35.519
through with the same No. I did one with the priest,

637
00:32:35.839 --> 00:32:38.680
and then the third one was a rebirthing ceremony in

638
00:32:38.720 --> 00:32:43.559
the mountains in Abington, Virginia, where I had to dig

639
00:32:43.640 --> 00:32:45.559
my own grave and lay in the grave for eighteen

640
00:32:45.640 --> 00:32:49.240
hours and while the ceremony happened, and I energetically died

641
00:32:49.279 --> 00:32:53.680
and then was reborn. And you know, one of the

642
00:32:53.759 --> 00:32:55.920
ladies that was at the sacred fire said she's seen

643
00:32:55.960 --> 00:32:57.720
it come out about two thirty in the morning, and

644
00:32:57.799 --> 00:32:59.559
she said it was shaped, it had the body of

645
00:32:59.640 --> 00:33:01.640
a whore, since she said the hoofs were about eight

646
00:33:01.680 --> 00:33:05.640
inches across and the head was this demonic head with horns,

647
00:33:05.759 --> 00:33:08.440
and she's it came out of me down the little

648
00:33:08.480 --> 00:33:11.240
hill from where I was at, through the little sacred fire,

649
00:33:11.480 --> 00:33:15.039
walked through my dog took what was tormenting her and

650
00:33:15.160 --> 00:33:18.519
went down to the medicine wheel that was on there.

651
00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:21.799
It's a sacred medicine as a conduit to God, and disappeared.

652
00:33:21.920 --> 00:33:26.359
And I woke up that next morning and and ties like, man,

653
00:33:27.160 --> 00:33:29.200
look at you. You know, I thought, you know, I

654
00:33:29.920 --> 00:33:31.519
was looking pretty bad at this point. I mean this

655
00:33:31.720 --> 00:33:34.079
was like eight nine months into it. My dog looked

656
00:33:34.119 --> 00:33:36.400
like she was about ready to die. I looked horrible.

657
00:33:36.440 --> 00:33:39.640
I'd lost thirty plus pounds. And he says, you look great,

658
00:33:39.720 --> 00:33:41.920
And my Kennedy comes running over like she was a

659
00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:45.559
one year old puppy. And you know, that was like

660
00:33:45.680 --> 00:33:48.559
the beginning of the end. But it wasn't. You know,

661
00:33:48.759 --> 00:33:50.839
there's still probably a couple of years where the stuff

662
00:33:50.920 --> 00:33:53.759
being messed with at that point, but you know, that

663
00:33:54.039 --> 00:33:54.839
was the bulk of it.

664
00:33:55.160 --> 00:33:59.279
So when did the what do we call him abillity?

665
00:34:00.920 --> 00:34:03.200
You know, I think those were yeah, those were turning

666
00:34:03.279 --> 00:34:04.000
on the whole time.

667
00:34:04.799 --> 00:34:07.480
And and where did they come from? Did they come

668
00:34:07.559 --> 00:34:08.000
from you?

669
00:34:09.280 --> 00:34:09.400
Uh?

670
00:34:09.679 --> 00:34:14.760
And and maybe they were turned on because of the oh,

671
00:34:16.280 --> 00:34:22.320
the whatever you were dealing with or yeah, you know

672
00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:25.039
what I mean. Yeah, you know, I've thought about that

673
00:34:25.159 --> 00:34:27.920
a lot, you know, Or were they were they?

674
00:34:28.079 --> 00:34:31.320
Well, I think there's a couple of things there, you know.

675
00:34:31.440 --> 00:34:35.360
When I think, I think the trauma of it turned

676
00:34:35.400 --> 00:34:37.800
it on you, because I've seen I've done some research

677
00:34:37.880 --> 00:34:40.599
and I've seen instances where people will get being a

678
00:34:40.679 --> 00:34:42.519
really bad car accident and they wake up and they

679
00:34:42.559 --> 00:34:45.079
can speak Dutch or something, or or they wake up

680
00:34:45.119 --> 00:34:47.360
from a coma and they have these gifts. And so

681
00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:51.760
a trauma can be a factor. And I think the

682
00:34:51.800 --> 00:34:52.719
gifts come from God.

683
00:34:53.320 --> 00:34:54.000
I know that the.

684
00:34:54.039 --> 00:34:56.760
Prestincs of people like, oh, those gifts come from the devil.

685
00:34:57.480 --> 00:34:59.280
But it was funny when they came to the house,

686
00:34:59.360 --> 00:35:02.199
the priests said to the congregation, what do you see?

687
00:35:02.320 --> 00:35:03.840
What do you hear? What do you feel? And I'm like, oh,

688
00:35:03.880 --> 00:35:07.000
are you asking what the psychic abilities are? Because that's

689
00:35:07.039 --> 00:35:09.480
Devil's work if I do it, but if you do it,

690
00:35:09.519 --> 00:35:11.960
it's God's work. So I think all these gifts come

691
00:35:12.000 --> 00:35:16.320
from God number one. Before any of this happened, I

692
00:35:16.400 --> 00:35:19.119
had no dude, I didn't have any intuition. I didn't

693
00:35:19.480 --> 00:35:21.280
you know. I might look in the house and say,

694
00:35:21.280 --> 00:35:23.000
that's kind of creepy. There's probably a ghost there.

695
00:35:23.119 --> 00:35:23.519
Let's not go.

696
00:35:23.760 --> 00:35:26.440
That was the extent of it. But I think it

697
00:35:26.559 --> 00:35:29.119
started turning on pretty early because when I was seeing

698
00:35:29.199 --> 00:35:31.159
the demons in the house, I was actually seeing in

699
00:35:31.280 --> 00:35:34.000
other dimensions, So that gift to site was there. I

700
00:35:34.039 --> 00:35:36.039
could hear things, I could feel things, you know. I

701
00:35:36.079 --> 00:35:41.440
went to my friend's house. She had this antique berry picker,

702
00:35:41.719 --> 00:35:43.800
this wooden thing and it's got like the little wooden fingers,

703
00:35:43.840 --> 00:35:47.159
so you would rake it the thing up the stem

704
00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:49.679
of the bush and it would pick the berries. And

705
00:35:49.719 --> 00:35:52.039
I remember going over and touching it, and I could

706
00:35:52.360 --> 00:35:54.719
taste the sweetness of the fruit that it picked. I

707
00:35:54.760 --> 00:35:57.480
could see the woman in a field picking it. I

708
00:35:57.679 --> 00:36:00.320
could touch a child's toy and see and tell you

709
00:36:00.400 --> 00:36:02.360
what the child looked like as they played with the toy.

710
00:36:02.480 --> 00:36:05.400
And so during that time period, those gifts were turned

711
00:36:05.480 --> 00:36:09.119
on one hundred percent, and that was quite actually painful.

712
00:36:09.320 --> 00:36:11.599
Somebody could touch me and if they had something on them.

713
00:36:11.679 --> 00:36:14.960
I could see that energy going through my skin, almost

714
00:36:15.079 --> 00:36:19.119
like a snake digging through my skin. It was horribly painful.

715
00:36:19.199 --> 00:36:21.960
So you know, I would avoid touching anybody, which was

716
00:36:22.119 --> 00:36:25.280
funny because I was taking ball I started taking ballroom

717
00:36:25.400 --> 00:36:28.679
dancing lessons and you would have to switch partners, so

718
00:36:28.840 --> 00:36:31.639
I'd put this this spray on my hand was like

719
00:36:32.079 --> 00:36:34.880
holy oils and stuff, and that was the only way

720
00:36:34.920 --> 00:36:37.840
I could touch my partner without being in pain. Is

721
00:36:38.239 --> 00:36:40.679
in my dance instructor, she just thought I was crazy.

722
00:36:40.760 --> 00:36:42.280
She's like, yeah, you can keep that in my locker.

723
00:36:42.360 --> 00:36:42.880
And it was up.

724
00:36:43.360 --> 00:36:45.239
You know, just some weird things. But I believe those

725
00:36:45.280 --> 00:36:48.280
guests came from God. And you know, I also believe

726
00:36:48.360 --> 00:36:50.840
we have past lies and because I've seen too many

727
00:36:50.880 --> 00:36:53.800
things that indicates that we do. And one of the

728
00:36:53.880 --> 00:36:56.800
things one of the healer friends told me, Sanda Grace Brooks,

729
00:36:56.840 --> 00:37:00.320
she's now passed away, is you know, when I started

730
00:37:00.360 --> 00:37:03.239
doing healing work, I was doing things that some if

731
00:37:03.400 --> 00:37:06.000
somebody could do, it would take them ten years to

732
00:37:06.079 --> 00:37:07.559
learn how to be able to do. And I did

733
00:37:07.639 --> 00:37:09.960
it the first time without being told what to do,

734
00:37:10.199 --> 00:37:12.480
and I just had that ability. I still do, so

735
00:37:12.960 --> 00:37:15.840
you know, I was just so right after my Reiki

736
00:37:15.920 --> 00:37:18.639
one class is like that connection because you get an

737
00:37:18.760 --> 00:37:23.360
energetic download from the reiki master to you. That was

738
00:37:23.440 --> 00:37:25.440
like putting in I was the computer and putting the

739
00:37:26.000 --> 00:37:28.320
hard drive in the computer. That turned on so much,

740
00:37:31.639 --> 00:37:33.440
you know, it just it just changed that, you know,

741
00:37:33.559 --> 00:37:36.199
the person who I was was not here anymore. And

742
00:37:36.280 --> 00:37:38.280
it took me about three and a half, almost four

743
00:37:38.400 --> 00:37:41.760
years to kind of figure out how to be here.

744
00:37:42.400 --> 00:37:44.039
It's been hard, Yeah.

745
00:37:45.280 --> 00:37:49.079
I get it. As long after those are two months, man,

746
00:37:49.239 --> 00:37:52.039
they can be they can be heavy duty. Yeah.

747
00:37:52.800 --> 00:37:53.039
Yeah.

