March 5, 2026

Deplorable Janet: Truth, Discernment, and the Spiritual War Under Everything

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Deplorable Janet: Truth, Discernment, and the Spiritual War Under Everything
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In this episode, Deplorable Janet shares her extensive background in the medical field and her transition to podcasting, where she discusses holistic health and spiritual insights. She emphasizes the importance of human connection, the challenges of being outspoken, and the need for truth-seeking in a world filled with distractions. Janet also reflects on cultural observations, the role of ego in discourse, and the significance of community and family in navigating today's society.

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Because finding the truth and something requires research and deep

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dives and not looking up stuff on Wikipedia, you know

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what I mean, reading books and and you know, having

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critical thought process because everybody can have an idea, which

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you know, the CIA was famous for labeling conspiracy theories

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in the first place, you know, And and it's not

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a bad thing to have an idea and to have

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a theory about something.

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The Broadcasting Seeds.

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Broadcasting Seeds in the Minds of.

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The All right, hello everyone, and welcome back to another

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episode of Broadcasting Seeds. I am your host, Ben at Tanton,

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and today as guests, we have I'm just going to

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call you a deplorable Janet and you can correct that

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if you would like either way. Deplorable Janet, who we've

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actually talked back and forth a good amount for a

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while and then we just you know, finally are able

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to record and it's a pleasure to have you here.

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It's so good to meet you, and I just am

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happy that we're finally doing this.

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Me too. I'm so thankful that you were very patient

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with me, because oh there was so there were so

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many things like going off all over the place in

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my world at the time. So I appreciate your patience.

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You literally hand you had little grenades going off all over.

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Yeah, small ones, but.

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Yeah, absolutely, So tell tell everybody that's not familiar with

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who you are. Tell those who you are and what

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you do and the best place to find you.

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All right, So who I am is a long story.

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I've been in the medical field my pretty much my

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entire life. Retired nurse, retired medical school teacher. But I've

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also done every aspect of the medical community. So I've

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been billing and coding and collections and all of that

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kind of stuff. Did autopsies, did home healthcare, clinical nurse supervisor.

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I've done like MSDS sheets for dangerous you know, materials,

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literally all over the gamut. And so after I retired

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from that, I had a good friend here in town

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that you know, we talked back and forth all the time,

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and he said, you know, he said, you should do

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a live show with me. And that's back when Twitter

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was still Twitter and they had periscope for their lives.

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And I'm like, oh, I don't want to do that

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because nobody's going to want to hear what I have

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to say. And he's like, you have to come on,

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you have to So I started doing lives with him,

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and then I ended up kind of being a guest

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co host on a large podcast, on No Mercy Podcast,

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and so I did that for quite a while and

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I was kind of like, you know what, I have

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so much more to say. So that's when I decided

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to start my own thing. And so I do a

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lot of medical stuff, of course, holistic because I'm very

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much in the holistic realm. After I moved away from

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the modern medical system, right and re educated myself, I

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got dumb and then re educated. So I do a

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lot of that. I do a lot of spiritual stuff,

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and in my spare time when I'm not you know,

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making things for people or stuff like that, I kind

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of do a lot of counseling per se. I'm not

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a licensed counselor. I'm not a licensed professional in that aspect,

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but God granted me the ability to be of assistance

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to others, and so that is where he has taken

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my path awesome.

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It used to be a peer support specialist at the VA,

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So yeah, it's a lot like peer support where you're

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just technically you're not licensed. Then you're not doing therapy,

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but right, people need to talk to people.

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Right, one hundred percent. And that's that's my thing, is

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that people need to be heard and have their feelings validated,

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even if it's something that we don't agree with, it's

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something that that person feels, and so giving somebody that's

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safe space to have someone to talk to and hash

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things out, work things out, you know, and a lot

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of times people say they feel better just because they

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had someone to speak to.

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Yeah. Absolutely, Yeah. So what's the best place to find you?

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You can find the podcast on every podcast platform, or

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if they like to watch the videos, you can watch

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them on Spotify or rumble. They can find me on

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Instagram at deplorable Janet or on x account number fourteen

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at no Janet Know. And then if they like Christian music,

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you can go check out Anchor and Flame that's with

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the ampersand sign on every platform because I have two

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albums and a single on there.

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Nice so perfect. So the first question I really like

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to ask every guest is, so you you kind of

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cross all bunch of boundaries with the stuff that you

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talk about on your podcast, and then in general, what

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got you into this world of I'll just call it

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high strangeness because because that kind of in companies that

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encompasses everything, right, everything from from supernatural to paranormal to

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UFO to even conspira you know, conspiracies, all this stuff.

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So what got you into this world of high strangeness?

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You know?

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I think it started when I was still practicing as

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a nurse and had my daughter get vaccine injured and

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then started looking up things that way, and I was like, oh, whoa.

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And I had a sister that was two years older

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than me that was prescribed a prescription migraine medication. She

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took that, she died instantly and exploded her heart, and

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so I'm like, okay, now what is going on? And

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so it was through all of those things in the

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medical field where I'm like, things don't make sense. Then

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I grew up in Catholic school and so you can't

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question right, kind of like the narrative. Now, you can't

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question science, you can't question anything. If you do, your

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labeled a terrorist or an anti anti xyzer, you know

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what I mean. And so just from that that was

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like my early backgrounds of you know what, things don't

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make sense, they don't add up.

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Yeah, now I'm pretty sure I know where it came from,

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But where did the name come from.

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Well, partially from the lovely Missus Clinton, right, but also

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I had a good friend that was, like, you know,

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back in World War One, there was a group that

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was called the Deplorables, and it was the group that

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would go out and they would always do the things

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that nobody else wanted to do. And they're like, that

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name suits you to a t for that reason.

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It's kind of like the the the League of Ungentlemanly

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Warfare kind.

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Of thing, right exactly. Yeah, yeah, and so that's kind

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of me because take it early. But like with age,

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I don't have a filter. Now, I'm not going to

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cut somebody down. I'm not going to be rude, but

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I'm going to tell people what they need to hear,

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not what they want to hear, because I think that's

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what Christ guides us to do anyway, is to you know,

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speak speak truth in all things. And so you know

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that's kind of my path and that so the name

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fits me.

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Well, yeah, So did you always see yourself speaking out publicly? Bi?

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You know, it's funny about that because I used to

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be terrified of public speaking. Horrified me And the first

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time that ever happened, you know, when I was in college,

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they wanted me to be like they're on their speaker

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at graduation. I was so terrified and trembling and I'm like,

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oh my god, like trying to muddle my way through

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any kind of speech. And then as I got older,

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you know, and I'm in my nursing career and the

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doctor's like, you should be a preceptor because I worked

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at a teaching facility and they're like, you should be

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a preceptor for this facility and train the nursing students.

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And I'm like, oh my god, no, like I don't

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want to do that and have a panic attack. I

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don't like doing things like that. It makes me nervous.

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And I finally accepted with a lot of cattle prodding

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at me, and then I got into teaching, and so

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I got over that fear of speaking. And so I've

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always been, I guess considered like the black sheep kind

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of person, yeah, you know, and thinking outside the box

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and doing things outside the box and not afraid to

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speak up for other people. But it was just that

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fear of speaking in public that always got me until

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I finally started teaching and got over that. And now

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I'm like, I'll tell anybody who will listen.

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I understand thoroughly.

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Now you can't muzzle me. There's not one big enough.

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Can't shut her up.

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Uh uh.

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So what do you feel like your mission behind your

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voices right now? Like, because I know you, I've seen,

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because I've seen I've looked at your podcast too, and

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there's a little bit of progression right so like, oh yeah,

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what do you feel is the mission behind your voice

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right now?

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You know what? Wherever God guides me and whatever he

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puts in my path. Because it's funny that, like when

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I started, it was all about political climate and you know,

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stuff like that, and it's just like naturally he moved

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me away from that and was like, just have private

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conversations with people that other people can actually hear, you know,

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let people tell their stories and stuff like that. So

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I've done a lot of you know, personal testimony type

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stuff and things like that, and it's kind of wherever

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He guides me at the time, because like I said,

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not only do I do a lot of you know,

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altered health stuff or looking at health things from a

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different perspective, but you know, if somebody needs a testimony

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or if somebody needs some kind of spiritual healing. Whatever

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is put in my path, that's where I go.

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Yeah. So yeah, for sure it takes.

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A lot of different ways.

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Absolutely it does. And I I just know like for me,

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I am part of this is age too. It's I've

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just calmed down and realized that, uh, you know, because

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you bring up the political stuff, and I'm pretty you know,

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uh fervent in my political beliefs, but but not like

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a lot of people would expect either. I'm not like

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some raging maga person, but I'm also I guess what

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you could say is I'm more socially liberal, but not

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like in a not like in a progressive but I'm not.

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I'm not saying that it's because because, like I said,

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I worked with the VA for a long time and

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I worked with a lot of homeless veterans. I just

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I also know and I'm realistic that it's not because

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these people. Not everyone is where the rabbit because they're lazy,

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drug addic assholes, right, Like right, it's easy. It's easy

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to be so black and white, but our world is

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so not that it's so great, So so in turn,

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you have to And then I also know that my

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my relationship with God has changed and he softened my

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heart right absolutely, and that's been huge. And it's like

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I checked myself constantly, and I'm like, gosh, my, you know,

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people that that know me are like, man, you you

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are different.

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Well, but that's a that's a beautiful thing.

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Right, supposed to happen that way.

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Yeah, and that that sanctification process is perfection. And and

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the thing that I think is funny is a lot

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of people are like, oh my gosh, you're a Christian

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and you cuss or you know whatever they pick out,

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and I'm like, you know what, I'm God's beautiful work

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in progress because it's taken me all of these years

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to build up all the bad habits and stuff, and

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I'm not going to be different overnight. It takes time

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to fix those things, right, you know. And that's why

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it's those those people that look at somebody else and

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judge them from the outside. They're like, well, I don't

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know why you can't stop cussing or stop being this,

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or stop doing that or whatever. It takes time, you know,

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because you can't break a bad habit overnight.

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So yeah, so this is kind of a big question.

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It's just I don't ask it all the time, but

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it hits me and it's hit me with you is like,

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what do you think is happening right now, like in

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the culture that most people aren't fully seeing. And this

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isn't negative. It's not a negative question, it's a it's

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a could be as positive as it is negative. I

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think that most of the time when I ask questions

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like this, people immediately when they talk about the culture

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go negative. So it could be either.

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it in the realm of belief or spiritual belief, there

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is definitely a battle, just like your book talks about.

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they were taught, forgot their their upbringings, something happened to

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shake their faith or whatever. But there's also on the

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flip side of that, like a huge revival going on,

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and especially the younger generation getting very involved in church

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and reading scripture and stuff. And I know that re

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reading the Bible is difficult for a lot of people, especially.

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Even me, I fully as it's it's difficult.

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you have tons of genealogy and stuff, and you're like

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I can't stay.

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Awake like like acts and stuff like, oh my, yes.

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But the beauty is when you when you read scripture,

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you will get the message out of scripture that God

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wants you to get when he wants to give you

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that wisdom and knowledge. So like we used to do

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like a lady's roundtable and discuss certain parts of the

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Bible or whatever. And we did a show on Jonah

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and we try to part and we broke it down

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and you know, talked about it. And as many times

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as I've heard that story and read that story and whatever,

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it wasn't until the four of us were discussing things

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and I had a light bulb go off and I'm like,

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oh my gosh, this is the message behind that story

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and this is you know, X, Y and Z. And

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it's funny because life is the exact same way. And

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I like to compare like the Bible to nowadays because

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in the Bible there are a lot of whiny people.

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Oh yeah, Jonah was a whiner, winer, winer, and why

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aren't you gonna do what you said you were gonna

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do and be like poutin and mad and people are

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that way too. And so the thing that always helps

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me with today's society and cultural stuff going on is

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being able to take a step back and giving people

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grace and mercy because you don't know what's going on

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in their life. You don't know how their life was shaped,

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what their home life was like, what their relationships are like.

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So being able to see them at the same time

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as being able to see the characters in the Bible

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is no different because we're all flawed, no one is perfect.

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And why some people are the way that they are

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is because they've never had parental figures to teach them

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and guide them, or if they did have parental figures,

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maybe those parental figures were also broken by something in

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their past and they didn't know have parent And so

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giving people that grace and that mercy that you know,

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Jesus gave people as how I look at things through

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a daily lens. Now. Granted, do some things that I

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see make me testy, Yes, But Jesus was testy too

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because there was a lot of whiners and a lot

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of complainers, and you know, like, you know, leading the

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people of Israel through the desert and providing them with

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food and stuff, and they're like, ugh, dove again, I

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don't want to eat dove again. Be thankful for what

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you have, and that's the message in what I think

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a lot of people miss is being thankful for what

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they do have and stop chasing after everything that they want.

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Yeah, shiny objects, yeah, all kinds of other crap.