748
00:37:53.159 --> 00:37:57.079
So I had a traumatic experience while I drowned.

749
00:37:57.920 --> 00:37:58.159
Wow.

750
00:37:59.280 --> 00:38:02.239
And ever since then, I've been evil, you know, and

751
00:38:02.360 --> 00:38:04.519
I seen near death experience, but I don't know if

752
00:38:04.559 --> 00:38:10.000
it was I don't remember anything. Sure, So it's just trauma, right,

753
00:38:10.440 --> 00:38:14.280
And so that still affects me, like I can't I

754
00:38:14.480 --> 00:38:18.559
just don't. I can't really taste salt one, yeah, like

755
00:38:18.719 --> 00:38:21.679
it it triggers me, yes to an ex sense. So

756
00:38:21.960 --> 00:38:25.000
but ever since then, I've been able to see auras,

757
00:38:26.559 --> 00:38:29.480
So I can see people's like I can literally see

758
00:38:29.519 --> 00:38:32.960
there where they're stuck, where they're you know, all the stuff.

759
00:38:33.039 --> 00:38:35.960
So whenever I I've only seen that once or twice.

760
00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:36.760
I think that's cool.

761
00:38:37.119 --> 00:38:41.440
Yeah, so whenever I you know, and I did reiki

762
00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:44.559
with a lot of veterans when I worked for the VA.

763
00:38:44.719 --> 00:38:48.440
They actually let me see people to do and do reiki,

764
00:38:49.159 --> 00:38:54.679
so hundreds of appointments, right and I could just see it.

765
00:38:55.239 --> 00:38:57.400
So it was like a natural thing for me. And

766
00:38:57.480 --> 00:39:01.039
it wasn't from because this was you know, but once

767
00:39:01.119 --> 00:39:05.280
it mixed with the education I got in the attunements,

768
00:39:05.400 --> 00:39:08.679
it was like a whole nother animal, literally, you know.

769
00:39:09.199 --> 00:39:11.760
So and I and I don't really do it now.

770
00:39:12.000 --> 00:39:14.280
It probably should because I feel like I could really

771
00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:18.440
help people, but I just don't have the well know,

772
00:39:18.840 --> 00:39:21.920
the outlet that makes sense, Like, I don't have the

773
00:39:23.440 --> 00:39:25.199
I'm not in the network to be able to do

774
00:39:25.320 --> 00:39:27.000
it right now, I guess.

775
00:39:27.199 --> 00:39:28.920
So I'll tell you what. I don't know how you

776
00:39:29.000 --> 00:39:30.800
connect and do that with the VA, but that would

777
00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:32.719
be something I'd really like to do, because I know.

778
00:39:34.159 --> 00:39:36.360
Yeah, no, I mean, I worked for them, so it

779
00:39:36.480 --> 00:39:39.760
was kind of and I worked with a special program

780
00:39:40.559 --> 00:39:43.559
that dealt with the sickest of the sick.

781
00:39:43.920 --> 00:39:44.079
You know.

782
00:39:44.280 --> 00:39:47.199
It was a day program, so it was kind of

783
00:39:47.239 --> 00:39:51.719
a different thing that I don't know if the VA

784
00:39:52.079 --> 00:39:55.320
the great because I've tried to volunteer there again same

785
00:39:55.440 --> 00:39:58.639
via worked at. Yeah, but I don't work there anymore,

786
00:39:58.960 --> 00:40:00.960
but I've tried to volunte here to do the same

787
00:40:01.039 --> 00:40:04.280
thing I was doing, and it's like crickets.

788
00:40:04.800 --> 00:40:07.199
So the red tape is ridiculous.

789
00:40:07.440 --> 00:40:09.480
Yeah, so I don't know what the deal is there.

790
00:40:09.519 --> 00:40:12.599
I I mean I I I talked to the people

791
00:40:12.639 --> 00:40:14.559
I worked with, you know, you know, all the stuff.

792
00:40:14.599 --> 00:40:17.480
They just can't whatever. But so it's fine, it's not

793
00:40:17.599 --> 00:40:20.199
what I'm meant to do. But yeah, I don't know.

794
00:40:20.639 --> 00:40:23.480
But either way, it's one of those things like people

795
00:40:23.519 --> 00:40:26.639
are like, why don't you do it? You know, like

796
00:40:26.920 --> 00:40:28.679
I don't know, it just doesn't feel right to like

797
00:40:29.079 --> 00:40:30.079
set up practice.

798
00:40:30.719 --> 00:40:33.119
Yeah, well I think I think you're going to be

799
00:40:33.199 --> 00:40:35.599
drawn to what you're supposed to do, you know, you

800
00:40:35.639 --> 00:40:38.639
get drawn to that, and the doors should open easily.

801
00:40:39.280 --> 00:40:41.280
You know, and maybe they will. Maybe it's just not

802
00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:45.639
the right time, it could be, could so Yeah, So

803
00:40:45.840 --> 00:40:49.679
what's the So you I've looking at your bio and

804
00:40:49.800 --> 00:40:53.159
whatnot and and your Instagram page and all the stuff,

805
00:40:53.239 --> 00:40:56.679
you know, doing research. What is the So there's a

806
00:40:56.719 --> 00:41:00.119
whole quantum side of this, Yes, yeah, talk to me

807
00:41:00.199 --> 00:41:00.480
about that.

808
00:41:01.440 --> 00:41:05.320
So I took some quantum quantum healing courses through my

809
00:41:05.440 --> 00:41:08.039
friend Margaret. She lives in Egypt half the time and

810
00:41:08.280 --> 00:41:12.800
she's trainer mentor friend of mine. In reiki, you know,

811
00:41:12.880 --> 00:41:15.480
we open the energy and we let the energy flow

812
00:41:15.559 --> 00:41:17.920
through our crown shock or through us and through our

813
00:41:17.960 --> 00:41:20.320
hands either into us or into the dog or the

814
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:22.920
cat or the person or the house, the plant, whatever

815
00:41:23.000 --> 00:41:26.039
you're working on, and it helps, you know, raise that

816
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:30.199
vibration and does things, and you know, you kind of

817
00:41:30.239 --> 00:41:33.039
go around and to the spots in the body where

818
00:41:33.039 --> 00:41:35.239
you think you should have your hand touch or just above.

819
00:41:35.320 --> 00:41:38.519
And so in quantum is a little different. I see

820
00:41:38.760 --> 00:41:41.920
energies that no longer serve people. So when I'm talking

821
00:41:41.960 --> 00:41:48.000
to somebody, like when somebody starts talking to me and

822
00:41:48.079 --> 00:41:50.400
they start telling me about their pain and their body

823
00:41:50.480 --> 00:41:52.239
or something, because when you have a session, I'm like,

824
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:55.280
where's your pain? And a lot of times I'll see

825
00:41:55.559 --> 00:41:58.840
restriction around their throat, or heaviness in their heart shock,

826
00:41:59.079 --> 00:42:01.480
or like a plate or a metal plate over their

827
00:42:01.519 --> 00:42:04.280
heart that they placed there because they get hurt, right,

828
00:42:04.760 --> 00:42:07.880
and so I'll remove that or like I will look

829
00:42:07.920 --> 00:42:10.599
at your feet. I see better with my eyes closed,

830
00:42:10.679 --> 00:42:14.800
but I'll look at your feet, and you know, the

831
00:42:14.960 --> 00:42:18.199
left foot has like vines growing up, and clearly they

832
00:42:18.239 --> 00:42:20.239
don't have vines growing there, but that's how it shows

833
00:42:20.280 --> 00:42:21.880
itself to me. You know, how are you going to

834
00:42:21.920 --> 00:42:24.159
move forward in life if you have vines on your

835
00:42:24.239 --> 00:42:27.000
feet or I can't see your foot and it's missing.

836
00:42:27.119 --> 00:42:29.280
So I clear the energy and pull that stuff off.

837
00:42:29.480 --> 00:42:33.840
And you know a lot of that has passed trauma

838
00:42:33.840 --> 00:42:36.119
and that's not healed, or fear from moving forward and

839
00:42:36.239 --> 00:42:39.920
things of that nature. I find that anytime somebody has

840
00:42:40.239 --> 00:42:42.599
pain in the back of their neck or down their spine,

841
00:42:42.679 --> 00:42:47.000
specifically as a spiritual attachment where something has attached to them,

842
00:42:47.119 --> 00:42:48.880
and I'll come and I'll cut and I'll pull that

843
00:42:49.000 --> 00:42:51.760
out and remove it. And depending on the level of

844
00:42:51.840 --> 00:42:54.639
the attachment, you know, if it's it's a bigger bean

845
00:42:54.920 --> 00:42:57.760
or a bit demonic or whatever, I'll hear it clearly

846
00:42:57.920 --> 00:42:59.840
talk to me, you know, the second I see it.

847
00:43:00.000 --> 00:43:02.320
You know, usually it starts off with an fu. But

848
00:43:02.440 --> 00:43:04.880
I'll sit there and I'll at one point I'll literally

849
00:43:04.960 --> 00:43:08.280
see the strings coming off them out my door and

850
00:43:08.440 --> 00:43:10.840
around the building around the corner, so they're hiding from me.

851
00:43:11.039 --> 00:43:14.480
And so with the quantum work, it's the one and done.

852
00:43:14.559 --> 00:43:17.639
You know, it's more. You know, I think, in my opinion,

853
00:43:17.800 --> 00:43:21.760
not disrespecting anybody and reiki. We're doing this broad spectrum healing.

854
00:43:22.000 --> 00:43:25.480
In the quantum work, I am a plastic surgery going

855
00:43:25.719 --> 00:43:29.280
in and plastic surgeon going in and cutting and doing

856
00:43:29.679 --> 00:43:32.840
certain stuff with the scalpel. And when I when I

857
00:43:33.079 --> 00:43:36.719
do that work, I see angels and angels help me,

858
00:43:36.800 --> 00:43:39.119
and I can place angels with people. So you know,

859
00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:41.840
if I'm working on your knee and I'm confused, I'll

860
00:43:42.440 --> 00:43:45.079
I'll literally put my hand out and ask the angel

861
00:43:45.320 --> 00:43:47.199
give me the tool that I need. And maybe it's

862
00:43:47.239 --> 00:43:51.000
a scalpel. Maybe it's it's a needle that i'll inject into.

863
00:43:51.360 --> 00:43:54.119
And there's always this blue goo. It's interesting. It's this

864
00:43:54.280 --> 00:43:56.880
blue stuff that they give me in the needle and

865
00:43:57.000 --> 00:43:59.400
I'll inject it into the kneecap. Then I'll price my

866
00:43:59.480 --> 00:44:01.480
hand out, give me a golden patch, and I'll put

867
00:44:01.480 --> 00:44:03.679
the golden patch over the knee and it keeps the

868
00:44:03.760 --> 00:44:06.800
fluid from leaking out and it changes things. My German

869
00:44:06.840 --> 00:44:09.400
shepherd had hip dysplasia. And when I would work on

870
00:44:09.519 --> 00:44:12.360
her and use the needle to inject intoor hear her

871
00:44:12.719 --> 00:44:15.840
her hips, she would always jump when the needle inserted.

872
00:44:16.280 --> 00:44:18.519
I thought that was bizarre that she you know, she

873
00:44:18.760 --> 00:44:21.760
felt that. So the quantum work just allows me and

874
00:44:22.400 --> 00:44:25.679
you know, there's you know, it's just like quantum physics.

875
00:44:25.719 --> 00:44:30.719
There's no time and space, you know, right, And so

876
00:44:31.199 --> 00:44:34.480
for me, it allows me to do significantly deeper work,

877
00:44:35.320 --> 00:44:41.239
and uh, it changes things for people. Yeah, so I'm

878
00:44:41.800 --> 00:44:45.000
you know, I've had clients, you know, do some long

879
00:44:45.039 --> 00:44:48.000
distance work, and I worked on a friend of mine's son.

880
00:44:48.440 --> 00:44:50.320
I don't remember what's called, but basically I had to

881
00:44:50.320 --> 00:44:52.960
wake him up multiple times through the night because he

882
00:44:53.000 --> 00:44:56.400
could go on a coma if his sugar levels changed

883
00:44:56.440 --> 00:44:59.119
too much. And it was just really bad. And you know,

884
00:44:59.239 --> 00:45:02.320
after the first session, long distance session for him, I

885
00:45:02.360 --> 00:45:04.719
mean he went from he's at the point now he

886
00:45:04.800 --> 00:45:06.599
only has to check his blood like once a day.

887
00:45:07.079 --> 00:45:07.239
You know.

888
00:45:07.519 --> 00:45:10.800
It didn't heal everything, but there was just energies and

889
00:45:10.880 --> 00:45:14.079
stuff on her tests or connected to him that was

890
00:45:14.199 --> 00:45:17.880
taking the weak spot that he had and magnifying it,

891
00:45:18.039 --> 00:45:20.119
because that's what those energies will do you know your

892
00:45:20.159 --> 00:45:22.559
lower back has got a herniated disc, but we're going

893
00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:24.280
to make that disc so bad you feel like you

894
00:45:24.360 --> 00:45:26.840
need surgery because then they can feed off of you

895
00:45:27.000 --> 00:45:29.400
with the misery open again.

896
00:45:30.199 --> 00:45:32.360
Yeah, it's open doors.

897
00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:33.519
Yeah it is.

898
00:45:34.679 --> 00:45:37.119
And you never know what they've done in their lives,

899
00:45:37.400 --> 00:45:40.960
right you know, or you you know who you've you

900
00:45:41.039 --> 00:45:46.599
knows what people have done, whether they're Masons or you

901
00:45:46.719 --> 00:45:47.719
never know, right.

902
00:45:48.119 --> 00:45:51.639
So well, I have had instances. I mean, there's this

903
00:45:51.760 --> 00:45:55.719
one lady whose story just really sticks with me. Never

904
00:45:55.800 --> 00:45:58.079
met her before. She came in as funny she ony

905
00:45:58.119 --> 00:46:00.599
came for one session, and with the quantum war, you

906
00:46:00.639 --> 00:46:03.280
don't get a lot of repeat clients because you don't

907
00:46:03.360 --> 00:46:06.159
have to continuously do the same workover to fix it, right.

908
00:46:06.119 --> 00:46:08.440
Kind of Well, like you said, you explained it pretty

909
00:46:08.480 --> 00:46:10.880
well with this like surgery to an extent.

910
00:46:11.400 --> 00:46:14.679
Yeah. So she comes in and like where her right

911
00:46:14.840 --> 00:46:18.719
hip and right shoulder connects and that joint. She said, Wes,

912
00:46:19.199 --> 00:46:21.760
I've had pain my whole life from a little girl.

913
00:46:22.199 --> 00:46:25.199
Then every doctor on the planet he said, we can't

914
00:46:25.239 --> 00:46:28.559
figure it out. So she's laying on the healing table.

915
00:46:28.599 --> 00:46:31.239
What's a really comfortable massage tables. We got a little

916
00:46:31.840 --> 00:46:35.000
eye covering on, so she's I'm not telling her what

917
00:46:35.079 --> 00:46:37.960
I'm doing. She's not seeing what I'm doing. And as

918
00:46:38.000 --> 00:46:40.760
I'm working on her, I seen a past life. And

919
00:46:40.880 --> 00:46:42.639
so what that looks like for me is like a

920
00:46:42.800 --> 00:46:46.320
long red brick fence. And I can grab the fence

921
00:46:46.400 --> 00:46:48.400
like a rolodex and pull it towards me because I

922
00:46:48.440 --> 00:46:49.880
see a light at the end. When the light gets

923
00:46:49.880 --> 00:46:51.960
close enough, I reach in, I pull the light and

924
00:46:52.000 --> 00:46:54.679
I put it here in front of me. And when

925
00:46:54.719 --> 00:46:58.519
I do that, I can see that past life. And

926
00:46:58.599 --> 00:47:01.480
in this scenario just talking about, my hands are on

927
00:47:01.559 --> 00:47:04.639
frigging fire from the energy come through. But in that scenario,

928
00:47:04.840 --> 00:47:07.920
they showed clearly a little girl in a white dress

929
00:47:08.119 --> 00:47:12.119
something maybe she had wore a church was playing next

930
00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:14.719
to the train and the train started, and they had

931
00:47:14.880 --> 00:47:17.400
cut her leg and shoulder off, and that was her.

932
00:47:17.559 --> 00:47:21.360
She was clearly just I put the leg back and

933
00:47:21.440 --> 00:47:23.440
put the arm back, and I'm you know, I'm holding

934
00:47:23.559 --> 00:47:25.719
her in essence of my left hand, and I'm with

935
00:47:25.880 --> 00:47:28.480
my right hand my two fingers. There's kind of like

936
00:47:28.760 --> 00:47:32.000
like a pressure washer of energy. I'm just blowing this energy.

937
00:47:32.280 --> 00:47:34.559
And I used my breath over and over and over,

938
00:47:35.400 --> 00:47:37.480
and all of a sudden, the blood disappears, and the

939
00:47:37.599 --> 00:47:39.880
legs look attached, and she looks normal, and I stand

940
00:47:39.920 --> 00:47:41.440
her up and I keep doing it, and then you

941
00:47:41.480 --> 00:47:44.119
can see her she smiles, and I just put my

942
00:47:44.199 --> 00:47:46.239
left hand. I hold her up and I tilt my

943
00:47:46.320 --> 00:47:48.920
hand like I'm pouring out water, and she disappears. And

944
00:47:49.079 --> 00:47:53.199
the second I did that, the client says, my pain

945
00:47:53.400 --> 00:47:59.800
just left. So that past life trauma transition in this life, right,

946
00:48:01.400 --> 00:48:05.760
So literally just left. Yeah, so in your next life,

947
00:48:06.039 --> 00:48:10.639
you very well may experience a fear of water from

948
00:48:10.679 --> 00:48:13.559
what you experienced here. Clearly you didn't die from it,

949
00:48:13.679 --> 00:48:15.559
but it doesn't mean it can't transition over.

950
00:48:15.719 --> 00:48:17.679
I have a fear of water, now, yeah, I bet

951
00:48:17.719 --> 00:48:19.639
you do. What marine has a fear of water?

952
00:48:21.039 --> 00:48:23.719
I was a combat water survival instructor, so was I.

953
00:48:23.960 --> 00:48:26.400
I was. I was a mcquis guy for the last

954
00:48:26.599 --> 00:48:29.599
year I was in. Yeah, and I didn't have it

955
00:48:29.840 --> 00:48:32.960
then because but I think I was harder on people

956
00:48:33.039 --> 00:48:35.679
because I was like, don't make me get in you

957
00:48:35.760 --> 00:48:38.119
know what I mean that kind of thing. Yeah, it

958
00:48:38.280 --> 00:48:40.079
was a bit of we just used to kill people.

959
00:48:40.719 --> 00:48:44.519
I mean, I say kill people, but you wanted to make.

960
00:48:44.440 --> 00:48:47.480
A miserable and so I used to always say, that's

961
00:48:47.519 --> 00:48:50.559
the greatest equalizer on the planet. You want to find

962
00:48:50.599 --> 00:48:53.239
out how hard somebody is, put them in the water.

963
00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:57.400
Yeah, and uh man, yeah, but no, I understand. It's

964
00:48:57.559 --> 00:49:00.440
I think one of the things that this problems it

965
00:49:00.559 --> 00:49:03.159
took me out several years to process and get through,

966
00:49:03.400 --> 00:49:06.079
was you know, I'm seeing all these things. You know,

967
00:49:06.280 --> 00:49:08.920
I had, you know, visions where Jesus came to me

968
00:49:09.039 --> 00:49:12.760
and he showed me him being crucified. And I've I

969
00:49:12.880 --> 00:49:15.360
work with archangel Michael. I work with arch you know,

970
00:49:16.119 --> 00:49:19.320
different archangels and angels and all this stuff. And I'm like,

971
00:49:19.440 --> 00:49:21.599
you know, it's not that I'm suicidal, but I don't

972
00:49:21.599 --> 00:49:23.280
want to be here. Why would I want to be

973
00:49:23.400 --> 00:49:25.960
here when you got all this cool stuff going on?