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I definitely see some of my kids are well. I mean,

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my youngest is seventeen, but like so many kids. I

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read an article the other day about alcohol use now

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is so down because gen Z is not drinking. I

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think the alcohol business like overall lost over it was

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over half a billion dollars last year. It's like six

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hundred and eighty something billion dollars because essentially because gen

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Z and other people aren't drinking. So that to me,

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that's like sense shockwaves kind of there's a reason for that,

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and what is that? I you know, I have my theories,

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but it's like, you know, you think what you want,

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but that's what's actually happening, right, So you have things

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like that that are very the I see them as

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blessings out there. And then for me, the big thing

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that I see where reality is a little twisted is

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the loss of shared reality in this in this culture,

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especially because we couldn't be more polar, you know what.

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And here's here's the thing. It's the fringes that are polar,

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not not the normal people. The you know, you've got

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the ten percent on this side, the ten percent on

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this side, and they're just the loudest and the eighty

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percent in the middle, which flow back and forth in

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some sort of fashion. But we have these polars, the

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poles are so we don't even live in the same reality.

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I think we need to find It's what I keep

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saying over and over and over again. There's got to

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be common ground that we all agree upon, and I

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think we do. I think we probably agree on eighty

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to eighty five percent of everything, but yet we'll squabble

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over the fifteen and it's like unreal.

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But you know what a lot of that is too,

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is ego. People hold lunch to that ego so much,

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and it's like it's no different than like when you

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get into the quote unquote conspiracy realm or I like

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to say truth realm, you know, and you're learning all

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these things and you have to let go of everything

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that you learned before and have like an ego death

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so that you can be reborn again. In truth. But

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a lot of people are so adamant that they are right,

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there's no other way. They can't see things a different way.

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And it's the same for like, take a married couple

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for example, right, and the woman is like very adamant

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about the way the dishwasher is loaded, and the man

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loads it a different way. If you still get to

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the same conclusion, the same end result. What difference does

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it make how you come about it. But that's that's

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the problem in our society is people are so black

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and white and they can't see gray out.

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Squabbling, just squabbling over nonsense usually right about semantics, Yes,

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so absolutely So you're someone who talks about topics that

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a lot of people either avoid or label. I'd say

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label immediately, right, So let me ask you this, how

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do you personally define a difference between truth seeking and

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like conspiracy theories? It's conspiracy noise actually is a better

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way to describe it. Those conspiracy theories.

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I'd like to say conspiracy distractions. Yeah, because because finding

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the truth and something requires research and deep dives and

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not looking up stuff on Wikipedia, you know what I mean,

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reading books and you know, having critical thought process because

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everybody can have an idea, which you know, the CIA

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was famous for labeling conspiracy theories in the first place,

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you know, And it's not a bad thing to have

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an idea and to have a theory about something. But

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where it gets kind of in the woo woo weeds,

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I guess, is where it's so off in left field

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that it can't possibly ever be true and you can't

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prove it and you can't you know, so it's it's

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just like a random thought. But being able to speak

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truth after researching and stuff like that, and it is

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really hard because a lot of people will come at

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you sideways about something that you said or something that

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you posted about or whatever because whatever you posted hurt

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them in the fields, right, it touched that ego part

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that they don't want to let go, and it kind

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of bruis ego and now they're like lashing out because

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that's not what they thought was true or what they

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quote know to be true.

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Yeah, I find that I if I anger people by

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what I say, it usually usually what makes them angry

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is their ego because and they've lost the ability to

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have civil discourse if they haven't had it in the

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first place. Because if you have to defend your position

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with anger or I don't think. I don't think you

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know what you're actually talking about, you know, I mean

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unless it's just completely out of you know, the realm

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of reality, right, which sometimes, but if you're talking about issues,

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then it's usually you're you know, you're looking for more

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than just opinion. His opinions are you.

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Know, everybody has one, and.

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They usually so so.

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Yeah, and it's it's hard because there are those people

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that get really offended. But if I say something that

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offends somebody, then I'm doing my job because it got

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them riled up in their emotions and maybe they will

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that planet a little seed and they'll go look for themselves.

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Yeah, for sure. I mean and I.

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Got broad shoulders, I can take it. Yeah, Slings and

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arrows don't don't make any difference to me.

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Yep, absolutely, I mean yeah, planting seeds, man, that's what

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I do. So.

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Yeah, and you got to and you've got to, you know,

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share that knowledge with other people, those little seeds of

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wisdom and water them and watch them grow, because if

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we didn't, if nobody did that, then what's the point

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of being here in the first place.

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Yeah, And I find it huge when I see people

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admit when they don't know something that's that's refreshing. You

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don't see that that often nowadays. That yeah, So if

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I don't know, I'm not I'm going to be like,

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you know what, I don't know, but I'll find out,

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you know.

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Or if I've never heard of something before, I'll be like,

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well what, Yeah, I have no idea. I keep notepads

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on exactly at my desk. Can I write notes?

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Have these big sticky notes? Right, they're not even little ones,

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they're big ones because the little ones I'd have too many,

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but I literally have them. I got and small they're

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literally stuck to everywhere surface everywhere.

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We have that in common because I literally have a

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stack of small ones and then I have a pad

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of big ones. Yeah. Yeah, And if that's not enough,

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then I have printer paper right next to me. But

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I really need too.

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So so obviously this is a but I want to

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hear your responses. Has it cost you anything to be outspoken?

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Yes? My family hate that I am outspoken. We are

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not on the best terms, especially during the scam pandemic.

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And I was like, no, let me educate you because

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I will pull out all of the old nursing books

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and stuff, and here's what it said. That was way

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back when, for like nineteen seventy eight. It's in the textbooks,

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and it severed relationships with especially both of my parents,

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or certain social views that are certainly popular in today's

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a realm have cost me a relationship with somebody very

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close to me because they're very much into that whole

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free love confusion world. Yeah, and I'm like, that's okay.

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You can believe what you want to believe. I have

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my beliefs that are backed in scripture, and so it's

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it's definitely damaged some relationships, but that is okay because

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God weeds your garden, and so he weeds out the

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relationships that don't serve you and makes room for other

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people to fill that which he definitely has. So I'm

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very grateful and thankful and blessed for that.

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Yeah, because that's I was gonna asks. Has been worth it?

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Oh yeah, one hundred percent. And you know, being like

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your true, authentic, genuine self is never a bad thing,

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whether whether people agree with what you say or not say.

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Being who you are and who God created you to

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be and speaking your truth and speaking His truth is

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never a bad thing. And so if if you lose people,

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you lose relationships over that, that is absolutely fine because

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he will feel that.

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Yeah, totally get it. Yeah. So, after building an audience

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and seeing so many reactions to things, what have you

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learned about people since you started doing this?

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Like I said earlier, people want to be heard, People

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want to be validated, they want their feelings baudiated, and

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they want to have somebody just to converse with. Because

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the thing about people is they could be surrounded by

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a group of people and still feel very alone because

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they feel like they don't have that or they're missing

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that person to have that connection with.

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Yeah.

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So that's like one of my favorite things to do

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is have that connection with. My husband laughs at me

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all the time because we can go to the grocery

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store and literally somebody I don't know at all will

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stop me and just carry on a very long conversation

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with me, and he's like, I'll wait for you in

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the truck and then I'll come out and he'll be like,

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what was that all about? And I'm like, they just

467
00:31:49.240 --> 00:31:52.720
basically told me their life story. I'm glad to be

468
00:31:52.799 --> 00:31:59.680
that person for people. Yeah, I'm thankful, absolutely So that's

469
00:31:59.839 --> 00:32:03.519
you know, learning that people need that human connection and

470
00:32:03.559 --> 00:32:08.160
that closeness and that you know, somebody that they can

471
00:32:08.319 --> 00:32:12.680
just spill to. Because if you speak it out, you're

472
00:32:12.839 --> 00:32:15.559
cleaning out that clutter in your body. So if you're

473
00:32:15.599 --> 00:32:19.200
having like all these emotions in a bad day and

474
00:32:19.240 --> 00:32:22.480
all these things are going on, just having that ability

475
00:32:22.559 --> 00:32:26.039
to tell somebody gets rid of a lot of that

476
00:32:26.480 --> 00:32:27.319
out of your system.

477
00:32:28.039 --> 00:32:30.200
Do you find people are hungry for truth?

478
00:32:31.039 --> 00:32:39.519
Yes, and put in a way that they can understand

479
00:32:39.799 --> 00:32:43.640
and relate to, because some people can go out there

480
00:32:43.680 --> 00:32:47.400
and talk truth to people. But it's so it's like

481
00:32:47.519 --> 00:32:50.920
on a PhD level, right, it's so over people said

482
00:32:51.519 --> 00:32:53.920
and they're like, what what was that? I don't even

483
00:32:53.960 --> 00:32:57.079
know what that word was? What are they talking about?

484
00:32:57.720 --> 00:32:59.960
So you have to make things relatable to people.

485
00:33:00.559 --> 00:33:06.519
Absolutely. So I think we touched on this a little earlier,

486
00:33:06.559 --> 00:33:09.400
but let's kind of break out into it a little more.

487
00:33:09.440 --> 00:33:13.440
As did you think what we're watching unfold right now

488
00:33:13.559 --> 00:33:15.759
is more more than political?

489
00:33:16.119 --> 00:33:20.079
I would say, oh, yeah, it's it's definitely something that

490
00:33:20.599 --> 00:33:26.599
is planned, and it's it's kind of following suit biblically speaking,

491
00:33:26.920 --> 00:33:30.599
you know, with and times propsies things that we're going

492
00:33:30.640 --> 00:33:31.119
to be received.

493
00:33:31.240 --> 00:33:34.079
Definitely a spiritual layer under m HM.

494
00:33:34.640 --> 00:33:40.000
And so you know, Satan is the great deceiver, right,

495
00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:45.480
and so he will take literally anything and invert it

496
00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:49.960
and turn it upside down. And you know, especially if

497
00:33:50.000 --> 00:33:54.319
somebody has weaknesses, he exploits those weaknesses and he uses

498
00:33:54.480 --> 00:34:00.160
those things to weaken you even further and make you

499
00:34:00.400 --> 00:34:03.720
sever that connection with God and get further away from

500
00:34:03.799 --> 00:34:11.719
the truth. Because that's like our political system is theater

501
00:34:11.920 --> 00:34:16.519
in that aspect, because they put on the illusion that

502
00:34:16.559 --> 00:34:21.400
they're helping you, they're there for your good, they're going

503
00:34:21.480 --> 00:34:23.800
to do all these great things for you if you

504
00:34:24.119 --> 00:34:28.679
just trust us. Same thing with the science community, same

505
00:34:28.719 --> 00:34:32.159
thing with the medical community. And what has happened over

506
00:34:32.239 --> 00:34:37.400
time is that society as a whole has made all

507
00:34:37.440 --> 00:34:42.400
of these different entities into idols. So it's no different

508
00:34:42.440 --> 00:34:45.840
than idle worship. You can't question science because science is

509
00:34:45.880 --> 00:34:49.760
the all knowing, all being. You can't question politicians, you

510
00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:53.440
can't question your doctor, you can't question because all of

511
00:34:53.480 --> 00:34:57.920
these people are so up on a pedestal, and we

512
00:34:58.039 --> 00:35:01.320
need to shatter that narrative, break those things down and

513
00:35:01.360 --> 00:35:04.760
be like, you know what God made us with discernment

514
00:35:04.840 --> 00:35:07.960
in the first place. He made us to seek wisdom

515
00:35:08.000 --> 00:35:12.639
and knowledge. He didn't make us to be sheep and

516
00:35:12.679 --> 00:35:15.960
to be like oh okay, yes, yes, everything that you

517
00:35:16.039 --> 00:35:16.800
say is fine.

518
00:35:17.239 --> 00:35:20.320
Yeah, you know, deception is definitely a theme.

519
00:35:20.719 --> 00:35:24.119
Oh yeah, one hundred percent. And they have to and

520
00:35:24.159 --> 00:35:27.639
they have to use you know, that instill that heart

521
00:35:27.679 --> 00:35:33.000
of fear in everybody, because if you are fearful, you

522
00:35:33.239 --> 00:35:37.199
are weak. You're able to be broken down faster, which

523
00:35:37.280 --> 00:35:43.079
means that you are more easily susceptible to control and manipulation.

524
00:35:43.960 --> 00:35:50.400
Oh yeah, for sure, Yeah, yeah, definitely. It's like I

525
00:35:50.480 --> 00:35:55.440
explained explain this a lot to people, is that it's

526
00:35:55.440 --> 00:35:59.920
not always the door getting kicked in that you know

527
00:36:00.840 --> 00:36:06.880
is the enemy entering your life. It can just usually

528
00:36:06.960 --> 00:36:07.719
it's a whisper.