974
00:49:26.760 --> 00:49:30.280
And you know, I clearly hear uh you know, archangel Michael,

975
00:49:30.280 --> 00:49:32.000
and I I mean, I feel like he's like a

976
00:49:32.079 --> 00:49:34.519
childhood friend of mine, and you know, it's like.

977
00:49:34.599 --> 00:49:39.159
That's your home. Yeah, yeah, there, And I understand. Yeah,

978
00:49:39.800 --> 00:49:42.000
you know, and I hear a lot of people that

979
00:49:42.159 --> 00:49:46.079
have near death experiences that's overwhelmingly it's just love and

980
00:49:46.320 --> 00:49:50.320
that they that's where they are from, that's where they live,

981
00:49:50.440 --> 00:49:54.159
you know, that's where they belong. But not yet, well

982
00:49:54.320 --> 00:49:57.679
about they're just going back or whatever. I don't I

983
00:49:57.719 --> 00:50:00.079
don't know, you know, I.

984
00:50:00.079 --> 00:50:01.679
Have no idea exactly what it is, but I know

985
00:50:02.239 --> 00:50:07.079
that's a really cool place to go to, right I'm

986
00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:09.239
looking for I'm not yet, guys, but I'm looking forward

987
00:50:09.280 --> 00:50:12.719
to getting there. But right, I mean, whenever it's your time, right. Yeah,

988
00:50:13.159 --> 00:50:17.000
it's funny. Eighteen months ago, I've been having these chest

989
00:50:17.079 --> 00:50:19.920
pains and these tunnel visions, and you know, he did

990
00:50:19.960 --> 00:50:22.400
all this test and stuff. Nothing came out of it.

991
00:50:22.639 --> 00:50:25.639
It ended up being aphib and I was sitting in

992
00:50:25.760 --> 00:50:28.559
this seat doing a zoom call somebody and it hit

993
00:50:29.079 --> 00:50:33.000
worse than it ever hit, and so I'd walked across

994
00:50:33.119 --> 00:50:35.239
the room and it just put me on the floor.

995
00:50:36.679 --> 00:50:39.599
And I thought it was interesting because Archie Angel Michael

996
00:50:39.719 --> 00:50:42.199
came in and he was on the other side of

997
00:50:42.239 --> 00:50:44.000
the chair, not to where I could see him, but

998
00:50:44.119 --> 00:50:46.440
he came in so fast and so hard, as like

999
00:50:46.519 --> 00:50:49.679
Superman when he hits the ground, the shockwave goes out. Yeah,

1000
00:50:49.760 --> 00:50:54.000
and my friend Sander Grace had said that we get

1001
00:50:54.280 --> 00:50:57.239
one or two times in our life that we can

1002
00:50:57.440 --> 00:51:00.119
check out early and go home to have it and

1003
00:51:00.559 --> 00:51:03.280
have no karmic debt. You had yours with that near life,

1004
00:51:03.480 --> 00:51:05.880
that drowning. You could have gone home, but your years

1005
00:51:05.920 --> 00:51:07.239
sold decided to stay.

1006
00:51:07.360 --> 00:51:07.519
Right.

1007
00:51:08.320 --> 00:51:10.440
That would have been an early checkout for you. And

1008
00:51:11.199 --> 00:51:13.679
this was I knew this was an early checkout. I

1009
00:51:13.840 --> 00:51:16.239
knew if I went to my bed and laid down,

1010
00:51:16.320 --> 00:51:18.519
I was going to die that day. And you know,

1011
00:51:18.599 --> 00:51:20.800
I had the decision to make, and you know, I

1012
00:51:20.960 --> 00:51:24.920
just I wasn't going to leave a daughter. Now, I'm

1013
00:51:24.920 --> 00:51:27.360
not going to use the language I said. Yeah, I said,

1014
00:51:27.559 --> 00:51:30.960
I'm forget you know, I'm staying. Dude. He came across

1015
00:51:31.119 --> 00:51:34.599
the room and literally I didn't see enough. He picked

1016
00:51:34.679 --> 00:51:37.119
me up like a child and stood me on my feet.

1017
00:51:37.199 --> 00:51:39.519
I mean I remember just hitting the ground with my

1018
00:51:39.639 --> 00:51:42.239
feet and I was shocked with that, you know, because

1019
00:51:42.719 --> 00:51:44.599
even though I see this stuff and I do this work,

1020
00:51:44.679 --> 00:51:47.960
I was shocked that I was literally manhandled by him.

1021
00:51:48.559 --> 00:51:50.760
And he just looked at me and he said, it's

1022
00:51:50.840 --> 00:51:52.079
not your time, brother.

1023
00:51:52.760 --> 00:51:53.199
Not yet.

1024
00:51:53.440 --> 00:51:54.920
So maybe in me.

1025
00:51:55.079 --> 00:51:58.719
I had a massage that morning, right, you know, you're

1026
00:51:58.760 --> 00:52:00.719
gross from the massage, right, I'm like, well, I'm not

1027
00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:02.840
going to the hospital gross, because I knew I was

1028
00:52:02.880 --> 00:52:05.199
going to be there a minute. So I'm in the shower,

1029
00:52:05.360 --> 00:52:08.199
hold my heart, trying to not die and take a shower.

1030
00:52:08.400 --> 00:52:11.079
And I go and I'm ringing the taper's doorbell on

1031
00:52:11.159 --> 00:52:13.800
my hands and knees and bow answers the door. He's like,

1032
00:52:14.159 --> 00:52:17.440
oh my god, are we going? I'm like, so he

1033
00:52:17.599 --> 00:52:20.079
raises me the hospital and I walk in and the

1034
00:52:20.159 --> 00:52:22.559
doctor's like, dude, you walked in with the two seventy

1035
00:52:22.599 --> 00:52:26.639
seven heart rate. Most of my patients diet two sixty

1036
00:52:27.199 --> 00:52:31.199
and so how's that possible? So marines are like cockroaches.

1037
00:52:30.519 --> 00:52:33.960
Man, you cockroes like Keith richards Man.

1038
00:52:34.199 --> 00:52:37.039
Yeah, it's sat at two seventy seven or about that

1039
00:52:38.039 --> 00:52:40.800
when I got there for another three hours, and even

1040
00:52:40.880 --> 00:52:43.039
with the medicine. And as I'm standing there, there's this

1041
00:52:43.239 --> 00:52:45.880
dead woman standing next to me staring at me, and

1042
00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:47.519
of course I said, when are we getting rid of

1043
00:52:47.559 --> 00:52:50.599
the dead lady here? And there's two doctors, three nurses,

1044
00:52:50.639 --> 00:52:51.400
and everybody's like.

1045
00:52:51.760 --> 00:52:54.480
Hey, that was my next question. Do you see folks

1046
00:52:54.880 --> 00:53:00.119
like yeah, and I don't, but I can tell and

1047
00:53:00.360 --> 00:53:02.599
like like I can walk into a house and know

1048
00:53:03.320 --> 00:53:07.119
something's there. What you know, it takes a while to discern.

1049
00:53:07.199 --> 00:53:10.679
But yeah, that's a whole other level, man, that I'm

1050
00:53:10.719 --> 00:53:13.480
not really comfortable with. Yeah, to be honest with.

1051
00:53:14.119 --> 00:53:17.480
You know, at some level we're dominion over our gifts.

1052
00:53:19.280 --> 00:53:24.760
I remember early on, you know, I started begging people

1053
00:53:24.800 --> 00:53:27.519
to show up my house for reiki sessions. And you know,

1054
00:53:27.599 --> 00:53:30.599
I had total these women, these total stranger most most

1055
00:53:30.639 --> 00:53:33.360
of my clients are ladies or total strangers coming to

1056
00:53:33.480 --> 00:53:36.800
my house, going upstairs, laying on massage table to get

1057
00:53:36.840 --> 00:53:38.719
a healing session. I'm like, man, I need to get

1058
00:53:38.760 --> 00:53:39.519
a commercial space.

1059
00:53:39.599 --> 00:53:43.760
This is getting Yeah, this seems kind of yeah, this

1060
00:53:43.880 --> 00:53:44.800
is not comfortable.

1061
00:53:44.920 --> 00:53:47.400
Yeah, it was really bad. But I had the best clients,

1062
00:53:47.480 --> 00:53:51.119
and so I moved into the site. The psychiatrist invited me.

1063
00:53:51.239 --> 00:53:52.880
She said, you know, you do good work. I want

1064
00:53:52.920 --> 00:53:56.280
you to hear. And downstairs was a drug treatment center

1065
00:53:57.400 --> 00:54:00.719
and it took me months to clear that space. There

1066
00:54:00.800 --> 00:54:03.880
was just so many dead people there that really migrated

1067
00:54:03.920 --> 00:54:06.559
there for that. And you know, one day I came

1068
00:54:06.639 --> 00:54:10.480
out of a session and I knew there was you know,

1069
00:54:10.960 --> 00:54:14.199
dead people in the hallway, and as I walked across

1070
00:54:14.239 --> 00:54:16.920
the hall, and I turned around. This little girl comes

1071
00:54:17.000 --> 00:54:19.719
up and she had slid her wrist from her from

1072
00:54:19.800 --> 00:54:23.199
her wrist to her elbow on both sides. She's probably

1073
00:54:23.199 --> 00:54:26.000
about seventeen or eighteen. And I could see her like

1074
00:54:26.079 --> 00:54:28.480
I see you. And when I looked behind her, there

1075
00:54:28.599 --> 00:54:31.199
was down the hall. There was as many souls that

1076
00:54:31.239 --> 00:54:33.559
could be in that hallway and down the hallway and

1077
00:54:33.599 --> 00:54:35.639
out in the hall and down the hall there was

1078
00:54:35.760 --> 00:54:39.159
hundreds and hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of them. And

1079
00:54:39.320 --> 00:54:41.519
she just looked at me and she said, you know,

1080
00:54:42.599 --> 00:54:45.440
I don't know what happened. And I just said, oh, honey,

1081
00:54:45.519 --> 00:54:48.119
do you do you want to go home? And she

1082
00:54:48.320 --> 00:54:52.320
said yes, And you can ask Archangel Michael to bring

1083
00:54:52.440 --> 00:54:54.719
a column of white light. You just see Archangel Michael

1084
00:54:54.840 --> 00:54:58.079
bring a column of white light, and I feel it now.