529
00:36:08.679 --> 00:36:13.960
So the subtle things, you know, and especially putting things

530
00:36:14.000 --> 00:36:17.079
in your face all of the time that maybe you

531
00:36:17.199 --> 00:36:20.880
don't your beliefs, don't align with and don't agree with,

532
00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:25.119
but it's normalized, so it's pushed out in public, in

533
00:36:25.159 --> 00:36:29.079
the public eye all the time, through media or through

534
00:36:29.159 --> 00:36:34.280
TV or movies or whatever. Adds slowly over time, you

535
00:36:34.440 --> 00:36:38.679
come you almost become complacent to those kind of things. Yeah,

536
00:36:38.800 --> 00:36:43.400
and you're like, oh, every show, every movie, every news story,

537
00:36:43.480 --> 00:36:47.239
all of this always has this, and so this must

538
00:36:47.320 --> 00:36:53.880
be the new normal. No, that's Satan's distraction and distortion.

539
00:36:54.480 --> 00:36:59.920
Yeah, it's the uh the book Nudge so uh, which

540
00:37:00.039 --> 00:37:04.239
as wild, but it's that's all it takes, is nudging.

541
00:37:05.400 --> 00:37:09.039
And and or you can use the the analogy of

542
00:37:09.119 --> 00:37:12.199
the boiling pot of water with the frog in it,

543
00:37:12.519 --> 00:37:15.119
you know, before you know it's too late and that

544
00:37:15.119 --> 00:37:19.400
the water is boiling and you're dead. But that's slow rise.

545
00:37:20.119 --> 00:37:21.079
And that's what they do.

546
00:37:21.719 --> 00:37:27.400
That's what we are. Happens we are as a whole society,

547
00:37:27.440 --> 00:37:32.199
as a whole, especially in the United States, that boiling

548
00:37:32.280 --> 00:37:36.239
pot of water, and we are literally in it, you know.

549
00:37:36.360 --> 00:37:40.079
And and so many people became so complacent that they

550
00:37:40.119 --> 00:37:45.199
won't question, They don't they they lost their ability to

551
00:37:45.280 --> 00:37:48.719
have discernment or to have critical thought and to be like,

552
00:37:48.840 --> 00:37:51.599
you know what, why am I in this pot of

553
00:37:51.599 --> 00:37:54.199
boiling water? It doesn't make sense. I should get out

554
00:37:54.360 --> 00:37:58.559
because it is too hot. But we we as are

555
00:37:58.960 --> 00:38:02.880
as a society like dumbed ourselves down, you know, and

556
00:38:03.039 --> 00:38:06.719
allowed it to happen and to continue happening, and there

557
00:38:06.719 --> 00:38:10.760
were like sitting in the boiling water and we're going, oh, well,

558
00:38:10.800 --> 00:38:13.559
everybody else is hitting here with me, so I guess

559
00:38:13.559 --> 00:38:21.000
we'll stay in here get out, Yeah, for sure.

560
00:38:24.719 --> 00:38:30.679
The So what do you think is coming next? That's

561
00:38:30.719 --> 00:38:32.920
a big question, but let's kind of needle down for

562
00:38:33.159 --> 00:38:34.480
let's just say for the country.

563
00:38:36.639 --> 00:38:42.440
For the country, politically speaking, I think, uh, things are

564
00:38:42.440 --> 00:38:46.800
gonna get worse because we're going to see uh, more violence,

565
00:38:47.159 --> 00:38:57.239
more chaos, more mandatory you know, currency, digital ID tracking systems,

566
00:38:57.400 --> 00:39:03.679
et cetera, et cetera. Because scripturally speaking, that's exactly where

567
00:39:03.679 --> 00:39:06.280
we're moving toward, you know, the mark of the beast

568
00:39:06.440 --> 00:39:09.280
system and all of that stuff. But it has to

569
00:39:09.320 --> 00:39:15.599
be complete and total chaos before the false savior comes right,

570
00:39:17.519 --> 00:39:21.599
bringing the false light to snow everybody. Yeah, you know.

571
00:39:21.760 --> 00:39:25.519
And so people they got to be vigilant, you know.

572
00:39:26.159 --> 00:39:30.039
And no not just in you know, not just looking

573
00:39:30.079 --> 00:39:33.320
for you know, signs and wonders. I'm not saying that,

574
00:39:33.440 --> 00:39:38.559
but be vigilant on your surroundings, be vigilant in your

575
00:39:38.679 --> 00:39:43.159
life and the way that you react to situations, the

576
00:39:43.159 --> 00:39:47.519
way that you speak to people. Because what we do

577
00:39:47.599 --> 00:39:52.800
has a ripple effect. And so if you are kind

578
00:39:52.880 --> 00:39:55.880
and loving to people, That's going to have a ripple

579
00:39:55.920 --> 00:39:58.719
effect and then that is going to carry you a

580
00:39:58.760 --> 00:40:02.480
whole lot further, you know, and the grand scheme of

581
00:40:03.079 --> 00:40:06.760
the ocean of life instead of you know, putting out

582
00:40:06.800 --> 00:40:09.880
all the negativity and stuff like that. Learn your lesson.

583
00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:14.960
If you be your head against the wall once, don't

584
00:40:15.000 --> 00:40:19.320
continue repeating the same behavior and expect things to be

585
00:40:19.400 --> 00:40:24.159
different inanity, Right, you have to you have to be

586
00:40:24.360 --> 00:40:27.880
the change in order to make the change. So you

587
00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:32.719
you have to focus on yourself and your relationship with

588
00:40:32.800 --> 00:40:36.639
God so that he can strengthen you and change you

589
00:40:36.880 --> 00:40:38.880
so you can go out and do that for other

590
00:40:38.920 --> 00:40:42.840
people as well. It's important. It's so important.

591
00:40:44.199 --> 00:40:48.880
Yeah, agreed. What about culture? What about for the culture?

592
00:40:52.360 --> 00:40:56.360
I think they are trying to change our culture, our

593
00:40:56.480 --> 00:41:02.320
way of life, something right, right to something that we

594
00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:06.480
don't recognize because you you have all of these people

595
00:41:06.519 --> 00:41:10.400
that are here, and no one is being forced to assimilate,

596
00:41:10.599 --> 00:41:13.440
even though that is supposed to be the way that

597
00:41:13.519 --> 00:41:14.639
it is supposed to be.

598
00:41:14.960 --> 00:41:18.440
Right, Well, it doesn't really work unless people assimilate.

599
00:41:18.800 --> 00:41:19.000
Right.

600
00:41:19.440 --> 00:41:22.440
You don't have to become some sort of bored right,

601
00:41:23.119 --> 00:41:25.639
but you have to at least want to learn the

602
00:41:25.719 --> 00:41:30.000
language and learn the culture enough to you know, just

603
00:41:30.079 --> 00:41:32.719
as like if you have friends that are a different culture,

604
00:41:32.800 --> 00:41:36.559
you should want to know enough about their culture to be.

605
00:41:38.440 --> 00:41:42.000
But they can't. You know, people people are like, oh no,

606
00:41:42.119 --> 00:41:45.159
we should allow everyone to come in and do what

607
00:41:45.199 --> 00:41:45.679
they want.

608
00:41:45.599 --> 00:41:46.920
To do, do whatever they want, right.

609
00:41:47.239 --> 00:41:51.440
Yeah, okay, So try that in another country. You go to.

610
00:41:51.480 --> 00:41:54.480
Another and it fails right constantly.

611
00:41:54.639 --> 00:41:58.480
But if you if you advocate for that right, go

612
00:41:58.639 --> 00:42:03.280
to that country and you demand change, you demand that

613
00:42:03.320 --> 00:42:07.519
they change their whole entire life to suit you. Again,

614
00:42:08.000 --> 00:42:13.360
that is ego, That is selfishness, because that is not

615
00:42:13.440 --> 00:42:16.800
the way the world works. Other countries are not that way.

616
00:42:17.480 --> 00:42:22.440
But people come over here and they're like expecting us

617
00:42:22.519 --> 00:42:27.639
to change and expecting us to be okay with not

618
00:42:28.000 --> 00:42:30.880
being able to go to church or not not pray,

619
00:42:30.960 --> 00:42:35.280
but other religions can pray in the middle of the street.

620
00:42:35.760 --> 00:42:39.920
Yeah true. You know, So what about for people that

621
00:42:40.000 --> 00:42:40.519
are awake?

622
00:42:43.800 --> 00:42:45.599
As in how you think, like, how.

623
00:42:45.960 --> 00:42:48.119
What do you think is coming next for people that

624
00:42:48.199 --> 00:42:49.000
are already awake.

625
00:42:50.079 --> 00:42:53.679
I think it's going to be imperative that for the

626
00:42:53.719 --> 00:42:58.000
people who are awake that they help lead other people

627
00:42:58.119 --> 00:43:02.920
to the same thing, to the truth, or lead them

628
00:43:03.000 --> 00:43:05.920
to God if that's where they need to go. Sometimes

629
00:43:05.960 --> 00:43:10.599
that's easier said than done. But planting that scene and

630
00:43:10.639 --> 00:43:14.960
not being overbearing about it, I think is the direction

631
00:43:15.079 --> 00:43:17.480
that people need to go, and they need to create

632
00:43:18.800 --> 00:43:22.960
not just community, but family, if you will, of people

633
00:43:23.119 --> 00:43:29.159
that love and respect each other and have common belief

634
00:43:29.239 --> 00:43:32.920
systems and things like that, so that we can sharpen

635
00:43:33.039 --> 00:43:37.599
each other and raise each other up instead of constantly

636
00:43:37.639 --> 00:43:40.679
tearing each other down with sad to say, but there's

637
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:45.199
a lot of that, not just in the world generally speaking,

638
00:43:45.199 --> 00:43:47.880
but even in the podcast community. There's a lot of that,

639
00:43:48.480 --> 00:43:50.760
and a lot of ego, and a lot of jealousy

640
00:43:50.840 --> 00:43:57.840
and a lot of you know, crazy behavior. Just saying it.

641
00:43:57.679 --> 00:44:02.400
Is just saying yeah, So when you're not doing all this,

642
00:44:02.800 --> 00:44:03.960
who are you off camera?

643
00:44:05.960 --> 00:44:10.320
Same? I'm the same person on and off, you know,

644
00:44:10.559 --> 00:44:14.840
And like I said, I spend my day either making

645
00:44:14.880 --> 00:44:18.360
stuff because I've always been like a uber creative person.

646
00:44:18.559 --> 00:44:24.239
So I'm either working on music, writing songs, writing stories,

647
00:44:24.880 --> 00:44:29.719
helping people on the phone, you know, whatever it is.

648
00:44:29.840 --> 00:44:32.519
I'm like, I'm the type of person that can't really

649
00:44:32.559 --> 00:44:37.119
sit still for very long, and so I'm I'm constantly

650
00:44:37.159 --> 00:44:41.039
busy doing something and usually if I'm on a phone

651
00:44:41.039 --> 00:44:44.519
call with somebody, it's usually four or five hours at

652
00:44:44.559 --> 00:44:48.599
a time, wow, and or however long that they need. Yeah,

653
00:44:48.639 --> 00:44:52.400
you know, so that's that's pretty much what I do,

654
00:44:52.639 --> 00:44:59.000
or you know, research, read, or try to think of

655
00:44:59.079 --> 00:45:02.599
something interesting and exciting to talk about on a show

656
00:45:02.639 --> 00:45:05.199
that nobody else covers nobody.

657
00:45:04.840 --> 00:45:09.679
Else, which is always a challenge. For sure.

658
00:45:10.079 --> 00:45:12.239
We're looking at things from a different angle.

659
00:45:12.000 --> 00:45:14.360
Because yeah, absolutely, I.

660
00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:18.280
Don't like the I don't like the cookie cutter responses

661
00:45:18.360 --> 00:45:20.639
and the same people that are on the same shows

662
00:45:20.760 --> 00:45:23.559
all the time, and it's like you've heard the exact

663
00:45:23.599 --> 00:45:27.760
same presentation a thousand times. I don't. That's so like

664
00:45:29.079 --> 00:45:30.280
sleepy to me.

665
00:45:30.599 --> 00:45:33.800
Yeah, like somebody makes the rounds like I get it,

666
00:45:34.280 --> 00:45:36.119
and then but then they got to move on to

667
00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:37.639
a new topic, right.

668
00:45:38.039 --> 00:45:41.519
Right, or think of a different way to cover it,

669
00:45:41.679 --> 00:45:48.880
a different angle instead of this same thing every time. Yeah.

670
00:45:48.559 --> 00:45:55.119
Yeah, for sure, one book everybody should read that's.

671
00:45:54.880 --> 00:46:00.280
Not mine, beg it. I was gonna say yours because

672
00:46:00.320 --> 00:46:04.280
I have it right here on my desk. You know what,

673
00:46:04.519 --> 00:46:08.679
I'm very big into I have a bunch of them.

674
00:46:09.760 --> 00:46:15.480
I have a Forgotten home Apothecary book. I absolutely love that.