1085
00:54:58.280 --> 00:55:00.360
Instantly hit my hand and I just place it in

1086
00:55:00.440 --> 00:55:02.960
front of her, and she instantly stepped in. And there

1087
00:55:03.000 --> 00:55:05.840
were so many people crossing to the light that night.

1088
00:55:06.280 --> 00:55:09.000
Finally I left it there and I said, I want

1089
00:55:09.079 --> 00:55:11.800
you to stay here as long as you need to

1090
00:55:11.880 --> 00:55:14.559
be here. And I sucked it up and walked through

1091
00:55:14.559 --> 00:55:16.360
all these dead people because I had to leave. It

1092
00:55:16.480 --> 00:55:18.519
was freaking me out. I was just too much. And

1093
00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:22.119
but after that, I told God, I said, I don't

1094
00:55:22.159 --> 00:55:25.480
want to see how they died. I can't do that anymore.

1095
00:55:25.599 --> 00:55:27.719
And a couple of weeks ago, this little boy came

1096
00:55:27.800 --> 00:55:29.320
to me and he wanted to go to the light

1097
00:55:29.599 --> 00:55:32.320
and he said, can I bring my blanket and my puppy?

1098
00:55:32.519 --> 00:55:34.719
And the little dog came around the corner. It had

1099
00:55:34.800 --> 00:55:37.079
been burnt, so I knew he died in a fire.

1100
00:55:37.119 --> 00:55:38.800
And I'm like, yes, honey, you could do that. So,

1101
00:55:39.280 --> 00:55:41.639
you know, as beautiful as some of this stuff is, it.

1102
00:55:41.679 --> 00:55:43.880
Can be hard sometimes, you know, absolutely.

1103
00:55:44.840 --> 00:55:46.800
And I'll never forget that little girl.

1104
00:55:48.280 --> 00:55:52.400
So why why don't they go like what? You know

1105
00:55:52.440 --> 00:55:54.039
what I mean, like, why don't they need help?

1106
00:55:54.280 --> 00:55:57.199
You know, it's they either have unfinished business or you know,

1107
00:55:57.360 --> 00:56:01.639
like the drug treatment center, you take something and you know,

1108
00:56:01.880 --> 00:56:06.480
my like my friend's son died from the fentanyl overdose

1109
00:56:06.599 --> 00:56:09.880
last year and he literally had collapsed on his knees

1110
00:56:09.960 --> 00:56:12.159
with his face on the ground on his knees. I mean,

1111
00:56:12.199 --> 00:56:15.400
he's like his body just turned off it And you know,

1112
00:56:15.480 --> 00:56:18.400
they don't know they're dead, So they don't know they're dead.

1113
00:56:18.760 --> 00:56:20.599
Or some version of that, or they don't want to go,

1114
00:56:20.840 --> 00:56:23.000
or like my friend Scott, we were in the Marine

1115
00:56:23.039 --> 00:56:27.480
Corps together, and I'm pretty confident he hung himself, but

1116
00:56:27.639 --> 00:56:30.239
I don't know for sure. And these ladies who helped

1117
00:56:30.280 --> 00:56:33.159
me at the Haunted House actually crossed him over to

1118
00:56:33.280 --> 00:56:36.360
the light and they recorded that. They recorded the It

1119
00:56:36.480 --> 00:56:39.079
was a video, but you couldn't see him. But at

1120
00:56:39.119 --> 00:56:42.280
the last at the last minute, the lady Linda who recorded,

1121
00:56:42.519 --> 00:56:46.000
she said, hey, his last words were helped me. And

1122
00:56:46.119 --> 00:56:49.800
I'm like, no, no, that's not Scott. Scott. Scott would

1123
00:56:49.920 --> 00:56:52.440
never say help me. He hate himself too much. He's

1124
00:56:52.480 --> 00:56:56.079
not going to say help me. And his last words

1125
00:56:56.119 --> 00:56:58.719
were Wesley because he was helping me in that haunted

1126
00:56:58.800 --> 00:57:02.920
house and he wasn't able. There's this one point where

1127
00:57:03.039 --> 00:57:06.480
I had somebody had said that, you know, there were

1128
00:57:06.519 --> 00:57:09.119
so many demons in the house. I had asked the question,

1129
00:57:09.719 --> 00:57:12.639
can I ask my dead friends to come and fight?

1130
00:57:13.920 --> 00:57:15.800
And she said yes. And I was in the house

1131
00:57:15.840 --> 00:57:19.840
that afternoon and I said it out loud, I said

1132
00:57:20.000 --> 00:57:23.159
I need your help, and I specifically called him, and

1133
00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:26.960
I called my uncle, Robert, Robert Seeburg. He received the

1134
00:57:27.000 --> 00:57:29.599
medal of Honor in Vietnam. He was a Marine, and

1135
00:57:30.039 --> 00:57:34.159
I said, I said, I'm calling all Marines. I need

1136
00:57:34.280 --> 00:57:38.280
your help. We have one last fight, and you freaking

1137
00:57:38.440 --> 00:57:41.159
owe me. You owe me because we have a brotherhood

1138
00:57:41.599 --> 00:57:44.360
and I expect you to be here. And I mean,

1139
00:57:44.400 --> 00:57:48.000
I was passionate about it. And I could feel them coming.

1140
00:57:48.719 --> 00:57:53.800
It was like herds of buffalo coming. I could feel it.

1141
00:57:54.159 --> 00:57:57.960
And one of the things at night, I would watch

1142
00:57:58.039 --> 00:58:00.320
the cameras in the house and there's this one that

1143
00:58:00.440 --> 00:58:02.760
was on this big empty wall and you could see

1144
00:58:02.840 --> 00:58:05.400
them when they came and they fought. It was like

1145
00:58:05.639 --> 00:58:08.280
Star Wars, I mean, and it lasted for about three

1146
00:58:08.400 --> 00:58:12.159
or four nights. We didn't win, and I just felt

1147
00:58:12.239 --> 00:58:14.960
so bad after that, like I'd done something wrong and

1148
00:58:16.480 --> 00:58:20.840
that they showed up right. And Scott had felt bad

1149
00:58:21.400 --> 00:58:23.559
that he wasn't able to help me. But I did

1150
00:58:23.719 --> 00:58:25.880
later get to see him with his wings. That was

1151
00:58:25.920 --> 00:58:28.400
really cool. But he didn't go because he was afraid

1152
00:58:28.480 --> 00:58:30.960
the things that he did Jesus would not accept him.

1153
00:58:32.960 --> 00:58:36.559
So yeah, so fear can be a issue as well.

1154
00:58:37.039 --> 00:58:40.519
Yeah, So you know, it's it's been, as you know,

1155
00:58:40.599 --> 00:58:45.000
a crazy experience for sure, and there's just like twenty

1156
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:46.559
other things to talk about.

1157
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:51.920
Yeah, right now, it's I had a question on it's

1158
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:53.599
gone to love that when that happened.

1159
00:58:53.679 --> 00:58:55.119
Yeah, the story of my life.

1160
00:58:55.840 --> 00:59:00.440
Man, Man, what the heck? Whatever? I don't know, it'll

1161
00:59:00.480 --> 00:59:05.440
come to me at some point hopefully. So the house,

1162
00:59:05.639 --> 00:59:07.920
what's going on there now? Do you still live there?

1163
00:59:07.960 --> 00:59:09.280
Do you own it? Did you sell it?

1164
00:59:09.639 --> 00:59:14.760
I moved to the Kowa at the Beach with my camper.

1165
00:59:15.599 --> 00:59:19.840
You know, so July fourth weekend that house. You know,

1166
00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:23.079
we did a ceremony and you know, I still can't

1167
00:59:23.079 --> 00:59:25.000
figure out why every time we did a ceremony the

1168
00:59:25.039 --> 00:59:28.039
house got more powerful. But long story ship short, we

1169
00:59:28.079 --> 00:59:29.760
did a ceremony and I ended up having to move

1170
00:59:29.800 --> 00:59:34.079
off the property. And uh when that September I did

1171
00:59:34.159 --> 00:59:37.559
the rebirthing ceremony with Lakota up in the mountains and

1172
00:59:37.840 --> 00:59:41.920
I had to wait twenty one days to solidify from

1173
00:59:42.159 --> 00:59:47.159
that healing. So you would think if I was fighting

1174
00:59:47.280 --> 00:59:49.480
for my life and somebody's going to help me and

1175
00:59:49.639 --> 00:59:51.519
we talk about it over and over and over, that

1176
00:59:52.039 --> 00:59:54.000
somewhere along the lines are going to say, hey, you know, Wes,

1177
00:59:54.079 --> 00:59:55.679
when we do that, you still have twenty one days.

1178
00:59:55.679 --> 00:59:58.679
Well that never freaking happened. I never was told until

1179
00:59:58.719 --> 01:00:01.480
the day it was over. I was so pissed off, dude,

1180
01:00:01.519 --> 01:00:04.440
I was beside myself pissed off. It's not that I

1181
01:00:04.519 --> 01:00:05.960
had to wait the twenty one days, and I'm like,

1182
01:00:06.000 --> 01:00:09.159
you couldn't. You couldn't tell me as I could be prepared.