675
00:46:17.079 --> 00:46:22.679
B Y Transformed is a good book. I have a

676
00:46:22.719 --> 00:46:26.119
whole bookshelf up here of stuff. But yeah, a lot

677
00:46:26.159 --> 00:46:30.480
of these, And it depends on what kind of book

678
00:46:30.519 --> 00:46:34.239
that you're looking for. I love the home apothecary stuff

679
00:46:34.280 --> 00:46:39.960
because I'm super into holistic stuff and nerves and you know,

680
00:46:40.199 --> 00:46:44.119
like I dry my own spices, I make my own

681
00:46:44.199 --> 00:46:48.079
spice blends, I make my own custom teas, you know,

682
00:46:48.239 --> 00:46:51.880
I do all of that stuff, and so that is good.

683
00:46:51.960 --> 00:46:56.239
But if you're looking for spiritual guidance or things like that,

684
00:46:57.199 --> 00:47:01.440
there's always different books for every every genre that you're

685
00:47:01.480 --> 00:47:01.960
looking for.

686
00:47:03.480 --> 00:47:04.079
Yeah, for sure.

687
00:47:04.400 --> 00:47:06.519
So be Transformed is really good too.

688
00:47:07.719 --> 00:47:17.960
Yeah. One thing that gives you hope.

689
00:47:15.079 --> 00:47:19.840
I would say the transformation that I have seen in

690
00:47:19.880 --> 00:47:26.679
a lot of people, even coming from our little podcast family, right,

691
00:47:27.719 --> 00:47:33.119
people inside that community that are changing and being sanctified

692
00:47:33.360 --> 00:47:40.079
and letting go of addictions or past her past traumas,

693
00:47:40.199 --> 00:47:43.599
things like that, and so that kind of stuff is

694
00:47:43.840 --> 00:47:48.039
very hopeful for me and very positive for me. Is

695
00:47:48.119 --> 00:47:51.960
being able to see how God is working in people's lives.

696
00:47:52.039 --> 00:47:55.840
And so even with that new generation coming up that

697
00:47:55.920 --> 00:47:59.920
are starting to get into scripture and going to church

698
00:48:00.079 --> 00:48:03.960
and not drinking in all of those things. Good on them,

699
00:48:04.800 --> 00:48:07.199
and I hope that spreads like wildfire.

700
00:48:08.679 --> 00:48:10.159
The same for sure.

701
00:48:10.920 --> 00:48:13.559
But I think it's a beautiful thing. And especially if

702
00:48:13.559 --> 00:48:17.960
you have a younger generation that's coming up that already

703
00:48:18.079 --> 00:48:22.239
have these morals and values. That gives me hope for

704
00:48:22.320 --> 00:48:26.159
the future because they have not strayed far from their

705
00:48:26.239 --> 00:48:29.440
roots and from what you know, God created them to

706
00:48:29.480 --> 00:48:30.440
be in the first place.

707
00:48:30.840 --> 00:48:31.280
Yeah.

708
00:48:31.920 --> 00:48:34.920
Sure, they haven't been tainted yet.

709
00:48:38.639 --> 00:48:45.000
Tainted. I love it. So last question, actually, so what

710
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and what I like to do, since the name of

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this podcast is broadcasting seeds, I like everyone to plant

712
00:48:53.119 --> 00:48:58.000
a seed in the audience's mind, maybe that we haven't

713
00:48:58.000 --> 00:49:03.280
talked about and that they you know, that maybe we

714
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can harvest at a later date.

715
00:49:05.519 --> 00:49:09.679
Hmmm, okay, So I'm gonna throw out a medical seed

716
00:49:09.760 --> 00:49:14.400
for people. Nice. And this is something that's very very

717
00:49:14.480 --> 00:49:21.000
important because it's something that they push literally ad nauseum

718
00:49:21.280 --> 00:49:25.679
all of the time. Is about cholesterol. Really, what you

719
00:49:25.719 --> 00:49:30.239
were told about cholesterol is an absolute, complete and total lie.

720
00:49:30.960 --> 00:49:35.440
They keep changing the numbers and lowering them and lowering them.

721
00:49:35.559 --> 00:49:41.199
But cholesterol has multiple functions in your body. It is

722
00:49:41.280 --> 00:49:46.519
a neuro protectant, It lubricates your cells, it protects your brain,

723
00:49:47.199 --> 00:49:51.039
It has all of these There's like nine different functions

724
00:49:51.039 --> 00:49:55.679
that cholesterol provides in your body. So you do not

725
00:49:56.079 --> 00:49:59.880
want your numbers to be really low because that is

726
00:50:00.039 --> 00:50:04.880
when you get into Alzheimer's dementia issues things like that.

727
00:50:04.960 --> 00:50:09.480
I did a whole episode on cholesterol with my buddy Troubles.

728
00:50:11.079 --> 00:50:16.760
But make sure that you start educating yourselves as far

729
00:50:16.880 --> 00:50:21.880
as what it is, what it does. The normal number

730
00:50:22.480 --> 00:50:26.960
used to be four hundred. Yeah, because you have to

731
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have cholesterol. Your body manufactures cholesterol in the first place.

732
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It does not come only a small percentage comes from

733
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your food. Your body makes it and your body was

734
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designed to make it for a reason. And why do

735
00:50:45.320 --> 00:50:47.679
they want to change that? And why do they want

736
00:50:47.719 --> 00:50:51.320
it to be super low? Because they want you in

737
00:50:51.360 --> 00:50:52.360
that weekend state.

738
00:50:53.400 --> 00:50:57.079
Yeah, I mean it's the building lots of all hormones on.

739
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A hundred, And why do we have so many people

740
00:51:04.039 --> 00:51:09.440
that are hormonally out of whack? Just think about that.

741
00:51:10.440 --> 00:51:19.159
Yeah, well, this has been an awesome conversation. Bottom line

742
00:51:19.199 --> 00:51:26.039
is is I really appreciate your courage, your clarity, and

743
00:51:26.039 --> 00:51:29.000
you're willingness to speak openly in a time when a

744
00:51:29.079 --> 00:51:32.480
lot of people stay silent. And I think that's a

745
00:51:32.599 --> 00:51:33.840
very cool thing.

746
00:51:36.440 --> 00:51:39.880
And I just wanted to say that well, and I

747
00:51:39.920 --> 00:51:47.000
appreciate that, and I appreciate authenticity and people being jguine

748
00:51:47.079 --> 00:51:50.920
because with me, what you see is what you get.

749
00:51:51.079 --> 00:51:54.239
I'm no different on screen that I am off screen.