1183
01:00:09.159 --> 01:00:11.480
I thought it was going to be done. And because

1184
01:00:11.599 --> 01:00:13.159
it was life or death for me at that point,

1185
01:00:13.199 --> 01:00:16.800
I mean at that point I was already had already

1186
01:00:16.840 --> 01:00:19.199
had my pistol in my hand every single night trying

1187
01:00:19.239 --> 01:00:22.199
to figure out how do I pull the trigger because

1188
01:00:22.199 --> 01:00:24.880
it was that bad, not get captured and go to

1189
01:00:24.960 --> 01:00:27.639
Hell or whatever however that might work, and then destroy

1190
01:00:27.719 --> 01:00:31.760
my kid, right, And so that next twenty one days

1191
01:00:31.880 --> 01:00:34.599
was the worst because they tormented me even more. And

1192
01:00:34.960 --> 01:00:36.519
you know, they couldn't kill me as long as I

1193
01:00:36.519 --> 01:00:39.159
stayed out of the house. This lady from Damascus had said,

1194
01:00:39.679 --> 01:00:41.840
if you stay in the house and sleep overnight, they're

1195
01:00:41.840 --> 01:00:44.880
gonna kill you, but they can't kill you outside of

1196
01:00:44.920 --> 01:00:47.440
the house, so they could only try to get me

1197
01:00:47.519 --> 01:00:48.239
to kill myself.

1198
01:00:50.239 --> 01:00:51.559
Makes sense. Yeah, So.

1199
01:00:54.280 --> 01:00:58.199
I was waiting that twenty one days, and so when

1200
01:00:58.280 --> 01:01:03.079
the twenty first day was got here, damned this thing happened.

1201
01:01:04.039 --> 01:01:06.880
I woke up and I'm walking through the camphor and

1202
01:01:06.920 --> 01:01:09.440
I see these hands come towards me and it startled me.

1203
01:01:11.239 --> 01:01:15.360
And they had this gold, this this armor and they

1204
01:01:15.719 --> 01:01:17.559
I could feel people behind me in front of me

1205
01:01:17.679 --> 01:01:20.119
put this armor on and I could see him stitching

1206
01:01:20.159 --> 01:01:22.159
it through my skin. It didn't hurt, but they're stitching

1207
01:01:22.239 --> 01:01:25.000
this armor on. And that was the angel stitching the

1208
01:01:25.119 --> 01:01:27.639
twenty first day there, stitching that armor on. And it

1209
01:01:27.719 --> 01:01:32.000
didn't fix everything instantly that they actually I had things

1210
01:01:32.079 --> 01:01:34.840
crawling on me for almost two years after that here

1211
01:01:34.880 --> 01:01:39.039
and there watching the security cameras. After that point, there

1212
01:01:39.199 --> 01:01:44.320
just was zero activity there and it had really slowed down.

1213
01:01:44.400 --> 01:01:47.519
But Lakota came in. I mean, we had felt like

1214
01:01:47.639 --> 01:01:50.159
hundreds of hours of people trying to fix it, and

1215
01:01:50.440 --> 01:01:55.119
she sang three freaking songs. Three songs. I'm like, that's it.

1216
01:01:55.280 --> 01:01:57.760
She's like, oh, that's it. So you know, we're walking

1217
01:01:57.840 --> 01:02:00.320
through the house. House tie is there, and right when

1218
01:02:00.360 --> 01:02:02.400
we walk in the doors, Lakota starts talking to this

1219
01:02:02.519 --> 01:02:05.480
woman that I could not see. She said that there

1220
01:02:05.519 --> 01:02:07.599
was a dead woman. She said that she had lived

1221
01:02:07.639 --> 01:02:10.039
on the street and she died a number of years ago,

1222
01:02:10.079 --> 01:02:12.199
and that she really liked me. And she said she

1223
01:02:12.320 --> 01:02:14.880
stayed around to let her know that they're all gone.

1224
01:02:15.079 --> 01:02:18.639
And you know, one of the funny things the sunroom

1225
01:02:18.679 --> 01:02:20.760
in the back of the house. There was like there's

1226
01:02:20.800 --> 01:02:23.119
a dock in the sun room and there's like a

1227
01:02:23.159 --> 01:02:25.320
straight line and when you walk through that street line,

1228
01:02:25.360 --> 01:02:27.199
you can feel it was like this energy source. It

1229
01:02:27.280 --> 01:02:31.239
was really bizarre. And Lakota said in her Lakota language,

1230
01:02:31.280 --> 01:02:35.000
she was speaking to somebody about something, and Ty and

1231
01:02:35.079 --> 01:02:37.519
I were just sitting there, just trying a little freaked out,

1232
01:02:37.559 --> 01:02:39.639
trying to figure out what's going on, and all of

1233
01:02:39.639 --> 01:02:41.480
a sudden, you smell Magnolia's.

1234
01:02:41.639 --> 01:02:42.159
Yeah, this is.

1235
01:02:43.159 --> 01:02:45.800
October at this point, first week of October, so there's

1236
01:02:45.840 --> 01:02:49.599
no flowers blooming in Virginia Beach, and there were so many.

1237
01:02:50.000 --> 01:02:52.559
This smell was so strong. It was like you were

1238
01:02:52.719 --> 01:02:56.320
in a store and there was hundreds of the flowers blooming.

1239
01:02:57.320 --> 01:02:59.400
So I asked her, I said, what is that. She said,

1240
01:02:59.440 --> 01:03:02.320
there's Native Americans used to live here in the energy field.

1241
01:03:02.400 --> 01:03:05.039
Is them going back and forth getting water? So I

1242
01:03:05.159 --> 01:03:09.079
told them to carry carry a magnolia flour so we

1243
01:03:09.199 --> 01:03:12.760
would know that they're a sacred soul. And that's what

1244
01:03:12.880 --> 01:03:17.039
we were smelling, is the the salt, the ghosts, the

1245
01:03:17.119 --> 01:03:20.679
souls of these Native American people going to get water.

1246
01:03:21.079 --> 01:03:23.639
I'm like, you gotta be kidding me, man, And.

1247
01:03:25.400 --> 01:03:27.880
So I waited about another week or so and searched

1248
01:03:27.920 --> 01:03:30.719
the cameras and cameras and cameras and nothing was there.

1249
01:03:31.320 --> 01:03:33.400
And I listed it and sold it. And the guy

1250
01:03:33.440 --> 01:03:35.800
that lives in there is probably one of the most

1251
01:03:35.880 --> 01:03:39.559
disconnected people on the planet, which is great, and he's

1252
01:03:39.599 --> 01:03:42.719
a nice guy, but you know, he's just he ain't

1253
01:03:42.800 --> 01:03:44.639
like us. You know, he's not connecting. He doesn't have that,

1254
01:03:44.719 --> 01:03:47.599
and that's okay, but he loves it. I actually I

1255
01:03:47.639 --> 01:03:49.440
talked him about six months ago. I said, so, how

1256
01:03:49.480 --> 01:03:54.920
are you sleeping? I'm just curious. But the house was fixed,

1257
01:03:54.960 --> 01:03:57.519
and I wasn't going to sell the house and transition

1258
01:03:57.719 --> 01:03:59.039
that into somebody else's life.

1259
01:03:59.119 --> 01:04:00.760
So we fixed the house for sure.

1260
01:04:01.559 --> 01:04:01.800
Gone.

1261
01:04:01.960 --> 01:04:06.320
So, but that that house that had been having I

1262
01:04:06.480 --> 01:04:09.320
ended up actually meeting the girls that grew up in

1263
01:04:09.400 --> 01:04:12.559
that house. I had put someone on Facebook when that

1264
01:04:12.920 --> 01:04:15.840
fog was there one night, and I guess one of

1265
01:04:15.840 --> 01:04:17.760
the girls of my Facebook friends, I went to high school.

1266
01:04:17.800 --> 01:04:19.440
Was She's like, I grew up in that house. And

1267
01:04:19.519 --> 01:04:21.559
at one point she came over and it was telling

1268
01:04:21.639 --> 01:04:24.119
me how her dad was being tormented and I think

1269
01:04:24.159 --> 01:04:27.039
he killed himself either. I think he died on the steps,

1270
01:04:27.079 --> 01:04:30.639
but she wouldn't say. And she's telling me about all

1271
01:04:30.639 --> 01:04:32.599
the weird things in that house. But I think it's

1272
01:04:32.679 --> 01:04:35.840
fixed now. I'm comident fixed. Yeah that's awesome.

1273
01:04:36.039 --> 01:04:38.039
So what else? What else do you want to talk about?

1274
01:04:39.000 --> 01:04:41.320
I don't know. The winning lottery numbers would be good.

1275
01:04:41.320 --> 01:04:45.719
That would be amazing, right, Yeah, I just know that

1276
01:04:46.480 --> 01:04:53.880
time we had We're at an hour twelve, So I mean,

1277
01:04:54.239 --> 01:04:56.559
at the at the end of the day, you're doing

1278
01:04:56.639 --> 01:05:01.480
a lot better, right, I'm helping and folks helping yourself

1279
01:05:02.599 --> 01:05:06.920
all the things. Yeah, So this show is obviously called

1280
01:05:07.000 --> 01:05:11.360
Broadcasting Seeds, and what it's about is planting seeds and

1281
01:05:11.440 --> 01:05:14.599
people's minds and their lives to bloom and you know,

1282
01:05:15.079 --> 01:05:18.360
do whatever and harvest later. So what what are some

1283
01:05:18.519 --> 01:05:21.239
things that you can some seeds that you could plant?

1284
01:05:21.639 --> 01:05:25.079
Sure, you know, I think one of the biggest things

1285
01:05:25.320 --> 01:05:28.239
for me is when I met with the priests, you know,

1286
01:05:28.320 --> 01:05:29.880
I was for me to go to the church was

1287
01:05:29.920 --> 01:05:32.519
a lot, so I so, you know, I'm desperate at

1288
01:05:32.559 --> 01:05:39.920
that point. So I had was really struggling with being molested.

1289
01:05:40.039 --> 01:05:42.480
One of the things that I experienced to this is

1290
01:05:42.519 --> 01:05:45.079
a they crawled on me. My backside was ripped the

1291
01:05:45.320 --> 01:05:47.480
entire time and there was no reason why it was

1292
01:05:47.599 --> 01:05:50.840
ripped except for they kept me in the vibration of

1293
01:05:50.880 --> 01:05:52.159
a raped little boy, right.

1294
01:05:53.039 --> 01:05:54.760
And which makes complete sense.

1295
01:05:54.880 --> 01:05:57.639
Yeah, they're they're they're very cunning, they know what they're doing,

1296
01:05:57.679 --> 01:05:58.639
They're very powerful.

1297
01:05:58.760 --> 01:05:59.719
And so.

1298
01:06:01.400 --> 01:06:05.400
The priest says, I'm gonna, you know, fix this, and

1299
01:06:05.480 --> 01:06:07.400
I'm going to show you Jesus. And I'm like, you know,

1300
01:06:07.920 --> 01:06:10.000
I'm in church and I'm dropping the F bomb every

1301
01:06:10.039 --> 01:06:12.599
other word. Right, So he did this. He said, I

1302
01:06:12.719 --> 01:06:14.320
want you to go back in your mind to the

1303
01:06:14.519 --> 01:06:18.559
moment right before he does something terrible to you. So,

1304
01:06:18.679 --> 01:06:20.599
I mean, this little boy's on his hands and knees

1305
01:06:20.639 --> 01:06:23.079
the person, the perpetrator, you know, the person's behind me.

1306
01:06:23.199 --> 01:06:26.400
And I'm like, okay, I'm here. I'm sobbing, you know,

1307
01:06:26.519 --> 01:06:29.039
it's it's just not a good scene. And he says,

1308
01:06:29.079 --> 01:06:32.199
I want you to look around, the look around that room, son,

1309
01:06:32.280 --> 01:06:34.800
and look for Jesus Christ. And I remember being so

1310
01:06:35.079 --> 01:06:37.760
furious with that. But I looked in that room. There

1311
01:06:37.840 --> 01:06:39.519
was a picture on the wall, and he says, no, honey,

1312
01:06:39.639 --> 01:06:42.000
I want you to look for him. And that infuriated

1313
01:06:42.039 --> 01:06:45.280
me even more. But when I looked over here to

1314
01:06:45.360 --> 01:06:47.800
the other side, now there was Jesus right and he

1315
01:06:48.000 --> 01:06:50.280
asked me, he said, I said, Father, I see him,

1316
01:06:50.360 --> 01:06:52.639
you know, I mean I clearly seen him. And he said,

1317
01:06:52.719 --> 01:06:55.320
what did he say to you? And I said, he

1318
01:06:55.440 --> 01:06:58.280
doesn't have to say anything. And he's like, why is that.

1319
01:06:58.440 --> 01:07:01.079
Why is he not saying anything? I said, because he's crying, father,

1320
01:07:02.599 --> 01:07:05.519
And that was the moment that I realized in my

1321
01:07:05.639 --> 01:07:08.159
whole life. I thought Jesus was supposed to pull me

1322
01:07:08.199 --> 01:07:12.519
out of that room. Why didn't you save me? And

1323
01:07:14.079 --> 01:07:16.599
I came to the realization that day He's not there

1324
01:07:16.679 --> 01:07:20.639
to save us. He's there to love us unconditionally through

1325
01:07:20.920 --> 01:07:24.840
everything we go through. I can't walk with my daughter

1326
01:07:25.199 --> 01:07:28.000
every step of her life and pull her out of everything.

1327
01:07:29.039 --> 01:07:29.840
Is not gonna work.

1328
01:07:30.079 --> 01:07:30.239
You know.

1329
01:07:30.360 --> 01:07:32.920
I could look left, she looks right, and something happens right,

1330
01:07:33.239 --> 01:07:35.679
but I can love her through whatever she's going through.

1331
01:07:36.079 --> 01:07:39.880
And that was the point that was the heart. Yeah,

1332
01:07:40.639 --> 01:07:42.960
that's that's what he's there to do, is to love us.

1333
01:07:43.519 --> 01:07:46.519
He never left me even when I left him. So

1334
01:07:46.920 --> 01:07:49.400
you know, if I were to say, one thing that

1335
01:07:49.519 --> 01:07:51.960
you can look at in your life that changed my

1336
01:07:52.119 --> 01:07:57.320
life was yeah, I don't know. I felt like I

1337
01:07:57.440 --> 01:07:59.519
had to forgive him. That sounds stupid because he didn't

1338
01:07:59.519 --> 01:08:01.679
do anything, but I felt like there was an aspect

1339
01:08:01.760 --> 01:08:03.880
of the tiny aspect of that. But I had to

1340
01:08:03.920 --> 01:08:06.639
forgive myself because I betrayed him. I left him and

1341
01:08:06.800 --> 01:08:09.519
I didn't believe and it's real and he loved me,

1342
01:08:09.760 --> 01:08:12.679
and so that was a big thing. And the other

1343
01:08:12.800 --> 01:08:16.840
thing that changed everything for me was when I was

1344
01:08:16.960 --> 01:08:22.199
told I could rewrite my story right, that my story

1345
01:08:22.399 --> 01:08:24.760
was Wesley's this raped little boy that can't get his

1346
01:08:24.840 --> 01:08:27.439
stuff together in a relationship, and all these other other

1347
01:08:27.600 --> 01:08:29.800
things that were there. And you know in the Bible

1348
01:08:29.880 --> 01:08:32.439
that talks about you know, Jesus knows everything that's gonna

1349
01:08:32.439 --> 01:08:36.119
happen to us. So if everything is already pre known,

1350
01:08:36.439 --> 01:08:38.840
then that's a contract. We have a soul contract. So

1351
01:08:39.319 --> 01:08:41.479
we're an angel in heaven that we decided to come

1352
01:08:41.520 --> 01:08:45.279
here for fifty eighty hundred years experience all the things

1353
01:08:45.319 --> 01:08:45.920
that we go back.

1354
01:08:46.039 --> 01:08:46.760
That's what I believe.

1355
01:08:48.039 --> 01:08:51.760
So if I come here and Jesus God, whatever you

1356
01:08:51.840 --> 01:08:54.680
want to call it, knows everything, knows that you and

1357
01:08:54.720 --> 01:08:56.840
I are to talk today, what's going to happen next Tuesday,

1358
01:08:56.920 --> 01:08:59.920
know when we're gonna go home, then that is pre orday.

1359
01:09:00.239 --> 01:09:04.000
That is basically a contract. So if that's a contract,

1360
01:09:04.319 --> 01:09:06.159
I didn't see. I didn't know how to stop being

1361
01:09:06.159 --> 01:09:09.119
a victim of what happened to me. But the way

1362
01:09:09.159 --> 01:09:10.760
I looked at it is like, if that's a contract,

1363
01:09:10.840 --> 01:09:13.760
that I'm not a victim. I'm fulfilling my contract. Right

1364
01:09:13.840 --> 01:09:16.039
I'm in real estate. So that made sense to me.

1365
01:09:17.079 --> 01:09:20.119
So the perpetrator came in, the victim came in, we

1366
01:09:21.439 --> 01:09:23.760
did what we agreed to do. He goes on, and

1367
01:09:23.920 --> 01:09:25.520
now it's time for me to go on, and it's

1368
01:09:25.760 --> 01:09:29.239
my job to heal from that and become the beacon

1369
01:09:29.319 --> 01:09:31.119
of light that I came here to be. And so

1370
01:09:31.319 --> 01:09:34.840
for me looking at I don't have to be a

1371
01:09:34.960 --> 01:09:37.720
victim because I fulfilled the contract. And it took me

1372
01:09:37.720 --> 01:09:39.520
a little while to process that. Trust me, I was

1373
01:09:39.520 --> 01:09:41.640
pissed off about it because I'm like, you're telling me

1374
01:09:42.720 --> 01:09:45.760
I agreed to have him do all these horrible things,

1375
01:09:46.079 --> 01:09:49.560
but it gave me my out that I couldn't find elsewhere.

1376
01:09:50.800 --> 01:09:53.560
So now in the book of Wesley Coons, that's a

1377
01:09:53.640 --> 01:09:56.399
sentence or a paragraph and a chapter from a long

1378
01:09:56.479 --> 01:10:00.840
time ago. And I'm rewriting my story and becoming the

1379
01:10:00.880 --> 01:10:02.880
beacon of light that I'm here to be. And because

1380
01:10:03.000 --> 01:10:08.520
victims don't heal, you know, And that's the one that's

1381
01:10:08.520 --> 01:10:10.720
the one thing I couldn't shake was that, And I've

1382
01:10:10.840 --> 01:10:11.359
shaken that.

1383
01:10:14.279 --> 01:10:18.439
Rewrite your own story, which makes complete sense.

1384
01:10:18.960 --> 01:10:22.039
Yeah, so rewrite your story. I mean you've rewritten yours.

1385
01:10:22.119 --> 01:10:25.000
I'm rewriting mine. People listening this are going to rewrite theirs.

1386
01:10:25.079 --> 01:10:30.439
And you know, yeah, man, it changes things, does absolutely.

1387
01:10:31.039 --> 01:10:34.119
It's like like you yeah, when you get woken up,

1388
01:10:35.600 --> 01:10:37.760
it's just like it all. I mean, it doesn't all

1389
01:10:37.840 --> 01:10:40.800
make sense, but some of it does, right. I guess what,

1390
01:10:41.119 --> 01:10:43.479
what's what it's supposed to make sense?

1391
01:10:44.000 --> 01:10:44.119
Now?