750
00:51:55.440 --> 00:51:58.360
People that have met me in real life can attest

751
00:51:58.400 --> 00:52:00.320
to that. But there are a lot of peopleeople that

752
00:52:00.360 --> 00:52:04.239
live by two different personas you know, one off camera

753
00:52:04.320 --> 00:52:09.360
and one on camera. But you're not living your your

754
00:52:09.400 --> 00:52:12.159
true self if you have to be two different people

755
00:52:12.199 --> 00:52:16.559
and same thing in a relationship and a marriage anything

756
00:52:16.639 --> 00:52:20.400
like that. You can't be two different people. You have

757
00:52:20.480 --> 00:52:23.519
to be yourself at all times. And some people will

758
00:52:23.639 --> 00:52:27.679
like that and some people won't. If they can't deal

759
00:52:27.719 --> 00:52:30.519
with you being the way that you are, that person

760
00:52:30.760 --> 00:52:32.440
was not meant to be in your space.

761
00:52:33.760 --> 00:52:38.360
Agreed, So tell people where they can follow you, support

762
00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:40.559
your work, stay connected again.

763
00:52:40.920 --> 00:52:46.599
Okay. Deplorable Nation podcasts on every podcast platform, or if

764
00:52:46.639 --> 00:52:48.400
you want to watch the videos, you can watch on

765
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Spotify or on Rumble. You can help me up on

766
00:52:52.519 --> 00:52:57.039
Instagram if you have questions, comments, concerns, you want to

767
00:52:57.079 --> 00:52:59.119
share stories, you want to be a guest on the

768
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show Deplorable Janet and on X it is no Janet

769
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katon Ow and don't forget to go and follow anchor

770
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and flame with the amper sand signed.

771
00:53:14.320 --> 00:53:17.760
Amazing. I appreciate you coming on.

772
00:53:18.280 --> 00:53:19.639
I appreciate the conversation.

773
00:53:20.039 --> 00:53:21.760
We will have to do it again soon.

774
00:53:22.079 --> 00:53:26.280
Absolutely, And thank you again, so so so much for

775
00:53:26.840 --> 00:53:34.280
being patient and being gentle with me. I appreciate it anytime.

776
00:53:34.559 --> 00:53:39.119
And thank you for your book because you're very welcome.

777
00:53:39.320 --> 00:53:43.199
I love it, and you know, talking about being your

778
00:53:44.400 --> 00:53:47.400
following your purpose or your path or whatever you're supposed

779
00:53:47.440 --> 00:53:52.679
to do. I recommended your book to multiple people, at

780
00:53:52.760 --> 00:53:56.679
least ten people so far, because I'm reading through it

781
00:53:56.719 --> 00:53:59.000
and I'll be like a name will pop into my

782
00:53:59.039 --> 00:54:00.960
head and I'm like, so and so needs to read

783
00:54:01.000 --> 00:54:06.840
this chapter. Okay, this person needs that chapter. So your

784
00:54:06.880 --> 00:54:10.000
words touched me to touch other people.

785
00:54:11.000 --> 00:54:11.880
So glad to hear it.

786
00:54:12.360 --> 00:54:15.360
Yeah, So I thank you, thank you for that. I

787
00:54:15.400 --> 00:54:16.480
appreciate it very much.

788
00:54:16.480 --> 00:54:19.480
Absolutely all right, we'll talk again soon.

789
00:54:20.119 --> 00:54:21.320
All right, have a good day.

790
00:54:22.039 --> 00:54:27.559
Thank you, I was drowning in the noise, and.

791
00:54:30.800 --> 00:54:33.519
Every promise felt holl.

792
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In the end.

793
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But you marry me in the middle of.

794
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The fraction, and you showed me you're.

795
00:54:46.079 --> 00:54:47.840
All already there.

796
00:54:50.360 --> 00:54:54.639
When the feast starts talking aloud, when the dark fear

797
00:54:54.679 --> 00:54:58.679
is closer round, You're my mis.

798
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It's the kingdom in life. You other than never lost

799
00:55:06.039 --> 00:55:12.920
her through that custard, never breaks your turn. I wants into.

800
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Winness, your plential feet in the ashes all I will

801
00:55:16.960 --> 00:55:21.679
not bout a shadow. I will not say people rich,

802
00:55:22.000 --> 00:55:25.679
you keep mistiity, You keep me ready.

803
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Your plential seeds.

804
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In the asses.

805
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Of steen people.

806
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And had the husband of arm of steam price turn

807
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love into But you call us back to mercy, and

808
00:55:48.679 --> 00:55:56.320
the church speak with fast restore.

809
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The mours be clean and kind.

810
00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:06.519
Let my backbone not be pride made my voices steady

811
00:56:06.760 --> 00:56:09.000
flame for his say.

812
00:56:09.280 --> 00:56:14.519
To your name. You are the like that nevils, not true,

813
00:56:14.800 --> 00:56:20.480
that hut for never pay. You turn my woods into windiness.

814
00:56:20.960 --> 00:56:24.920
You plensa sees and he asks, So I will not

815
00:56:25.320 --> 00:56:29.960
about shadows. I will not tray peace for praise. You

816
00:56:30.440 --> 00:56:34.320
keep me staying, and you'll keep me ready. You pent

817
00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:37.360
see even the asses.

818
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Weigasu legasup not a penny, not to he week. Assume

819
00:56:45.159 --> 00:56:48.800
wekassup to live like you to carry away.

820
00:56:50.039 --> 00:56:54.480
If the work keeps shaking, let us stand with clean hands,

821
00:56:54.800 --> 00:56:58.360
say the softer hart. If the pressure as is a

822
00:56:58.519 --> 00:57:01.960
little us see we will made for this set apart.

823
00:57:02.880 --> 00:57:05.119
How listen, how says?

824
00:57:06.079 --> 00:57:08.400
How will lay my ego down?

825
00:57:09.320 --> 00:57:14.000
How walk with holy courage when the whole room wants

826
00:57:14.159 --> 00:57:20.079
to shower you shot and nevelas the truth that cusmard

827
00:57:20.400 --> 00:57:25.880
never breaks. You tour ows into winess. You plitch your

828
00:57:25.960 --> 00:57:31.239
seeds in the asses, so I will not bow shadows.

829
00:57:31.599 --> 00:57:35.760
I will not trade peaceful rage. You keep me steady,

830
00:57:35.960 --> 00:57:41.199
You keep me ready. You plin your seeds in the asses.

831
00:57:51.079 --> 00:58:06.039
Slit you seeds in the ashes. Fisher jes in me