1392
01:10:44.319 --> 01:10:46.960
I was posed I pose the question. One of the

1393
01:10:47.039 --> 01:10:49.760
things I've been taught is you know, everything happens for

1394
01:10:49.960 --> 01:10:52.399
us and not to us. And I'm like, okay, yeah,

1395
01:10:53.439 --> 01:10:55.479
you know, how how does a ten year old little

1396
01:10:55.520 --> 01:10:58.840
boy having this experience you know how does that work.

1397
01:10:58.920 --> 01:11:01.279
And one of the healer friends, a lot of the

1398
01:11:01.319 --> 01:11:04.800
healer friends have said that anything that happens prior to

1399
01:11:05.079 --> 01:11:06.880
the age of twelve, like you see these children with

1400
01:11:07.000 --> 01:11:09.399
cancer or something, they say it it's a karmic thing

1401
01:11:09.520 --> 01:11:10.439
from a past life.

1402
01:11:10.520 --> 01:11:10.680
You know.

1403
01:11:10.920 --> 01:11:15.920
I don't know about that, you know, But what I

1404
01:11:16.039 --> 01:11:20.960
do know is I don't believe we're here to suffer,

1405
01:11:22.680 --> 01:11:25.720
and I think we're here to struggle because you know,

1406
01:11:25.840 --> 01:11:28.159
like the butterfly coming out of the cocoon, if we

1407
01:11:28.239 --> 01:11:29.920
cut that out and help it, it's going to die.

1408
01:11:30.279 --> 01:11:33.079
So he has to struggle to get the blood to

1409
01:11:33.199 --> 01:11:36.399
his wings and strengthen hisself and move forward. And I

1410
01:11:36.439 --> 01:11:38.880
don't know what the journey in that is for for

1411
01:11:39.199 --> 01:11:41.880
like younger children that pass away early and stuff like that,

1412
01:11:42.079 --> 01:11:46.119
but you know, I think maybe that is part. I

1413
01:11:46.199 --> 01:11:48.560
think that's something they signed up for at some level,

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01:11:48.600 --> 01:11:51.560
even though it sucks. But you know, more so it's

1415
01:11:51.720 --> 01:11:54.319
for the parents and the people that stay behind to

1416
01:11:55.680 --> 01:11:58.199
be able to heal from that and not forget them

1417
01:11:58.239 --> 01:12:00.520
to be able to you know, and learn how to

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01:12:00.600 --> 01:12:03.199
love themselves and move forward. And I wouldn't watch that

1419
01:12:03.319 --> 01:12:04.880
on anybody, but I got a friend going through that

1420
01:12:05.000 --> 01:12:07.000
right now, and it's just been really hard to watch.

1421
01:12:09.279 --> 01:12:13.479
So yeah, well, I so appreciate you coming on man,

1422
01:12:13.800 --> 01:12:15.439
thanks man, I agreciate. I will have to do it

1423
01:12:15.479 --> 01:12:17.920
again soon. I feel like we could do a couple

1424
01:12:18.039 --> 01:12:23.359
more episodes. So but tell everyone where they can find you. Sure, well.

1425
01:12:23.479 --> 01:12:27.399
My podcast is Enlightenment Unknown Life of a Spiritual Nomad,

1426
01:12:27.560 --> 01:12:30.399
and the premise of that shows, you know, the first

1427
01:12:30.640 --> 01:12:34.159
two seasons basically is going through the Haunted House in

1428
01:12:34.319 --> 01:12:36.760
explicit detail. I might cuss a little bit in that.

1429
01:12:37.039 --> 01:12:39.359
That was really hard for me to share that story.

1430
01:12:39.560 --> 01:12:42.760
You know, I will struggle for a couple of days

1431
01:12:43.000 --> 01:12:43.439
just from.

1432
01:12:43.359 --> 01:12:46.479
Doing this podcast. I guess at you know, I understand,

1433
01:12:46.760 --> 01:12:47.079
but you.

1434
01:12:47.079 --> 01:12:49.680
Know, at the same time, it helps me heal and

1435
01:12:50.039 --> 01:12:52.079
there's a message that needs to go out. The other

1436
01:12:52.119 --> 01:12:54.399
place you can find me is my healing practice is

1437
01:12:54.520 --> 01:12:58.199
VB Healer as in Virginia Beach Healer Vbhealer dot com.

1438
01:12:58.479 --> 01:13:00.800
And I do a lot of long distance work up

1439
01:13:00.840 --> 01:13:03.279
you got clients in eighty three countries, and you know

1440
01:13:03.399 --> 01:13:05.319
I could do healing work for people. I can clear

1441
01:13:05.560 --> 01:13:08.479
energies and things in people's house that they don't need

1442
01:13:08.680 --> 01:13:10.640
or want there anymore, and if you just want to

1443
01:13:10.680 --> 01:13:13.239
reach out and ask questions, and on Instagram as VB

1444
01:13:13.399 --> 01:13:16.399
Healer as in Virginia Beach Healer, and you know, follow

1445
01:13:16.479 --> 01:13:18.680
me on Instagram. Listen to the show, and the show

1446
01:13:18.760 --> 01:13:20.840
is about how life happens for you and not to you.

1447
01:13:20.960 --> 01:13:23.359
And right now we're interviewing a bunch of different healers

1448
01:13:24.039 --> 01:13:26.920
and hearing how they do work and what they do

1449
01:13:27.039 --> 01:13:29.239
and what their spiritual awakening is because there's a lot

1450
01:13:29.279 --> 01:13:32.560
of people going through that that don't have a resource

1451
01:13:32.840 --> 01:13:35.439
and it can be confusing. And you know, I also

1452
01:13:35.560 --> 01:13:37.760
have a couple of books, you know, I have some

1453
01:13:37.920 --> 01:13:40.359
children's books that my friend Andrew and I wrote, and

1454
01:13:40.720 --> 01:13:43.359
it's What Color Is Your Dragon is the first one,

1455
01:13:43.840 --> 01:13:46.279
and the dragon represents a higher power in my mind

1456
01:13:46.399 --> 01:13:49.119
is Jesus. And it's about how these children are learning

1457
01:13:49.159 --> 01:13:51.520
about affirmations and how to step into their power and

1458
01:13:51.640 --> 01:13:54.319
love themselves. And especially in a time where you can

1459
01:13:54.760 --> 01:13:57.199
identify as a turn up it seems like and it's

1460
01:13:57.199 --> 01:14:00.439
supposed to be accepted when they're just a child trying

1461
01:14:00.479 --> 01:14:03.399
to figure out why. And there's affirmations in the back,

1462
01:14:03.479 --> 01:14:05.640
and there's things that the parents can do together. And

1463
01:14:05.720 --> 01:14:09.800
the second book is Sydney's New Bike, where she learns

1464
01:14:09.840 --> 01:14:13.279
about manifesting and she helps this little girl, Charlotte that

1465
01:14:13.359 --> 01:14:16.279
she meets raise money for a service dog. But the

1466
01:14:16.319 --> 01:14:19.079
fun thing about that is those books Jesus showed me

1467
01:14:19.159 --> 01:14:22.079
those books. I didn't write those books. He showed me

1468
01:14:22.319 --> 01:14:24.399
every single page, and I drew them out. My friend

1469
01:14:24.439 --> 01:14:26.399
Andrew and I put them together. And the cool thing

1470
01:14:26.560 --> 01:14:29.920
is the dragon is Andrew's daughter TESSAs Sidney, the characters

1471
01:14:29.960 --> 01:14:32.079
my daughter Sydney, and the dogs in there.

1472
01:14:32.079 --> 01:14:37.920
My dogs nice awesome. Yeah, so you can find me there.

1473
01:14:38.319 --> 01:14:42.199
And that's all on Amazon beautiful. Again, thank you so

1474
01:14:42.359 --> 01:14:45.000
much for coming on. I know it's difficult sometimes, but

1475
01:14:45.800 --> 01:14:47.039
you got seeds to plant.

1476
01:14:47.119 --> 01:14:50.399
Brother, that's right, man. I appreciate you and simplify, yes,

1477
01:14:50.479 --> 01:14:52.079
simplifi fire man.

1478
01:14:54.560 --> 01:14:57.680
Yeah. I got bad thoughts that make my mid skared,

1479
01:14:57.880 --> 01:14:59.920
hold me hostage and they don't fight fit.

1480
01:15:00.279 --> 01:15:01.239
Who's gonna pray for me?

1481
01:15:01.359 --> 01:15:03.600
And white brought my tests? Who's gonna save me?

1482
01:15:03.800 --> 01:15:04.800
If you're not right.

1483
01:15:04.720 --> 01:15:07.640
Here, move this darkness and make my sight clear. Can

1484
01:15:07.720 --> 01:15:10.319
take me your way because I don't like you. Goes

1485
01:15:10.359 --> 01:15:12.760
to my past day feel in the night are wake

1486
01:15:12.840 --> 01:15:23.640
me up. I'm trapped in my Nightmass, you trapped in

1487
01:15:23.760 --> 01:15:38.119
my Nightmas, trowling, trowling my mouth, the deepen apparition, So

1488
01:15:38.399 --> 01:15:41.680
all my demons, all my thoughts come making trees, it

1489
01:15:41.920 --> 01:15:46.039
all alone. Who's gonna hear me screaming manifest tay shits

1490
01:15:46.079 --> 01:15:49.199
on my fists, regrets that stretched out for light years,

1491
01:15:49.279 --> 01:15:51.560
you can almost touch the light. Holi, it's right there,

1492
01:15:51.720 --> 01:15:55.520
body free, but trapped in my Nightmas. I don't let

1493
01:15:55.600 --> 01:16:01.039
meet you all light, your fan, all my life face now,

1494
01:16:01.520 --> 01:16:04.760
all my life is face. And then I wait, I'm

1495
01:16:04.840 --> 01:16:09.039
telling you, miss Chan, my life is space now, all

1496
01:16:09.159 --> 01:16:10.359
my life is face.

1497
01:16:10.640 --> 01:16:17.520
Enough happens like my.

1498
01:16:21.119 --> 01:16:23.039
Will you check in my life?

1499
01:16:23.239 --> 01:16:23.279
This